Military Sweethearts

This story is set prior to “Don't Ask Don’t Tell”. Gays were in the Military but VERY closeted.  I was one of them. I took great care in hiding my feelings and desires.

When I got back, I got my things around for my long duty day tomorrow.  I hadn't noticed earlier that Sean left his clothes and uniform laying around his bunk.  I noticed the shorts he has been wearing laying on the floor next to his boots.  I picked them up and started to fold them, I don’t know what came over me, but I brought them to my face and inhaled deeply.  The aroma was heavenly, my cock lurched.  I pulled the shorts away from my face, I was a little embarrassed that I had just done that.  I looked around to see if anyone had seen me, knowing that I was alone, and no one could have.  I decided to put his shorts back where Sean had left them.   

I palmed my cock straining at the zipper in my jeans.  How does everything about him turn me on.  I unzipped my jeans, my cock sprung free, bouncing around begging for attention.  I finished undressing and went to the door to check the lock.  I looked at the shorts laying on the floor.  No, I shouldn’t I thought, I picked them up and locked the door.  I laid down on my bunk and put the front of the shorts over my face.  When I inhaled again my cock got rock hard.  I fisted my cock slowly at first coaxing up the juices from within.  Every time I inhaled my cock reacted, that scent was intoxicating.  As my cock started releasing my precum, my fist started moving quicker up and down my shaft.  I started fantasizing about Sean in the shorts with my face rubbing against the shorts and getting that perfume directly from the source.  My cock ached for release.  My grip tightened around my cock.  It was leaking heavily now making it easy to slide my fist up and down faster and faster.  My juices were boiling in my balls.  I could feel them come up my shaft and fly into the air and then land with a splat across my chest and belly.  The release was wonderful.  I knew I had to get up.  Those shorts still over my face and my labored breath was keeping my cock hard if I didn’t get up, I would be pounding out another one soon.  With my clean hand I pulled Sean’s shorts from my face.  I looked down, I was shocked at the amount of cum on my chest and belly.  This cleanup was going to require a shower.  I got up trying not to drip cum everywhere, dropped Sean’s shorts back where he left them lay and headed for the shower.   

Out of the shower, the day was catching up to me quickly, jerking off twice, normal workday, and then a few beers with the boys.  I set my alarm, will I need it to wake in the morning I thought, pulled back the blanket and sheet, turned off the lights and crawled in bed.  Thoughts of my dream this morning crept into my mind, but I was able to push it aside.  Sleep came over me easily.   

The door opened with a bang.  Sean stumbled, half fell through the doorway, and he turned and fell against it to close it.  The light came on, I sat up, “Fucking hell, Sean, some of us have to work in the morning. Can you TRY to be quiet?” I laid back down and snapped my blankets over my eyes and crossed my arms over stomach.  The light remained on as heard Sean pinball around the room, going into the bathroom slamming the door behind him, I heard him come out of the bathroom, and he bumped against my bunk. “Oh. Shhhh” I heard him slur. I heard him kick off his shoes and undress, I imagined him bobbing and weaving trying to keep his balance.  The lights went off.  It was quiet, I hadn’t heard him get in his bunk.  What was he doing?  I felt weight come down on the edge of my bunk, before I could react, Sean was lying on top of me. His knees were on either side of my thighs, his forearms were beside my shoulders.  The way he was on top of me, I was cocooned in my blankets, I couldn’t move.  He leaned down, pushed the blanket below my chin, and put his mouth near my ear.  I could feel his hot breath against my neck.  I could smell the alcohol on his breath.  He breathed in my ear.  My god this was turning me on, and I should be pissed.  Just a whisper in my ear I heard, “Shhh, we need to be quiet.” And another hot breath in my ear.  “Sean, stop, you need to get off me.”  I felt another breath in my ear, and he added a lick across the bottom of my ear.  A little louder I said, “Sean, stop!”  He brought more weight down on my chest with his chest. “Shhh” again.  I bucked up with my hips trying to throw him off balance and get him off me.  He responded by moving his knees down and bringing his full weight on top of me.  I bucked again, he moaned in my ear.  I noticed it felt like we had a 1-liter bottle pressed between us.  I bucked again; I think I was still trying to get him off the top of me.  He moaned and pushed his hips down against me.  “Shhh” he breathed again.  His lips played against my neck and ear, was he kissing me? I became aware of my own cock, throbbing and aching for more.  Sean ground his hips down again.  We both moaned.   I pushed my hips up, Sean matched we both moaned.  I wanted his lips on mine so bad, but they remained at my neck.  Sean started grinding his cock against mine.  Slowly at first, as he picked up speed his breath got quicker and hotter.  I wanted my arms free so I could grab his ass as he ground his cock against me. Then he rose up on his arms and pushed his hips down hard on top of me.  I felt his cock pulsing against mine and a hot wetness spreading across my cock.  That is all it took I began shooting my load too.  He collapsed back on top of me, his breath was heavy in my ear.  His breathing slowed quickly. “Sean” I said, his breathing was relaxed.  He passed out on top of me.  “I can’t sleep like this.” I thought, but I closed my eyes and sleep fell over me easily.   

