My cousin and I

Isaiah and I were pretty close, we grew up together and got into all kinds of mischief so it was great having him stay with us over the summer. One night while my mom was out we’re posted up in my room watching anime while he smokes a blunt, anytime he gets high he gets goofy and playful; he always wants to wrestle and that’s exactly what proceeded to happen. We scuffle around the room knocking shit over and trying to contain our laughter; I have him beat in height and weight but he’s strong as hell! He picks me up by my waist and slams me on to my bed and jumps on top of me; I briefly feel his soft but fat dick graze me before he pins me. I managed to maneuver from under him and now I’m sorta mounting him but as it happens he slaps my ass playfully and says “get all that ass off me!” I pin his arms down and he starts bucking under me causing my ass to slam against his pelvis repeatedly. At first it was funny and we were laughing but he kept going and eventually we stopped laughing and instead just locked eyes. 

I let go of his wrist that I had pinned and he slowed down placing his hands on either side of my waist. I was so confused about what was happening but he didn’t stop so I didn’t. With his hand around my waist I start grinding slowly and that’s when I feel it! His dick his getting hard beneath me and that causes mine to start to grow too; the only thing between us are our thin basketball shorts. His dick is big! It’s at least nine inches and thick, once I feel it hard I loose myself and arch my back, throw my head back and start grinding on the dick like he’s one of my hookups. My plump ass is massaging his dick and I’m moaning as the material of my shorts caresses my cock; Isaiah is silent the entire time but he’s staring intensely until his breath gets ragged and his grip tightens and then finally I feel his fat cock throb and jump underneath me about 7 times.His body relaxes and I get up to reveal his cum soaked shorts and very visible print. He gets up without saying a word as I watch his dick flop in his cum soaked shorts to clean off and then comes back like nothing happened. 

The rest of the night is awkward and I have no idea what to feel or think! I’m scared, ashamed, anxious, and alone. I decide to say fuck it and go to bed let’s hope tomorrow is better. Tomorrow arrived quickly and he’s acting like nothing happened still joking and chatting like we didn’t have a frott session twelve hours ago! Once my mom leaves I decided it’s time to confront him. So are we going to talk about last night cuz? “What you mean” he replied dryly while keeping his eyes on the tv. Don’t play dumb please? You know what I’m talking about and I really want to clear the air, this pretending doesn’t work for me! “I was high so I don’t really remember what happened but maybe stop tripping bro.” That response really pissed me off because there was no way he forgot but I chose to brush it off with an ok and retreated to my room. I’m laying in bed wearing a plain white T and my briefs, I love briefs simply for how they show off my ass. I’m very much slim thick and I love it after years of fighting to learn to love myself but anyway Isaiah barges in my room like he usually does  and ask to play on my Xbox, I agree since I’m all in Facebook minding someone else’s business. after an hour of losing he jumps in my bed and ask what I’m doing? I flash my phone without saying anything because I’m still annoyed with him. As he’s laying next to me I can smell the weed on him especially in his curly black hair. He sucks his teeth and ask “ Are you mad at me or something?” I just don’t want to be bothered right now I replied. He looks back at my butt and says “damn you’re built like a whole ass female bro.” While laughing right before he slapped my ass. It startled me; careful, you remember what happened the last time you slapped my ass...oh wait you don’t I said sarcastically. I was annoyed with him but as he laid beside me I found myself admiring his body, his smile and overall presence. I never looked at him like that before but now I can’t help it so I decided to be bold. 

We laid in my bed and he kept making attempts to make laugh all which failed but if I’m being honest I was just fighting really hard not to. He’s laying on his back while I’m on my stomach so as he’s talking I scoot closer and throw one leg over him. I thought it cause him either stop talking and ask what am I doing or freak out and jump out of bed. Instead he simply rest his hands on my thigh and keeps talking while I look on confused. I scoot closer and he turns to face me still carrying on about a fan theory of a certain anime; since I’m taller then him he’s at my chest and out of nowhere he gently bites my nipple through my shirt. What the hell are you doing I asked? He didn’t respond but instead he started rubbing my thigh as he started to suck on my nipple through my shirt. I inhaled sharply at the sensation of his warm mouth seeping through the fabric of my shirt. He continues to suck and lick on my nipples as he slowly moves his hand to my ass; I’m rock hard and My 8 inch dick is about to bust out my briefs. I go to remove them but Isaiah stops me he then slides his shorts off and I can clearly make out his fully erect dick in his black boxer briefs.   He rolls on top of me and wraps my legs around his waist, while pressing his dick against mine he starts to grind, his dick his heavy and fat and despite still wearing our underwear I’m precuming like crazy! He continues to grind and we’re both moaning, my briefs are soaked in precum and I can no longer hold it back as I scream I’m about to nut!!! My body and dick both go ballistic as my load piercers through my briefs. “ fuck baby I’m about to nut I’m about to nuuuuut!!.” He coats the inside of his underwear then collapses on top of me. Why the fuck did I just let this happen again I thought to myself.

We need to talk about this Isaiah! I’m not gonna keep doing this unless we clear the air I whispered. “ what’s there to talk about? We like making each other feel good and we’re not naked or sucking each other’s dick so it’s not gay or anything.” That was his logic and he stood by that but things would intensify in the months to come.