My straight friend

Thank you everyone for the positive comments on the last one. I'm glad that the slower pace doesn't seem to have put anyone off. It's been bittersweet reminiscing about the experiences that inspired these two's story. I thought I would manage to wrap the weekend up with this one, but alas there will be another one :)

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We stayed out in the yard for a while, taking turns chopping wood while we talked about last night. How we felt about it now in retrospect, whether we regretted it or not. I knew I didn’t, and he told me he did not either. It was a relief to hear him say it sober as well.

“I guess I’m a bit confused as to where it all came from. I mean, I’ve never really thought about guys I think, but now that the door has been opened, I’m not sure I want to close it if it makes sense.” He explained still sitting on the ground and drawing something in the snow with his hands. I leaned on the axe while I wiped the sweat from my forehead.

“I mean last night was fun, a lot of fun, and it was so much different than anything I have experienced with girls. Like being intimate with you... I don’t know man... it was a whole new side of sex I guess.” I chuckled softly hearing that. It was interesting listening to him just talk about it.

“And you know, we’re friends so there’s obviously already chemistry and intimacy there but damn the way it all just happened. It was so fucking hot, right?” He asked and looked up towards me with this huge grin on his face. His eyes quickly catching my left hand as it adjusted my boner. I blushed.

“Yeah, it was.” I agreed “But dude, honestly, if you keep talking about it, you’re gonna get me all pent up.” I admitted, before grabbing the axe and resuming chopping the wood.

“Too late for me, I’m afraid.” He admitted and blushed as well. I laughed. “I was gonna suggest we take care of that while we’re all alone, but I don’t know. Maybe we save them for tonight?” I kind of froze as he said it.

“What?” I looked at him cautiously, not wanting to scare him off with eagerness.

“I mean, I didn’t want to assume I just thought you’d want…”

“Yeah, I want to.” I cut him off quickly. “I just, didn’t think you’d want to again, not so soon at least.”

“Yeah well, I’m not really into leaving things vague with people, not like that at least, and especially not with friends. You showed me a whole new world last night, man. As gay as it may sound, I want another taste of it.”

“And people say I am extra.” I teased sarcastically “Sounds good to me, just make sure to bring an extra pair of underwear to stuff in my mouth if you want me to stay quiet.” I joked, hoping it’s not pushing it too far.

“So thoughtful of you. I’ll make sure to stuff your mouth from time to time.” He shot back, as he stood up and made his way to me. I was rock hard on the spot. My hands dropped the axe beside me. He leaned in and just as we were about to kiss, the front door of the yard opened as our friends returned from the hike. He jerked back, and I saw the guilt in his eyes as he did so.

“It’s ok. I can wait until tonight. You don’t have to push yourself past what is…”

He kissed me. I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I could hear our friends getting closer and closer to rounding the corner. We pulled away a few moments before they came into view.

“I’m sorry.” He said and looked down at the ground.

“Dude, It’s fine.” They don’t have to or need to know anything yet.” I said before taking a step back and grabbing the axe.

“Hey guys, how was the hike?” I said, greeting our friends.

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The day went by rather quickly. Soon after everyone was back at the house, we had to start preparing for the evening. Salads and dips were being prepared, drinks were being mixed and meat was being grilled outside. It felt nice to get a bit lost in the mundane tasks. I think it helped Jer clear his head as well. I saw him sneak out of the room with Kate and Andrew for a few minutes. I assumed he wanted to speak to them himself as well. I pondered going after them, but decided it was best to let him handle that on his own terms. It also helped that the two of them seemed rather understanding earlier. He looked relieved when they came back and he smiled at me. I smiled back from across the room but could tell that he was a bit on edge.

Time flew by as all of us chatted away while performing our tasks. Before long most things were ready and one by one people started going back to their rooms to get a shower and change for the evening. Jer and I did the same eventually.

“How are you?” I asked as soon as we had closed the door.

“Alright, I guess. I talked to Kate and Andrew. Wanted to thank them for, you know, keeping it a secret for now. They were very respectful.” He said as he made his way to the bed and flopped down. “I feel kind of exhausted already. I’ve done way too much thinking today for a weekend.” He joked.

“Well, you’re in luck then. In an hour you could be so drunk that no thoughts will be left in your head.” I told him while putting some clothes into my suitcase.

“It doesn’t sound too bad right now.” He said letting out a bit of a groan. “Did you overthink everything too, in the beginning?”

