Lessons of the Heart

I alway knew that I was different and by the time I reached my teens I knew I was gay. I never acted on what I felt but everything changed in my Senior year of high school. The best part of my day was my Math Class and my teacher Mr. Williams. He would lean against his desk with hise legs crossed giving me a great view of his bulge.

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As I entered my senior year, the best part of my day was my Math class because my teacher Mr. Williams was the perfect man, tall, handsome, and muscular.  I always took the front seat in front of his desk and he would lean against his desk as he talked and crossed his legs giving me a full view of his incredible bulge. He knew I was staring and he would look at me and smile.  For months we played a cat and mouse game and I would get lost in thoughts of what it would be like to suck his cock and have him fuck me even though I had never experieced sex with anyyone except with my right and sometimes my left hand.  I would get hard and not be able to concentrate.  After several months, he approached me one day and said he would like to talk to me after class.

"Cole, I was wondering if you would be interested in doing some work for me?"
"What kind of work Mr. Williams?"

"I've recently moved into a new home and the yard needs a lot of work.  Mainly landscaping, creating flower beds, mulching and cleanup.  I would pay you by the hour and if you're interested we can work out an hourly wage."

"Sure Mr. Williams, I can use the money and I have free time on Saturday's if that would work for you."

"Great Cole, how about this Saturday and we could start around 9AM."

"Perfect, text me your address and I will see you on Saturday at 9AM."  I gave him my cell number and left.

As I walked out into the hall I was rattled and excited at the same time.  That night I jacked off laying in bed with thoughts of Mr. Williams..  I had just turned eighteen and my hormones were racing.  After I came I thought about what direction my life was headed.  I couldn't come out to my parents because I didn't want to hurt them.  I am an only child and I wanted to make them proud but I began to believe that I was hurting myself by not being the person that I was meant to be.  

Saturday, I arrived at Mr. William's house promptly at 9AM.  I rang the doorbell and Mr. William's opened the door smiling....

"Hello Cole, you're right on time, come in."  He was wearing shorts and a tank top that accentuated his body.  

I became tongue tied and said...."Hel ... Hello Mr. Williams, I'm ready to work."

"Okay Cole, let's forget about the formalities, my name is Colin and please call me by my first name... except when we are at school" and we both laughed. "Please don't mind the mess my house is in, I just moved in a few weeks ago and it's a slow process getting everything organized. I wanted to work on the yard because I love the outdoors and one thing I wanted as I was looking for a new home was a pool and I got it. Come on, I will show you what I need done."

The yard was barron with no planting beds and just the pool.   Colin detailed what he wanted, a garden around the perimeter of the yard.  He had a privacy fence installed and as I looked at the yard I envisioned what it could look like with plants, shrubs and flowers.

"Mr. William's, I mean Colin, the yard is barren but adding flower beds with shrubs and other plantings will transform the yard from blah to beautiful." Some furniture around the pool area will also add to the look."

"You have some good ideas Cole and I'm going to get furniture this coming weekend.  I've made a plan of how I want the landscaping so you can get an idea as to what I envision.  I will be working with you and I don't think it will take more than a few Saturday's."

It was hot and after about an hour of digging Colin took his tank top off and the sight of his hairy chest and strong physique had me chubbed up.  I became self conscious and tried to avoid looking at him.  

"Hey Cole, take your shirt off your drenched."

I removed my tank top and Colin remarked...."Cole, you have a great upper body, do you workout at a gym?"

"Nah, I have a weight set in my basement and I usually workout three times a week. How about you, you're in great shape."

Colin flexed his biceps and laughed...."I go to a local gym three times a week and try to keep myself in shape and I also like to run."  

We worked throughout the morning and it was hot so around lunch time Colin said he was going to make us some sandwiches.  After a bit he came out with ham sandwiches, chips and Pepsi.  As we sat and ate, Colin told me about his life.  He said that he loved teaching, that he had just turned twenty nine,that he worked as a substitute teacher until last year when he got a permanent position. I have always lived in an apartment, then I bought my dream home after looking for the past year for the perfect house.

I hesitated then asked...."Are you married?"

"Hell no Cole, I'm a happy bachelor.  I have friends and do my own thing.  Someday I may meet someone but for now I'm content.  You will be graduating soon, will you be attending college in the fall?"

"I'm not sure yet but I will be attending college for sure and my goal is to become a Physical Therapist."

"Good choice Cole and if there is anything I can do to help you along the way... you have my number."

"Thank you Colin, now I think we should get back to work."

"Let's do it and then we can take a dip in the pool to cool off.

