All you wanted was watching a real dick
I had to face Oleg now. I was a loving father and I had to talk to him, but never getting angry.
Oleg was 26 now and was studying psychology and stayed in a dorm. I have said “stayed”, but he had been expelled from it this very morning and I had to talk now to him but I hoped I could find sweet words for him for I could not love him more.
We had both come to this country from Ukraine ten years ago and I had found a job here working in construction. My name’s Kostyantyn and I am 48 now.
-Oleg, my son, look at me -I told him just then. He was sitting on the couch apparently watching TV but with a worried face-, I know what’s happened today cause Miss Fawks had summoned me and told me.
Miss Fawkes owned the dorm where Oleg was studying right now.
-You’ve been expelled from that dorm today and she’s told me why. Well, I’ll tell you even if course you know why but first let me tell you that I love you no matter what.
-Thanks, dad. Well, first I can tell you that I’ve found a new dorm this very morning -he was red knowing I would tell him now what Miss Fawks had told me.
-Well, Oleg, she told me that they’ve expelled you cause they’ve caught you masturbating when you were looking through the bathroom peephole spying somebody. And since that’s a dorm for boys and there’s only boys there, you must have been spying a naked boy having a shower. So first of all, answer me, please, but calmly. You’re gay, isn’t it?
-Oh dad, oh -he was totally red now, believing I would scorn him for that-, I’ve always been gay but I never had the guts to tell you.
-Of course I love you just the same, Oleg. Hug me strongly first.
And it was a heartwarming embrace that we had in that moment. At least I felt that now Oleg would feel secure to never again hide me his true nature but it was very important for him first to know that he had his father’s respect when he had dared come out of the closet.
-You know what I’m gonna tell you now, my dear son, but not angrily: you shouldn’t have done it.
-Oh dad, what happens to me is only that I wanted to watch a dick, that’s all. I’ve never seen one, not a real dick, I mean, only in porn…
-Don’t blush now either, Oleg; of course I can guess that you watch porn.
-And Martin, one of my mates at the dorm, well one of my former mates, I should say now, had just told me that he was gonna take a shower and well, I followed him when I could guess he was already naked in the shower and well, you know, I spied him… but even so, I could never see his dick, I was caught very soon, I could only see his hot ass…
-I know all of this is being really difficult for you to say. But I had to know and well, I don’t want you to ever again be expelled from a dorm or be caught again in public. It can be so embarrassing and I don’t want that for you. And well -it was me now that went red-, since all you wanted was watching a real dick, well -I hesitated.
-Dad, is it that you wanted to show me your cock? Oh, please, I need to see at least once in my life a real dick.
-But I’m your father. I shouldn’t…
-Dad, you started hinting something. So that means that at least you were thinking of showing me your dick, isn’t it? Oh please, please dad.
-Ok, but it will only be once and hope it’s enough for you to have seen a real dick, not just a dick in porn.
And totally red, I pulled down my pants, then my briefs and there I was, showing my dick to Oleg. Of course I wasn’t hard but I saw what a boner my son instantly got.
-Dad, what a hot dick you have and it’s long. Oh please, please don’t hide it yet. Let me watch that sexy cock a bit longer. And oh dad, could I? What I mean is: would you allow me to jack off watching it? After all, that was my need: to masturbate looking at a real dick for once and you’re infinitely sexier than Martin.
There are moments in life that you have to choose between what we consider right and the deep love you can feel for a son and I understood Oleg’s needs and didn’t want him to ever be caught again so I told him that he could do it, but it would be just today.
Instantly I saw him whipping his cock out. It was the first time I was watching my son’s cock. And he started at once to beat off looking at my cock, sometimes even looking into my eyes with lust. Well, I’m not gay and the vision of Oleg masturbating wasn’t making me hard but there was something that was really turning me on and it was his eyes, his face of lust, his utter fun, doing something that any gay boy his age should already have done: jacking off looking at a cock.
-I love you so much, Oleg, I won’t ask you to stop or tell you any stupid thing. Only hope you understand that it must be only today.
After three minutes wanking he looked at me and asked me.
-Dad, and could I touch your dick? Oh please, tell me that I can. That way I will finally cum and this situation, which I can see is being embarrassing for you will end.
-Ok, Oleg, you can touch it.
With the most lustful face I’ve ever seen in him, he grasped my dick greedily and started sensuously touching it, not jacking me off for he was not sure that being masturbated could shock me. But he continued for two more minutes touching my cock ferociously jacking off his own till there came a moment when he told me.
-I’m cumming, Kostyantyn -and after having called me tenderly by my name, I saw his young dick finally shooting a long torrent of spunk into the floor. The vision of Oleg cumming made me in fact a bit harder but I didn’t cum. Oleg would mop his cum from the floor later.
After he came, I took my dick back in my pants and he sighed but did the same.
-Ok, Oleg, hope you have enjoyed being allowed to finally whack off looking at a real dick. But I also hope that this is enough.
I kissed his lips and we went to lunch then. I hoped that what we had done was enough.
