I must change for Kirk

LET’S FUCK

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We appointed to meet Robert Astwell the following day. And at four p.m. we were in a bar below his house having a drink together Robert, Kirk and I. We were lucky cause there was nobody but the waiters in the bar and we could quietly talk about anything. I saw Robert was shy and I asked him something to break the ice.

-So you’ve left our gang, I’ve heard, Robert.

-I have. I don’t know exactly who I am now or what I think, but what I’m sure about is that I don’t hate anyone now.

-I’ve also left them. Neither you nor I have given them any explanations. It’s better this way. They will slowly notice that we don’t go to their meetings and will wonder why. But one day we’ll see them and will have to give them some justifications, I think.

-Well, Desmond, the only thing I fear is returning one day to my own self.

-Kirk’s told me that you’ve changed. Well, Robert, I am here to talk about some things so I hope you don’t mind if I ask you: how do you like it with Kirk?

-I’m not sure I would do the same with other boys but so far I can accept I like it with Kirk. And I’d like to repeat –he added looking at my brother.

-I’d like to repeat with you, Robert –Kirk said-, but there’s a problem.

-What’s the matter, Kirk?

But it was me who answered.

-You know Kirk and I have sex with each other, don’t you?

-I do, Desmond. And I quite respect it now.

-Well, when Kirk returned after having spent the night with you, we were talking… and soon we realized that we’re in love with each other too. I find it correct to be in love with such a wonderful boy as my brother, but I think that being his brother I shouldn’t be his boyfriend and I want utter happiness for Kirk, who still loves you.

-I cannot help it, Robert. I love you both.

-Hug me, Kirk. I’m again moved at you. If I beat you the other day, now I promise I will always respect you and it is a touching thing that you’re in love with your brother, believe me. I almost have tears in my eyes now. I understand that I must get away from more sex with you.

-But I don’t want that, Robert –I broke in-. Kirk’s my brother and I want everything for him. A different thing would be that he were not in love with you, but he loves you too and I’d be crushed if he couldn’t have sex with you anymore. What I want, and that’s why I’ve come today and I’m talking to you is that Kirk can continue having sex with both, if you agree.

-That doesn’t make any sense, Desmond –Kirk said.

-It will make sense if both Robert and I agree, my dear. So what do you have to answer, Robert?

-We both love this wonderful Kirk Morris, Desmond. So even if one day I fell in love with him, I think we could share him. So much better if I don’t love him yet. I wanna keep on having sex with you, Kirk.

My brother started to cry.

-My God! You were two stupid boys and now want to give me so much. I cannot help but cry but I’d like to keep on having sex with both.

In that moment Robert said he had to go to the toilet and in that time I told Kirk something. With many doubts he ended up accepting what I had suggested. When Robert returned, I suddenly asked him.

-Robert, you don’t fuck, ok, but would you like to see how Kirk fucks me?

-Oh shit, I have been all day masturbating and not only remembering how good sex with Kirk was, but I have also wanked imagining both of you fucking.

-Then you may come to our house, very close too. I really need Kirk’s cock up my butt again and I want you to see what fun it is being fucked. –Secretly I wanted to turn Robert on so one day he had the guts to fuck with my brother too.

-I want to see you fucking. If you’re so stupid, Desmond, that you want me to see it, then I say yes.

-Then, let’s not waste any more time, and when we fuck, you can masturbate, Robert.

Once the three of us had agreed, we three went to my house and were soon there. Safe in our lounge, I took no time to think, pulled down my pants and told Kirk: fuck me now, my love.

Kirk was brave and knew I wanted Robert to see how my brother fucked me; I wanted him to see how a former skinhead desired to be fucked. Kirk was totally hard with the certainty that he would again ease it into his brother’s ass. And soon he plunged it in; with the fun of fucking one of the boys he loved in front of the other.

-I have to do it, and since you told me I could do it, I’ll whip my dick out and wank seeing you fuck.

-Do you like watching how a brother fucks his brother, Robert? –I asked him.

-This is the most pornographic thing I’ve seen in my life –he said already beating off-, better than any porn movie I could see, and at the same time it’s hot to whack off when you’re totally moved. I love watching two brother’s great affection, two brother’s deep love, two brother’s sex. Desmond, how does it feel like to have a dick up your ass?

