The servant-bitch

Read a story of beggars which, for a change, is not a tragedy. It is love, friendship, beauty, liberty and happiness the faces of life which are shown here. You can read my trilogy either in Spanish, Luces de la Tierra, in luces-delatierra.blogspot.com or in English, Lights of the Earth in lightsoftheearth.blogspot.com

I had now all the weekend to reflect. In fact I would have many things to think about but I would think about them with my lower brain. I knew I wanted to be all weekend masturbating, and that was something new; I had never needed to wank so much. And I knew very well my masturbations would be thinking about Landon and I would miss him the whole weekend.

I started at once. First I needed to take everything off. I was getting used to being naked almost all day and I also wanted to be nude at home. So I removed everything, sat on the couch and that very Friday afternoon the first thing I did at home was wanking over Landon and as I jacked off, I was slowly admitting I liked a lot of things. Masturbation is a good way to know yourself and I knew I loved giving blowjobs and I shamelessly started wanking over that sexy dick he had and the taste it left in my mouth; I even remembered the bittersweet flavour of his semen and I reveled at the memory. Then I spent the rest of Friday finishing The Clown. I knew well that on Saturday and Sunday I would reread it. I had loved the novel. But going to bed I thought about Landon while jacking off again and now I admitted I loved seeing him nude and watching his perfect body and touching it.

I needed the two following days though to wank a lot more times to admit I was in fact bisexual. I said to myself: come on, Colin, what’s the use of denying yourself the obvious facts? I knew besides that I loved doing pig things to him, provided it was me always the top pig, but I liked to see him so happy. On Sunday I finally dared wank imagining something that had been haunting me. Why not if I had already admitted to myself I was bisexual? I would give him everything and I would also give him my ass, otherwise I would never fuck him, and I knew he would also like my dick up his butt. This thought made me on fire just imagining a dick inside me and I became convinced that I would try everything with a boy.

After this reflexive weekend, I finally headed to Landon’s house on Monday. Of course he was waiting for me naked on the couch and no sooner he saw me he started to beat his meat telling me he had missed me, to which I honestly answered that I had also missed him a lot. And I added.

-Come on, Landon, I want you to shoot a load when I am stripping for I want your cock to resist later. Of course I will also jack you off and blow you today but I want something new: I’ve been the whole weekend wanking over it and I want to do it, not only because I am your bitch but because this weekend I have finally admitted I am bisexual. So Landon –I said as I was already taking my shirt off-, today as soon as I am naked, I will approach you and you will fuck me.

-You know you have no need, Colin –he told me with a trembling voice. He was afraid now that our incipient friendship could finish because of that- and certainly I don’t need to do that to you.

-Landon, look at my boner –I said once I had taken everything off and I was showing him a big erection again-, my cock is speaking louder than me. I want to be fucked and I want you to be the first boy who fucks me. I will also do it to you, but you must be first or I will never fuck you.

-Ok, my friend, we can try at least, but when you ask me to stop, I will stop –he told me persuaded that sooner or later I would ask him to stop-. Then if you want to do it, get on the couch and I will try with you lying on your back because I want to see what your eyes tell me.

Unhesitatingly I went to the couch and assumed the position he had told me he wanted me in. I looked into his eyes and smiling I encouraged him to do it. He sighed but knowing he had to do it, he braced himself to tentatively push his cock into my ass. It started to hurt me but I had psyched myself up for that moment and I knew it would hurt me the first time but also felt that sensation of having a dick up my ass was so hot that I would desire to be fucked constantly. I had never had any prejudice against sodomy; I just had never felt like trying, always wrongly thinking that I liked only girls. But now that I was sure I also liked boys, especially him, I knew I would be strong enough to endure the pain and that I told him. So that first day he fucked me timidly, almost terrified but convinced that I was obstinate and would not ask him to stop till he had blasted his load in my ass. He touched me sweetly all over and wanted to jack me off but I told him he’d better not if he wanted me to fuck him next, so he stopped. In the midst of that pain, came to me the memory of the new fetish I had of talking about literature as I was having sex and I seized that moment, the painful moments, to talk to him about The Clown. I told him I had finished it on Friday but I had liked it so much that I had reread it the two following days, so now we were talking about Hans Schnier and Marie, of everything the author says about religion, all his criticism about it. It was my new fetish, to have sex talking about literature and soon the novel became a balm; he had already opened me up and I was no longer feeling any pain and I told him. I told him now I would borrow The Tin Drum, I would follow his advice, and he continued fucking me now with a wide friendly smile, telling me I was his hottest Colin, and oh what a great man I was and what a great friend I was becoming. I told him I would like to always be a good friend for him and that was too much for him, who immediately shot his load in my crack. What a hot sensation it was for me to feel Landon’s semen in my ass at last. I told him and also asked him if he wanted me to fuck him next. And smiling he told me: “please fuck me now, my friend.” And we exchanged places and now it was him lying on his back on the couch and me standing, getting ready to finally pull my cock inside him. Nevertheless I first told him.

