Soccer Practice Makes Perfect - Brotherly Bonding

Sorrow, Secrets & Sex

It was morning, but not just any morning. Today was the day of my mother's funeral. I was feeling numb all over, not just physically but emotionally. I was in the shower standing under the stream of hot water as it was rushing over my naked body, but so clouded by grief that I couldn't even lift my arms to wash myself. I stood there in a daze crying to myself trying to wish the day away. I heard the shower door open and close but I didn't look back to see who was there. I felt strong arms reach around me and wrap me in their strength and warmth while I felt a single kiss on the back of my neck and then I heard a soothing familiar voice.

“Mom asked me to take care of you bro, she asked me because she loved you so much, and because she knew how much I love you too. I told her as much as I could about how much I love you and how we have a new relationship as brothers now without giving anything away about our secret, and I did that for you DJ because I knew it was hurting you that you were not telling her everything.”

“Billy, it hurts so much that she's gone in the blink of an eye. I can't even think straight, I can't even function.”

“I know babe. Turn around please, look at me.”

I turned around and looked into Billy's eyes. We looked at each other in silence as the water splashed off my back and splattered onto the shower floor. Billy used his hands to rub my chest as he also leaned in and kissed it. He eventually brought his hands up to my face and caressed it lovingly while putting his forehead against mine. He gave me a kiss on the lips and began to speak to me in a way he has not done in quite awhile.

“DJ. This is going to be one of the hardest days of our lives. We have been through so much already between the incident on the bridge, Colton and the beating in Marshall. We got through all of that together, and even though none of that compares to what we are going through today, it gives me hope that we will get through this together as well.”

“I don't know what I'd do without you bro, you are my strength Billy, you are my protector.”

“That's what big brothers are for babe.”

“Billy, I miss mom so much I can't do this this,” I said as I began to cry again as Billy pulled me into an embrace as I rested my head on his shoulder.

Standing in the shower with my brother's naked body against mine would have usually pushed my buttons to get physical and my urge to get fucked. But for obvious reasons I felt nothing of the sort. I just needed comforting and solace in someone's arms, especially the arms of my lover, my brother. I lifted my head off of Billy's shoulder and kissed him on the lips and then looked him in the eyes.

“I love you Billy. I need you as a brother now more than ever.”

“I'm here babe, I'm not going anywhere.” Billy kissed me again and then grabbed the bar of soap from the soap dish as he spoke again, “I need to get you cleaned up bro, we need to get ready and face this day together.”

Billy took the soap and lathered up my body and carefully washed me up. When he finished with my front and then my back, he wrapped his arms around me one last time and kissed my neck again before he shut off the water and led me out of the shower. As we entered the bedroom Jake was there in his boxers waiting for his turn in the shower. He walked over to me and gave me a long loving hug.

“I got your suit out and laid it on the bed for you baby.”

“Thank you.”

“Are you doing ok?”

“I'll be ok as long as you and Billy stay by me.”

“Of course baby, we'll be there with you all day, no exceptions.”

Jake gave me a kiss and then walked into the bathroom to get his shower as Billy and I got dressed. We finished getting dressed and walked into the living room where I sat down on the sofa as Billy was nervously fidgeting in the kitchen.

“Dad will be here soon, babe.”

“Yeah, I know. Do you think mom said anything to him about Jake and I?”

“I hope so, she said she would. I just don't know what to expect from him. He didn't say anything to me the last time we spoke.”

Billy made a call to Rafael and made plans for him and Jorge to meet us at the cemetery. He found out that several other teammates from the soccer team would be there, including Donovan. As he continued his conversation there was a sudden knock at the door.

“Hey man, I gotta go, my dad is here,” Billy said to Rafael as he finished their phone call.

“Hi dad,” Billy said after he opened the door and as my dad entered and gave him a hug.

“Hi Bill.”

“Hi dad,” I said as I walked over and gave him a big hug after Billy finished his.

“Hi DJ,” my dad said as he released the hug and walked with me back over to the sofa.

Sit, DJ. Bill please come over and join us,” my dad requested.

My dad sat in Billy's chair as Billy and I sat on the sofa. He had a very serious look on his face but I didn't know if it was just because of the funeral today or what my mother had said to him.

“DJ, I was going to wait to say anything to you about this, but I just can't keep it bottled up inside of me, especially because of all of the emotions running high today.”

“Sure dad, what is it?” I questioned.

“Your mother spoke to me in length the other day about...your lifestyle choice.”

“My lifestyle choice? Dad, its not a lifestyle choice, it is who I am, it is how I was born.”

Jake then walked into the room and saw us sitting there with my father as my father looked up and saw him standing there. My father had this look of surprise in his eyes with a hint of anger. My father quipped at Billy and I.

