How we became self-sufficient

Chapter 5

Now we can fuck deep

Even so, I was doing something behind my father’s back for a month. But the day came when I wanted to talk in earnest with him at breakfast.

-I still have something more to fess up, Bertrand.

-I see you’re still shy to talk to me about some things, Gareth. Come on, my son, after what we’ve already done together, you can tell me anything.

-I know, Bertrand. Well, I will tell you. Don’t know if recently you’ve found out that the dildo in your drawers and the Chinese balls have disappeared.

-Haven’t noticed it, Gareth. The truth is I’ve been fucking myself every night, but with my own dick. So the toys have disappeared. Maybe you have got them?

-Yes dad. I also wanted a hole to fuck completely and had the certainty that I’d never find one unless I fucked myself. So I got your toys and have been for a couple of nights training my ass a bit with them, also with my fingers, till I decided it was about time I fucked myself, as you do but as I knew the pain I could be experiencing, I saw I would have no other chance than also having the fantasy of raping myself.

-And you did, Gareth?

-I did dad. That was the greatest pain I could feel in my life, a torture caused by myself, but knowing what I wanted made me had no mercy and went on in tears of utter pain till I was finally able, believe it or not, to fuck myself completely and I can assure you now my hole is so wide that your dick could also enter it, dad. So now you can fuck deep dad, you can fuck my ass, for I’ve been doing it for my fun, to have a hole to fuck deep, but mainly for your fun, dad.

-You won’t believe me, Gareth –he told me bathed in tears- but I’ve just creamed my pants. I’m so proud of you. First let me add that I cannot love you more, Gareth and with your decision we can be totally self-sufficient, for if you want me to fuck you, I’ll do it, but you’ll also fuck Bertrand, whatever the pain your still longer dick causes me. Doing it to each other, we can have a wonderful sexual life and no longer will we care the fact that we’re a father and a son.

-Will you fuck me now, Bertrand? That’s my desire.

-I will if you want, Gareth. And you’ll fuck me later.

-But I’m frightened about your pain, Bertrand.

-Gareth, I’ll fuck you now but I won’t ever fuck you again unless I also lend you my hole, now you know. Fuck the pain, a pain you’ve just told me you’ve given to yourself and endured it. So give and take, that’s it, take it or leave it. Let’s strip now, Gareth and let’s also fuck shamelessly and proud of what we’re doing.

It was always exciting to see each other stripping, more now knowing we’d also fuck and long ago it was that for us both being naked before the other was the most natural thing in the world.

Instantly I went on all fours, luring Bertrand into taking possession of my hole, but first he came to me and kissed me with real lust, with the lust a gay boy can feel prior to fucking his boyfriend. Then he started licking my ass.

-Since now obviously we can do anything incestuous and enjoy, I’ll rim your ass first.

And I noticed Bertrand’s tongue rimming me with affection and no disgust. Oh, I intuited that when he finally fucked me, I would not only enjoy the fun I would be granting him, but enjoy his very dick, the very fact of being fucked. I was thinking this and had not noticed he’d already withdrawn his tongue and my father’s sexy dick was already entering me.

-Yeah, Bertrand, fuck your son. This ass of mine is yours now. Hope you’re experiencing the greatest of fun.

-Such a perfection, Gareth! I’ll have to fuck you in tears knowing my own son is surrendering his ass to me. Oh what a wonderful boy you are, Gareth!

-Enter me deeper, Bertrand! How good I feel knowing I opened myself up first so now you can have fun with this hole of mine.

Bertrand’s long dick was entering slowly but determinedly, some inches first and then some more. I felt it was a snake crawling around a tree, my naked ass, and it felt so hot that it was also a snake surrounding a bonfire, that of my burning ass. I started yelling and encouraging him.

-Yeah, keep on shagging me. I’m enjoying a lot, dad and I can feel not only your fun. This is also exquisite fun for me. Now I’m glad you taught me to rape myself for being fucked by such a sexy man as my father is heaven.

-How I love you, Gareth! –he told me as now I noticed that the whole of his dick had entered me. But as he did, he started kissing me.