-Thanks for fucking me, Landon. Now I want you to fuck me more times. I will always remember with a smile yours was my first dick.

-Now please stick it in and think only about the pleasure of fucking a boy. Have you ever fucked a girl up her ass?

-Never Landon. So I will lose my virginity with you in many things. Yours will also be my first ass.

-So come on, fuck me.

And finally I shoved my penis into that sexy butt my new friend had. Immediately I felt fire in my dick at that hot new sensation. I kissed him affectionately all the time as with the rhythm of my cock in his welcoming ass I was meditating about some things. It was obvious for me that I was enjoying sex with Landon too much and I was slightly aware of a new feeling coming to me but I could not specify. Maybe what happened to me was that I had only had a girlfriend so far and now I knew I had never felt deep love for Megan. So I did not know in reality what love was. But I was pondering about something different. I knew now that I desperately needed sex with Landon but there was something worrying me and soon I discovered what it was: money. I suddenly thought I did not like now sex for money with that hot man; I needed to do it for free. Nevertheless I just let those feeling permeate my mind, but scarcely as I focused on the new discovered pleasure of fucking an ass, and a boy who was now sincerely my friend. He moved his ass constantly giving more fun to my cock and indeed I could hold it for longer than he had held it previously but I had to bust my load in his ass finally. I kissed him again before withdrawing my dick from his ass and he told me now I could fuck him every day, please Colin, he entreated me, and I answered that now we would fuck each other every day.

Now we headed to his bedroom where I was gonna make his bed. There I changed my shoes for some slippers from him I had already tried on last Friday and once I finished he told me that at coffee break he would give me a new blowjob so now it would be perfect to jack me off as he licked my pits. So he started eating my sweat as he also wanked with a happy face. His hand on my dick, his tongue on my ripe pits, all of this together was a perfect combination and I was on fire again and I wanted sex with Landon never to stop. But neither of us had cum when he said now he would come to my feet and would cum with that hot manly aroma. And there his tongue was again driving my feet crazy, every centimeter of skin, every toe and even kissing my nails. I did not want this moment in his bedroom to stop, but unexpectedly he shot his load then and I thought I would cum too then.

I resumed my tasks and cleaned some rooms and also did some electrical repairs in his living room, a plug that wasn’t working, and finally coffee break came and I headed to the kitchen where he had already made coffee for both. I kissed him first and sat down at last to drink my coffee but of course he arched his torso and took my dick in his mouth with no more unnecessary words. As he was sucking my cock, I told him we would not 69 today but after his blowjob, I would give him a new one. I loved the sensation of cumming many times every day now and I was looking forward to bathe Landon’s sexy mouth in my spunk again. And I did not take any longer because I was greedy for his cock again.

