Adulting

Chip’s story

The week went by fast. I had a lot to get done at home and work before I left and I got it all done! On Friday I picked-up Alec from the airport and took him back to my place. I had made a on last big dinner at the old apartment. Everything was packed up and ready to go except the dinner dishes and the mattress, both of which I intended to put to good use that night. I had picked up the U-Haul earlier and even moved some stuff into it so that all we had left to do was load the big stuff, hook my Honda to the trailer on back and hit the road. We had a long day ahead of us. We were going to load the trailer At 6AM and be on the road by 8AM. It was about a twelve and a half hour drive, plus stops, but we planned to drive straight through. We would go right to Alec’s, stay there for the night, then Sunday morning we would unpack at the condo and the storage unit and I’d be moved in by the end of the weekend. I just wanted to get the move done and out of the way so I could start my new life.

It was about 7:00 and Alec hadn’t eaten since breakfast so we ate as soon as we got back to my apartment. We caught up as we ate. We just saw each other a few days ago, so not a lot had changed but it was nice just to be there with his smile just across the table. He had a crazy week at work and was very talkative telling me work stories. I don’t know how he does that job. People are crazy! But it was nice just to be with him and hear his voice. After dinner we cleaned up and packed the dishes. Alec was feeling ambitious and wanted to move some more stuff into the truck to save us some time in the morning. Alec was wearing a tank top and I was mesmerized by his muscles. I couldn’t take my eyes off them as the flexed and tightened each time he lifted something. Damn, this guy was hot.

I didn’t have that much stuff and in about an hour and a half we had everything loaded except the mattress and our overnight bags. By 10:00 we were ready to go to bed. We went into the almost empty bedroom and I watched him as he stripped down to his briefs. He looked up and saw me staring at him “What?!” He said with a smile on his face and a laugh in his voice.

“Nothing” I said grinning “You’re just so fucking hot” I added.

He laughed and started flexing his biceps and posing “This doing it for you, Scruffy?” he joked “You want some of this?”

I laughed and said “Nope. I want all of that!” then I ran at him and tackled him onto the mattress on the floor. He fell back and we were laughing and rolling around, him in his underwear and me still fully dressed. He started pawing at my clothes trying to get me naked. I resisted although I have no idea why because I wanted to be naked with him SO BADLY… I was having fun and I guess I just wanted the game to last for a while. He finally won and pulled my clothes off and had me completely naked (finally). He flipped my on my back and straddled my waist pinning me to the bed, his underwear cover hardon pushing against my naked flesh. The heat from his dick was incredible and gave me an instant hardon… it didn’t go unnoticed as Alec grabbed for it and stroked it as he bent down and bit my nipples. He moved up my body and shoved his big dick in my mouth. His red pubic hairs were tickling my nose as I worked his flesh pipe with my mouth, taking him deep down my throat.

There was a little roughness to our play and it was hot. Alec took control and I loved it. Well… at least for a while, then it happened. He had me pinned down with his cock down my throat and said “Yeah, you little cocksucker. Can’t get enough. You missed my cock.” Those were the EXACT words Kenny used that day at the pool right before he turned mean on me, slapped me, started calling me a queer and a faggot and basically raped me. It triggered me and totally freaked me out. The words, the tone, being held down… it all culminated in me freaking out.

“GET THE FUCK OFF ME” I screamed at the top of my lungs and pushed him off me with all my might. He landed next to me on the mattress lying on his back. At first he just laughed, thinking I was playing. Then he realized I was serious and just laid there with a stunned look on his face.

“What’s wrong, Chip? What happened? Did I hurt you? Are you okay?” He asked with true concern in his voice. He had no idea what happened. I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I just sat on the toilet, hugging my knees and sobbing. I was scared, although I don’t know why. We were just playing, Alec wouldn’t hurt me, we were having fun… I started it. I was egging it on. I was in there about a minute when Alec knocked on the door “Chip, what’s wrong? Can I Come in?”

