Adulting

Chip’s story

Alec was still asleep next to me when I woke up. Fuck! I did it. I got the four of us naked and groping and it was amazing. Me and three of the hottest guys I’ve ever known. I knew I could do it, but I was hoping it would go further. Maybe tonight.

I got up and went to the kitchen to make the coffee, Scotty was already there, and the coffee was made. “Good morning” I chirped as I poured myself a cup “Where’s Brad?”

“Still sleeping” he said in a somber voice, sitting at the kitchen table looking down at his mug.

“What’s wrong?” I asked. He looked up and glared at me.

“You planned that, didn’t you?” he said in an accusatory tone.

“Planned what” I said innocently knowing damn well what he was talking about.

“You know what. The four of us playing around” he said back in a low, seriously voice.

“It was hot wasn’t it” I said with a smile on my face still not answering his question. Scotty wasn’t smiling back.

“Chip, what the hell were you thinking. We both met awesome guys, why do you want to fuck that up.”

“Fuck it up? C’mon, they’re both hot as fuck and last night was fun as hell” I said trying to convince him it was a good idea. At the same time his words hit me hard, maybe I was trying to fuck it up. For once I had a good guy who didn’t treat me like a cumdump and here I was acting like one. Maybe that’s because I don’t know how to be in a relationship, maybe it’s because I’m afraid to be in a relationship, maybe it’s because I don’t think I deserve a guy like Alec, or maybe it’s because I AM just a cumdump. I don’t know, all I knew at that moment was that the only thing I regretted about last night is that it didn’t go further. “Scotty, you said you and Brad WANTED to play with other people. So, what’s the problem?”

“The problem is that you and I are just friends, we never talked about going any further. You manipulated the situation instead of talking to me about it so I could think it through and make a rational decision for myself. How can I trust you if I know you’re trying to manipulate me?” He said. He was pissed and I could tell he was struggling to remain calm. The only other time I had seen him that pissed off was when Kenny slapped me and called me a fag.

I wasn’t sure what to say. He was right, I did manipulate the situation because I knew he’d freak out if I brought up the idea of a four-way. He’d overthink it, and stress out over it, but if it presented itself, he’d go with the flow… So I made sure it presented itself. That’s all. I know Scotty pretty damn well. But he was right. “I’m sorry. I just got carried away with the idea of the three of you fucking me, I knew you’d be into it if it just happened, but if you thought about it too much you wouldn’t go through with it, but c’mon. When the fuck will we have an opportunity like this again. You know it was be hot and there’s so much more we can do.” I knew Scotty was still pissed, but I wasn’t ready to drop it yet. “How about the four of us talk it over. No more manipulation just put it all out there. If everybody’s game we make it happen, if not I’ll drop it.”

Scotty took a sip of coffee and stared at me coldly. He was about to say something when Brad and Alec both walked into the kitched wearing just their underwear looking hot as fuck. Alec kissed me on the forehead then headed for the coffeemaker. Brad walked up behind Scotty and put his arms around him as he kissed the top of his head. Neither one of them seemed bothered by last night’s events. “Good morning” Brad said as he sidled up next to Alec at the coffeemaker and held out a mug for Alec to fill.

“Did you sleep good?” I asked.

“Great” Alec said, “I loved waking up in your bed next to you.”

I ended the small talk and took over the conversation “Okay guys, I’m just gonna lay it all out on the table so it doesn’t get weird. Is everybody okay with what happened last night?” I asked. Alec came over to me and put his arm around my waist as Brad took his place behind Scotty and put his free arm over his shoulder while he sipped his coffee.

“It was pretty hot, are you okay with it?” Brad asked looking down at Scotty . Scotty just shrugged a little.

“It was hot, but honestly… I’m not quite sure how I feel about it” he said quietly looking up at Brad lovingly. It was obvious that is was Brad he wanted.

“How about you?” Alec asked “You seem good with it.” My mouth was full of coffee so I just nodded back.

