Looking for a father

Chapter 3

Unplesantly Surprised

-I’ll fuck you now, Amyas.

At those words from me, my son went totally hard again. I was sure he’d been dreaming with the moment I fucked him for months and now after he had fucked me, I was really willing to fuck him. Besides, he was now my boyfriend. We had to be very careful in hiding it to Abby but somehow we would be able to express our love. So I loved that sweet son of mine and with a sudden impulse I drove my hard cock into his crack.

It was the first time I was fucking an ass but it was the ass of someone I loved. My long life desire to have a child could be fulfilled now, also fucking a son who wanted to be fucked by his father. And Amyas’ ass was so enticing! In this position, his buttocks were the most beautiful picture I’d ever seen. And still I was surprised knowing how easy sticking my cock in an ass was, first time I had ever done such a thing. It was so erotic hearing his constant moans, how his sexy body writhed, how unconsciously I started running my hands down his sexy body and grasped his dick and jacked him off. After having been fucked, not only I was not shy again to touch a dick, but knew my hands, my mouth and my ass needed his cock over and over again. We were happily in an idyll of sex and love for over a quarter of an hour till I had to scream.

-I love you, Amyas and have to cum.

And I filled my young lover, my young son, of father’s seed. Then we kissed deep in love and snuggled up together.

The next day we were constantly having sex, deep in love, the whole day as two inexperienced nudists who tried the fun of living without their clothes for the first time.

On Monday before leaving Chimneys and after breakfast, he went quickly on all fours and told me.

-Fuck me again, Mel. This can be our farewell and blessing to Chimneys, where we have become so happy.

I never hesitated anymore to fuck that sweet boy as often as he asked me. He’d also fucked me twice yesterday and would do it again at home today before Abby’s return. And there I was fucking Amyas for the umpteenth time and kissing Chimneys farewell till the next time we came here.

It was an arousing journey back home, both uttering lustful words mixed with constant love sentences. We still had a couple of hours before Abby was meant to return and I asked Amyas to fuck me again at home.

Finally at six p.m. Abby did return. She kissed us both and we started having dinner and everything she told us of her mission was good news. She would soon have to move to Juba in South Sudan. She was a better diplomat than me and she was constantly journeying. This would be good for Amyas and me who could soon have some days for each other.

During the dinner, she could well hear Amyas calling me dad once and again. She was moved and kissed us both and congratulated us for our fatherly and filial affection now. She was really happy with this situation, adding she had always wanted us to be a father and a son. But I hoped she never discovered that besides father and son we had also become boyfriends.

The following week we saw that it would really be dangerous to have sex with each other, but nonetheless, we did it clandestinely in the barn and it was always tachycardia that we felt and prior to heading to the barn, we chose what he and I were gonna do.

Finally she would be absent now for a week in Juba and that week was really moving and exciting between us. We even made love in that very bed where Abby and I used to sleep when she was here. But she had not told us the day she would be back and that was our big mistake.

Two days later I had asked Amyas to fuck me there in the living room and again I was feeling glory when my sexy son took lovingly his father’s ass. Knowing we were alone, I was yelling really loud and the door was suddenly burst open and there was Abby, who surprised me with her son’s dick up my ass.

-Oh, what the hell? You’re a fucking faggot, Mel. I never thought one day you’d cheat me with a boy, let alone my own son. He’s all I care about in life and more after what I had just discovered you doing, Mel, you fucking cheater. So I’ll never get angry at him, but you’d better leave me for good, Mel.

-Abby, despite what you’re seeing me do right now, I still love you, deeply and our son knows. I know I’ve lost you now but Amyas and I are not only boyfriends now, we’re also a father and a son and you cannot take me away from him. He regards me as his father, so I’m his real dad and I regard him as a son so he’s my son. It would not make sense to see each other far away from here.

Obviously Amyas had stopped fucking me the moment she heard his mother and had not cum inside me this time. He was crying so I kept on talking.

-We could make love anywhere, Abby, for we love each other but if you want to take your son away from me, that will not be possible and we might meet somewhere else. I’m sorry I have hurt you, Abby, believe me, but I will come back once and again to see my son.

-Ok, you bastard. You may continue seeing our son, but I don’t want to see you again. You’ll visit him but we won’t talk. Now get dressed and leave.

Crying my eyes out, I did what she had told me and instantly I felt agonizing pain because I would be forever far from her, but also far from my son. In just a few days I had gained what I had always wanted: a son, and now I’d have to say farewell to him. But prior to leaving, I dared kiss his mouth before his mother and he responded to the kiss with real love and real tears in his eyes.

-See you soon, Amyas, my love. Hope one day you can forgive me, Abby.

I left that house with a broken heart. I had just lost my female love and I didn’t know how my relationship would go on with my male love, my son. I hoped at least I was allowed to often visiting him.

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