“Oh, I didn't know 'he' was going to be here.”

“He is DJ's boyfriend dad, he's welcome here anytime he wants,” Billy quipped back.

“Jake, join us, I want to talk to you,” my dad said abruptly.

Jake walked over and joined Billy and I on the sofa as my dad took a moment to gather his thoughts before he spoke.

“I don't know what kind of relationship you think you have with my boy, but I think it would be wise to call it off. It is not good for his school career or his soccer career.”

“Dad, stop! DJ is his own man, he is 19 years old and he can make his own decisions.” Billy shouted.

“With all due respect sir, I love DJ,” Jake professed.

“Love? How is that even possible? I'm not going to pretend I understand this fully. I just don't understand how two men can be in love with one another.”

“You want an example dad, I'll give you an example,” I said as I began to let out my bottled up anger. When we were in Marshall I was jumped by three Marshall players, taken into the back parking lot of the hotel and beaten to pulp. Jake came searching for me and heard my cries for help. He took on all three Marshall players by himself to rescue me, dad. When he did finally rescue me I was so badly beaten that he cradled me in his arms and cried over me and professed his love to me over and over again. He told me that he would give up his own life to just to protect me. When Jake got his bearings he carried me up three flights of stairs in the hotel to get me to safety and to Billy. Jake saved my life dad, that is love, that is my definition of love.”

“You did all that for my son, Jake? You saved his life? I'm sorry, I had no idea.”

“Yes sir. DJ was the only thing on my mind and protecting him was my only option,” Jake replied.

“Your mother seemed to be comfortable with you and Jake together DJ, and I promised her I would try.”

“I need you to do more than try dad. If you can't accept it, then I will need to choose between you and Jake. Please don't make me do that dad, because I guarantee you that you will not like the answer.” I said defiantly.

“Sir, you said you promised DJ's mom that you would try to understand. That is wonderful, because in a lot of these situations with gay children and their parents, it usually go very badly. I promised DJ and Billy that I would always be there to protect DJ with my life, so if this would have been one of those bad situations and I had to defend DJ or physically protect him from you, I would have done that without hesitation. Consequences be damned.”

“Jake. That was very bold of you to say son, maybe even a little arrogant, but I can see that DJ means a lot to you. I can possibly even say there might be love there. I have to say that I respect you for having the balls to stand up to anyone, especially standing up against me for my own son's welfare. I am willing to give you the benefit of the doubt that you fully have my son's best interests at heart, but please don't disappoint me, so help me.....”

“Dad, please stop, Jake is the good guy here, ok?” Billy said still angry.

“I promise you sir as I promised your wife, I will take care of and protect DJ until my final breath on this earth. He means the world to me,” Jake responded.

“I apologize for being in your face about this Jake, but I have lost so much already and don't want to lose anyone else.”

“I understand, sir. This has been a very tough and emotional time for all three of you. If you don't want me to be there today, I will honor your wishes.”

“Jake no,” I cried out.

“That is not an option Jake,” Billy protested.

“No Jake, if you mean that much to my boys I want you there for them. Not just for them, but for me also. My wife trusted you and told me that she believed with all her heart that you are the best choice for DJ, so I have to honor my wife and her wishes. Please continue to join us today, Jake.”

* * *

Billy, Jake and I were seated in the front row at the grave site right in front of my mother's casket. The mahogany casket had a spray of white and yellow roses on top and at each end of the casket was a green palm, my mother's favorite flowers and plants. Different arrangements were delivered and arranged around the casket and I noticed a large arrangement of white roses, daisies and yellow mums from Dean, Aaron and Stu right in the center of them all. I was hypnotized by the glare of the sun on my mother's casket as I sat in between Billy and Jake. Rafael, Jorge and Donovan sat behind us and greeted Billy and Jake as they turned around to chat with them. Rafael leaned forward and mentioned to Billy that Colton was there at the funeral.

“What the fuck is he doing here?” Billy whispered to Rafael.

“Don't know man, but I was about to kill the motherfucker, Rafael replied.

“You mean the SOB that strangled DJ, where is he?” Jake asked.

“Guys please stop! We need to respect my mom!” I said angrily with tears in my eyes while still staring at the casket.

Billy turned around and reached over and grabbed my left hand with his right and weaved our fingers together and then without looking away from the casket I reached over to Jake with my right hand and grabbed his left hand and held it tight. I softly said the words, I love you. At that moment those words were for the three people I loved the most, my mom, Jake and Billy. I snapped out of my daze and looked over as my father approached with my sister Kelly and her husband to join us in the front row of chairs. I looked up at my dad as he saw the three of us holding hands and he gave me a smile and a nod.

