Living my sub fantasies

Now that Josh imposed himself as my full-time key holder, he decided it was time i tried something new. he decided to whore me out, since our schedules are both pretty full and meeting more than once a week was hard, he didn’t want my hole to get tighter or me to get less horny for dick (impossible).

In the past 4 days of continuous chastity i have felt increasingly more horny. i feel insatiable. i use a variety of toys as often as i can to feed my hungry hole, stimulating my g-spot. They never seem to be large or long enough, and it’s only been 4 days. i am starting to learn how to cum hands free and recognize when i am about to burst, even if my dick is caged. for the time being, Josh is allowing me to cum when i masturbate, but he said it won’t last long, so i am doing it as often as i can. releasing my semen does stop me from being horny for a bit, but after an hour i am usually back to starting point.

training was also a way to shut down my horny thoughts for a bit. the gym i go to is quite gay-friendly and has some spa facilities as well. back when i still used to be verse, which now seems ages ago, i did get lucky with a few guys i had met in the sauna, nothing life changing though. this twink once even gave me a blowjob in the sauna, which i found incredibly hot, knowing that anyone could enter at any moment made me incredibly horny. when my little dick was still free, i used to sit naked in the sauna quite comfortably, even when other people were there, i have always felt comfortable in my nudity. as i said previously, my dick might not be huge but still decent size. this time things were different: my dick was very visibly locked in a chastity cage. my whole body was hairless, as per Josh’s demand, and i didn’t have a cock swinging in between my legs, i had a plastic cage. i was done with my workout and heading towards the lockers when i received a text from Josh:

 “what are you doing now boy?”

“i just finished my workout sir, i was about to head to the sauna as usual but i am quite unsure”

“don’t disappoint me boy, i know it’s scary but you have to be a good bitch and obey, it’s for the best, trust me. it would be disrespectful to the other men in the sauna of you to go in there with an uncaged dick, it would mean you think you are on their same level. now send me a picture of your cage”

I had just reached the locker room so i figured it would be the best time to sneak a quick picture. I was wearing black short shorts that made my ass pop, a light blue tank top and underneath a dark blue jockstrap. The gym was kind of empty at this time of day, so i got undressed quite comfortably, took a quick picture of my caged dick and sent it to Josh. i liked wearing revealing items of clothing at the gym, and i liked it even more when my jockstrap showed underneath my very short shorts.

“good boy, it looks so pretty, now go to the sauna and remember to take off your towel when you sit.”

reluctantly, i took my white towel outside of my locker, wrapped it around my waist and headed towards the sauna hoping i wouldn’t meet anyone in there. the worst part is that you could clearly see the shape of my cage through the towel, so i headed there as fast as i could. while i wasn’t the happiest about Josh’s choices i knew it was the right thing for me, i just needed to get accustomed to it.

as i was about to open the door to the sauna i saw there was someone already sitting inside. i took all my courage, opened it and aimed to sit right in front of him on the u-shaped benches. if i was going to go through with this i might as well go all the way. in addition to that, i was incredibly horny.

as i entered, i recognized the guy, his name is Nathan, i think, and i see him quite often at the gym since we follow a similar schedule. he is incredibly hot, i always had a small crush on him but i always thought he was straight. his skin is really dark, but glowing, he is almost 2 meters tall if i had to guess, built like a greek statue and with a dick that is to die for. i asked him to spot me a few times when i was lifting on the bench and could tell by the bulge in his shorts that he was packing something monstrous. since his workouts usually last longer than mine, i never had the chance to see him naked in the shower, which has always upset me. now it was my chance to finally see what was hiding under those black shorts he always wore. i gave a shy hi as i entered the room, gave myself a small empowering talk in the head and started taking my towel off as i was approaching the bench in front of his. i was facing the wall as i placed the towel on the wooden surface, showing off my glowing butt, which i have been consistently working on for a while now. i sat and spread my legs, to let my balls breathe as much as they could given my circumstance. trying to hide my clit didn’t make sense, he was going to see it anyway, so i might as well start off strong.

i locked eyes with him and we started making small talk, the usual things, the weather and all the rest. as i was talking to him my eyes fell on what was resting between his thighs. it was huge. i tried my best to play it off cool but i am pretty sure he noticed my stare. i truly hoped he was a shower, given that that thing was as big as Josh’s cock, when it’s hard. i had never seen such a big dick. i was immediately aroused. i started thinking of all the possible ways he could fuck my pussy with that tool, how many spots he could reach, how much it would hurt to have it inside of me. i knew he was straight though so i thought it would remain a fantasy. as we kept talking i could tell he was also intrigued by what was in between my own thighs. i liked the attention my little dick was getting by such a stud, i was slowly starting to understand why Josh wanted me to do it. after a few minutes the conversation started dying out, which is when he asked me the question i was dying to answer.

