Living my sub fantasies

I finally made it to Josh’s house. He is a young english teacher with the hottest imaginable accent. He’s 28, started his career only a few years ago, well built with broad shoulders and nice short blond hair. Im a bit nervous as I ring his doorbell, while i have been awaiting so long to find someone who fully understands my sexual desires im still a bit scared i wont be able to fulfill his. He opens the door and greets me with some tight white short shorts and a tank top which leave his nice physique in pretty much full display. while im wearing some fairly ordinary clothes, under them im wearing a bright pink g-string thong which he specifically asked me to wear.

During our long online conversation he almost set up a script of what will happen and should happen, a thing which i very much appreciated since it helped me feel much more comfortable.

He greets me with a hug and while he’s a tad shorter than me he is much wider and has considerably big hands. We head towards the kitchen where he had prepared some drinks for the both of us at the counter. As we both take a seat on the stools he starts explaining me some ground rules.

“i know we have roughly went over this via chat already but i want to make sure we’re both on the same foot” I like this caring trait about Josh very much.

“first of all, after we begin you will only refer to me as sir, daddy or something of that sort, understood? You owe me respect, while I owe you none, since you’re worthless.

Secondly, to me you’re nothing but a hole. I am the only man in the room, you’re nothing but a way for me to release the stress and have a hole to unload in.

Thirdly, your dick wont be taken into consideration. Being the only man here im the only one who gets to use it and cum with it. Your tiny little clit better stay out of the way.

Fourth, since you cant touch your dick, and i for sure wont touch it, the only way you are allowed to cum is through penetration, like the real whores do. If you really feel like you’re about to cum warn me, no surprises will be allowed.”

As he kept listing all the rules I was in awe. He is exactly the type of dom I had been looking for for so long, and I could feel the excitement in my undies, even tho i knew i could do nothing about it, and it was exactly that that turned me on so much.

“Lastly” he said “while my pleasure is the only one that counts here i want you and i need you to feel comfortable. So if anything feels wrong, hurts, or doesnt feel the way you thought just tell me and we’ll deal with it. This is the most important part.”

I know its the bare minimum, but its nice to see how much he cares that we are both feeling good about this.

“understood, faggot?”

“yes sir!” i replied excitedly. The idea of being totally at his mercy excited me incredibly.

He then ordered me to strip down for him, while keeping my thong on. There I was, almost naked, in front of a man who was about to use me for his pleasure and his pleasure only, doing whatever he wanted. My pleasure derives from his, and it is only secondary. He started inspecting my slim body, with very few hair on it, except for the legs. He let out a little laugh: “look at you, you aren’t even able to grow some fucking hair on your chest, what an excuse for a man are you supposed to be?”

“I’m not a man sir” I replied, feeling a little shame “You are, im far from being a real man and i will probably never be”

“thats the answer i was looking for fag, good boy. Now get on all fours for daddy come on.” I was a bit confused as I didn’t know where he was going to go with this. He then took a collar with a short leash out of one of the kitchen drawers and put it around my neck. “come on, lets go to the bathroom” he said in a fairly nice tone.

As we got to the bathroom he was still fully dressed.  “Now get your filthy ass up, and take that thong off, its time for inspection.”

As I took my thong off he let out another laugh, this time stronger, while looking at my dick. “I cant believe how fucking small that is. Now you understand why your natural place is to be a fucktoy at my service and mine is to use you?” “yes sir, i know, it’s so tiny it’s totally useless, that’s why i am such a cockwhore” I replied, once again, ashamed of myself. What was even more degradating is the fact that it was half hard. This whole conversation was making me extremely horny, and Josh definitely noticed my cock twitching. “Gosh, you’re enjoying this you little whore aren’t you? I can see your small dicklet trying to get hard. you’re such a fucking slut i can’t believe it” he said laughing. He then made me turn around and got down to take a closer look at my butt. While I am not particularly built, my ass is pretty bubbly, a thing i am very proud of and that i was sure josh was going to appreciate.

“Look at this glory, finally something to be proud of bitch.” i almost blushed “thanks daddy, i’m really happy you enjoy it”.