So now it was my turn to bend down, swallow his sexy shaft and get ready to experience the pleasure of sucking a cock again, a pleasure I really enjoyed now. I shouted at him “you have become my greatest friend, Landon. With you I have learnt a lot of things about myself and learnt to enjoy everything I am. I will please your sexy rod many times now, you can be sure”. I told him all this as I turned my now bisexual hands into a hectic brush again to grope him sensuously, going down all his sexy skin with lust, and I even finger fucked him a bit in that moment and as I was easy with him now I also asked him to finger fuck me. He was doing that to me as I was doing that to him, but he also did something new: with his other hand, he started to slowly stroke my nipples and so good it was his sensitive touch first, then licking in that area that I knew well I would cum again when he came in my mouth. The nipple play was taking me to the verge of orgasm, but I stopped finger fucking him in order to return the pleasure and play affectionately with his nipples. I hoped he was experiencing the same pleasure and I was touching him as sensuously as he was doing to me. The pleasure was so great that it took us both to a very quick orgasm and he filled my mouth with jizz again, and drinking it I did shoot a new load in his presence. When both of us had cum again, I stood up and kissed him thanking him for all the pleasures he was making me know and I took courage and asked him.

-Before I start with lunch today, I could do something more to you, for I like you so much that I would like you to have every possible pleasure with me. But first I need to ask you to be sure. Ok, I will dare ask: Landon would you really like me to take a dump in your mouth or even puke?

-I’d love you to, my sweetest Colin. But what if you also piss in my mouth first?

-Ok, Colin, now experience all the pig pleasures you want with a man who you know only feels affection and even admiration for you. Take my dick in your mouth.

He did and soon I was offering him a new stream of piss, and he would tell me later that he did not know why but my piss today even had a more delicious taste than my piss from last week. When I was drained I told him.

-We’d better do the rest in the bathroom, Landon. Let’s go there.

He came with me and both of us walked hand in hand now and I approached his chest to mine so our naked skins were in contact as two good friends proud of one another. It was very important for him to know that I thought wonderfully of him, no matter how pig he was and that way, he would tell me later, he would enjoy the fact of me shitting in his mouth and no other feeder he’s had before had treated him with so much respect.

-Now enjoy yourself, Landon. You can start licking my ass and I will fart if you want.

-Please do, Colin.

So as soon as he had started licking my ass, so affectionately that I had to begin a new masturbation, I started to fart but not many times. Farts were only the first dish in the ass party now and I thought: “I have already seen Landon eating shit and enjoying it, even if you know too well, Colin, that you have a very smelly shit, maybe disgusting. But now the only novelty is that you would feed him shit again but this way, making it go straight from your ass into his stomach”. It was also funny for me to take a dump in somebody’s mouth, funnier knowing it would be eaten by a brave boy who really appreciates your crap. And I soon started dumping my stomach into his, and I shat a lot, sure that he was eating with delectation as he was also whacking off, and he would like many more turds. He could not see them, he would tell me later, but he sensed that the consistency of the shit he was eating was like he was eating noodles, and continuously asked me please to empty my stomach in his no matter how much I shat. So I was a long while feeding him my shit and I figured his mouth would be a brown lake. And indeed when I finished shitting I saw his brown mouth as he was eating the last pieces of the shit I had just given him and he busted a new load, and me who was also jerking off like crazy, also shot my load after him. I knew what he would like now but even so I asked him if he wanted to be fed a new product. He entreated me to please fill his stomach now with a new substance and I approached him and first was a long while kissing him with my entire affection, regardless of his shitty breath.

As all I wanted was his fun, in the midst of the kiss and not warning him beforehand, I started puking just to prolong his fun. Nevertheless I needed to see him wanking again so I could know he was also enjoying this new game and he beat off again and though his lips were locked in mine, I felt he was smiling as he gulped down my barf. When I ended spewing up, I saw that also the floor was covered in puke and he told me that now he knew I would not object to seeing his pig friend going piggier and since he was noticing my puke falling to the floor, he had not wanted to cum yet for now he wanted to lie on the floor and finish off the last remnants of my tasty vomit. So I saw him with no shame lying on the floor, and poking his tongue out, I saw him enjoying the dregs of the vomit he could savour that day. I knew he would not leave a single morsel on the floor and I started a new masturbation, wanting it to be short now; I would cum the moment I saw him cumming and all my dirt was eaten. Indeed the bathroom floor was pristine again when I heard him scream again in joy, ejaculating one more time and I also did. He told me it was so hot to see me cumming so often and feeling he had earned a perfect friend.