“sorry man, i don’t want it to sound weird or whatever, but i couldn’t help but notice what’s in between your legs. again, i don’t mean to embarrass you so no need to answer if you don’t want to.” he was visibly embarrassed, but still made an effort to be nice, which i appreciated.

“oh no problem at all” i said blushing “it’s a chastity cage. basically it prevents my dick from getting hard.”

“oh damn i had never seen anything like that, but why would you not want your dick to get hard dude?”

“well it’s a power dynamic with my key holder, he is the only one that can decide when and if to open it, and i need to submit to his decision”

he was clearly shocked but very much intrigued.

“so you can’t fuck anyone?”

“well no, but i can get fucked” i said laughing a bit. all the embarrassment had gone away now, i was confident and i was happy to explain things like this to someone who was genuinely curious, other than really hot.

“that’s crazy, and your dick fits in that small cage? doesn’t it hurt?”

“i mean, it did hurt a bit at first, but now i am getting used to it. also my dick isn’t even closely as big as yours so it does fit pretty easily”

he smiled.

i could see his dick twitching a bit. i didn’t want to get my hopes up, but i still decided to try my luck.

“do you want to see it from closer?” i said, dying to hear a yes coming from the other side of the small sauna.

“sure dude, this is so interesting i never heard of a guy locking his dick up voluntarily”

my tiny dick was fighting to get an erection in its container. i was incredibly excited, but again, maybe he was just curious.

i got up and got closer to him, since he was sitting, his face was almost at my dicklet’s level. i lifted my balls and cage to expose myself fully to this god-like man, in a sauna, i was truly living my dream.

“that’s so crazy, can i?” he said hinting he wanted to touch it.

“of course you can, do whatever you want with it”

he gently tapped the plastic cage as if he was scared to hurt me, lifting it and exploring it.

“so you never take this off?”

“the only exceptions is to clean and shave, otherwise not. my key holder wants me to stay caged full time but we are now going for a week and we will increase the time step by step. now it’s been 4 days.”

“wow, man i couldn’t go 4 days without wanking or getting hard that must be crazy hard”

“i am getting used to it i guess”

“so you can’t get hard while you get fucked right?”

i was intrigued by this question so i decided to go with the flow.

“exactly”

“so fucking you is a bit like fucking a girl? since you basically don’t have a dick anymore”

i could barely hold the excitement in.

“yeah you can put it like that! Josh, my key holder, calls my hole a pussy after all, since it serves the same purpose. i also wore panties and fishnet stockings a few times.”

“damn so like a straight dude could fuck you”

jackpot.

“it has never happened but yes, he could. why? do you want to see it?”

“see what?” he said

“my pussy” i said as i turned around, exposing my sweaty bubble butt, spreading the cheeks with both my hands to reveal my pink hole.

he tried mumbling something to make me stop but we both knew that deep down he wanted to see it. as i showed him my pussy he just let a “wow” out.

“dude i don’t know what’s happening to me, i swear i’m straight, i don’t know why i am so turned on right now”

“hey it’s ok” i reassured him “you said it yourself, it’s almost like fucking a girl after all. want to have a taste?” i said turning my head to look at him, pussy still in full display.

“well i mean, if you put it like that…” as he finished the sentence he moved my hands off of my cheeks to grab them with his own big hands.

“it’s so giggly, looks like a girl’s ass”

“thank you sir, i have been training it for that purpose”

he spread my cheeks, got his face closer to my hole and started gently licking it, sending shivers down my spine.

“tell me more about how this whole power thing works” he said, short before diving his tongue deep into me again.

“i can only refer to you as sir, master or any of the sort, while you get to call me whatever you desire. you make all the decisions, i am just a thing you can fuck for your own pleasure. all i have to do is obey you and service you in the best way i can, while you don’t have to do anything for my pleasure, as it derives from yours.” all this, while he was licking my hole.

“interesting, so your dick is totally out of the equation?”

“what dick sir? the only real dick in the room is yours, mine is just a useless thing between my legs”

“good answer fag”

i couldn’t believe i managed to get my first fuck since becoming Josh’s slut with a straight guy, i was in heaven.

he pulled me closer to him and dug in deeper, reaching all my nerves, making me moan.

he took his face out of my ass, slapped it and said “damn, this Josh really did a great job at turning your hole into a pussy, give him my compliments”

“i will sir”

“do you also suck cock like a girl?”

“i’ve been told i’m even better sir”

“then get on your knees bitch”

excitedly i turned and kneeled in front of him. now i could finally see his fully erected dick. i was visibly shocked. while it didn’t grow too much from when it was soft it was still quite bigger, bigger than any dick i had in my mouth.

“what? you go around telling everyone how much of a whore you are and when you have to suck a real dick you get scared?”