-Gareth, may I cum in your ass? I will have to soon and of course later you’ll cum in mine.

-Of course, Bertrand, and get used to cumming here and after now fuck me as often as you want.

-I’m cumming! –he told me and was a good long while filling my no longer virgin ass. But later as soon as he took his dick from my ass, I noticed him breaking down, real tears moistening his handsome face.

-Bertrand, what’s the matter?

-I know now you won’t ever object to sex, Gareth. But so much I appreciate now all you’ve done for your father that… well, you don’t object to sex, but maybe you will object to love, cause I cannot help it, Gareth. I’ve just fallen in love with a boy, with my own son, for Christ’s sake!

-Hush, Bertrand. Before you started fucking me, I had the security that we were already self-sufficient and you’d never need a girl after now for I’m here for you and I was even willing to sleep with you every night. Now all I need is also falling in love with you! Yes, Bertrand, I think you’re not aware yet that never could I have sexual fun after now unless it is with my hot handsome father. So loving you would be the most perfect thing that could happen to me. Don’t cry again, Bertrand!

-I don’t know if what I want for you is reciprocating me, for you’ll need sex with girls more often. But what I’m sure about is that sexually it’s me and only me that can give you everything. I’ve already learnt to deep-throat you. Now I’ll show you how your long dick can only enter one hole totally: mine. Fuck me now, Gareth. At least I’m sure that sexually you need me.

And Bertrand Leake went instantly on all fours. I started as he had: rimming him, surprised also at the taste. I not only enjoyed the taste of Bertrand’s dick, but every taste of his. I also stuck my cock in when he did not expect it, but at the same time that I went to his lips and kissed him passionately. That hot man, my father, loved me, so all the time I would be fucking him, I’d be kissing him, this way making love to him and showing him the point of intimacy I wanted with him after now. As my long cock was getting deeper, I was surer: I needed Bertrand Leake to become my partner. Hoped that as my dick was rhythmically moving inside his ass, my heart was rhythmically moving with his and sooner or later they would join as one.

But now came the painful moments, for my dick was a bit longer and I was reaching spots inside his ass never touched by my father’s own dick before.

-It’s hurting you, Bertrand, hadn’t I better stop?

-I love you, Gareth and now you know. You told me you even want us to sleep together but I’ll never consent to that unless also in bed you can have all your sexual needs with me.

But he cried and cried, so I told him I didn’t wanna torture him and was about to take my dick from his ass. But he was quicker and kept on talking.

-Gareth, I learnt to deep-throat such a long dick as yours and now I can do it totally without gagging. Now all I need is a totally wide and long asshole than you can fuck completely for you also have the right to fuck as I already can, and with no other than my son’s sexy hole. Let me cry but never stop.

His resilience was the thing my heart needed to be totally moved, to dress anew, to know whom it must bleed hereinafter. Sudden tears escaped my eyes wildly.

-I love you, I love you, I love you, Bertrand.

-Then now that we love each other, make me your boyfriend, my love and keep on fucking me. Now we can fuck deep. We’re totally self-sufficient. Not only can we do with each other, and only with each other absolutely anything in sex, but we have also found someone to love, someone who loves us.

-Yeah, my love –instantly my lips moved to his and I gave him the most intense love kiss I could think about and thus I went on, lips on lips, hands on a perfect naked body, a dick totally in. Now he told me his ass did not hurt anymore and finally we had become properly a couple. Only him with me, only me with him, could have all we wanted. Now I had to make our couple last and the first thing to do that was of course irrigating that perfect ass which belonged to my father, to my boyfriend, and also belonged to my dick now as my ass belonged to his dick.

Crying we spent the rest of that day, all the time naked, kissing, touching, having sex and living for the first time the fun of sharing the sheets.

Father and son had been two different people but we had blended our souls so perfectly that now we had become one. We always know what the other wants, his needs and when his face gets illuminated in affection and in lust.

We spend our days having sex and now we fuck each other like jackrabbits. We have fucked each other in every position. He prefers fucking me on all fours but the position I prefer is fucking him on the couch when he’s comfortably sitting down.