I was trying to sob quietly so he didn’t hear “I’m okay” I paused “I just need a minute.” I was shaking and started rocking to calm myself down. What the fuck? I thought. Why did that freak me out so much? I had to talk to someone, goddammit I wish Scotty was here. Where’s my phone? I thought Shit! I left it in my pants in the bedroom. How could I get it without talking to Alec? I wasn’t ready for that yet.

He knocked on the door again “Chip, what’s wrong. You’re scaring me.” He said through the door.

“I’m okay, Alec. Can you get my phone for me? It’s in my pants pocket on the bedroom floor?” I heard him walking away from the bathroom, then come back.

“I got it” He said “Chip, what’s wrong? Are you okay? What did I do?” I opened the door a crack and grabbed the phone. I was about to slam the door shut but I figured I owed him an explanation.

“Alec, it’s not you, it’s me” I said as I gave him a quick peck. “I just need to talk to Scotty about something. I’m so sorry. Just give me a minute, okay?” His face was awful! So dejected and worried. Oh my god, I made his face look like that. He didn’t do anything, it was all fucking me, but I couldn’t tell him that yet. I hugged him, he hugged me back tight and stroked my hair. The poor guy. One second he’s having a good time in bed with his boyfriend, the next his boyfriend is screaming at him and then turns into an emotional mess. I owed him an explanation.

I needed to figure this out. I had to call Scotty. It was late but I needed him. I dialed.

After a few rings he picked up “CHIPPER!” He yelled excitedly “What’s up bro?”

“Did I wake you?”

“Nah. We were just watching a movie” Scotty said. Then he heard me sob “What’s wrong?” he asked.

“I don’t fucking know, Scotty. I was in bed with Alec, we were playing around having an awesome time and then I just freaked out, yelled at him to get the fuck off me, and ran to the bathroom shaking and sobbing.” I said quietly so Alec wouldn’t hear.

“Okay, buddy. Just take a couple of deep breaths” my best friend said in a very calming voice. Then we were quiet for a few seconds. “Okay, now tell me what happened.”

“He... we…” I took a deep breath and tried to clear my head “We were playing around, he pinned me down. I was giving him a BJ, it was hot, it was fun… then he said…” I took another deep breath “he said… ‘Yeah, you little cocksucker. Can’t get enough. You missed my cock.’” I was able to get the words out, then stopped and waited for his reaction.

“Then what?” he asked confused.

“Then I fucking saw Kenny’s face, felt totally trapped, and flipped the fuck out.”

“I don’t get it, Chip?” Scotty said trying to put the pieces together. I guess it only really made sense to me.

“You little cocksucker. Can’t get enough. You missed my cock. That’s what Kenny said to me the day you came to my rescue at Kev’s house. That’s what he said right before he turned mean and slapped me. Alec’s words, his tone, the fact that I was pinned… “ I started to sob as I sat on the toilet hugging my knees and talking to my best friend hoping he could help.

Scotty was silent for a little bit “I’m sorry Chip. How did Alec react?”

“He’s in there thinking he hurt me or something. His face… Scotty the look on his face was.. I… I.. the poor guy.” I said sobbing some more. I was a fucking mess.

Scotty took a deep breath “Alec is not Kenny.”

I started to respond “I know, but…”

“Alec is NOT Kenny” he repeated, then paused. “Chip, you like it a little rough, you like crazy sex, that’s you. Alec was probably just playing along with you… right?”

“Yeah” I eked out

“Alec is NOT Kenny. Kenny is an asshole, he needed power over you to feel like a man. Alec loves you, he’s just doing what you want to make you happy. Sometimes the lines get blurred. Alec would NEVER hurt you, Chip. Would he?” Scotty was calm, thoughtful and doing his damnedest to rationalize with me. It was working.

I stopped shaking and rocking, then I took a deep breath and stopped sobbing. “You’re right. I thought I shut the door on the Kenny crap last week when I threw him out, but apparently it’s still with me.”