“no sir, absolutely not, i was just admiring it”

“then get sucking bitch”

he was definitely a fast learner given the speed with which we went from just chatting to where we are now.

so i got to work, all sweaty from the sauna, i started licking the head of his dick while grabbing the base with both my hands, and started stroking. he started relaxing as i was servicing him, spreading his legs and letting me do my job. i started going further down, getting as much as i could down my throat while still stroking it. he was clearly enjoying it. then, i dedicated a lot of my energy to his big head, i licked it thoroughly while stroking the base with my hands. he was now moaning and letting his head fall back. i still couldn’t believe what was happening, but i chose to go ahead with it and fully enjoy it.

“good girl, you really are born to do this” i blushed, as i kept slurping on that monster. i picked up speed and gave my all, with my jaw starting to hurt. after a bit, he slapped me on the face and said “get up bitch, lay down on the upper bench, with your head hanging down”

fuck yes i was going to get face-fucked.

i immediately did as he said and got myself into position. from there i could see him getting closer. he placed his whole dick on my face, his low-hanging balls hitting my head.

“you pathetic little bitch, you want this dick in your mouth?”

“yes sir, please fuck my face there’s nothing i want more”

“let’s see if you can handle it then, open wide”

as i did that he started inserting his dick into my mouth, which i was opening as much as i could to welcome him all inside of me.

as he was halfway in i was already struggling a bit but didn’t want to give up. he started going in and out of my mouth pretty slowly and then quickly picked up speed. i was salivating a lot as he was fucking my face. his balls were slapping on my eyes as he went in and out. i stopped understanding what was going on as i was in full ecstasy, i don’t know whether his dick was all into my throat or not anymore.

“fuck yes, i can see my dick in your throat, you fucking whore you feel so good”

reminiscing of the times when i could still use my dick, my hand reached for it. as i did that, Nathan took his dick out of my mouth and slapped me.

“what the fuck do you think you’re doing? you said you weren’t gonna touch that thing, i told you i’m straight.”

“i’m sorry sir i-“

“the only reason a guy like me is fucking one like you is because you’ve got a pretty butt and a deep throat, got it?”

“yes sir, you’re right” i was ashamed of the disappointment i gave him and i was now worrying he wouldn’t fuck me. he was right, the only reason why someone like him would fuck someone like me is definitely not because of my dicklet.

“now turn around and show me that pussy of yours, fag”

i was relieved, i couldn’t wait to feel his huge dick inside of me. i exposed my pink hole to him once again.

“fuck yes that’s what i want to see, not that useless thing you call dick”

he spit on it, licked two of his thick fingers and immediately stuck them into me.

“damn you are loose bitch, how many dicks did you take up here?”

“quite a few sir, i try my best”

“i can tell bitch” and added a third finger. his saliva added up to my sweat from the sauna and the workout. he started pushing them, twisting them and all sorts of things, stimulating my g-spot. “ready for a fourth?” he said happily seeing how greedy my hole was. “hell yes sir”

he added a fourth finger to the equation, stretching my hole and making me moan. he twisted them inside of me, going in and out, occasionally slapping my cheek with his free hand. his fingers were long, reaching my depths, making me crave his dick even more.

“damn look at this pussy. stay here girl don’t move.” he quickly left the sauna, leaving my hole empty and my hormones raging. the fact that anyone could walk in at any moment made this even more exciting. i was fully exposed, with my pussy pointing at the door, for everyone to see, and i didn’t even care. he came back with a sort of lotion in his hand, which he wanted to use as lube. at this point i didn’t care what he was using as long as he would fuck me. he applied it on his dick and put the tip on the entrance of my hole.

“are you sure your pussy can handle this? it’s quite big”

“i know sir, but there is nothing i want more now, please wreck my pussy i beg you”

with that he started pushing against my entrance. after a bit of resistance the tip was inside. he went halfway in i think, before starting to fuck me at an increasing pace. it felt amazing. my walls were expanding and i could feel every inch of him inside of me.

“fuck yes this pussy feels so good” i was moaning as he was increasing the speed and depth of his penetration

“thank you sir, i am happy i can make you happy”

i wanted him to go all the way, i wanted to feel his hips against my ass cheeks so i did everything in my power to welcome him inside of me.

he grabbed me by both my hips and started going deeper, his balls were slapping against my pelvis and i could feel his huge dick hitting all the nerves inside of me. i tried holding on to the bench as i was getting the fuck of my life. my tiny dick started leaking precum from the stimulation all over the bench, my eyes were rolling up to the ceiling.