“I didn’t see it coming, but damn, it was pretty hot” said Alec seemingly trying to read the room.

“Listen, it didn’t just happen, I kind of engineered it. The thought of the four of us together had me hot as fuck, and I kind of “guided” you all into it” I said hoping to win back Scotty’s trust with my honesty, he was still looking at me with the same pissed-off face. “I’m sorry if I made anyone uncomfortable.” Scotty was still pissed, but I knew he had fun and wanted to do more. As long as the other two didn’t object I was sure he’d go along with it.

Brad looked down at Scotty and Scotty looked up at him, still silent. Brad whispered in his ear and they left the room and went down the hall to Scotty’s room. They were gone about ten minutes. In the meantime Alec and I sat at the table and talked. When they returned Scotty seemed better “Last night was hot” he said “I’m up for more if it happens, and everyone else is good with it… but no more manipulation, Chip. Deal?”

I was a little embarrassed, I guess I got carried away “deal.” I said.

Brad quickly switched the subject with “So what are we gonna do today?”

“I need to work out, I skipped yesterday. Chip’s going to take me to his gym this morning” Alex said. Scotty and I belonged to the same gym and worked out together a few days a week.

“I skipped yesterday too, Do you mind if I tag along?” Brad asked.

Scotty jumped in “Let’s all go, I need a workout too and I think Chip can only bring one guest at a time anyway.” We all agreed to work out before we took the guys to see the sites of Denver. We finished up our coffee, got our workout gear on, grabbed our bags, piled into Scotty’s Subaru and headed to the gym.

Scotty and I usually work out together, but I decided to pair off with Alec and spot him. Big mistake! Alec is all muscle and can lift a hell of a lot more than me. Scotty lifts too, so after a little while he came over and spotted Alec and Brad joined me on the elliptical machines. It worked out great because it gave me a chance to get to know Brad, he’s really a nice guy and I could totally see why he clicked so well with Scotty. We talked and laughed while we worked out and I noticed Alec and Scotty doing the same. After about an hour and a half we all finished working out and hit the showers, I suggested we hit the steam room. And, NO. I did NOT have an ulterior motive, I was just sore and like to hit the steam room after I workout. I was the last one to enter the steam room.

There was a two-tiered tiled bench on three of the four walls of the small steam room. The three of them were sitting on the top tier talking and laughing, Brad and Scotty on one side with Alec directly across from them, I sat down next to Alec. It was hot in there and a little difficult to see through the steam. After a little while I saw Scotty take his towel off, he had a full erection! Even through the steam there was no denying it. His beautiful flag was flying high! “Oh fuck it” He said, “I’m horny.” Scotty! The one who was pissed at me for manipulating the group into fooling around had just pulled his hard dick out.

Alec look over to me and smiled, then leaned in and asked, “can I?” I grabbed his hardon through his towel and whispered back “go for it.” Alec got up, dropped his towel, leaned over, grabbed Scotty’s cock and licked it up and down the shaft slowly, then licked the spongy mushroom head. Alec was looking up at Scotty, but Scotty’s eyes were locked with Brad’s. Brad pulled back his towel revealing his huge erection, damn he had at least eight, girthy inches. Alec grabbed ahold of Brad’s manhood as he continued to lick Scotty’s, by now he had taken him into his mouth and was inching down his shaft, taking Scotty deeper and deeper until he had him all the way down his throat, then he moved back up. Once he got to the top of Scotty’s dick he pulled off and moved over to Brad’s giving in the same treatment. He licked up and down the shaft slowly, then licked the big cockhead before engulfing him and taking his big dick down his throat. He sputtered and choked a little as Brad’s cock went down his hot throat. I heard him swallow, contracting his throat around the invading penis. Brad let out a deep, guttural groan as Scotty leaned back on his elbows enjoying the long, slow stroke from Alec’s hand, his eyes still firmly locked with Brad’s. I just sat there watching as my boyfriend jacked off my roommate and sucked his boyfriend’s cock. Damn it was hot.