He grabbed both cheeks with his hands to reveal my hole, which is fairly tight, another reason why i was a bit afraid for this encounter, knowing how big josh’s dick was, especially compared to mine. “oh yes, this tiny little hole won’t be that tight when i’m done with you and turn it into a really pussy. You heard me faggot? I’m gonna make this hole a pussy for the whole world to see how much of a whore you are” “I can’t wait for you to turn me into your whore daddy” I said excited at the thought of it. “oh don’t worry there’s plenty of time for that.”

He made me get back on my knees and tied the leash to the handle of the door and started getting undressed while i was on all fours in front of him. I was finally able to see his magnificent body fully naked. He took off his tank top to reveal a trimmed chest, with a bit of a beer belly (which i loved), but with traces of a regular gym schedule. His shorts were next. His thick thighs made it hard to take those tight shorts off, but when he did he revealed a white jockstrap which was struggling to keep everything in.

“stop staring and get closer bitch” “Sir yes sir” I quickly replied as i struggled to take my eyes off that stunning man. “I’ve been wearing this jockstrap for three days. It stinks. Take it off with your teeth, now.” I excitedly did as he told me and got closer to him. The smell was strong and delicious. I grabbed one of the strings with my mouth and slowly started pulling down, as to not bother him. Then i went to the other side of his hips and did the same. When the pouch came down his huge semi-hard dick jumped right in front of my face. It was much bigger than in the pictures and i couldn’t take my eyes off that. “well? are you going to stare at that for the rest of the night or are you going to finish the one fucking job i asked you to do?” He said in an angry voice. “Sorry daddy you’re right, i got distracted, it won’t happen again”.

As I was done taking his filthy jockstrap off, I got back up, he took the collar off of me and we both got into the shower, which was steaming hot. “Wash me first, then i’ll wash you. Remember I always come first, ok?” “of course sir, i would never think the opposite”. I started gently scrubbing some soap all over his chest and then his back. Then I got down to his tool and looked him in the eyes as i was asking for permission. “Of course you can wash it bitch, what do you think we are here for you dumb fuck”. I should have thought of that earlier but i think it’s always better to have his ok in order to do things. With more soap in my hands i gently grabbed his almost erected dick and started rubbing it. It quickly grew into my hands as I kept going up and down on it. “see bitch? this is what a real man with a real dick looks like. nothing like your small clit” “Yes sir, you’re right, this is what a dick is supposed to look like, its perfect” As i finished washing Josh, he started gently rubbing soap all over me. When he got to the height of my dick he completely avoided it and went straight to my butt. He covered it in soap, took the shower head and rinsed it a few times to make sure it was clean and gave a small kiss to one of the cheeks. I was facing the wall so I couldn’t notice that he had grabbed a silver butt plug with the little diamond shaped jewel at the end of it. It wasn’t the biggest i had ever used but it was still of a considerable size. Without any warning, while i was still facing the wall, he grabbed it, lubed it and started rubbing the entrance of my pussy with it. At first I thought he was about to start fingering me but then he violently pushed it all the way into me, leaving just the diamond shaped end on the outside. As he did so I left out a gasp and a little moan as I wasn’t expecting it. Not yet at least. “What? You really didn’t see that coming? You fucking brainless bitch, how would you be supposed to be able to take my dick up your pussy without any warm-up?” “you’re right daddy, i should’ve seen that coming, i’m so dumb. Thank you tho, it feels really good.” I said. “I don’t care if it feels good, you’re just a hole remember that. Plus, it makes your ass even prettier, so i might leave it there for a bit”

We stepped out of the shower and I started drying him up with a towel. Once I was done, it was his turn to do so. At this point, we were both visibly excited: the plug was pressing against my g-spot and this whole interaction was a huge turn on. The only issue was that while he was allowed get visibly excited, I wasn’t.