“fuck, my bitches usually can’t handle all of this, but you’re taking it like a pro, your pussy is swallowing it.” he said as he slapped one of my cheeks. the lotion was definitely not made for this and everything was starting to hurt but i didn’t care, i wanted to have his load inside of me at all costs. without taking his dick out he lifted me and turned me around so that i would face him, grabbing my tiny dick and balls with his right hand. “i don’t want to see any of that while i destroy your cunt”

“i understand sir, you’re right, it’s useless anyway”

after fucking me like that for a while he grabbed my legs and put them together on his shoulder, making it even harder to take all of his dick in.

my legs being this tight together meant that i felt even more of his meat coming in and out of me, if even possible. all of this, added to the setting and the fact that a straight stud was the one pounding my pussy made me even more turned on. i started panting and moaning harder, which made me even more feminine in his eyes. letting my balls and clit go for a second he took all of his dick out of me, took a step back and pushed it all in at once again.

“fuck girl you don’t even have a hole anymore, it’s just a black void”

he did it again, and again, and again. each time making me moan stronger as his whole tool entered my hungry hole at once. i was trying my best not to cum, maybe he wouldn’t have liked it, seeing semen come out of me would maybe be too gay for him, and i for sure didn’t want him to stop this magic from happening. with every thrust though, i could feel more and more precum leaking out of the cage and as he entered one last time, i simply couldn’t control myself any longer and started spraying hot cum all over my upper body, without even touching myself. i have always been a heavy shooter, which was always deemed as hot by the people i had fucked, or even had been fucked by. now it assumed a whole different meaning though. it meant i was fully embracing my fag nature, squirting only through the penetration of a man, a real man.

all throughout my emission, Nathan didn’t stop fucking me but he did slow down, stroking his dick slowly in and out of my wrecked hole, and looked quite amazed.

“fuckkk is this how girls like you show they’re excited? by squirting all over their body? you didn’t lie when you said fucking you wouldn’t make me gay, cause you for sure aren’t a man”

“i know sir” i said still panting, still making my best to welcome his dick inside of me as he still hadn’t stopped fucking me, still recovering from the orgasm i just had. “your dick feels amazing in my pussy and i just couldn’t hold it in anymore sir, i hope you didn’t get offended.” i knew he wasn’t offended since he would’ve taken his dick out of me by now, but one is never sure.

“don’t worry bitch, that just made it even more clear on who is the real man in this sauna.”

with that, he slapped my face and went back at his previous pace. i could feel he was about to cum as he had started panting more and going faster. i wanted nothing more than his semen deep inside of me. i was approaching exhaustion but didn’t want him to stop. releasing didn’t stop me from being horny, it just made me crave his cum even more.

“ok pussy boy i’m about to come, get ready”

before i could even say anything he was filling my pussy up with his juices, impregnating me if he could’ve.

he left out a loud “fuck, good thing you can’t get pregnant” as his dick was twitching inside my abused hole. after making sure he was done, he slipped his dick out and rested it next to mine, leaving my hole empty and gaping.

“bah, and you call that a dick? this is what a real one looks like, good thing it’s locked in there so no one can see it. that Josh guy really did a favor to us all by locking you up.”

“i know sir, it’s embarrassing, i would never dare to call it a dick, especially if next to yours”

“embarrassing is the right word, now get up boy, i don’t want anyone to see you like that or they’ll think i’m a fag like you”

still exhausted from the crazy action, i reluctantly got up from the bench, grabbed my towel, cleaned my dried cum off my chest, and wrapped it around my waist. i already knew my hole was going to feel incredibly sore later in the night but i knew it was worth it. i wasn’t worried of any of his cum leaking out as he had planted it so deep into me that there was no way it would come out. as we both were about to leave, two other guys entered the steam room, in which just a minute ago i had a huge muscular god inside of me. we exchanged a few words with them as if nothing had happened.

as we entered the showers there was another guy washing himself up, so we didn’t get a chance to discuss what had just happened. i didn’t clean my ass in depth as i wanted to keep Nathan’s semen for when i got back home, i already knew it was going to taste amazing. as i was cleaning myself i noticed the other guy eyeing me, but given the pounding i had just received i decided not to explore the thing further and just get back home.

back in the locker room we both started getting dressed up, still in complete silence. he broke the almost awkward silence by giving me his phone in my hand and saying “put your number in here, i want to be able to contact you. keep that thing locked and that pussy in shape and you might get fucked by a real man again, understood?”

“understood sir”

and with that he left. as i got home i immediately texted Josh about my encounter.

“good boy, i knew you were going to make it, that pussy is irresistible even to straight men. did he come in you?”

“of course sir”, which was followed by a picture of my abused cunt, with cum dripping out of it.

after showing his appreciation by sending a pic of his magnificent dick, the conversation ended as he had other business to attend to.

still incredibly horny, i pushed the cum out of my pussy and ate as much as i could. it was definitely a big shot, which made me fantasize even more about a possible future encounter.