* * *

The service was over and the attendees were milling about greeting one another. Jake and I stayed seated and were talking to Donovan, Rafael and Jorge as Billy went over to speak to Kelly and her husband and noticed that Colton was there with them. Kelly tried to reintroduce the two.

“Billy, you remember Colton”? Kelly asked.

“Billy, I'm sorry....” Colton said as he tried to apologize until Billy punched him in the jaw.

“What the hell was that for?” Kelly shouted.

“Colton knows what that was for, that's all that matters,” Billy said as he turned and walked away from Kelly and Colton and came back to join Jake and I.

“Let's go take a walk,” Billy suggested.

Billy, Jake and I walked through the cemetery aimlessly and talked about everything but the real reason why we were there. When we were far enough away from everyone else the three of us sat on the grass behind one of the larger granite monuments out of view of everyone else. Billy leaned in and kissed me on the lips as he put his hand behind my head as he began to kiss me passionately.

“I love you so much DJ, I just wanted to tell you that again.”

“I love you too Billy, somehow you always make everything a little better.

Jake then turned my head towards him as he then kissed me on the lips passionately as well.

“You are strong DJ and together the three of us will get through this, I promise,” Jake said softly.

“Jake, you were incredible today while speaking with my dad. You made me fall in love with you all over again, and you gave me even more reasons to be in love with you,” I professed.

“I just spoke the truth baby. I spoke from the heart.”

“If there is any moment that stands out as to why you are perfect, and perfect for DJ, standing up to my dad was is it Jake! I love you man,” Billy said as he smiled at Jake.

The three of us sat there in silence for a few moments as we heard the low murmur of the crowd in the distance. Billy looked over to me and nudged me.

“DJ, remember the night of Kelly's wedding, look over there what do you see?”

With a smile growing on my face I replied to Billy. “Oh my god, the mausoleum.”

“What so special about that mausoleum?” Jake inquired.

“I fucked Billy for the first time behind that mausoleum on the night of my sister's wedding. We were stark naked behind it and fucked each other under the moonlight. It was such a rush and so amazingly hot and lustful, it's a night I will never forget,” I said as I was glowing with the memory of entering Billy and seeding him for the first time during the heat of passion. As I relived that moment in my head I started to get hard and felt my body spring back to life.

“Wow, that must have been really hot,” Jake said with a grin.

“I think someone is a little excited after remembering our tryst behind that mausoleum,” Billy said as he grabbed my hardon through my dress pants and started to rub my cock.

“Billy, isn't this disrespectful? I want to, but....” I stuttered.

“Babe, it would only be disrespectful if we did this during the funeral or if having sex with you was wrong, since it is neither, it's ok.” Billy said as he started to unzip the fly of my pants.

Jake leaned in and kissed me as Billy undid my belt, unbuttoned my pants and yanked down my dress pants and boxers to my thighs as I lifted my ass off of the grass. Jake reached in and grabbed my hard cock with his fist as Billy went down and placed his mouth over the foreskin covered head of my hardening cock as I let out a loud sigh. I didn't know if this sigh was from the pleasure I was receiving or from the stress of the funeral. Jake and I continued to tongue kiss as Billy worked his tongue within my foreskin which started to drive my lust. Billy continued for a few minutes until he pulled off to talk to Jake.

“Jake, keep a lookout every once in awhile to make sure no one is coming this way.”

“Sure thing dude,” Jake said as he peered through a gap in the granite monument to look at the dwindling crowd at the grave site.

Billy dove back down onto my cock while pulling back the foreskin and taking every inch of my 7 hard inches into his throat. I placed my hand on the back of his head as he moaned with my cock in his mouth. I applied little pressure to Billy's head but I knew that would change very soon. Jake stood up fully and undid his pants and let them drop to the ground and slid his cock into my throat as he peered through the gap in the monument again to keep an eye on everything and everyone.

“Suck my cock baby, take it deep like you always do,” he moaned as his cock grew in my mouth and throat as it reached it's full potential.

Billy looked up and saw Jake's cock in my throat and decided to join me in pleasuring Jake. Billy and I were cheek to cheek as Jake started to take turns fucking our mouths. As Jake's cock went from mouth to mouth Billy and I would share Jake's huge cock and kiss at the same time. At times I would deepthroat Jake as Billy would lick his balls, and then we would switch. Jake's moans got louder by the second as he enjoyed the warmth of both of our mouths on his cock and balls. Billy got so turned on that he finally stood up and dropped his pants to his ankles and spit into his palm. I knew what was about to happen at the sight of him wetting his palms and slicking his hard 8 inch uncut cock.

“On your knees DJ, I need your hole bad,” Billy demanded.