“A bit. I mean, I still do sometimes. If only you could read my mind last night went you went all ‘suck me off if you want to.’” I said almost laughing out loud. “As lame as it sounds, and even though I know you can’t stop it., try not to dwell on things too much. You’re young, you’re exploring, you’re having fun, it’s fine. It really is.” I went over to his bed and sat down next to him. “And we can stop whenever you wish to. Like even what you said earlier, I won’t hold you to it, if you don’t want to do anything tonight. I know how confusing it all can seem, so if you wanna go and I don’t know get drunk and hook up with Kate or Ashley, or whoever, that’s fine.” I said and placed a hand on his shoulder, starting to rub it a bit. “You know I can always just go and find some other straight guy to fuck me.” I said jokingly and finally got a laugh out of him.

He turned over on his back and reached his hand up towards me, placing it on the back of my head and pulling me down towards him. He pressed our lips together and I placed a hand on his chest, feeling it rise and fall. I felt myself trembling a bit, I realized how aroused that single action of his had made me. His heart beat wildly beneath my palm as we gently kissed and made out, and I think it was at that moment that I first believed that maybe, he wasn’t straight after all.

I reprimanded myself for it. Don’t hope, I thought. If you hope, this only ends in heartbreak. But oh well, I hoped anyway.

I slid my hand up his chest and wrapped it gently around the side of his neck, starting to pull him towards me as well. I could feel myself becoming short of breath, but I wasn’t going to end that kiss. I don’t think I had it in me to do so. Maybe he felt that because a moment later he pulled us apart. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He had closed his. His soft dark curls were covering his forehead. His full lips were wet from mine, parting in a slight smile.

“I don’t think I want to fuck Kate or Ashley tonight.” He said simply. “Will you shower with me?” He asked as he sat up and took off his sweater, then continued with his pants.

“Yeah.” I said almost in a trance as I watched him strip in front of me. He looked at me as he got to his underwear, and I blushed.

“Eyes up here buddy.”

“Sorry.”

“I’ll wait for you inside.” He said flashing me his smile, before walking over towards the bathroom door, without taking his boxers off. I watched his frame as he walked while quickly taking off my clothes as well, only leaving the black and red jockstrap on. I heard him start the shower just before I went inside.

I entered and closed the door behind me. He was naked now, almost fully hard, my own dick struggled and pushed against the pouch of the jockstrap. I reached to take it off, but he stopped me.

“Wait.” he said. “They look great on you.” He approached me and placed his hands on my hips, slowly starting to slide them towards my cheeks.

“Thanks.” I blushed again. I placed my hands on his naked chest, ran my fingers over the soft hairs that grew over it. My fingers quickly found his hard nipples and started playing with them. “You can thank Josh for them. Gave them to me for our last Valentine’s.”

“Well for all his faults, he knew what looked good on your ass.” He joked.

I could feel his hands sliding further and further down. His palms taking hold of my cheeks and parting them, his fingers making their way to my hole. He leaned in and started kissing my neck. I threw my head back in pleasure as my breathing became shallow. I couldn’t remember the last time I had been so turned on. He slowly kissed his way up my neck towards my right ear and when he got there, he started whispering.

“I don’t think I told you how much I enjoyed going bare last night. Never got to properly thank you for suggesting it either.” He bit my earlobe gently. I let out a high-pitched moan. “Maybe I could do that now? I wonder… if I fuck a load into you now, could you keep it inside the whole night through? Let me get my sloppy seconds later?” His voice was low and hoarse; I could feel the vibrations coming out of his throat as he spoke.

“Did you go through my porn searches or something?” I joked, getting a chuckle out of him “I don’t think we have time.”

“That’s ok. I don’t think I’ll last long anyway.” He said, his voice shaking with arousal.

“We.. we can’t right now.” I said finally looking down towards him. “I’m not really prepared right now.” I cursed myself for ruining the moment, but I wanted everything that happened between us to be perfect, or as close to as possible at least.

“Oh… yeah. I’ll have to get used to that.” He said and smiled before kissing me on the lips. “That’s ok, later then. I’ll wait.” He said and went back to kissing my neck and then chest.

“I mean I could still, suck you off. If you wanted to?” As I suggested that, I realized that he was slowly kissing further and further down my body. He was sucking on my nipples, a moment later he was tracing my abs, his chin brushing against my happy trail. As his lips reached the waistband of the jocks, I heard a knock on the bedroom door.

“Guys!” It was Kate. “I’m sorry for interrupting, but we’re thinking of giving him the present in a bit. Hurry it up.” She said teasingly.

I looked back down at him. I don’t know how far he’d put his mind to go, but there was hunger in his eyes.

“Later then.” He said again. “I can wait.”