Toby's Journal

On school days my day usually starts off at 5:30 am, when I dress, have a light breakfast and then head to one of the many gyms that Ted and my late father own.  Usually I go the once closest to the school but this morning I decided to go to the school’s gym instead for the reason being that the team gets works out there before classes.  I figured that Jake was right and that I needed to bond with them.

As I went to my locker to change, some of my teammates were already giving me dirty looks, even as I stripped down and put on my jockstrap.  As I am about to pull up my gym shorts I feel a light slap on my left ass cheek and hear Jake’s voice say,  “hey O’Malley, what brings you here so early?”  I tell him to workout before class and it made better sense to do it here than at the gym.  He tells me cool and maybe they could spot one another.

Jake and I work out with one another and when it came time for him to do bench presses, I spotted him.  I tried desperately not to look at his groin area but when I did get a glimpse of it, I could see that he had a noticeable bulge in his gym shorts.  I could feel my own cock getting stiff as well.  Jake notices that I saw it and all he said was “yeah sorry about that. I get them during workouts.”  I tell him that I do as well and we switch places.

I try to bench press as well and Boy was is difficult trying not get any harder in my jock while I’m starting straight up at Jake’s groin and his man bulge.  It was a challenge but then I started to think about the cast of the “Golden Girls” having geriatric lesbian sex with one another, especially Betty White eating out Bea Arthur’s pussy.  That did the trick for now.

Once our workout was done Jake said he was hitting the showers before class.  In order to fit in with Jake and the rest of the team that I was going to take one as well.

As we both strip out of our workout gear and jocks, (and I noticed a bit of pre-cum in mine as I quickly removed and hope that Jake didn’t see the wet spot) Jake asked me if I had seen his practice jock because we were about to run laps together the other day.  I told him that I hadn’t even though it was stashed in my bag and hoping to casually return it to him without noticing it was gone.  I say maybe he left it in the hotel room or that some member of the opposition took it as a prank because he did score the game winning goal against them.  Jake says yeah probably but he swore it was in his bag and then hit the shower.

Jake enters the showers. The other teammates are either in it or are still working out so when I had a fee seconds to myself, I quickly dove a hand into my athletic bag, pulled out Jake’s jockstrap and put it into his unsecured locker and hid it under in the back just behind his athletic shoes.  I smile and then as I hear other guys coming into the locker room so I wrap a towel around my waist and enter the showers while thinking about “Blanche” and “Sophia” muff diving one another. 

As I go in there, I take a free spot one shower head over from Jake.  I try to focus on the faucets and tiles and not to stare at the six other naked guys bathing in there. says, but the team’s resident dickbag called Dean looks over and says, “look who decided to show up, it’s “Church School Boy”, sorry if us Public School guys aren’t good enough for you to shower with.  Tell me Church Boy did you attend an all-male church school or something because there were no babes to blow you or at least a give your fairy ass a hand job or maybe you like it up the ass instead”.

I did my best to ignore Dean and kept on showering but he kept going on and saying, “hey ass bandit, word has it around school that you got did…”, and got suddenly silent.  I look over to see that Jake has left his place in the shower room and is whispering something in Dean’s ear.  I do not know what Jake said to him, but it intimidated him enough to stop the verbal bullying and apologize to me by saying “sorry O’Malley, I mean Toby, I was just giving you a bit of grief and all, it’s what we do.  I meant no offence.  Sorry Toby” but in a sorry but not sorry way. 

I just casually replied as I lathered up my torso and now soft totally cock and low hanging balls right in full view of Dean, Jake, and the rest of the guys in the shower because they are all now staring at me.  After I rinse the soap off, I just casually walk over to Dean while still pulling down on my low hangers and say, “good because if you ever fucking talk to me again like that again Dean, there are some cousins and uncles I know from the Old Country that will have absolutely have no problem chopping off your that puny thing you call a ‘manhood’ in that it looks like a swollen clit to me, chop it off and fuck you in the ass with it.  It’s so small it looks like a suppository, so now fucking apologize to me like you fucking mean it.”  

Dean immediately apologized and because I towered over him by a good five inches and weighed probably a good 50 lbs. or more, he quickly coward back and left the shower room.