Alec was lost in his own euphoria as he moved from Brad’s cock to Scotty’s and back again, savoring every inch of the two stud’s cocks. The two lovers kissed as Alec worked their engorged appendages. Alec’s sweet pucker was at my eye-level. It winked at me, begging for attention. I reached out and ran my fingers lightly up and down his hairy ass trench, the dark red hairs glistening in the mist of the steam that filled the hot air. His pink pucker contracted at my touch, opening and closing, I couldn’t resist my urge. I licked a finger and breach his hole. He moaned around Scotty’s cock as I finger him, causing a chain reaction. Scotty moaned into Brad’s mouth and Brad’s cock bounced up and down beckoning me, I reached around Alec and grabbed Brad’s cock as Alec’s mouth continued its assault on Scotty’s protruding member. There we were, the four of us in the middle of the steam room sucking, groping and fingering each other. It happened organically, no manipulation from me this time.

Alec was concentrating on Scotty’s dick now, so I moved my attention to Brad’s. I looked up at Scotty for approval, but his eyes had disappeared into the back of his head. Just as I was leaning in to engulf his beautiful cock, a cool breeze whipped through the steam room. The door had opened. SHIT! I jumped back and to my seat on the tiled bench grabbing Alec by the waist and pulling him back with me. Scotty and Brad covered up with their towels and the four of us sat there like nothing was going on.

A guy about our age, maybe twenty five years old tops, walked through the steam room and down the aisle that separated me and Alec from Scotty and Brad and took a seat on the top tier of the third wall. He was less than three feet away. I couldn’t make out everything through the steam, but he looked cute and his body was nicely toned, muscular but not overly so. His hair was wet, so I couldn’t’ really tell the color, but his features we chiseled and handsome. “Hi guys” He said casually as he sat his towel-covered ass down on the tile. We all mumbled back our hey’s, and hi’s, etc.

The new guy propped himself back on his hands and sat there with his eyes closed while the four of us looked at each other nervously trying to figure out if we had been caught in the act or not. The guy moved his hand to seemingly swipe the sweat from his well-formed legs, then he reached for the waistband of his towel and pulled it free. He was now sitting naked on the towel with his ample slab of meat glistening against his right thigh. It wasn’t hard, but it wasn’t really soft either. We all tried not to stare at it… we all failed. If he opened his eyes he would have realized that he had a captive audience, all awaiting his next move. There was little doubt in my mind that he was completely aware of our stares as he moved his hands around his body wiping the sweat away. His dick moved a little. Then a little more. He was slowly growing but he pretended not to notice or care.

I decided to make the first move and opened my towel. I was leading this mission, but very transparently. I wasn’t manipulating behind the scenes like I did last night. Let’s face it, I took control because I knew if anyone got pushed out of this hot foursome it would be the skinny, scruffy blonde and I wasn’t about to let that happen. I saw Scotty grin knowingly, then he tilted his head and shrugged his shoulders basically telling me “Why the hell not” and removed his towel revealing his semi-erect missile. I’d known Scotty for over four years and had seen his soft cock several times, however this weekend was the first time I’d seen it in different states of arousal and I was mesmerized by it.

Brad and Alec were both smiling and looking around at our group for any sign of what was to come, if anything. Their smiles were a combination of nervousness and excitement as they both modestly kept their hot cocks covered for the moment. I saw our new friend subtly open his eyes to see if he was being watched. When he realized he was, a small mischievous smile came across his lips as he moved his hand to his thigh, barely touching his cock. His cock twitched. He was definitely working the room. I knew the routine because I’d done it several times myself, checking the interest of the other guys by small, nonchalant touches that could be explained away if you were called out on it.