“come on now bitch, it’s time to say goodbye to that annoying thing between your legs.” Eventho my dick was not as big as my master’s, it was still of a pretty average size. It was Josh who had talked me into trying the chastity cage on and I agreed as I knew it was the right thing for me to do, since i wouldn’t use my dick anyway, but i was still a bit doubtful. After finishing the sentence, he grabbed a transparent plastic cock cage, which was definitely too small for my now fully hard dick. “I know it looks scary but trust me, it will help you realize your place in the room and will keep your excuse for a dick out of the way while i rail the shit out of you, you got it?” I nodded with my head. “you got it you faggot?” “yes sir, i got it”. It took a few minutes to get my cock fully soft and to lock the cage around it. It came with a pre installed lock, so all Josh had to do, once it was on me, was to take the key out. Once he was done, he told me to look at the both of us in the mirror. On the left i saw a broad man, with a hairy chest and a hung, hard dick hanging between his legs. On the right i saw a rather slim, hairless slut, with a cock so small that it could fit into a tiny plastic cage and whose only positive quality was his ass. He than grabbed his dick with one hand and mine with the other and placed them next to each other. “look bitch, you see now why i wanted you to do this? Do you now see the difference between me and you? And do you see why you’re the one who’s being locked? My cock would never fit into anything that tiny but yours looks like it was made for just that. Now we can simply go on with our night and enjoy it without any worries of you getting too excited, ok?” “wow sir, thank you so much for doing this, now i get why you insisted so much.”

“good boy, that’s what i wanted to hear. It’s going to hurt a bit at first but your clit is so limp it will get used to it in no time ok?”  “Yes sir, I fully trust you with this, i’m sure my tiny cock will get used to it” I replied while looking at both our dicks.

Josh ordered me to put my thong back on, since he felt like it. the rather thin front part made the outline of the plastic container be seen while the string on the back was not enough to cover the whole plug. Out of the same drawer he took the cage from, he also took some knee-high sponge socks of the same color of the thong, with some white stripes in the upper part. “come on son, try them on” I excitedly started putting them on, and as i was done i looked at myself in the mirror. I looked stunning, a real, devoted, slut. “just one thing missing” said daddy, while putting the leash back around my neck. “look at you boy, a perfect little slut, all thanks to me, what do we say now?” “thanks daddy for making me look so pretty” i said looking at him in the eyes. “good boy, now come on bitch, let’s go have some fun”. I got back down on my knees and followed him to the bedroom.

Always while keeping me by the leash he laid on his bed, spreading his legs to leave space for me to get in between. I was on all fours on the bed with his enormous dick right in front of me. “Start licking, now. Don’t suck. Just lick, understood bitch?” “Yes sir, just lick no suck” I could barely hold my excitement in. It was finally time for me to enjoy his tool and give him the pleasure i had promised. My smaller dick started twitching in the cage but there was not much i could do about it than just ignore it.

He pulled me by the leash as to get closer to his shaft. I started licking it from the base up, multiple times. After a couple of times it became rock hard and I realized how difficult it would be to fit all of that into my mouth. “Can I use my hands as well sir?” “Since you asked so kindly, you may. You’re finally getting better at being respectful.” I grabbed his huge dick with my right hand and started licking it all over, covering it with saliva. As I got to the tip i started swirling my tongue around it. “good boy good boy, your addiction to cock is turning in handy. You may start sucking it now, it won’t be easy but your fag throat should be able to welcome it.”

I got closer as to have my mouth directly on top of it, grabbed it with both my hands and started slowly going down. I was salivating a lot, trying to make it easier to fit it all into my mouth. I started sucking on it a bit faster and at the same time going up and down with my hands at the base of it. Master was clearly enjoying it. “Good job you fag, you really are made for this huh? look at me in the eyes bitch” While i kept sucking i looked at him directly in the eyes i tried mumbling a response but my mouth was too full. “I asked a question you slut” “yes sir, this is what i’m made for” i gasped as i took his dick out for a second to catch some much needed air.