I liked him telling me that but it also worried me. To become his real friend I knew now I should make him forget the word money. Being a bitch had aroused me a lot, but now I needed to be his fuck buddy, his friend, but for free and I conceived a new idea.

I had already left dinner prepared and now I was gonna cook lunch. I was in fact the one who decided what to cook now every day, knowing he would enjoy everything and I could cook many recipes for him. Actually there was every kind of food in his fridge and his pantry, also kidney and I decided today I would cook steak and kidney pie. Of course all the time I was cooking he sat quietly looking at me and jacking off. And shortly after we were both eating.

As we were eating, I mustered courage to finally ask him something.

-Landon, I know we are becoming really good friends, but I wonder whether you would like something else, for believe me, now I do enjoy gay sex and I want to have it every now and then..

-Dare ask me anything, Colin, please.

-Well, Landon, the question is this: would you like to go to bed with a boy as me?

-Certainly it would be a dream for me, Colin. Why are you asking?

-Well, Landon, I will also love going to bed with you. You know, if you want, I can stay here today and not go to my house. And we could spend the day having sex, all the sex we want and fuck each other or blow each other as often as we want. And at night I could even go to bed with you, but only if you want it –I said hesitatingly and he was about to interrupt me to tell me he’d love sleeping with me today, something he had never dared expect- and we could have more sex in bed. Well, what do you say? But please be very sincere.

-Colin –he told me but so moved he was with my unexpected proposal that he was crying-, it would be a dream for me to spend a whole day with you and share the sheets with the hottest and most respectful boy I could ever find. But you must decide.

-Then, we have a deal Landon. After lunch we could fuck each other again and later we shall see, and tonight we will sleep together. I really need now to share the sheets with a hot boy, and no one could be hotter than you.

-We needn’t spend the whole day here. You know after lunch we could fuck, as you have said, and I will call my mates at the jeweler’s telling then I’m not working today, but later we could spend the afternoon as two good friends, at Rivers Park for instance and we could also have coffee in a new bar they’ve opened in Eagles Hill.

-Wonderful, Landon. So when we finish lunch, we will fuck but I cannot help but touch you a lot meanwhile.

And we finished lunch like that, touching each other continuously, not jacking off for we wanted to fuck next, but getting really hard and easy with each other to smile, chat amiably and touch each other all over.

When we finished dinner he asked me to fuck him first now and I said ok, and he placed himself on all fours now on the floor. So with no hesitations now I plunged my dick in his crack and shagged him for ten aroused minutes, two good friends having carnal knowledge with each other. After I filled his hole with my sperm, I assumed the same position and asked him now to fuck me again. This second time I was already persuaded how I loved a boy fucking me and I moaned all the time. In both fucks our hands could not remain quiet and now it was him who constantly touched me. He started to kiss me again and I reciprocated and thus we were till he shot his second load that day in my ass.

Smiling he told me that now we could put our clothes back on and go to Rivers Park. It was a wonderful afternoon with my new friend. Far from being my boss, he was obviously my friend Landon and sometimes we even kissed in the street. And once we arrived to Rivers Park we were a good while seeing it as excited as two kids on a school excursion. And we had a coffee in a bar facing the adjacent Kandinsky Street and there we spent more than one hour and told each other a lot of things about our respective lives and were comfortably getting to know each other a bit better. When the afternoon was turning dark evening, we headed at last to Landon’s house, where we would spend tonight in the sheets together.

Shortly after both of us had stripped of course, we started to eat the cauliflower I had left prepared for tonight. We were smiling and he asked me again whether I was sure about going to bed with him. I said of course and soon later we headed to his bedroom and I entered that very bed I had made for three mornings, never suspecting when I was making his bed that I would sleep there one day.

We did everything for two hours. His dick was as inexhaustible as mine and we fucked and gave each other a blowjob and we wanted to fuck again when I saw Landon was suddenly crying. I asked what the matter was with him and all the time with tears in his eyes, he said.

-Forgive me, Colin, I love you now.

Instead of answering, I told him.

