Jesse stared at Connie, as he felt his hand run across his cheek. Connie could feel his body trembling, as he touched the soft skin, as they looking into each other's eyes. He had never felt this way before, and even though they had blown their wads, he couldn't help but still feel very aroused, very excited. He knew it wouldn't be long, before they were once more clawing at each other, touching and just enjoying the wild sensation of being with another person, that way.
Many didn't understand it, how they could have such feelings, but that was their problem, not his. And it wasn't like he was some sex maniac either, because truth was, it wasn't like the magazines, the stories, or the videos made it out to be. You didn't just find someone, then rip their clothes off, and fuck.
Okay, this was different, or was it? They had gone through something together, shared something that many never shared. They had bonded, without saying a word, without even really knowing each other. Still, it was nothing like how they said, it was real, and the dried cum on his stocky body, on Jesse's slender frame, was real.
And he knew, from that touch, that they had something special between them, that would only grow. Not just his dick, or Jesse's, but what they were feeling inside, where it really counted.
Connie pulled himself upright a bit, leaning up against the bare wall of his secret place, and Jesse moved up to lean next to him. They just grinned at each other, though he could see how moved Jesse was, how much his early shooting had effected him. Granted, at that particular moment, when it dawned on him that Jesse had cum, he had felt disappointed, but it only lasted a millisecond. He knew, inside, that there would be more opportunities, and even the realization of it being out of circumstance, he didn't mind. It didn't seem so bad, knowing that right now a few toughs were out looking for him and Jesse, waiting to attack him, to beat him into a pulp. He also knew, that if cornered, he'd not hold back anymore. He had tasted victory, and it was sweet, just as it was in the ring.
'Connie, uh, how long you figure we going to hide out here?'
Looking at him, he realized he was scared, desperately trying to not show it. Inside, he felt a bit of that fear, but he also knew, he was about to blow this area, to head off to college, where he hoped things would be different.
'As long as we have to, I guess.'
'They won't give up, no matter how long we stay away.'
'No, they won't, but hell, we have loads of canned stuff, last about a few weeks or more, if we go easy on it. Plus there is fresh water and even fish in the river, so really, we can hide out here, as long as we want.'
'Nothing is forever Connie, besides, as much as I don't want to think about it, eventually we have to go back, don't we?'
'Yeah, I have to get back, to grab my stuff then blow this place, forever.'
'Yeah, but what about you? Did you get in anywhere, away from here?'
'How come? I mean, you didn't fail did you?'
'No, just uh, oh shit, I am not a 4.0 student, not a jock, so no chances at any scholarships, and well, it isn't cheap, college.'
'Your parents not able to help?'
'Oh they could, but I won't take it, not under their terms. I'd rather dig ditches than give in to their conditions.'
Deep in the pit of his stomach, Connie had a pretty good idea what those conditions might be. In some ways he was lucky, in that while his parents didn't care for his lifestyle, they were quite willing to pay the price, to have him out of their lives. It sucked, in one way, but was a blessing in another, because it meant he could get away.
Looking over at Jesse, he felt his pain, and let his hand reach out, to take hold of Jesse's. He felt the coldness, felt the misery, as he held it tightly, then brought it up and kissed the back of it, as he moved his body, shifting to lean into Jesse's body. He let his arm move around his slender body, pulling it closer to his own.
The feel of Jesse's head on his shoulder, felt good, as he let his one hand gently caress the back of the blond hair. It felt so soft, so silky that it made him quiver a bit. He could feel the way Jesse's chest heaved a bit, how his face buried into the muscle of his upper shoulder, how the warm tears felt as they began to trickle down.
Laying there, with Jesse in his arms, made him feel contented. He knew there was some real problems ahead, for them both, but somehow, he just knew he couldn't leave Jesse to face them alone. It wasn't right, to just take his ticket and go, leaving the wrath of Tim & his gang, to fall on Jesse. And fall it would, but how could it be avoided? He didn't quite have an answer, yet, but they had time.
There was no sense in heading back to town, until there was no choice, which gave them a chance, to not just be together, but to maybe figure something out. He wasn't sure what, but he owed him that much.
Finally, Jesse lifted his head off of Connie's shoulder, and wiped his eyes. He looked over at him, noticing how red and puffy the eyes were, but also how they seemed to sparkle a bit, as if there was a bit of fire inside.
'sorry about that.'
'no problem, you okay?'
'yeah, just that, I dunno, sometimes it just, you know, gets a bit much.'
'yeah, I know.'
Jesse leaned back a bit, and stared hard at Connie. His eyes were questioning him, as if not quite believing that a tough guy like him, would feel the same way. He saw how his eyes peered into his, and he didn't turn away. Truth was, when he was younger, when he wasn't all muscle, he spent many nights crying into his pillow.
