Werebear

Here, There, and Everywhere

The week that followed was quiet. After meeting Alewidne, Sniff agreed that there was no need to keep watch over the cabin. We also agreed that Twinkle-Toes was no longer a flight risk, so the bondage gear found its way back to Sean, all except the tail plug and a bit of rope. It turned out that Twinkle-Toes actually enjoyed being tied up from time to time while I milked him. As his connection with me grew he became more vocal about how he wanted to do it, and more creative. He knew all the secret places of the retreat center, so we started playing in unexpected corners. The only place that was really off limits was the kitchen, but we found ourselves sneaking into private offices when no one was around. The “temple” offered us a sense of the sacredness of our connection, while the drag closet added an element of playfulness. The tree house allowed us to watch people as they walked the paths below us, and once we did it in the middle of the open lawn during the afternoon so everyone could watch if they wanted to.

Soon people were just rolling their eyes at us when they would catch us going at it in the reading corner or beside the hot tub. There was a bit of frustration as Twinkle-Toes seemed to be the only one on the property who was having orgasms, and to most of the guys, they seemed to be non-stop. By this time Sniff had asked the entire community to abstain in preparation for the new moon, so I understood their frustration and shared their desire to cum. My perspective was a bit different, however, in that I was at least having sex. My issue was that it seemed I was doing little else. I couldn’t wait for the release of a real orgasm, but my jaw and my ass were begging for some time off. Once this was over, I expected I wouldn’t be sucking dick or getting fucked for a while, but I expected that Twinkle-Toes’ ass was going to be getting quite the workout.

I left the arrangements for the ritual to Sniff and Stephan. They decided it should take place under the tree where I first met Alewidne. The area was already well energized with many years’ worth of libation offerings from all the sun circles that had happened there, and since the wise woman had already appeared there it seemed to Stephan that it could be considered sacred, a place of power. As we approached the new moon, Sniff arranged for a circle of stones to be laid out under the tree, a circle which delineated where we would be when I filled him with the amplified cum. On either side of it he placed portable fire pits, and at the top and bottom he placed basins for water. He hung the tree with various charms and amulets, some of which made whistling noises as the breeze passed through them. Many of the residents also brought small tokens, things that reminded them of their love for Twinkle-Toes. Some were hung from the tree, while others were placed in the spaces between the stones.

The day of the new moon finally arrived, and anticipation was running high throughout the entire community. We began as usual, with breakfast. Twinkle-Toes had begun to join in with the men who did yoga before breakfast, something he used to do fairly regularly before this all began, but which had fallen away since he had been trapped at my apartment and then in the cabin. I took it as a good sign, a sign that he was slowly returning to normal. As I watched I could see him being distracted by the dicks of the men who were naked, but I could also see him turning away from that fixation and focusing on the movements of his own body.

After breakfast we returned to the cabin for his morning milking. We had decided to do one this morning and one in the late afternoon so when it came time for the ritual, he would be fully drained. Our encounters had been steadily growing more intense, with me practically losing consciousness from the power of his cum. It was now necessary for someone else to be present to keep me from cumming since I had so little control in that moment. Starlight had stepped into this role and was becoming particularly good at reading our body language and knowing when Twinkle-Toes was about to cum and how to intervene to keep me from blowing when he did. The gag had found its way to me whenever he fucked me, as the screaming continued, and we really didn’t see the point in alerting the entire community every time he came.

This morning we were keeping it simple. I was just going to suck him off on the sofa, and Starlight was at hand to make sure I didn’t lose control. We stripped and sat on the couch, but before we could begin, I noticed a slight movement in the shadows. Alewidne had returned and was moving towards us. It was the first time Starlight had seen her and he froze in disbelief.

Twinkle-Toes and I both nodded a greeting to her as she approached. She focused on Twinkle-Toes, and when she spoke, again, there were no words, only an understanding of her meaning. “You have done well,” she told him, but there is a part of yourself that you still withhold. Do you know what I am referring to?”

He nodded and looked down.

“Do you love him?”

His head snapped up. He seemed offended by the question. He offered a dry but insistent, “Yes.”

“Do you trust him?”

This time he looked at me as he whispered, “Yes.”

“Then you know what to do.” She turned to me and said, “The ordeal will take all the strength you have and more. Who do you trust? for you cannot do this alone.” She did not wait for an answer but turned and disappeared into the shadows.

After a long moment of silence, I turned to Starlight, who still looked a little stunned, and said, “Get ready. I think this is going to be a particularly strong load.” And with that I leaned over and swallowed Twinkle-Toes’ cock whole.

It took longer than usual this time. I could feel him struggling. Not like when he was under the bear’s control and trying to stop me, but like he was fighting against something inside himself. This seemed to be a battle that could only take place while he was inside me. He managed to utter occasional instructions as he focused on the final barrier that the wise woman had insisted he break down. I felt a change and he grabbed my head and began skull fucking me hard. He raised his hips off the sofa and let out a scream of his own as I felt his cock enlarge with the stream of hot cum which he drained directly into my throat.

As I had predicted, it was a potent load. Every atom of my body seemed to resonate with the energy he had given me. To say I saw stars would be an understatement. I saw the whole universe laid out before me, every inch, and every moment. I became lost in its grandeur and scope and understood eternity for the first time.

This was bliss, nirvana, heaven. This was the fullness of all things. I wanted to never leave. But that option was not given to me. It slowly began to fade, and then suddenly it was gone. I felt a sharp sting on my cheek, and opening my eyes, saw a concerned Starlight bending over me. I lifted my hand to my cheek and felt the residual warmth of his slap. “Thank God,” He whispered, breathing a sigh of relief. “I’ve never seen you do that before.”

“What?” I asked, still disoriented.

“You went into convulsions. I didn’t know what to do.”

I looked around. I had fallen to the floor and Starlight was kneeling beside me. Twinkle-Toes was laid back on the sofa and seemed to have fallen asleep after his orgasm. Starlight helped me up and as we went to rouse Twinkle-toes we both stopped in horror. He wasn’t sleeping. His eyes were open, but vacant. Starlight quickly checked for a pulse and found a strong and steady rhythm. His chest was also rising and falling in a regular pattern of breathing. He wasn’t dead, but try as we might, we couldn’t rouse him. Starlight ran for Sniff while I stayed with him. I searched my mind for a connection with Stephan but could not find him. Only a moment ago I was elated to have all of creation at my fingertips, Now I was alone and empty, and the one person I would have given it all up for was gone.

I held him in my arms and wept. I never even noticed her as she approached. I only heard her soft thoughts echo in the room, “And so it begins.”