Jake and I casually went back to ours and once it was all said and done all I could hear Jake say was “fuck Toby, good way to make your mark.  Dean won’t fuck with you now.” 

I am grateful that Jake had by back with Dean in the shower room and on the road game, but if I knew that if I didn’t attempt to stand up for myself then then my team and fellow classmates would have second thoughts about Jake’s and mine relationship because word gets around the high schools these days and we both put Dean in his place.

I still don’t know what Jake said to him but whatever he did say makes me more attracted to him in that he is silent for the most part, protective, caring for others, and has a sensitive side.

I’m more attracted to him the more I get to know him and yeah I know that he is the one for me but the trick is when and where because I want Jake to be the true one for me.

As we got done showering, dried off and changed into our school clothes by our lockers, Jake suddenly says “well I’ll be fucking damned, there it is”.  I ask him what he means, and he says “I’ve been looking for this, its my lucky game day jock.  I have it well broken in.  The pouch fits my man stuff just right and it’s a bitch to break in a new one. ”

I look over at Jake to see that he places it in his athletic bag and yeah, I smile a bit because it has a bit of my dried cum in it as well and say, “good that your found it, hopefully it will make the team win more games because you were the bomb on the field.” 

As we finished up dressing and when the 15-minute bell rang before starting class.

I asked Jake what he said to Dean in the first place.  Jake just casually said that’s a private matter between him and Dean and leaves it at that as he grabbed his bookbag and as he was leaving, he said to me “see you at lunch hour?”  I said sure.

For the first two periods of classes my cock was rock hard in my boxer briefs and from the feeling I was getting down there, probably leaking in that I could think of nothing except Jake and could not really focus on the teacher’s lesson.  I so just needed to nut out a load so bad to just stop alleviate my horniness because I’m all I’m thinking about is Jake, but the teacher calls on me to ask me if I have paying attention and I recite back to her the question and answer it to her satisfaction and asked to excuse myself to use the restroom. 

The teacher gives me a “Hall Pass” to use the restroom and I was about to enter it, there is a hulking tall blonde guy just leaving it. 

I have seen him around before and he is on the football team.  He just says to me “ you are the new guy that everyone is talking about so  last stall on the right if you are interested.”

I look at the “Nordic God” of a defensive tackle on the football team and enter the bathroom.  It is between classes so I should have some private time to take care of my man business.  I took his suggestion and went to the last toilet stall on the right.

As I opened the door of it, and it immediately had the smell of well recently shot man spunk. 

As I look down at the stall’s toilet seat there is spooge all over it and in the toilet’s basin.  My dick got fully hard from just seeing and smelling it so quickly pulled down my shorts and as I looked down my cock was rock hard and leaking pre into my boxer briefs.

It just took a few quick strokes of my hard and leaking cock before I came. Once I was done I used the tp to wipe my cum off from my cock as well as the Big Blonde’s recently shot yet coagulating jizz load and stuff it in my pocket and hope that no one smells it until it’s lunch time.



Once lunchtime hits, I see Jake in the cafeteria and sit across from him once we get our “meal”.  He said, to me “from all I hear in class, everyone is talking about us in how we beat the toughest team in the state, on their own fucking home field no less, and how you stood up to Dean who they say is the most pint sized, small dicked bully in this school and all but fuck Toby you stood up to him and from what I hear around hear his “buddy” can be a bit intimidating as well.”

I just take a bite of the cold pizza that this school is serving and with whatever topping they call meat these days and then heard Jake say “ohh shit.”

I look over my shoulder and see Dean and the tall Nordic guy from the bathroom.  The tall blonde says ‘hey, I’m Tommy and as you both know this is Dean, mind if we join you both.”

I see Jake look at me and is about to say something, but I interrupted him by saying, “thanks for your advice earlier Tommy about which stall to use in the Men’s Room.  I saw your male “calling card” sprayed all over it in there as well, but right now I am having lunch with my friend here but I’m looking forward to seeing you at practice Dean, and maybe in the showers afterwards” and look away.