“don’t ever make ask twice again you dumb slut. Now turn around so daddy can see that pretty ass of yours.” Keeping his dick in my mouth I turned around so that my plugged pussy would be in front of his face. “fuck yes, look at how pretty this pussy is, all nice and smooth. Now go deeper slut, I want you to go all the way.” He then ordered me. I was already struggling but i was determined to go all the way. In the meantime He put the string on the side to reveal the plug. He picked it with his hand and started pushing it even deeper, then back out again just to shove it back in. After a while of going back and forth he finally took it out, spread my buttcheeks with his hand and dug deep in with his tongue. He started eating me out like no one ever did. I was struggling to breathe while slurping on his dick but I was close to reaching the base and his tongue getting deep in my hole was what i needed. He sensed it so he kept going while I finally was able to reach the end of it. My nose was touching his big round balls. I was overwhelmed by joy of achieving such a big step but I started gagging. Right after that I had to lift my head up to catch some air as I was about to faint. As I did so daddy took his tongue out of my wet hole, slapped one of my cheeks and said: “that’s my slut, good job. you went all the way just as i asked. gosh you’re such a whore. As a reward i’ll let your mouth rest for a bit and i’ll do most of the job.” “Thanks daddy,  i could really use a short break.” I said still panting. “Oh nono, I didn’t say you would get a break, I said your mouth would get one, you whores are so dumb. Now roll over, face up, ass hangin from the bed and legs spread, ok whore?” “Yes sir I got it.”  I said as I quickly took the position he ordered me to get in.

He took some body oil and started applying it all over my ass, making it super shiny. With his hands covered as well he started fingering my pussy with two fingers. The stimulation felt amazing and my small cock was once again trying to get out of its small cage with no success. He then added a third finger. “You’re enjoying this you little slut?” “yes daddy it feels amazing, please don’t stop.” “don’t tell me what to do you dumb bitch. now it’s time for something bigger.”

He proceeded to take a dildo and cover it in the same oil as my ass. It was of considerable size but still not as thick nor as long as the real deal. Without any warning he immediately stuck it in me all the way to the base causing me to gasp. “look how easily your cunt swallowed this dildo, it really is made for this huh?” He then took it out and started pushing it in and out multiple times. I started moaning as my g-spot kept getting hit by the dildo. With my cock in the cage all my focus went to my other sex organ, my pussy, increasing my pleasure even more. After taking it all the way out and striking it all the way in until it almost disappeared into me he made a grin of satisfaction. As he quickly took it out of me it made my hole gape a little. “aah now we’re talking. It didn’t take that long to turn that tight pink hole of yours into something that can welcome my dick.”

He then got up and looked at me, lying on his bed “I want you to remember how you look right now so i’m going to describe it to you” he said “you’re lying on my bed, with a fucking leash around your neck. You’re wearing a pink thong which is covering that pathetic clit of yours, which btw is locked into a plastic cage. Your pussy is slightly gaping and you’re wearing some fucking knee high socks. How does that make you feel?”

“pathetic sir.” I replied “I feel like a dumb slut who’s addicted to cock.”

“That’s right, that’s all you are. A dumb bitch who is so insignificant it can’t even think about nothing that is not getting used. Now get on all fours and you’ll see what a real dick is.” I excitedly got on my knees and arched my back, ready to finally welcome my daddy inside me. I had been longing for this moment and it finally came. He started lubing up his dick and my pussy. Then, he gently rubbed it over it, multiple times, just increasing my desire for it. “I want you to beg for it you faggot” “Please daddy, all I want is for you to fuck me, but please do it I can’t take it anymore.”

“That’s a good start but you’ll have to do better than that.” He said as he put the tip of his dick over my hole.

“I want you to absolutely wreck me and turn my hole into a cunt. I’m begging you please use me. All I am is a hole and I need you to use me as such, please daddy.”

“You’re so fucking pathetic, can you even hear yourself? You’re begging me to use you as if your life depends on it. You whores are so dumb and that’s why you’ll never be real men.”

As he finished the sentence, just like he did with the dildo, he pushed his whole dick, balls deep into me. I left out a small yelp as I almost lost my position. With his cock still balls deep into me he spanked my ass and said “Hold your position bitch, how else am I supposed to fuck you if you move all over the place? do you want this dick or not?” “Yes sir, you’re right, I’m sorry it won’t happen again sir.” He took me by the leash and pulled my neck upwards. “Arch more bitch.” Again, without any warning he took his dick all the way out and then back in again, strongly holding the leash so that I wouldn’t fall over again. He started pounding me harder, choking me with the collar. My oily butt was bumping against his waist as he reached deeply into my cunt. His low-hanging balls kept hitting against my pelvis. My caged clit was leaking precum staining the pink fabric of the thong. My feet and legs were getting sweaty in the long thick socks. I kept moaning to the rhythm of his pounding.