The air was hot and moist, and the sexual tension was high. Everyone seemed to be looking at me to make the next move, let’s face it, I was the most experienced one here. This was my forte’. I slip my ass down to the edge of the bench, my knee inches from his. I bumped him subtly, his eyes were still closed but his smile grew. His teasing had worked, he hooked me, and he knew it. He pushed his knee into mine, instead of retreating I pushed back. I looked over at Scotty and motioned with my head for him to slide down the bench across from me. He did and the other’s followed suit. Scotty mimicked my move by bumping his knew against the strangers. This time his eyes popped open and he moved slightly forward assessing his new playmates.

Brad, then Alec removed their towels from their hardened poles under the watchful eye of our new buddy. We were all mostly looking down while we subtly checked each other out. I finally reached out and put my hand on the strangers thigh, he didn’t move, and I left it there. He grabbed it and moved it to his crotch. Scotty reached out and grabbed the guys dick from the other side. We were both groping him, and his dick quickly grew to full mast. Alec grabbed on to my cock and Brad grabbed onto Scotty’s. He were all groping each other.

After a couple of minutes of stroking I stood up, bent over and took the stranger’s cock in my mouth. He moaned and grabbed the back of my head pushing himself all the way into my mouth. Just as I was getting into it, I felt a pair of hands caress my ass. It was Alec. He rubbed his hands up and down my back as I kept licking and sucking the stranger. Suddenly I felt a blunt pressure against my tight, sweaty hole. I pushed back HARD and his head unexpectantly slipped into me. I really wasn’t ready, and I almost yelled over the strangers cock. In response he grabbed my head hard and started to fuck my face. Alec drove all the way into me. The two of them were fucking me from both ends. At this point I lost track of Scotty and Brad.

The two men fucked me and fucked me hard. The stranger mercilessly drove his big cock down my throat as Alec assaulted me from behind. He pumped into me hard, each thrust pushing me deeper onto the cock in front of me, I couldn’t believe I wasn’t choking on his big dick. I was loving every second of it. Then the new guy pushed my head all the way down on his cock and shot his load in my mouth. No warning, no asking, he just filled me with his cum, second later Alec did the same thing from behind without a word. They both just loaded me up with their cum. The stranger just walked out, and Alec put his towel back on and sat back down on the bench next to me. When I looked back at Scotty and Brad they were making out, lost in their lust for each other.

FUCK! I was the cumdump again. Suddenly I felt ashamed of myself. I was going to be different with Alec, I was going to change, but I turned myself back into a cumdump, it was all my own doing. Goddammit I fucked up.

We hung out in the steam room for a few minutes before we hit the showers, got dressed and headed home. Everyone was talking and laughing in the car except me, I didn’t say a single word the whole way home, I was lost in my own self-loathing. When we got back to the apartment Scotty took Brad into his room, and I went into my room alone, leaving Alec in the living room. After a few minutes Alec knocked on the door, then entered.

“Hey. You OK?” Alec asked as he came in and put his arms around me.

“I fucked up. Can you forgive me?” I asked out of embarrassment.

“For what?” Alec said with a confused look on his face.

“For being such a fucking slut” I said matter-of-factly. “I was so excited to be with you this weekend, then you finally get here and what do I do? Try to fuck everybody else. I am so sorry.”

Alec was still hugging me from behind. He kissed my cheek and said “Honestly, it was all very fun. But the truth is I came here to be with you. Just you. It’s fine playing with others, but if we’re going to keep seeing each other I need to know that at some point… I’ll be enough for you. Just me. Because, Chip… I’m pretty sure you’re more than enough for me.” I didn’t know how to respond. I didn’t know why I craved so much attention and sex. But I did know I wanted him “Listen, you’re a free spirit and I love that about you. I don’t expect you to change who you are. In fact, I’d hate that. But if we’re going to keep this going I do want to know that we’re working towards the same thing. Each other. And only each other.”

I did want Alec. More than anything. If we were going to have any kind of future together I would have to start thinking with my head, not my dick.

To be continued…