Tommy was getting irate by be blowing him off so he sits down in a chair next to me while Dean sits next to Jake.  Tommy says to me in a low but angry voice and said, “Dean told me what you both said to him in the locker room.  I didn’t appreciate it.  He was just teasing you, that’s all, so need to be threating violence against him.”

I don’t even bother looking at Tommy in the eye but I would tell he was getting irate by my silence, so I just keep on eating.  Once I’m done chewing the slop they call cafeteria food I just casually say to Tommy “well maybe your boyfriend there shouldn’t project his own homosexuality upon me.  Both you guys should go off campus for that sort of thing.”

Once I said that I just smiled and kept on eating the government cheese and ultra-processed meat on a piece of cardboard the school calls the crust.  Tommy pounds his fist on the table loudly and said back “I’ll be seeing you both around” for which I replied back “yeah Tommy do that, it just won’t be underneath the football field’s bleachers. And who knows if I do need a hole to fuck then I just might have to use your ‘tight end’”.

Both Tommy and Dean then just got up and left.

Once they left Jake asked me how I knew about them to being homo lovers in that it was nothing but school gossip that they were.  I just replied back “I cut across the football field on my way home and it’s amazing what happens underneath them” and left the conversation at that.

Once lunch was over Jake and I went on to our classes.  We didn’t share any this semester so the next time I was him was in the locker room dressing for lacrosse practice.  Monday’s were usually light days with reviewing game footage before dong light drills.  It was Assistant Coach Morrow and Video Coach doing the sessions.  The team watched the video from this weekend’s game, pointed out what we did good, and the errors that the team made when the opposing team scored against us.  Asst. Coach Morrow drilled us pretty hard on why we weren’t in our right spots and questioned players on why they weren’t following the pre-assigned play strategy.  When it came to him asking Jake on why he wasn’t in the right spot where he should have been, he replied that the video doesn’t show it but one of the opposing team’s attacks tripped and saw an opportunity to get the free ball and score.  All Asst. Coach Morrow said was, “good call Smith now hit the field guys.”

For the next hour or so we ran some light drills, Jake and I tossed and passed the ball to one another and to our other teammates and generally fucked around and ribbing one another when one of us would either miss or drop the ball, except Dean in that he was still being a dickbag because he knows that I know his dirty little secret.

After practice was done, the Coach Morrow called it but said to both Jake and I that we still had to run our five lapse around the field and to be quick about it.  We both say, “yes Coach” and start running them.  Jake and I both jog at a light pace for the first three lapses and as we start our fourth one Coach Morrow yells at us to pick up the pace, so Jake and I run a bit faster. 

And then that was the moment it all started.

As I raced with Jake to get the lapse done, I felt my heart pounding hard and fast in my chest.  It was ok for a bit but once I was on the last lap, it was beating way too fast, but I kept running anyways.  When Jake and were on the last stretch he asked me to race him the rest of the way and I made the mistake of doing it.

We raced to the end of the last lap, and Jake beat me because by then I was getting winded.  Once done I take a seat on a bench to regain my breath.  Jake saw that I was short of breath and asked me if I was okay, I told him I was but just needed a moment.  He said “sure buddy.  Take your time.  I’m not leaving your ass behind again so that we both have to run another five lapse together.  You stink when you sweat by the way so you better shower if I’m gonna drive your ass home again.”

I just laugh at Jake’s comment and it makes me even more attracted to him even more in that he is caring, funny, protective, and when irate has a bit of a nasty side as well.  Jake being Jake just makes me love him even more.

Once I regain my composure and drank two bottles of Gatorade, Jake and I head to the locker room.  We strip down and get ready to clean up.  The place is empty, so Jake doesn’t bother to wrap a towel around his waist, and neither do I.  We shower and even with the hot water over me I still felt cold for some reason.  Jake tries to talk to me but I am still feeling cold, so I turned off the cold water flowing to its minimum to my shower head, but I still felt cold.  Jake looks at me and says “you okay Toby?”

All I could say to him was I felt cold and then everything went dark.

I hear Jake yelling “Coach Morrow help.  Toby passed out.  Anybody help!!  Toby passed out!!  I need fucking help in here!!!  I’ll be right back Toby. I’m getting you help. Just hang on.” . .