-You should try one day and know, Robert. Of course the first time it hurts, but the very first time, it also turns into ecstasy. I wasn’t in love with Kirk the first time he fucked me but his fucking me helped me fall in love with him, and helped me redeem. I knew after having semen in my ass that I was a totally different boy.

-So hot –that’s all Robert said over and over again.

-I’m cumming now, Desmond. Oh please tell me that you’ll fuck me next. I also want Robert to see how you fuck me.

-Ok, Kirk, I will. Fill me with your seed first.

-I’m cuuuuming –He yelled. And after he came, and before it was my turn to fuck Kirk, I showed Robert my ass full with brother’s spunk and it was him who came then, first time in our house.

-Thank you, Brothers Morris.

-The show will go on –Kirk told him-, now it’s your turn to see how Desmond fucks me. Come on, brother, fuck me on all fours.

Kirk had his most attractive look then, showing me again his glorious ass and asking me to fuck him, but now publicly. He wanted the other boy he loved to see how his brother fucked him. The moment I stuck my cock in Kirk’s ass, I saw Robert was cumming but he was so stoked that he started a new masturbation and in the midst of it, he said.

-I see in your eyes, Kirk, that it’s real fun being fucked. I’ve always been a coward, a real faggot, and let me call myself like that. A faggot is a coward, not a brave gay boy. And the time has come for me to have some guts and behave like real men behave. You love me, Kirk, and I certainly desire it now -and with no more words he jumped to my brother’s cock and slid it easily in his ass and shouted-. Fuck me, Kirk, now or never.

And Kirk started to fuck him at the rhythm my cock was shagging him. He loves two boys and that probably was the happiest moment of his whole sexual life: fucking a boy he loves and being fucked again by the brother he also loves and loves him. He just looked at Robert and asked him.

-You sure you want me to go on?

-Don’t tell me you will ever stop, Kirk. It’s hurting me but I wanna reach soon the fun that looking into your eyes and your brother’s I’m sure I will have later. You could just kiss and touch me.

So that’s what Kirk started to do, passionately touching him and kissing his mouth in such a way that he seemed to be thanking life, thanking Robert and thanking me for having all he had now. He only asked Robert to fuck him next and the latter agreed just when he started yelling in pleasure, saying it did not hurt him now and admitting it was such great fun to feel a cock up his ass that he begged me to be next to fuck him. So the chain fuck was long but we had to end, knowing well that after filling Kirk’s ass with semen I should do the same to that hot new boy, my friend now Robert Astwell. Now he really was my friend.

But he said now he wanted to be spit-roasted. He admitted already that he liked boys more than girls and said he would end up admitting his homosexuality or at least that he would need after now boys to have sex with and it would be so hot if he could continue having sex with both of us.

The first thing he did was reaching Kirk’s cock and unhibitedly sucking it and soon with his mouth full with my brother’s dick, he asked me to fuck him. So I approached his also cool ass and shamelessly drove my cock in, supposing it would not hurt him now. In fact he asked me to enter him deeper as he went on enjoying the wonderful taste of Kirk’s dick. He just added he wanted to become completely gay today and he also wanted to suck my cock later if it resisted after so many cums. I said he could do it and that made him cum again. His whole body just needed cocks now. Not only he was little by little becoming gay but he would end up being bottom. His ass also gave me so much fun that I soon came inside this new hole for the first time. Seeing his brother cumming, Kirk was next to spill a new load of the semen Robert really appreciated. And drinking it, Robert came one more time.

-I would surely cum more times today with both of you. Why don’t we have a coffee first? And I would suggest that the three of us could strip. I also want to see Desmond Morris’ nudity and see again my hot Kirk with nothing on.

-Let’s strip –I said-. Welcome to the fun of sex with boys, Robert.

-And when we’re naked, I will suck your cock, Desmond and finally I will fuck you, Kirk.

The stripping of us three was a great moment and our three cocks, formerly a bit limp, were gloriously high again. Robert was really sexy too and I envied my brother for having slept with him. It was Kirk that offered to prepare coffee and as we were waiting, we sat on the living room and Robert soon started to suck my cock. In the noise he made I was sure he was enjoying but he didn’t say anything until Kirk was back with our three coffees. Then he spoke.