“Of course it is. That fucker traumatized you. He turned on you and that had to be scary as hell, Chipper. It’s a normal reaction. Don’t beat yourself up.” I was calming down, Scotty was right, and as always he was there for me. “And don’t take it out on Alec. Tell him what’s going on. He’s a great guy and will understand. Alec is not Kenny.” He said again. “You say it.”

“Alec is not Kenny” I said. Scotty made me repeat it, I did and started laughing a little then added “Alec loves me. And he’s hot as hell, and he’s in bed scared shitless he hurt me. I better go fix this.” I said

“Just tell him the truth. He’ll get it” Scotty advised “He loves you. And so do I buddy. I wish I was there to give you a bro-hug” I told him I loved him too then we hung up. I felt a million times better.

I splashed water on my face and took a look at myself in the mirror and told myself I deserved Alec, then I went into the bedroom. Alec was sitting on the mattress, with his shorts and T-shirt on hugging his knees. “Hey” he said quietly with a look of genuine concern and caring “everything okay?”

I sat down on the mattress next to him and put my head on his shoulder. He kissed the top of my head and stroked my hair. We sat in silence for a little bit then I said “I’m sorry, Alec.” He didn’t speak. He kept stroking my head and kissed me again. “I told you about my past with Kenny, but I didn’t tell you about the time Scotty saved me when he basically raped me…” I told him the whole story about Kenny turning mean on me and how Scotty ran in and saved me, then I told him what triggered me earlier. Scotty was right; Alec got it, he totally understood.

“I’m so sorry you had to go through that, and I am so sorry that something I said brought it all back.” He said, his lips just inches from the top of my hair as continued to stroke my hair.

“You didn’t do anything, it’s my baggage. You were awesome, I was loving it until my fucked up mind went into a bad place.” I said quietly, “I’m damaged goods.”

“You’re not damaged goods, you’re a work in progress. You’re dealing with a lot, Chip. But I do want to say one thing…” Alec said in a calming voice “I’m not Kenny and I love you.”

I let out a nervous laugh “That’s exactly what Scotty said. He kept saying ‘Alec is not Kenny’ and made me repeat it.”

Alec kissed the top of my head “your best friend is smart” he said with a little laugh. We just sat there for a while with him holding me. Eventually we laid down and he spooned me. Our fun sex session was lost, and not another word was spoken. Eventually I fell asleep feeling safe in his arms. Alec was not Kenny.

We woke up really early, it wasn’t even 5:00 yet. Alec hugged me and asked if I felt better. I was great and apologized. He told me being human was nothing to apologize for. Damn, I loved him. We showered, playing around a little bit, but mostly just showered. We packed up the mattress and whatever else we had, hooked up the Honda to the back of the U-Haul and I slipped the keys under Mrs. Pruitt’s door. We grabbed coffee from the place across the street and were on the road a by six. Two hours ahead of schedule.

For the first hour we talked about what had happened last night. He was so understanding. At about 7:30 Scotty texted “How you doin’ Scruffy?” I laughed and texted back “Awesome thanks to my best friend and the best boyfriend ever. Alec is NOT Kenny! Not by a fucking long shot.” I got a smiley, kissing emoji with hearts in response. I just smiled. Then I scooted down the bench seat of the truck and put my head on Alec’s shoulder. He kissed the top of my head again as he drove the big truck towards my new home. Dammit he was a find. I felt safe with him. Alec was NOT Kenny.

The trip was beautifully uneventful. We made a few stops for gas and food and were at Alec’s place before 10:00. We took my car off the back of the truck, I drove it to the Alley and put it in the garage next to his while he locked up the truck. We got into the house and went right into the bedroom.

“Let’s shower together” I said.

Alec grinned “you sure you’re up for it.”

“Yup. Last night was ions ago. Let’s pick up where we left off.” I said as we stripped and got into the shower. There it was again, that magnificent body dusted with red hair and adorned with the manhood of a god. I started soaping him up, letting my wet hands get into every crevice, I slipped a soapy finger into his hole and a moan escaped his lips. He put his strong hand on my shoulders then moved them down my arms and up again, caressing me as he looked into my eyes. I felt safe again. How could I have ever worried while I was in his arms.