'I normally don't bawl my eyes out like that, guess it was just, the after shock of everything, I mean...'
'you don't have to explain it to me Jesse, I get it.'
'yeah, it sucks, but yeah, for real.'
'so, when do you have to... shit, I really don't want to think of that, not now, not when you are so close.'
'we'll have to, soon enough, but yeah, for now, let's just.. i don't know, ignore all that, besides, I think I need to do some personal exploring.'
'huh? Exploring? Where? I mean you aren't...'
Connie leaned and covered Jesse's mouth with his, and stifled his sudden onset of panic. He felt the tense body, go limb in his arms, as he gathered him up and brought him closer. He kissed deeply, his tongue driving deep inside, duelling with Jesse's own. His hands began to move down the lanky frame, as he felt Jesse move his leg closer, wrapping it over Connie's. He also felt the growing stiffness, of not just his own dick, but of Jesse's, as it pushed into his belly. It felt so good.
He could feel the slender guy awakening, as his hands began to explore Connie's body, with as much intensity as his were. It felt amazing, at how the soft hand moved across his belly, down between their two bodies, to touch his penis, to make him shudder. It was like the electricity had suddenly returned, with even more of a charge, than at first. Connie couldn't believe how his whole body seemed to be shaking, quivering with the excitement, and how Jesse's seem to be doing the same.
How his fingers groped down, to touch the base of his cock, how his own hand had suddenly moved down between them as well. How it moved to grab hold of Jesse's cock, to wrap the fingers around it, feeling it pulse, feeling it throb to his simple hold. It was amazing, yet hard for his mind to grasp, given all the other pleasures that were once more rushing through.
Connie felt his head being pushed back as Jesse's own head lunged forward, his mouth now over his throat, his tongue licking at the hollow of his neck, as the hands pinned his shoulders back, then moved up and down his body. Jesse had moved to where he was basically, on top and it felt so fucking good, Connie could almost scream.
His whole body was laid out on the ground, his head twisting back and forth, as Jesse worked on his upper body, with his hands, his tongue and lips. He felt himself moaning, not hearing it, just feeling it, as his body squirmed, shook to the hard then soft, then hard, touch of the hands. How they fingers moved around his chest, reaching and circling his nipples, then suddenly grabbing hold of them, tweaking them a bit, then releasing them. Then suddenly he'd feel the mouth over it, the lips pressing down into his skin, the teeth grating lightly across the very tip of the nipple, then suddenly bite down on it, and pull up, making him groan, and flop around more.
Every part of his body seemed on fire, as his hands kept flaying at the scattered leaves on the dirt ground. Then they'd move back up, to try and corral Jesse's moving body. His legs were pinning him down, then between them, the knee wedged up tight into his scrotum, his balls pushed and flattened up into his groin. He could feel himself moaning, hear the distant echo of the hard panting sounds, that came from them both.
The hot liquid around his thigh only made him moan more, made him clutch up at the swirling body, knowing it was the pre cum from Jesse's dripping cock. His own pole, throbbed with desire, as he groaned, with every touch, every press against him.
Then suddenly it stopped.
Connie felt his body tremble, as there was a sudden emptiness. No hands moved along his body, no lips pressed down or teeth nibbling at his flesh. Nothing, and his head couldn't figure it out, when suddenly he felt the hard grasp of a hand wrapping around the base of his cock. His eyes started to open, to see what was happening, when he felt the lips.
He cried out, as the hot mouth suddenly closed around the head of his cock, the weight of the young man resting on his legs, which straightened out, and shook, as he felt the press of the lips, against the fiery top of his cock head.
The warmth was unbelievable, as he felt the quick flick of the tongue, knowing that his dripping precum was being taken, was being swallowed. His whole body was on fire, as he felt every pore opening, oozing rivers of his sweat, to run all down his muscled body. His stomach quivered, the muscles rolling inside, in an unbelievable pattern of increasing waves, that just made him sweat even more.
Connie didn't even notice the hard ground, as his fists hit it, repeatedly. His mind was blank, as wave after wave of pure pleasure came rushing through, only making him moan and cry out his enjoyment. He could feel the blond hair swaying across his stomach, making him writhe about more. It felt so light, so stinging almost, as it was dripping sweat, almost like tiny little lashes of a whip end, as they moved across his belly.
The pain of holding back, was too much. His whole groin was about to explode, as he cried out, as the mouth suddenly pulled up off his cock head. He felt his lungs sucking in air, as his body slowly relaxed, as the pressure in his groin eased. Connie couldn't believe how good he was feeling, and how much he needed this interlude.