I pushed my pants down to my ankles and got onto my knees while still sucking off Jake and made my ass available to my brother. Jake leaned over my back and spread my ass for Billy so he had a clear shot at my pucker. Billy spit onto my asshole as he rubbed his cockhead against my pucker and looked to Jake.

“Should I fuck him Jake? Here and now?”

Jake looked towards the crowd again and then looked back to Billy.

“Yes, do it now! Pound his ass Billy. Load him.”

Billy grabbed his cock at the base and pulled his foreskin back before pushing his cockhead into my ass. I moaned on Jake's cock as Billy slowly entered my ass and kept pushing his cock into me as it filled my depths. Billy then grabbed onto my waist and slow fucked my hole as he moaned and grunted. Jake held onto my head as his cock slid in and out of my throat in an opposite rhythm from Billy's fucking. Jake and Billy leaned forward once more and started to kiss each other as they were both using my holes for their pleasure. Billy's fucking became faster as he continued to tongue kiss Jake. His body started to tremble and was about to pull away from the kiss as Jake grabbed the back of his head and forced him to continue kissing as Billy's cock started to pump his load into my ass. Billy moaned into Jake's mouth as his cock continued to pump his seed into my ass as he fucked it in deeper. He finally broke from the kiss and leaned down to my ear as Jake was still in my throat.

“Fuck yeah babe, breeding your ass is always the best thing in life, anywhere and anytime. You feel my hot cum deep in your ass?”

“Fuck yeah, I love how it feels inside me,” I said as I pulled off of Jake's cock, but kept licking the cockhead as Jake's precum was oozing out from the piss slit.

“Good, because now it's Jake's turn to load you! Jake, lay on the grass. DJ, ride his cock for me babe,” Billy demanded.

Jake laid on the grass as told as I kicked off my pants and boxers that were now at my ankles and then I straddled Jake's cock while slowly sliding down on his 10 ½ inch dick while Billy's cum leaking from my hole lubed up Jake's cock. Billy watched intently as my asshole swallowed Jake's cockhead. Billy peered through the same gap that Jake was using to check on the crowd. All was clear and Billy returned to watching me on Jake's cock.

“OK babe, go balls deep on his cock for me,” Billy instructed.

I slid down on Jake's 10 ½ monster cock and took him to the balls. As I started to moan louder Billy shoved his cum covered cock into my throat to stifle my moans so I wouldn't be heard by anyone nearby. Jake held onto my waist and started fucking my ass with vigor as I was throating my brother. Billy looked down to Jake and smiled as he saw the pleasure and fear on his face as we were pretty much out in the open and could get caught at any moment.

“It's ok Jake, this is such a fucking rush! No one will see us, just tell me when you're gonna cum, I want to watch your face when you cum in my brother.”

Jake's thrusting got deeper and more intense as he let go of his fear as I felt his grip on my waist tighten. His breathing got shaky and he was moaning rapidly but softly.

“It's coming Billy, I'm going to breed him any second,” Jake whispered.

“Do it! Breed him, Jake! Pump your load in him like never before,” Billy grunted.

“Oh fuck, fucking hell,” Jake said in a stifled grunt as he pulled me down hard onto him balls deep as his cock burst inside of me unleashing a flood of cum so deep it almost hurt.

Billy grabbed my head and forced me to stay on his cock as I moaned and grunted loudly as Jake filled my ass with his cumload. Billy was so turned on again feeling me moan with his cock in my mouth that his cock fed me a few ropes of his seed as I savored the idea that Billy seeded me in both ends. Suddenly my cock exploded hands free and my cum flew onto the patch of grass right in front of me coating it white like frost on an early morning. Billy released my head as I then turned to Jake to share a cum kiss with him as I stayed balls deep on his cock. I released the kiss and looked up to Billy.

“Is that a smile I see on your face,” Billy smirked at me as he used his finger to catch the overflow of cum from my lips. I finally pulled off of Jake's spent cock as the three of us quickly got dressed again and cleaned off any evidence with Billy' handkerchief, that a sexual tryst just happened in the middle of the cemetery. Billy lifted the cum soaked handkerchief up to his face and breathed in the manly scent of all three of us mixed together and then stuffed it into his suit jacket pocket.

“See babe, we have a lot of spontaneous happy times and adventures left and many places to explore. The three of us will continue to move on past today's sorrow, but that doesn't mean that we have to stop being ourselves or that we'll forget those that left us behind.”

“Dean told me that people never really leave us, especially our mothers.”

“He's right babe, mom will always be with us, we just can't see her, that's all,” Billy replied.

Billy got up off of the grass and then helped Jake and I up after we tied our shoes as we then decided to go back and join the remaining people that were still at the grave site. When we arrived back, my dad mentioned that the church had prepared a meal for family and friends in the reception hall. To my surprise, as we were walking towards the hall my dad put his arm around Jake's shoulder as Jake and I were still holding hands. My dad looked at me and smiled once again and I smiled back and said thank you.