We continued working throughout the afternoon and at one point I looked at Colin bent over and the sight of his ass caught my attention and I wondered what he would look like naked.  He turned around and I didn't move and he noticed me staring.  He smiled and said...."Are you okay Cole"  I stuttered...."Ummmm, yeah I'm fine just stopped for a minute."  "Were you checking out the scenery?"  I started laughing...."I was and the scenery is nice, well you know the progression of the landscaping."

The 90 degree heat had just about done us in and Colin said...."Let's call it a day Cole, I'm worn out.  Let's get in the pool"

"I don't have a swimsuit."

He smiled and dropped his shorts and jumped in the pool in his CK briefs.  I followed by dropping my shorts and joined him.  

"Man, this feels good, the heat was really getting to me Colin"

"Refreshing isn't it? I wanted a pool and when the yard is done it will be my happy place to relax."

After a bit we got out and my eyes went directly to Colin's bulge.  The way he looked with the water cascading off his tanned body had me chubbing up again.

"Hey Cole, you're staring again."

"I'm so sorry but you have a perfect body." 

"Thank you, I'm going to get us a couple of bottles of water and we can sit and talk."

Colin came outside and we downed half of the water.  I was nervous after staring at Colin and that he had noticed.

"Cole, I have noticed for some time that you like to watch me.  Maybe it's my teaching mannerisms or could it be something else?  If you don't mind me asking, are you into guys?"

I froze and looked down and didn't know what to say."It's okay Cole, I don't judge and can I tell you something just between us?"

"Sure, just between us."

"I'm gay Cole and I hope that doesn't bother you.  What I have just told you cannot leave here and has to be between you and I.  I trust you and feel that I can confide in you and you in me.  I have observed that you're very mature for your age which is refreshing."  

"I have never told anyone Colin, but I'm gay also even though I have never experienced sex with a guy."

"Well damn, I would have never known if I didn't catch you checking me out.  It was a sign to me that you possibly were gay."

"Colin, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable but you're the definition of eye candy. You must have guys constantly wanting to hook up with you."

"Thank you, wow, eye candy huh? I'm flattered but I'm not that kind of guy going with every Tom, Dick and Harry.  I have had opportunities to enjoy sex but I choose wisely and I don't do hookups at bars."

"I understand and I respect that.  I have portrayed myself as straight because the backlash of coming out scares me not to mention what it would do to my parents."

"Cole, it's a choice you will have to make at some point because your life will not move forward until you do."

"I know and I realize that I have to accept my destiny but I don't want to hurt anyone in the process."

"Don't you think about having sex?"

"I do all the time but I'm afraid of being outed."

"You wouldn't be outed with me Cole." 

"It's nice to be able to talk to someone because I have never shared what I have told you with anyone."

"I am a very private person Cole and though I am out to my family and a few close friends, I don't advertise that I'm gay.  Being a teacher I have to be careful of the ramifications."

"I understand what you are saying and thank you for sharing that with me."

"Cole, you must fantasize about what you would like to do sexually?"

"Well even though I have never experienced sex, I have watched porn and I love all aspects of sex, gay sex that is. I have dated girls to keep my straight image but I feel like I'm cheating myself."

"You are cheating yourself and I have to say, all this talk has my CK'S stretched to the max."

"I laughed, "me too Colin," as I pointed to my pouch tenting outward.

"Do you want to come in and indulge in some experimentation?"

"I think I would,.... lead the way."

Before going in the house Colin removed his wet CK briefs and I did the same.  My heart was racing and as we walked down the hallway to his bedroom the sight of his ass was everything that I had imagined.

We walked into his bedroom and he told me to lay on the bed on my back.  

"Cole, you need to relax and let me take you to a place you have never been before."

He moved in between my legs and slowly knee crawled up my body.  His mouth touched my nipples and the sensation was radiating to my ass like erotic impulses.  He moved down, licking and kissing my body, reaching my abs. My breathing increased as he went down further into my pubes.  He was making moaning sounds which turned me on even more.  He took hold of my cock and licked the precum that was spilling from my piss slit and then engulfed the head of my cock....

"Uh, uh oh wow,  that's really nice." as my body arched....

He took the length of my cock without stopping until his nose was in my pubes.  He kept my cock in his throat and sucked it and then came all the way up and back down again.  After some time he let my cock pop out of his mouth and he went for my balls, lavashing  them with his tongue and using his finger to massage my taint. My head was moving back and forth because I had never felt anything so incredible.  I knew I wasn't going to last long as he brought me to the brink.

"Colin, stop, I'm going to Cum."