Just as he was about to reach up, his fists no longer pounding the dirt with joy, he felt the stinging lashes across his stomach, as Jesse's hair moved across his still stomach. Then once more his cock was being coated in a warm wetness, that has him clenching his fists, had his legs trying to stretch out of the skin. His toes ached, as they flexed up and down, as the pleasure came roaring back inside.
'Oh God' he cried out, as the mouth moved down, until he could feel the nose poking into the side between his crotch and inner thigh. He could feel Jesse's hot breath, blowing as he tried to breathe through the nose, while taking all of his cock down into his throat. Nothing seemed real, and at times, he felt like he was floating, other times, drowning in his own seed, because he refused to let it free.
His arms became heavy, his eyes were closed so tightly he could feel the eyelashes digging into his cheeks, just under the eyes. His whole body was shaking, as the lips moved up and down, along his throbbing pole. There was no stopping it now, he thought, as his body began to swing, to move up in time with each downward push of Jesse's head. He had his one hand up, the fingers wrapped tightly around several strands of hair, yanking on them, then pulling on them, as he tried to quicken pace, to force the head to move faster up and down his pole.
Crying out, he couldn't hear anything beyond the thunder of his heart. It was beating so fast, he didn't think anyone could ever count it, and that he'd have a blasted stroke, the way it was beating. Yet even as he heard the roar in his ears, he could feel the pain deep in his chest, as his lungs were drained of the last of his air.
Jesse had moved his whole body, in between Connie's legs. He had pushed the two strong legs aside, as if they were feathers, and had moved his whole body up, to keep the legs apart. His head was bent over, working on Connie's cock, sucking on it like it was a siphon to some secret stash of a magical elixir.
The pounding grew, and his whole body was nothing but a pile of burning flesh under a raging river of sweat. He could feel the way it flowed all over his body, dripping between his legs, making his body hairs flatten. He was soaked, as the head continued to move up and down, faster with each halting breath he took.
He could feel his hips moving upwards, then come crashing back down to the ground. His cheeks made a hard thump each time they crashed down, but only for a brief moment, before they were once more being lifted upwards, to greet the greedy throat that held his cock.
'I can't hold it, oh God, I am cumming' he yelled, in a strange gurgling sound, as his body heaved, as the waves of pleasure were replaced by a sudden surge of electricity. He felt the hairs on his body suddenly bolt upright, felt the way his legs shot out, becoming steel boards. His arms were suddenly on the ground, laid out like a giant hammer had pinned them to the ground. His head throbbed, ached even, as strange lights flashed behind his closed eyelids.
His lungs were suddenly empty, no air was coming in, as his mind clouded over, grew very light headed. His heart seemed to have changed gears, from overdrive to super hyper drive. It was like an engine running amok, no control, no way to brake its wild charge forward, constantly gaining speed, becoming faster and faster.
With his head tilting up, his neck also tilting up and his shoulders firmly digging into the ground, Connie felt the explosion rolling through his whole body. His arms pined, and his feet too, as if a thousand pounds of weight were on each. Yet, his torso was up, lifted up off the ground and high up in the air, nearly soaring to the clouds, it was so far up.
The rush made his head swim, made the roar in his ears grow to a thundering crescendo, as his body arched even more, his cock firmly impaled deep down into Jesse's throat. He could feel the head, feel it rearing back, even as his hips shot upwards.
He felt the lips tighten their hold, in anticipation, as he screamed, as the hot liquid churning in his balls, suddenly came flooding out and into his cock. He felt the skin stretch, as the liquid rushed through, bulging the skin, and then he felt the head shoot forward. The tiny little slit at the top widening, and the stream was burning as it flashed past, threatening to rip the tiny slit wide open.
Every nerve in his body seemed to suddenly explode, and filled him with an unbelievable warm and content feeling. It wasn't like a sudden release of electricity, but more like a sense of well being, that he had never experienced before. It was like a warm deep wave crashing all over him, washing everything away. Taking the tension, the fears, that rested inside, and throwing them aside, leaving nothing but utter happiness.
Tears were rolling down the corners of his eyes, as his body slowly seemed to come down from the strange high it had achieved. His lungs burned, from no air, his mouth was bone dry, and his heart seemed ready to just explode, but it too, was beginning to slow down, to ease down a notch or two.
His head was like a ball of cotton, fuzzy and warm, as he heard strange sounds begin to replace the roaring thunder they were used to. He could hear the coughing, the gagging sound in the distance, but he also hears a strange indistinguishable sound, almost like singing, but not quite that. Connie felt his body shaking, as if he was in the middle of 9.0 earthquake.