“No, I should thank Jake for putting me in my place. After hearing the pastor's service about the many types of love, I realized that I have no place to judge anyone's definition of what love is, especially my own son's.”

* * *

We were on our way to take Jake home after we got his things at the cottage and changed out of our suits. Billy was driving and this time Jake was in the middle and I was on the passenger side of the truck. Jake had his left hand on Billy's thigh while Jake was also holding my hand with his right.

“Thank you so much for having me along to the beach Billy.”

“You are so welcome Jake. You are an important part of our lives now, it just wouldn't feel right without you there. Did you have a good time?”

“Hell yeah. I loved Moon Pebble Beach! Loved the surfing, the group sex, but especially loved the awesome sex I had alone with both of you. I can't tell you both enough how much I love you guys.”

“I love you too Jake. You are so special to us. When I make love to you or you make love with DJ, it is like you are the last piece to a puzzle. You fit with us so well, there isn't any jealousy or favoritism between the three of us. We're all on the same page and love each other openly and happily.”

“Jake, I'm going to miss you. We've been with each other 24/7 for a whole week now and I don't know how I'm going to handle being without you,” I said sadly.

“I feel the same way baby. I know my parents are missing me too, so I hope you understand that I need to spend time with them,”

“Of course. I understand that more now than ever before. Make sure you tell your parents how much you love them Jake. I don't have that luxury anymore, so make the most of the time you have with yours.”

“I love you so much DJ. You are going through such pain right now but instead you are thinking of me and my parents. I don't deserve you baby, you are too good for me.”

“Well, you're stuck with me Jake, I hope that's okay?” I said with a smirk.

“I wouldn't have it any other way,” Jake replied with a smile.

“Ok, we're here,” Billy announced as he pulled up in front of Jake's house.

“I'll see you again soon Billy,” Jake said as he leaned towards Billy, embraced him and started to make out with him. Billy and Jake passionately kissed as their tongues entered into each others mouths. After a few moments Jake pulled back from the kiss and looked Billy in the eyes and spoke to him.

“I love you so much Billy. Thank you for everything, especially for sharing DJ with me. You two mean so much to me.”

Jake then turned to me and looked me in the eyes and I could see tears forming in his. Jake gave me a big hug and started to cry softly on my shoulder as he grabbed me tight.

“DJ, I know this will be just a few days apart, but after being with you for a whole week I don't want to go back to the way it was. I want to be with you and love you and make love to you every day. I love you so much baby and I'm going to miss laying next to you and Billy in bed and sharing the sofa with you while watching TV. Hopefully some day we can be together like we were at the beach.”

“Maybe Jake, maybe someday soon,” Billy said with a smile but did not elaborate.

“I am going to ask my mom if you both can come over for dinner this weekend, that way I get to see you two again.”

“That would be great,” I said as I had tears running down my cheeks.

Jake grabbed my face with his hands and planted his lips on mine and slipped his tongue into my waiting mouth as we began to passionately kiss. I probed Jake's mouth like it was the first time we ever kissed. I didn't want to let him go, I just wanted him all to myself. Jake pushed farther into my mouth as his hands were running through my hair and holding the back of my head romantically. The front porch light of Jake's house came on which startled Jake and caused him to pull away from our kiss prematurely.

“I have to go baby. Love you.”

“You are my world, Jake, I love you too,” I said.

I got out of the truck so Jake could exit, hugged him and got back into the truck as I watched Jake walk in through his front door. Billy started up the truck again while he reached over and grabbed my hand and held it tight as we drove off and headed back to the cottage. There was a feeling of emptiness that I felt and I knew Billy felt it too. I have felt it before when I was separated from Jake but it was much more intense this time.

“Billy, I was so glad that Jake was there with us today. He made it a little more bearable for me.”

“I agree bro, Jake is amazing for both of us and I am so happy that he is in our lives, especially for you as your boyfriend.”

“Oh, by the way, thank you.” I said.

“For what?”

“For punching Colton, that put a smile on my face when I really needed one today.”

“You're welcome babe anytime,” Billy said with a laugh.

* * *

{From Jake's point of view}

“Hey mom, hey dad, I'm home!”

“Hi honey, how was the beach?” she shouted from the kitchen.

“It was great, you should have seen the beach house, it was right on the beach. We had great beach and surfing weather. It was a total blast.”

“I have dinner ready, so put your things down in the living room and you can put them away later,” my mom said.

I walked into the kitchen and my father was already at the table while my mom was at the stove finishing the food preparation.

“Hi son, glad to hear that you had a great time with the boys,” my dad said.

“Thanks dad.”