When I woke up, I thought I had had another dream, but Sean was still mostly on top of me, but he had rolled toward the wall.  I looked down, his arm lay across my chest, his leg across mine, and his cock was laying heavily on my thigh.  I looked over at my alarm, fifteen minutes and it would start buzzing.  I would love to lay here with Sean.  I would love to wake him with soft kisses and make love to him on my terms.  Was he making love to me or was that just a drunken release? One that he will deny, one that if I ever mentioned he would turn around and say I took advantage of his drunken state.  With that I thought I got a bit upset and crawled out from under him.  I rubbed my eyes, turned off my alarm and headed to the bathroom.  I shut the door and turned on the light. I looked down, my cock, pubes and happy trail were coated with dried cum.  Going to have to shower again.   

All cleaned up, I opened the door, Sean was still lying where I had left him.  I partially closed the door, so the light wasn’t in his eyes.  It seemed like forever that I stood there and watched that sleeping Adonis.  Catching a chill, I shivered and started gathering my clothes and dressing.  I sat on his bunk and tied my boots.  I looked at him again.  God he is gorgeous.  I could see the spot on the blanket where he had released his load and then noticed goosebumps on his arms.  I can’t leave him like this.  I stood up and pulled the blanket from his bunk and laid it over top of him. Sean mumbled in his sleep and pulled the blanket around him.  With that done, I reached in and turned the bathroom light off and left the room.   

It was already after noon, I had not seen Sean, Greg or Paul yet.  I was worried.  He was probably still sleeping it off I kept telling myself, but that did little to quell my worries.  I was released for lunch, the hall closed in half hour, and I may have time to check on him before I need to get back.  There was a line at the chow hall.  Halfway along I decided I would get the salad bar instead of waiting to be served at the hot bar.  I made my plate and found a table near the exit.  I had just started eating when Paul and Greg came in carrying their trays.  I waved and motioned for them to join me.  “Hey John, you should’ve stayed last night the band was great.  We had a blast.” Paul said as he sat down across the table from me.  “I know, Sean could barely stand when he came in last night.”  I said accusingly.  “Oh man, sorry, we didn’t have any part of that.  Sean went to the bar after you left, not sure how much he drank.  Paul and I only had a couple more after you left. Sean is looking a little rough today though.”  Greg offered.  My eyebrows raised, “Sean is awake?” Paul laughed.  “Well he is alive and moving, not sure if you want to say awake. He came down to our room about half hour ago, wanted to borrow some laundry detergent.”  “We tried to get him to come eat with us. He just held his stomach and shook his head no” Greg said and then laughed.  “I am glad you all got home safe.” I said relieved.  “No man left behind, sir” Paul said and gave a half ass salute.  We all laughed.  I finished my salad and chatted with Paul and Greg.  We all got up and walked back to barracks together.   

Sean came down a little before dinnertime, he came to the duty desk and fell into the chair across from me.  “Good Morning sunshine, how was your day?” I asked in an overly cheery voice.  “Uggh, really?” he said slowly.   I laughed. “Not feeling too good today?” I asked.  “I’m sorry I woke you last night when I came in, I was a little drunk.” “A little?” I laughed.  “Fuck you” he said with a smirk on his face.  My cock came to life, damn him.  “I was pissed when you came in like that, but we are good now.” I offered. “Anyway, I talked to Paul and Greg this morning, I am going to hang with them tomorrow, so I won’t disturb you.” he said.  I smiled, “That’s great, thank you.” 