-The taste of both brothers Morris’ cocks are equally scrumptious. I hope both of you allow me now to have sex with you more often. I should have played with cocks years ago. They’re great. But I swear I never had any suspicion I could feel attracted to boys, or else I would never have entered our gang.

-Enjoy now, Robert. I will surely suck yours too whenever I can. Both of us are in a peaceful corner of life now, at ease with ourselves, and we can enjoy what earlier we scorned. Forgive me, Robert, but so good you are that I have to cum now. I’m cumming!

He already knew the taste of my brother’s jism and wanted to taste mine too and let me cum in his mouth. He told me he couldn’t come now but his face was that of utter happiness. I told him he certainly could have sex with either of us whenever he wanted and that caused him a huge erection and asked Kirk again whether he wanted him to fuck him.

-I did fuck you first, Robert. So please I love you. Let me feel you inside me.

Kirk went doggy-style at once and Robert was previously a good long while playing with my brother’s buttocks, making them on fire and patiently awaiting his dick, but first he stuck his tongue in Kirk’s ass and moaned at the good taste my brother’s butt had. But Kirk urged him to ease his cock finally in and saying: now I will fuck you in real gratitude, Kirk, he went gently in and gave my brother the big satisfaction of finally feeling the other boy he loved fucking him gently, affectionately, as a friend would desire to please a friend. And Kirk cried. But curiously I saw that Robert was crying too. I would wait for him to finish fucking my brother to ask him why he was crying, for I could well see he was not crying out of happiness. But at last he yelled: forgive me, Kirk but I cannot do other than cumming now. And as he came, he started to break down. Kirk was so happy that he came again first and later moved to Robert, kissed him fondly first and asked him what the matter was with him.

-As I was fucking you, I realized I love you, Kirk. After admitting I like boys, it was very easy for my heart to admit what I would really need is a boy like you. And I also saw I had fallen in love with Desmond. This is total madness. I should leave you now.

-Don’t go yet, Robert. We haven’t finished our coffees. Sit down. Your love for us is no problem, believe me –and I treacherously started to suck his hard cock now-. I hope you can resist a new blowjob.

-I can, Desmond. But wouldn’t it be better if I left you now?

-Kirk loves both you and me. You love both of us. I still don’t love you but I’m sure I can easily fall in love with this sexy new boy that has incredibly moved me today. I think the best thing now would be the three of us living together.

It was the longest blowjob that day. Robert’s cock was exhausted and as I sucked, Kirk persuaded him to stay the night with us and see how we liked living the three together. Finally, with a total yell of love, he came in my mouth.

We decided to have dinner naked and as we dined, I told him my former bed had room enough for three boys to sleep together. He just said he would try today but we shouldn’t decide so far any further things, just a night of three-way sex. But he said he was exhausted and didn’t know whether he could cum more times.

So when we finally went to bed together, Kirk placed himself in the middle and my brother and I 69ed. It was surprising to know now I only needed dicks, better if it was Kirk’s and I wanted him to spill a new load in my mouth as my brother’s intention was the same. Curiously both of us filled his brother’s mouth with semen at the same time and Robert soon came to kiss us both.

As we saw he was horny as hell, we decided to give him a first blowjob in bed, both brothers together, welcoming him to our life, a while his cock in my mouth, a while later in Kirk’s, till twenty minutes later, he came in my brother’s stomach.

Still unsure that this threesome could work, he at least spent the night with us and the next day, we convinced him to move to our house.

And that’s how we started to live together and two years and a half later we are still a threesome. We never had any problems with the other skinheads, but of course they don’t know we have daily sex with boys.

Robert worked as a librarian and soon managed to set me up in his library, so now I work with him and Kirk soon found a job as a mechanic too. I still don’t love Robert; maybe I’m one of those boys who can only be in love with one person at a time, but I have managed to hide it to Robert and I think he thinks I love him. Well, I really need him too and he’s hot enough to share my life with too. Besides Kirk and him love each other and it is moving that with that love they need me by them. I don’t love Robert yet but since I discovered how good you can feel having sex with boys, my change was complete. I haven’t been with any girl these years. Robert is my boyfriend and Kirk too, and he’s my brother partner. They will always be two bruises in my heart.