My mom was bringing the food over to the table and my father and I started to serve ourselves and also prepare my mom's plate for her. There was silence for a little while as we were about ready to start eating and then my mother spoke up.

“Jake, that is a beautiful ring where did you ever get that?” my mom inquired.

“Oh, it was a gift.”

“A gift? Your birthday isn't for a few months yet,” she exclaimed.

“Looks like a pretty expensive gift,” my dad chimed in.

“Well, it was a gift so I don't know how much it costs, dad.”

“What was the occasion son?” my dad asked.

“It's....it's a friendship ring, okay?” I said getting a little agitated at all the questions.

“A friendship ring? I never heard of that before,” My dad smirked.

“Yes, Billy, DJ and I have them. What is with all of the damn questions all of a sudden? I snapped back.

“Jake! You will not speak to us like that,” my mom said sternly.

“I'm sorry mom, I'm just really stressed out about Billy and DJ.”

“What about them?” She inquired.

“Oh my gosh, I forgot to tell you, I'm so sorry. Billy and DJ's mom passed away a few days ago. We had to come home early from the beach and the funeral was today. I wanted to come home and see you two, but I hated leaving Billy and DJ while they were mourning their mom.”

“My gosh Jake, I'm sorry, we had no idea,” my dad said apologetically.

“Well, if you feel that DJ still needs you, you can invite him to stay here overnight tonight if you like,” my mom said.

“I think DJ needs to be with his brother tonight, they need to be alone. I think that would be best even though I'd rather have DJ here with me.”

“You have a good head on your shoulders and a big heart son. I think that is a wise decision,” my dad said with pride.

“Oh mom, can we have DJ and his brother Billy over for dinner this weekend? I think that would be good for both of them.”

“Of course honey, they are are always welcome here, let's plan the dinner for Saturday.”

“Great, I'll call them and let them know after we finish eating.”

* * *

Billy and I were in our boxers relaxing and laying on the floor playing Xbox. It was Billy's turn at the game we were playing and I was tickling him at his side.

“Hey babe, no fair. You're gonna make me lose a man.”

“That's the idea bro,” I said as I giggled.

“You're really going to get it when it's your turn.”

“Ohhhhh, now I'm scared,” I said as I giggled again.

Billy lost another turn and put the Xbox on pause. He pushed me onto my back and held my arms above my head and pinned me to the floor as he straddled my body with his. He leaned down to my face and looked me in the eyes.

“I love when you giggle like that DJ, it reminds me of when we were kids at home.”

“Yeah, it does.”

“I loved you then DJ, but I'm 'IN LOVE' with you now,” Billy said as he then put his lips against mine and slipped his tongue into my mouth.

We began to kiss passionately as we rolled around on the floor in an embrace as our hips were grinding against each other. I pushed my tongue farther into Billy's mouth as he did the same to me. Kissing my brother with such passion was one of the many things that turned me on about him. Once Billy was on top again he pinned me down a second time and started to lick and then bite on my nips.

“Oh fuck Billy, bite harder, be rough with me please, ohhhhh fuck, Billy.”

Billy would tease my nips with the tip of his tongue in such a sensual way and then all of a sudden use his teeth like a vice on them. The rapid change of sensation nearly made me jump out of my skin. The stark difference between the pain and pleasure made my cock as hard as steel and my lust for my brother grew immediately.

“I love you Billy. You are the only person that I will ever love this much.”

“What about Jake,” Billy asked as he released my nip from his teeth.

“You're my lover Billy, and Jake is my boyfriend. I love him very much, but you'll always come first and besides the love and passion that you and I share will never be matched, no matter who it is.”

“Babe, I am so glad you know the difference. That is why I trust you, and why I trust Jake. You both know the boundaries and where your relationship stands in regards to 'our' relationship.”

“Please fuck me, Billy, I need you to fuck me good, please!”

“I'll give you a fucking you won't soon forget.”

Billy then leaned down again and started to lick and kiss my neck. His breathing was getting heavier and his hand was reaching down into my boxers rubbing my cock. All of a sudden there was a knock at the front door.

“Good thing I wasn't balls deep in your ass or I'd be really pissed off,” Billy said as he got up to answer the door. Billy opened the front door and immediately became relaxed and greeted the person on the other side.

“Hey man, how are you?” Billy said.

“Doing well, am I interrupting anything,” the voice said hesitantly.

“Nah, nothing that DJ and I can't continue later. Come in Donovan.”

“Sorry man, I can see that you were in the middle of something,” Donovan said as he pointed to Billy's hardon in his boxers.

“Like I said, it is something we can continue a little later,” Billy said with a grin.

“Hey Donovan, how are you?” I said to him as he walked over to the sofa.

“Hey DJ, I wanted to come check on you two and see how you're both holding up since the funeral.”