-So that was it!

-That was it?

-Landon, I mean… well the whole day I have been feeling something in me that I could not put a name to. And now I know what it is. I also love you, Landon.

-Do you love me, Colin?

-Deeply, Landon. More deeply than I ever loved Megan –I had already talked to him about her-. So this is real love, Landon. I am wondering now what we should do.

-Colin, we love each other. Would you ever have a problem with people knowing you like boys? Could you live with a rich jeweler?

-I would never have any problem with people knowing I am gay. I want everybody to know. And I have no problem in living with a jeweler. But if you want me to share my life with you now, my love –it was the first time I called him my love, but totally sure now of my feelings-, and that would be something I’d love to now: sharing my life with you, we should first have a long talk, for so far I have been your servant-bitch, and it was a work I loved. But I cannot be your servant-bitch any longer if we live together. So please Landon, listen to me now carefully. 

-Tell me, Colin, my love.

-It’s even been a dream for me to work as a bitch and that way I’ve finally known myself. But if we could be a couple, you must understand that I cannot be a bitch for you any longer. Landon, I really need a job and it would be absurd to look for another job if you could be my employer. But I will only be your servant now and of course –I said smiling at him- your partner. You will pay me only 1500 for the job, no more.

-Colin, you know I am a very wealthy man and you are a perfect servant and an excellent cook and at least let me pay you 2000 euros a month.

-Ok, Landon, be it as you wish, but you must understand that I love you and I don’t wanna see the slightest doubt in your eyes that whatever I can do now with you will be out of love, the deep love I feel for you. And since I love you, I can still work naked. I love it and of course you can be naked and jack off and touch me because I am your partner and you love me, but you must give me no money for that. We can live together and ok, it can be in this house, and I will work only as your servant but since we love each other we can be all day having sex except in the afternoons, when you are in the jeweler’s.

-How I love you, Colin, and how decent you are. Ok, I accept your every condition. Now I would like you to fuck me again.

As I fucked him, I told him I had not been a servant-bitch for even a week. But he constantly kissed me and reminded me how he had enjoyed those few days of my former job and how I had been slowly moving him so much that he finally had to fall for me, as he had. Then when he fucked me again, I told him how his behavior too had been that of a brave and respectful man and this way it had been easy to make little discoveries with him till we had reached this moment. He answered that my only three days as a bitch could be a memory for both to jack off to for years, with a smile and a lot of lust. I agreed with him and just then he shot his load in my ass one more time. We were exhausted and that first night together we fell asleep quickly.

We started then a glorious new routine of a horny couple life. I worked every day, from Monday to Friday for he told me no other worker he had hired would have to work on weekends. But since his house was now also my house, some work I did on Saturdays and Sundays. I soon read all the books he had recommended me and I told him about my fetish of talking about literature when I was having sex with him. He admitted he had the same fetish and whenever we wanted to talk about a new book we had read, we waited for the time we would be fucking, for instance, to comment about it. I was soon introduced to all his friends and everyone accepted that we were a couple. I still did some pig things to him, but scarcely for I didn’t want my love to get ill.

A year after we had become a couple, I casually met my former girlfriend Megan. She had just left her boyfriend and she kissed me affectionately and we had a drink together and I still don’t know how, she lured me into having sex again. I will not tell the details but we had an intense sex day. When in the evening I returned to Landon, I was so remorseful that my transparent face said a lot and he asked me what I had. I told him, but when I ended he just smiled and kissed me more affectionately than ever and told me.

-That’s perfect, Colin. We’ve never talked about this before but I won’t demand fidelity of you. And you do like girls, so you can have sex with them, and with other boys.

-It can be like that if you also cheat me with whatever boys you like, Landon. But I don’t think I will do it again, at least not with a girl anymore. You’re the one I love and with you I have it all.

So I had started being a servant-bitch for the boy I share my life with now. Five years later we still live together and I am still his servant. We spend most of the day naked and touching, kissing, fucking or any other thing. But the best is to know that he had never had any doubt about my integrity even knowing that I started with him as a bitch. I still laugh remembering that day and that odd job interview.