His cock was still trembling, as the last of his milk, came dribbling out, sliding down the underside of it. He could hear the gasping sound, and he realized that the mouth no longer covered his dick, that the head no longer was bent over his crotch. The hairs no longer grazed his belly, and yet he couldn't open his eyes, not just yet. The shudders continued for some time, until finally he felt them subside, and opened his eyes, to stare upwards.
The dark craggy roof of the cave didn't register at first, then as he glanced down, he could see Jesse. His chin was coated with his dried cum, and the head that had been hovering over him, was now leaning backwards, looking up at the same roof.
There were streaks all down the still heaving chest, that Connie was sure was dried cum, mingled with sweat. He could see the dots, the tracks too, as his eyes adjusted to the dimness of the cave. Looking at Jesse, he knew he couldn't leave him behind, not alone, not to face Tim or the others. He knew that what he had found today, wasn't just a friend, but someone who was more like a part of him.
He also could see the desire, even in the rolled back eyes. It was amazing how he could notice every tiny detail, while still trying to catch is own breath. How the vein running down to one side of the neck was still throbbing, how the left nipple was sort of shaking, vibrating really, while the right seemed as rigid as a two by four.
The way the whole slender body seemed to be at odds with each other. Like how the stomach looked like it was rolling up and down, as the chest heaved and shook. How the arms, that held him up, were shaking, quivering as he tried to hold on, to keep supporting the weight. How each nostril flared, opening wide then collapsing inwards, the mouth slightly opened as well, adding to the intake of air.
Finally Jesse moved off, though in reality it looked more like he simply rolled off, to lay beside Connie. It was more as if he had simply been unable to support his body upright, and as they lay side by side, Connie knew he wasn't going to leave him behind, not without one hell of a fight, if it came to that.
He opened his eyes, his mind made up, to see Jesse staring at him, a small smile across his mouth. Connie leaned forward, head tilted to one side, and he gave him a small kiss, tasting the remnants of his cum on the lips. Then he leaned back, his eyes not leaving Jesse's face. One hand, reached out, and rested lightly on Jesse's warm arm.
'how much cash you got?'
'you got anything saved, I mean in a bank account or anything?'
'why, you thinking of charging me or something?'
'bitch, no, not for that, seriously, how much, if any, have you got?'
'not much, about 700 I suppose, why?'
'got any credit cards, your own?'
'VISA, but, what is this about?'
'That'll do, hell it'll have to.'
'Okay, glad you approve, but what the fuck are you rambling on about.'
Connie stared hard into Jesse's face. He could see the confusion, as Jesse tried to figure out what he was up to, in asking those questions. Yet, it was so damn obvious, he could kick himself for not thinking of it before now.
'I am not going to leave you.'
'Well, glad to hear that, least for now, as I kind of want my turn.'
'Shit, not that, I am serious man, I don't want to leave you, not now, not later either.'
'Yeah well, not practical, is it? I mean you are off to college, so, it isn't like you are going to hang around, now is it?'
'Only if you refuse.'
'Refuse what? Fuck, talk sense dude'
'It's your choice, but I want you to come with me.'
He could see the surprise on Jesse's face. The way the eyes opened wide, and the mouth sort of just hung open, he knew it hadn't sunk in yet. He waited, as Jesse closed his mouth, and as his eyes focused onto his. He could see a small tremor going through his upper body, see the chest heave a bit, as he tried to digest what Connie was trying to say to him.
'I don't, I mean, are you sure, of what you are asking me?'
'I am sure, should have thought of it sooner, but no way can you stay here, not with Tim and his goons hunting for you. And don't think it'll end with just one shit kicking, I know how those mother fuckers are.'
'Yeah but, I don't see how.'
'Look, not like your folks would care, right? I know that sucks, but it is the truth, isn't it?'
'so what have you got to lose? Come with me, we can share a place, and be away from this place, from guys like Tim.'
'do you know what you are suggesting?'
'And if I refuse?'
Connie lifted himself up onto his arm, his upper body up off the ground. His eyes bore straight into Jesse's, as his hand reached out, and he took hold of Jesse's shoulder.
'Then college will have to wait, until you change your mind.'
He could see the shock in his face, even in his own body, he could feel it as he heard himself say those words. Maybe he was being crazy, stupid perhaps, but he couldn't leave, knowing that Jesse would have to endure endless beatings. It hadn't been his fight to begin with, but had stuck his nose in, to help him. How could he leave him behind? Besides, he felt a strange attraction, not just at how good he looked, or even the sex that they had just enjoyed.
It was something else, something far more powerful, than anything he had every felt before, and which he doubted he'd every feel again. Maybe he was crazy, but as he stared at Jesse., he couldn't help but feel excited, feel so at ease, comfortable, that he knew, any sacrifice, would be worth just being with Jesse.
To be continued...