“Doing ok, man. That is really nice of you,” I responded.

“Yeah, you have a good head on you shoulders, we appreciate it,” Billy said as he sat in his chair by the sofa.

“You want to play some Xbox with us?” I asked as I offered Donovan the controller.

“Sure man.”

Billy sat on his chair as he watched Donovan and I interact. I looked over and could see the wheels turning in Billy's head. I knew that he was already horny and that he was probably trying to figure out a way to get Donovan and I fucking for him. So I decided to initiate a conversation to help things along.

“Donovan, Billy and I aren't making you feel uncomfortable by sitting here in just our boxers are we?”

“Not at all man, it's your house. Honestly I feel a little over dressed,” he said with a laugh.

“Well, feel free to shed your clothes if you want, we're all guys here, plus, I've already seen it,” I said with a giggle.

“Well, to be more accurate, you've already been fucked by it,” Billy said with a grin as he found an opening to get the ball rolling.

Donovan laughed and then handed me the controller as he pulled off his shirt and removed his shoes and shorts and sat back down in his briefs. He sat on the sofa with his legs spread and I was on the floor but decided to sit in between his legs. As I was playing the Xbox Donovan reached forward and started to rub my shoulders. Little by little his hands moved farther forward and onto my chest and then back up to my shoulders. Billy started to rub his cock through his boxers as he watched Donovan's hands on my torso. Donovan kept his hands on me as he looked over to Billy and Billy smiled at him in return. Billy then pulled his cock out of his boxers through the fly and started to stroke his uncut cock in full view of Donovan. I leaned my head back as Donovan was massaging my chest and he leaned forward and kissed me.

“What's on your mind Donovan? Tell me what you're thinking,” Billy asked him calmly.

“I'm sorry if this is too forward, but I really want to watch you fuck your brother. I've been fantasizing about that ever since you told me that you two fuck each other.”

“You want to watch me slide my cock into DJ's ass?”

“Fuck yeah,” Donovan said with excitement.

“You want to hear DJ beg for me to fuck him hard and deep with his big brother's dick?”

“Oh god yes, Billy”

“You want to see me breed my brother's ass and watch my cum leak out?”

“Would you do that for me?”

“On on condition, Donovan.”

“What's that?”

“You have to breed DJ for me first,” Billy explained.

“Really?”

“Please Donovan, It felt so good the last time, please cum inside of me again,” I begged.

I removed my boxers and got onto all fours in front of Donovan as Billy reached into the end table drawer and grabbed a bottle of lube. He handed it to Donovan as he took off his briefs and got on his knees behind me. Donovan squirted some lube onto my hole and finger fucked me for a short while and then lubed up his cock with the remaining lube. He lined up his cockhead with my hole as it pressed against it. Billy got up off of the chair, removed his boxers completely as Donovan stared at Billy's hard 8 inch uncut cock, as Billy sat down on his chair again like a king commanding his court.

“Go in slow Donovan, I want to watch every inch of your beautiful dick disappear into my brother's ass.”

Donovan grabbed his cock at the base as he slowly pushed the head of his cock into my hole and past my pucker. I let out a slight gasp as his head popped into my ass. I felt inch by inch slowly slide into my asshole and stretch me at the same time. Billy watched Donovan's reaction closely as his cock slowly went deeper into my ass and memorized every facial expression Donovan made.

“How's Donovan's cock feel sliding into your ass bro,” Billy asked me.

“Fucking great, his cock is filling me so good.”

“Oh fuck DJ, your hole feels so good around my cock. May I go in balls deep?”

“You don't have to ask Donovan, just do it. Go in balls deep if you want,” Billy instructed.

Donovan pushed his cock balls deep into my hole as I heard him gasp with pleasure. He then grabbed my waist and tried to push in even further.

“Feel good being balls deep raw in his ass, doesn't it?” Billy asked him.

“Fuck yes Billy, I love burying my raw dick in DJ's ass. It feels so amazing.”

“Now fuck him. Don't fuck him like a friend, fuck him like a faggot, Donovan.”

“I don't know man, DJ is my friend. I'm not sure I should treat him like that.”

“It's okay Donovan, it's all just play. Lustful play, DJ knows that, he does it too,” Billy reassured him.

“You okay if I talk to you like that DJ?” Donovan asked.

“I'm cool with it man its nothing personal, it's just sex talk that's all.....come on Donovan, I want to be your faggot, fuck me hard like one.” I demanded.

After Donovan let our words ring in his ears, he pulled out of my ass and slammed back into my hole. I felt his balls slap against my ass as he picked up the pace and started to deep fuck me. He grabbed onto my waist harder as Billy egged him on. Billy could see the lust in Donovan's eyes take over as he started fucking me more aggressively. Donovan looked over to Billy as Billy was stroking his cock harder. Billy stopped and waved his cock at Donovan as Donovan unknowingly licked his lips while watching Billy's cock.