I dropped to my knees in front of him as the water washed the soap off our bodies. I grabbed his throbbing cock and studied it. It was rock solid, it’s purple head pulsating and the blue veins wrapping it were straining to break free. I stroked it up and down slowly as I admired it. Damn, what a specimen of penile perfection! I was mesmerized and my mouth instinctively covered the head and moved slowly down the shaft until my lips met with his balls and the immense head of his cock lodged in the back of my throat. Fuck it felt incredible as the water cascaded over my curly blond locks. My hands reached around, each grabbing an ass cheek and pulling them apart. I could feel the water starting to pour through his trench and over his sweet pink hole as my mouth hungrily worked his cock. I bit a little and elicited a moan as his hands found the back of my head and held it firm. He started to face fuck me hard. He started to talk dirty, which I loved, but stop abruptly. I’m sure he was a little gun shy from the night before when his dirty talk turned me into a sniveling mess.

I was lost in the moment when Alec pulled my head of his cock, pulled me up and we kissed “Let’s go to the bedroom” he whispered as he started to turn off the water. We got out of the shower and dried each other off in the could air. I ran to his bed naked and shivering and got under the thick comforter, Alec stopped along the way to turn on the gas fireplace in the bedroom. The romantic glow started to warm the room. Between the comforter and the fireplace my shivering stopped. Then when Alec got under the covers and pressed his body against mine the heat started to rise even more. We were both limp from the cold air… I took that as a challenge and snaked my way under the covers.

I found his sweet piece of meat in the darkness and resumed the blowjob I started in the shower. Due to the cold it took a little work to get him raging hard again, but I was on a mission and with my oral skills I managed to get the blood flowing pretty quickly. His moans were muffled by the comforter surrounding me but his legs were wiggling and his hips were pushing his dick into my throat. I felt his hands find my head again and the face fucking from the shower resumed as his pulsating member pushed deep down my throat, then back out, then in deep, then back out. He was face fucking me hard. I grabbed his tight balls, I could tell he was close so I pulled off of him and moved my way under the covers up towards his face and kissed him hard, giving him a taste of his own beautiful cock.

I was on top of him as he wrapped his strong, muscular arms around me. We kissed passionately and our tongues wrestled in each other’s mouths. I sat back a bit so his hardness was nestled in my ass crack and I was moving my hips back and forth, riding him, letting his warm meat enjoy the heat of my hole as it rubbed against me. My own cock was at full mast, waving in front of me as I enjoyed the ride. We continued like that for a few minutes, then Alec pulled my torso against his and kissed me again. Holding me tight he rolled us over so I was on my back and he was on top.

He pulled away from our kiss and looked at me, his piercing hazel eyes boring into me. He flashed me his perfect, pearly white smile and asked “are you okay?” I could tell he was proceeding cautiously after my episode in Denver last night.

“I’m fucking great. I’m past it, I swear. I feel safe. Please don’t hold back.” I whispered, then added “but thank you for asking. I love you, Alec.” His smile grew wider as he leaned down for another kiss. This time is was more loving and tender, I was his. He continued to kiss me as his hand reached down and encircled my tight pucker. He brought his finger back to his mouth and licked it making it moist, then he brought it back down to my pucker and pushed, entering me. I moaned into his kiss absolutely loving the invasion. In response, I wiggled my ass as much as I could under the weight of his body. He continued to finger me while he reached into the nightstand with his freehand and pulled out a bottle of lube. Still kissing me, he fingered me with one hand and reached between us to lube up his beautiful cock with the other. When he got it nice and slick he repositioned himself so his hard, pulsating cock was at my entrance. He pulled up from our kiss and whispered in a low, sultry voice “are you ready for me?”