The night drug on, finally I was relieved from duty and I headed to my room.  I walked in, Sean was already up and in the shower.  I looked around the room, Sean’s stuff was all put away, and both beds were made.  I looked closer at my bed, there was no dried cum spot in the middle of the blanket.  That explains him looking for laundry detergent this afternoon.  Sean opened the bathroom door, we both jumped when we saw each other. He was naked, his towel draped across his shoulders.  My cock jumped to life.  I was glad I was still in uniform.  My eyes were drawn to his cock, it was fluffed up a little more than usual, thicker and stood out from his balls a little.  The contrast of his white cock against that dark patch of hair still mesmerized me.  He walked past me, “I’ll be dressed in a minute, and you can get some rest.”  “Thanks again.” was all I could think to say.  I waited till he was gone before I undressed and got in the shower.  I was horny again after seeing Sean naked this morning, but I was also very exhausted.  I pulled back the blanket and sheets, turned off the light, and went to bed.  My eyes closed as soon as I hit the pillow and I slept.   

When I woke the room was still dark.  Someone was lying next to me.  I turned my head; I could feel his breath on my cheek.  The alarm clock gave off enough light that I could see it was Sean lying next to me.  But, how? When? Had I really been that deeply asleep?  He lay on his side, his arm draped across me, his hand just below my navel.  I reached up and touched his jaw and ran my thumb down to his chin.  I traced his lips with my finger. “Sean” I whispered.  No reaction.  I leaned forward and touched my lips to his chin.  No reaction.  The feel of his stubble on my lips made my cock jump and swell.  I leaned again and touched my lips to his, my cock was hard now.  No reaction from Sean.  My body was shaking with excitement.  I was feeling bold.  I reached up and put my hand on the back of his head and pulled his lips to mine and began kissing him.  I was shocked when his eyes opened, and he started kissing me back.  He moaned and brought his hand up to the back of my head, kissing me hard.  Our tongues met and danced in and out of each other's mouth.  I could feel Sean’s cock swell and pushing against me wanting attention.  My hand moved from the back of his head to shoulder, down his chest.  I felt his nipple, I traced my finger around it, Sean moaned.  I moved my fingers to his other nipple and gave it the same.    Sean moaned again and pushed his hips forward smashing his cock against me.  My hand continued down his abs. I felt a wet spot on his stomach above his navel.  I moved down a little farther and found his monster leaking his juices.  I felt the tip it was wet, I played with his juices around the slit and then rubbed some around the crown.  I wanted so bad to suck this monster.  I reached up to Sean’s shoulder and pushed him on his back.  Leaning over Sean I started kissing down his body.  I kissed and licked his nipples, rubbed my face in the patches of hair around them.  My tongue followed the treasure trail down till I found that wet spot again, I lapped at the juices.  He tasted so good.  I reached out and grabbed his cock, he was rock hard, and my fingers were nowhere near meeting.  I stroked some of the juices from the tip down his shaft and held his cock at the base.   I kissed the tip of the monster, it leapt upwards in response.  I circled the crown with my tongue, Sean whispered, “Oh baby.”  I licked from the crown to the base of the monster, Sean moaned.  I inhaled deeply; my nose buried deep in his hairy patch.  His scent was so intoxicating.  I wanted this monster in my mouth.  I raised my head up and brought the tip of the monster back to lips.  I licked the tip again, the monster pulsed in my hand.  I brought my mouth over the head.  It was thick, just the head nearly filled my mouth.  Sean was squirming and moaning, “Keep going baby.” My mouth slid down his shaft till the head reached my throat, I tried to relax and get this monster to slide in throat.  I brought my head back up, swirled my tongue around the head and slid back down the shaft.  The head slid a little deeper in my throat.  I started stroking the base of his cock while my mouth and throat worked on the head.  Each time I was able swallow a little bit more of the monster.  Sean’s breath was getting short and his moans a little louder.  I had worked about half of his cock in my mouth when Sean said, “Stop, I don’t want to cum yet.  Let me suck you.”  I gave his cock a couple more strokes with my mouth, Sean reached down and grabbed me under the arms and pulled me up.  I reluctantly stopped sucking, but my hand was still stroking him.  Sean laid me on my back, I relinquished my grip on his cock.  He moved quickly to my cock, licking the precum that was flowing freely from my cock.  I felt his breath on the head of my cock, then his lips closed around the head.  “OHHMMMM” I moaned.  He moved quickly down my shaft.  Taking my cock into his mouth and throat.  I was so hard. I could already feel my juices boiling.  My balls ached wanting release.  Sean was moving his mouth up and down my shaft.  I arched my back.  “Sean, you’re gonna make me CUMM.”  My eyes snapped open. My hand was wrapped around my cock, it squirted cum, the first hit my chin and chest, two more on my chest, one on my stomach, and one finished painting my hand with cum.  I was breathing hard.  “Fuck! You again!  Stay out of my dreams” I exclaimed to no one.  “Fuck, another shower, I guess.” I said to myself.   

