Rising Again

As I was driving back home I felt gross. I was regretting everything that happened. Leon had called me 5 times. I decided to text him that I was out watching a movie and would call him later.

I arrived home and decided to take another shower. I showered and then made myself some breakfast. Pancakes and an omelette. It felt nice going down my throat. I then received a text from an unknown number. It read if I was still interested in buying some crystal. I didn’t know who it was so I responded, who is this”? It was the strangers from last night. After our encounter I blocked their number so it makes sense that they  texted from an unknown. I proceeded to ask how much he was selling for. First the man told me it was 200 dollars. I asked if they can lower it to 50. We both agreed that 50 dollars would be fair for what I was getting. He asked me where we can meet and I told them at my house. I ended the call and ran to the bank to get some cash. I was nervous actually bringing them here in my home. One hour went by and they were waiting in their car outside of my home. I asked them to come in and they decided against it. I didn’t want to do the transaction outside in broad daylight where people can see. It was an awkward encounter but I finally exchanged cash for dope. He proceeded to tel me never to contact him again.

I went inside and immediately inspected the bag making sure it wasn’t a fluke. I tasted it and it tasted bitter like how its supposed to taste like. The next couple of minutes I was in my bathroom snorting lines of crystal and then I freaked out. I was freaking out because introducing this into my personal home felt so invading. To me it’s different if it’s a hotel or someone’s home but doing it in my home didn’t feel right. I instantly felt high. For the next hour I enjoyed ass play with some dildos I had in my drawer. I came all over my bed and moaned so loudly. Afterwards I rolled over to my side and closed my eyes. I was feeling very sleepy.

It was dark when I woke up, around 7pm. I felt instant regret of what I had just done. I felt ashamed. I felt guilty. What and why had I just done? I Bought meth from the stranger that screwed me over with the room? Lying to Leon? I am pretty sure he thinks something is up because I haven’t answered his phone calls or texts the whole day. I got up from my bed and walked slowly downstairs to the kitchen. Little did I know Leon was in the living room waiting for me to come down.

“What are you doing home?!”,  I said with a shocked face. Turns out he arrived early because he was worried about me. I hadn’t answered any of his messages or returned any of his calls. I was caught.

He picked up the baggie I left in the bathroom as well as the tray with the straws and asked if I cheated on him. I took a long sigh and explained everything to him. I was surprised at his reaction. He was more concerned about my safety than going behind his back lying to him. He came clean to me about where he was. He never left the city and decided to go on his own high adventure as well. We both came clean about how we felt about our relationship. He then asked if he could snort a line and maybe we can turn this hellish night into some passionate fun. We did.

We both took each other’s clothes off and took turns snorting lines. I was ravaged to suck his fat juicy cock. He was starving for my hungry hole. We fucked all night and into the morning. Turns out I should’ve just been honest with him.

Leon and I relationship was one of honesty. That’s how it started out from the beginning. Then recently we kind of drifted apart. We would always talk about our issues openly with one another but it had changed. We didn’t get away from our parents just to argue and fight. I know he is the one. He has always been the one for me from the start. Ever since my mother brought him home along with her new beau….did I mention that Leon and I are step brothers?… so yeah that’s that. 

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