“Hell yeah” I whispered back “Take me, and please don’t fucking hold back.” With that he pushed. My sphincter resisted but Alec just pushed harder until he slipped his lubed cock into my warm passage. Dammit he felt so good in me! His girth was stretching my hole perfectly. I felt full as his veins created an incredible sensation as he pushed forward. I felt every ridge and I was moaning as he inched forward slowly but steadily until his beautiful, trimmed red bush tickled my ass. He held himself there, letting me feel every ripple as his dick pulsed. I flexed my ass muscles and Alec moaned in ecstasy… I did the same. We kissed as we moaned intensifying our passion as lust. It was so wonderful. Alec started moving in and out of me, fucking me. Our moans got louder as his pace got faster and his thrusts got harder. Fuck, it was awesome and I loved the sensations he was giving me. Damn I loved this guy. And the sex? FUCK!

With my encouragement he started to fuck me hard. Just the way I liked it. I could feel and hear his pink balls slamming against me as the little red pubes tickled my taint. My body was alert and feeling fucking everything! I was alive and open to all he was giving me, it was the pounding of a lifetime from the greatest love of my life. It was wonderful. “I’m going to cum” He whispered to me as he continued to pound my ass with all his might. It hurt so fucking good.

“Cum in me. Shoot you fucking load in me Alec” I yelled back as I pushed against him making sure I got every inch of him. Every. Fucking. Inch. He pumped harder and faster, his breaths getting quicker and heavier and my moans getting louder.

“Fuck, I’m gonna shoot” he shouted as he thrust as hard as he could into me, ramming my head against the headboard. The pain was part of the pleasure. His final thrust buried his cock so deep into me I yelped as I felt his hot cum explode deep into my guts. He stayed in place for a minute then pulled back and pushed forward, he was using his cum as lube. His cock was still hard and it was like we were fucking for a second time. His cock was hitting the perfect spot deep within me and I was screaming and writhing. He grabbed my cock and stroked it just once and I was gone.

“OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!” I screamed. I mean SCREAMED at the top of my lungs as my body heaved and my torso lifted from the bed. In my mind I saw the lights of every house in the neighborhood turning on as the neighbors all leaned out the door to try to figure out where the animalistic noises were coming from. Hell, my dad was just three blocks away and I was almost expecting dad to call and ask if we heard the noises. I was so fucking gone and Alec just let me go. I let it all out of my system as I enjoyed an intense orgasm resulting from an intense fuck from the man that I loved. FUCK it was the best!

After our fuck we just laid there with Alec on top of me. His beefed-up, muscular body covering mine. I felt so safe, so… so… wonderfully loved. I just basked in the warmness, the security of it all. Eventually Alec rolled off me and held me in his arms.

“Wow” was all he said as he exhaled into my ear and kissed my cheek tenderly. We fell asleep that way.

I woke up alone about 5AM. I heard noises in the kitchen, pulled up on my briefs and got up to explore. There was my man in all his naked glory making us a pot of coffee. “Good morning love of my life” he said cheerfully as he looked at me over his shoulder.

I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around him as I pushed my naked chest against his back. “THIS is the best way to wake up. THIS is why I came back to St Louis” I said as I gently touched my lips to the nape of his neck and took in his scent. It was so comforting being there with him in the kitchen of his cute little home. “I can’t wait to get all my shit moved in.”

Alec laid out a plan “Let’s have a cup of coffee, jump in the shower and then head over and unload your stuff at the new place. After that we can go unload everything at the storage unit, return the truck and you’re done! You’re a Missourian again and the rest of the day is ours.”

“We could be done by 9:00 and go out for breakfast” I added.

“Let’s do it!” Alec said as he handed me a mug of black coffee. We stood there leaning against the counter drinking our coffee and planning our morning. By 6:15 we were caffeine up, showered and parking the truck at the condo’s loading zone. We each grabbed a couple of boxes and headed up the freight elevator to the sixth floor. I put my key in the door and got a bit of a shock.

“Who the hell are you?” said the naked hipster standing by the refrigerator.

“I’m Chip I live here. Who the fuck are you”” I asked as Alec came up behind me in the doorway and stared at the naked man in front of us.

To be continued…