All cleaned up.  I threw my towel over my shoulders and opened the door.  I jumped when I saw Sean standing outside the bathroom door.  “Quit doing that.” I said and laughed.  “Hey, you’re awake.”  “Yea it’s,” I stopped realizing I didn’t know what time it was. “Almost 3.” Sean finished for me.  “You want to go grab something to eat?” I asked.  “Yea, Paul and Greg told me about this pizza place I out by the mall I would like to try.”  Sean suggested.  “I’ve been there.  Very good pizza, sounds good. I guess I should get dressed.”  Suddenly realizing I only had a towel on.   

On the drive to the pizza parlor we discovered that we had common interest in music.  We both primarily listened to country, but not exclusively.  We both enjoyed rock and pop as well.  I already had my radio tuned to “The Mix” a local station that played mixed genres.  Sean was looking through my cassette collection as I drove along.  He held a tape up, “Do you mind?”  I couldn’t see what tape he was holding but I figured it came out of my collection.   “No.  Go ahead.” I replied.  He slid the tape into the player on the dash.  Over the speakers came a slight crackle then Cyndi Lauper started singing “True Colors”.  “I love this song” Sean said.  “Yea, it’s a great song” I agreed.  We pulled into the parking lot of the pizza parlor as the tape was starting the next song.  I clicked the eject button, “Put it back in the case please.”  

It wasn’t very busy inside.  The sign at the door directed us to seat ourselves.  We chose a booth on the far side of the restaurant.  The menus were already on the table, tucked behind the napkin holder.  Sean picked them up and handed me one.  I scanned the menu and then put it back in its place.  “You order, I will eat almost anything on a pizza.”  Sean smirked and put the menu back in front of his face.  I smiled.  The waitress came and put two glasses of water down.  “Can I get you something else to drink?”  Sean spoke up quickly, “The water will be fine for me.” “I’ll take an iced tea, no lemon please” I ordered.  She pulled out her order pad and wrote that down, “Are you ready to order?”  “Twelve-inch New York style with pepperoni, please.”  Sean said and glanced at me; I nodded my head.  She wrote that on her pad, turned and walked away.   

“No beers today?” I asked.  “Uggh, no, my stomach is just starting to feel right.”  he said putting his hand on his stomach.  “Speaking of that Sean, I wasn’t upset that you came home in that condition.  I was upset that you woke me knowing I had to work in the morning.”  Sean looked down at the table, “I get that, I apologize again.”  “No need to, I forgave you already.  You had friends there looking after you and made sure you got home safe.”  “Greg and Paul looked after me, but that isn’t how I got home.  Eric brought me home.”  Sean explained.  “WHAT!” I exclaimed probably a little too loudly, the whole restaurant seemed to come to a screeching halt. “What?” Sean repeated a little timidly.  “I was drunk, Krissy cut me off, Paul and Greg weren’t ready to leave, Eric offered me a ride home; I thought Eric was your friend.” My face felt like it was on fire, embarrassed and upset, “H-he was my, is. He is my friend, I’m sorry, I was shocked I guess, I assumed you had come home with Greg and Paul.”  Sean smiled, “Honestly, I don’t remember any of that, Paul and Greg filled me in on those details today.  Last thing I remember I was sitting at the bar alone, listening to the band and ordering shots.”  The waitress walked up to our table with the pizza and my iced tea. “Can I get you anything else?” she asked.  "No, I think all is well, thank you.” I told her. There wasn’t much talking with Sean when there was food at the table.  I ate my slice and watched Sean; all I could do was smile.