“That's it Donovan, fuck his hole hard. This is all about you getting off and busting your nut in his ass, his hole is for pleasuring your cock. He's just your cum dump, use him like one.”

Billy's dirty talk was like hypnosis and rang in Donovan's ears which turned him on and made him lust after the ass he was now fucking.

“Oh fuck yeah, DJ, you like my cock deep up your ass? You like being my cock whore?”

“Holy hell yes, Donovan, Get off and cum in my hole. Go in harder man, rape my hole, please!”

“Billy says you're my cum dump, is that true DJ?”

“Fuck yeah Donovan, anytime you want to dump a load in my ass, just do it! I've always wanted you to breed my ass on a regular basis.”

“Oh god yes, take my fucking cock. Feel every inch in that faggot hole of yours.”

“That's it Donovan fuck the faggot, bury your cock deep in my brother's ass, fuck him harder.”

“Oh fuck man, your drilling my hole so deep. I love the way you use my hole. I can't wait for you to seed my ass, come on man, fill me up.”

“You really want my load bad don't you fag? I've been wanting to load you again since the first time I came up your ass.”

“Fuck yes, ever since the last time you came up my ass I wanted another so bad. Please fuck and breed me like your faggot, give it to me. Flood my hole Donovan, now!”

That's it Donovan, pump him deep, ram your cock in him hard!” Billy moaned.

Donovan slammed his cock in and out out my as like a piston as Billy saw the immense pleasure on his face as he started to shake and arch his back as he started to pump his hot white cum deep into my ass. I felt stream after stream of his load fill my ass as he and I both moaned in pleasure.

“Ahhhhhh fuck DJ, here I cum, OHHHHHHHH SHIIIIIT, take my load, oh fuck! I love breeding you DJ, I love shooting my cum up your ass.

Fuuuuuuck man, your cum is filling my ass really deep, I feel you shooting inside me. Ahhhhh fuck it feels awesome, shit.”

“Fuck yeah man, you just bred my brother again. Pull out, let me see your cum drip out of his ass,” Billy said in that gritty voice that I like.

Donovan pulled out of my ass and immediately after he did I could feel his cumload leaking from my hole.

“Fuck his load back into my ass Billy please, I want it all to stay inside me,” I begged.

Donovan moved out of the way as Billy got down behind me and used his cockhead to push the escaping cum back up to my pucker as he used his cock to push Donovan's cum back into my ass.

“Fuck yeah bro, I'm fucking Donovan's load back into your hole, take it fag.”

“Ohhhhh fuck yeah, fuck his load in deep bro, please.”

“Shit, I'm not going to last too long, it was too hot watching Donovan breed you. Ohhhhh fuck man, I'm getting close DJ, take my load babe, take your big brother's cum in your ass.”

“Fuck yes Billy, I love you breeding me bro. Please fuck it in me hard, ohhh fuck, give it all to me.”

Billy fucked me hard and mixed his load with Donovan's deep inside my ass. Billy pounded me so hard that the cum just kept leaking from my hole as he went deeper and deeper. After Billy was fully spent in me he pulled out and told Donovan to slide his cock back into my ass so he could feel all the cum inside me. Donovan mounted me again as I laid on the floor face down. He proceeded to lay on top of me fully balls deep inside me but did not fuck me.

“Your ass feels so good DJ, nice and warm and wet. I'm sorry that I spoke to you like that, I hope it was okay.”

“Donovan, you are such a sweet and gentle guy. Don't let it bother you man, it is just sex talk. It will take you a little while to get used to playing like that, but it is 100% okay with me, it makes the sex so much hotter.”

“He's right Donovan, its only sex talk and stays in the 'bedroom' and never leaves the house. We know you respect DJ, and talking dirty during sex has no effect on that respect. Thank you for breeding DJ for me Donovan, you're an awesome friend.”

“Thank you DJ, I've been wanting to do that again so bad since the last time. You said I can dump a load in your ass anytime, was that just talk?”

“No it wasn't Donovan. Anytime you want to fuck and breed DJ, you need to ask me and I'll arrange it. You're an awesome top and I'd love to watch you breed him anytime.” Billy explained.

Billy, Donovan and I cuddled and kissed for quite awhile while on the floor.

“You two are amazing, I love watching you fuck your brother Billy,” Donovan said.

“Likewise Donovan, watching you drill my brother's ass and breed him totally gets me off.”

“Thanks for letting me cum inside you again DJ, It feels so amazing.”

“No, thank you Donovan! It was my pleasure, really!” I said with a laugh.