After you have satisfied your lust, you leave us alone. You go to bed to rest after your exhausting business trip.
Simon and I are in the living room, lying together on a pile of pillows. Simon is still trembling slightly from your treatment. And I sense that he needs a little closeness right now. And we cuddle together. He lies in my arms and we caress each other gently. I was worried that things would be awkward between us after you forced me to rim Simon's butt. But I still feel just as close to Simon as I did before you arrived. Maybe even a little closer. It intimidated me a lot to see how you treated Simon. I realized that I am nowhere close to be a ´real slave´ like Simon. He is living my dream, a dream I long for, but at the same time am afraid to dream. I can still learn a lot from Simon and hopefully he will support me to become a better slave. We lie next to each other for quite a while without saying a word and neither of us feeling the need to say anything. We enjoy the silence, the closeness, and the tender touches of the other.
“Are you okay, hun?” Simon asks me.
“I'm more worried about you. You know, you look really harmless. But those are the worst, I guess.” I tease Simon.
“Hey, I am harmless! And you don't need to worry about me. But it's really sweet that you do. It feels good that you care about me.” He runs his fingers through my hair again.
“Tell me, is there something wrong with us? I mean, the whole slave thing. We are mad, right?”
"Don't say that. It's something beautiful. And something very intimate. And it's full of love. In every moment of my devotion, my Master feels exactly how I feel. Without words. He can read me like a book. He can read any movement of my body. Every whimper. Every glance. I can trust him completely and surrender myself without to worry. I dont have to hide my dark desires or my vulnerabilty. And it feels so good to just let go and let him control everything. Is there anything more romantic than to gift your entire self, your body and soul to someone else?" Simon has that sparkle in his eyes again.
“You know, I also felt exactly what you felt. I felt every nuance between your pleasure and your pain. And when the master hit you, it hurt me too,” I confide in Simon.
“You are perhaps the kindest person I have ever met, Marvin. And I am glad that you are my slave brother. I can feel that you sincerely love my Master. I'd probably hate you, if you were one of those sluts who just acts like a slave. Thank you for being there, Marvin.” He gives me a loving kiss on the cheek.
"But many of my feelings are so intense and confusing. And I still have so many doubts in myself. And I'm very afraid that the Master won't want to keep me anyway."
“But maybe he wants to keep you!" Simon replies.
"What do you mean?" I wonder.
"Maybe he wants to keep you, but wants to be absolutely sure, that this is really what you want. Maybe he wants you to beg for it out of your deepest desperation. And when you are ready to let yourself completely go, then he will catch you for sure. And will put his collar around your neck. Forever. With no chance to escape ever. He is truly a good Master, and you can trust him completely.”
Simon snuggles even closer to me. And we fall silent again and enjoy the closeness. Simon has really made me think. Finally, we fall asleep together, arm in arm.