“Fuck yes this cunt feels so good, it’s so tight i can feel it expanding every time i hit it. Tell me how much you like having daddy’s dick deep inside of you, slut.”

“gmhhhh i love it daddy, having my pussy filled up feels so good, i’m so happy my hole can make you feel this good sir”

As I finished the sentence he got his dick out. I thought I had said something wrong and was afraid I would get punished. Instead he grabbed my legs and violently turned me over on the bed, as I was lying before. “Good boy, I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me how much you love my dick as I pound the shit out of you, ok?”

Again, he thrusted his cock deep inside of my always wider cunt and started speeding up.

“I love your dick so much daddy, gnnnnh, it’s all I want and all I live for, i’m just a pathetic hole, use me as you wish, gnnnh”

He put a hand around my neck and spread my legs wider with the other. He was looking me deep in the eyes as his dick kept going in and out of me. “You fucking slut, all you’re good for is your pussy, thanks god you have that, otherwise you would be completely useless.” as he finished saying that he spit me in the face while choking me. “open your mouth bitch” And as I did he spit again in my mouth. I was in complete ecstasy, loads of precum were leaking from my cage and into the thong, my hole was hurting a bit but i didn’t want him to stop. After a few minutes he took his dick out, leaving my pussy empty. He laid on the bed and said “Come bitch, hop on and ride it.” I was on seventh heaven, finally I had the chance to take up a bit of control and decide how the pounding would go. Not that I was complaining, but it’s still nice to decide the pace for at least a few minutes. He lubed his dick up a bit more, of which I was very happy and then i proceeded to spread my legs to sit on his dick, facing him. It entered my pussy with little to no struggle, of which, again, I was happy. I then went back and forth a few times, balls deep each time, to show him how much I desired him and how much I wanted him to enjoy it, despite the pain, which was starting to become less. At a certain point he said “Ok, i’ve had enough”, grabbed me by my hips and started pounding me once again, lifting his hips to reach the very depth of my pussy. He repeatedly hit my prostate causing even more pre-cum to leak. At this point I was all wet: my body was sweating from all the action, my pussy was wet with juices and lube and my undies and dick were fully drenched in pre-cum. I sensed I was about to cum but I was trying my best to hold it, as to not disappoint master.

He then quickly got out of me and forcefully threw me on the bed, face down, legs tight together. Immediately after, he stuck his dick back in me. This was more painful than doggy style as my legs were much closer together, and I had no way of moving. “Ok you little cock whore, tell me how hungry you are for some real man’s semen huh? Tell me how much you crave it you dirty bitch.”

“Please daddy cum in me” I begged “I need you to cum deep in my pussy as the worthless slut I am.”

As I was saying those words he stopped with his dick buried deep inside my cunt and started pumping his hot semen inside of me. “Oh fuck yes you little slut, you made daddy cum. Now at least you have something manly inside of you, too bad it’s up your fucking hole, what do we say now?”

“Thanks daddy for coming in me, I’m glad my hole was able to make you come, but” as I was talking he slowly started going back and forth with his dick still fully hard. “What now bitch?”

“I- if you keep thrusting I won’t be able to stop myself from cumming anymore, I’m almost there.”

“Pathetic. Coming with a caged clit and a dick inside of you is something only real whores do.” As he was saying that he kept slowly pushing his tool in and out of my abused pussy. “Please daddy I’m begging you make me come or stop, I can’t hold it anymore.”

“Ok, since I already came, I guess I’ll allow you to do it as well, even if it’s not the same thing. But I want you to look at me in the eyes.” Without taking his dick out he turned me around so that I was facing him. Just one slow thrust inside of me was enough for me to empty my balls into the cage and then into my thong, drenching it completely. “oh my god, thank you so much daddy, i really couldn’t do it anymore, it’s not the same as cumming normally but it’s still a huge relief, thank you so much.”

“Bah not that I actually care, but since you were so good at holding it in, I thought of rewarding you with a little something. Plus it just shows your natural place even better, fucking slut.” Before finally taking his dick out he reached for the nightstand where another, this time wider, plug was waiting for me. He immediately stuck it in, no lube or oil used. After sticking the big plug inside of me he put the string back over my now fully formed pussy, grabbed his phone and took a pic of me. “Don’t worry, I won’t send it to anyone. I just want you to remember how pathetic and worthless you are, lying on my bed, drenched in cum both in and out. Now let’s go take a shower, shall we?” This time he didn’t grab me by the leash but I still chose to walk on all fours as a sign of respect of his superiority. As we got to the shower he told me to take my dirty thong and socks off but to remain on my knees and get into the shower with him. I was right in front of his semi-hard dick while he was getting soaped up. “Your mouth should have rested enough now, how about you give a good lick to my balls, huh?”

“yes sir, whatever you desire.”

I got closer and started licking his smooth balls with my tongue, drinking the water that fell from the shower. After a bit, his dick was getting hard again and he ordered me to get back to sucking. It wasn’t easy getting deep with all the water flowing from the shower but i still did all i could, and i could tell he was enjoying himself. I stuck my fat ass out for him to have a good view, with the big plug’s base clearly visible. His cum was still deep into me and my cock was still caged but i didn’t care, he was enjoying it and that made me enjoy it too. “are you ready for a little present you slut?” “mhmh” I mumbled with my mouth full. “I’ll take that as a yes” he said with a grin on his face. Right after that I could feel a much warmer stream of what I thought was water coming directly down my throat. I took his dick out of my mouth for a second to realize he was peeing all over me and down my throat. “What now? You said you wanted a little present so here it is bitch. Enjoy some real man’s piss. Now get back to sucking I don’t want to hear any complaint.” First getting used as a hole to cum in and now as a hole to piss in. And I liked it. “Yes you fucking whore swallow it all, gosh you’re so worthless, literally nothing but a hole for me to use.” After he was done with his present he grabbed the back of my head, held it still and began face fucking me, getting to the very back of my throat. I was loudly gagging but I didn’t want him to stop. My mouth was a mix of saliva, water and pee, my dick was twitching and my ass was full of cum. Was I really just a hole and nothing more? He came shortly after, deep in my throat. “And that’s two out of two holes filled with my cum. You really are made for this huh? fucking pathetic slut. How does my cum taste?”

“It tastes amazing sir, thank you for giving it to me.”

“Come on now, it’s time to clean you up as well.” I stood up and he got down on his knees. He slowly took the plug out of my ass, making it pop a little, since the base was pretty wide. “Look at that pussy, I made an incredible job. You should be proud of yourself, with a pussy like this you’re now officially a fuck doll, nothing more.” “Thank you so much daddy, it feels good to have a spot in the world, all thanks to you and your manhood.”

“Now push a little for daddy, my cum is too deep into your cunt.” As I pushed he started eating my pussy out, licking all the cum out of it. As he was done he got up, took me by the neck, made me open my mouth and spit all his cum and my pussy juices into my mouth. “Now swallow fag, I want you to taste yourself.”

Once I swallowed he cleaned me up as well, occasionally sticking his fingers in my gaping hole. As we got out of the shower we both got dried up. He looked down at my locked dick and said “oh right, it’s so insignificant I almost forgot to unlock it, it’s not like you need it but it’s best not to keep it caged for too long for the first times.” He took the small key to the lock and finally let my dick breathe some air. Eventho I came earlier I was still high on hormones and my dick immediately showed. “Don’t even think about getting hard you whore, it’s not like i’m gonna do something about it.” I had to leave as I had an important meeting the next morning. I looked over at my thong which had gotten a bit drier but was still pretty much drenched. He noticed my helplessness and decided to hand me a thong some other bitch had left behind. “See you again?” I said as i was leaving “you bet, bitch, i’m not fucking done with you”