He intensified his mouth action and within thirty seconds I exploded in his mouth and he sucked me and swallowed every drop.  He kept my cock in his mouth as dribbles continued and then he licked and cleaned my cock off.

"Was it good for you Cole?  You are a shooter and I had to keep swallowing so I wouldn't lose any of your tasty cum."

"Colin, I have no words to describe how it felt, I guess amazing, incredible, awesome are just a few descriptive words. I'm sorry I didn't last longer but your mouth was incredible and so much different than using my hand."

We both sat and talked and being naked with him felt so comfortable.  He told me that there was much more that he wanted to share with me and as he spoke in his soft voice I realized what a beautiful guy he is. 

"Let's take a shower and get cleaned up."

We washed each other and Colin held me looking into my eyes and I hoped that he would kiss me but he didn't and I didn't want to make the move.  We were both hard again and with a smirk he said...."So as my student, would you like to come over Wednesday evening for some tutoring?"

"I think tutoring is exactly what I need." 

On Monday an exuberant Mr. William's smiled when I entered the class room.  I chuckled to myself at the thought of getting together for some one on one tutoring from Mr. William's.

fter class he invited me to dinner on Wednesday and I accepted his invitation.  When I got home I took a shower and dressed in my tightest jeans with a henley shirt that accentuated my upper body.  A splash of Gio cologne and I was on my way.

I rang the doorbell and Colin opened the door and said...."Hey Cole, come on in, you're early but dinner will be ready in about an hour.  Damn, those jeans hug you in all the right places."

"Thanx man, something smells really good."

"I hope you like Lasagna Cole."

"I'm Italian, do I have to say anymore?"

We sat and talked for a while and Colin got serious...."I have been thinking about what has happened between us Cole and I have never done anything like this before with a student.  I feel guilty and know that I should be concerned that I let it go this far."

"Let me say this to you, I may be eighteen but I am now an adult.  I think you are an amazing person and in the short time we have been together I realize this is new to you also.  Let's enjoy each other and the time we share together without being guilty.  What has happened between us is between you and me."

I helped Colin set the table and we sat down to a meal of Lasagna, salad and an Italian Crusty Bread.  As we ate, our talk became easy and a closeness had developed between us.

"So Cole, you graduate in two weeks and have you decided on college?"

"I have and I will be taking a DPT Program which is a three year Bachelor's Degree and followed up with three years of a Doctor of Physical Therapy Degree and by joining them together I will finish in six years instead of seven."

"Fantastic Cole, I'm happy for you."

We finished dinner and I helped him cleanup but there was sexual tension in the air because Colin kept staring at me and I started laughing and said...."Look who is staring now!" 

"Cole, you can't blame a guy for checking out that fine ass of yours."

"We are done cleaning up so how about some of that tutoring you offered me?"

"If you will follow me to the bedroom Cole,  I have some tasks ready for you to complete and I want you to excel to your fullest potential. 

"Oh Mr. William's, I want to experience all you have to teach me."

"Huh, your first exercise will be to learn the technique of sucking cock.  So let's get naked and begin."

As we got on the bed I knew that Colin's body was pure male perfection.  His chest covered in dark hair leading down into his thick pubes.  His erect cock long and thick, had me salivating.  I was about to suck my first cock and I wanted Colin to give me and A+.  He propped himself up on pillows and spread his legs letting me know he was ready.  I knee crawled up his body and I had taken notes on what he did to me.  I raised his arms and licked his hairy armpits savoring his scent.  He placed his hand on my head, running his fingers through my hair.  I used my tongue licking his neck and down to his nipples, lavishing them with my tongue and saliva.  He moaned and I knew that all I wanted was to please him and make him want me the way I wanted him.  I licked my way down his treasure trail leading to the prize I had been dreaming of, his big hard cock.

I took hold of his cock and licked the precum that was spewing out of his piss slit and savored his taste.  My tongue circled the diameter of his engorged corona and his body arched.  I slowly made my descent, inch by inch until I gagged.  I retreated and came up then back down again as he verbally enticed me to continue.  My cock was hard and at that moment I realized how much I wanted to satisfy him, to make him want me.   

Colin raised his legs and gave me complete access to his cock, balls and ass.  I sucked on his huge balls and then my tongue traveled along his taint into his hairy fuck hole...."Fuck, Cole you are a fast learner."

I went back to his cock and finally was able to take all of him into my throat, gagging but not stopping.  

"Cole, stop, I don't want to cum."

I let his cock pop out of my mouth and looked at him...."I was ready for your load."

He turned over on his stomach and said...."Cole, please, my brown eye needs your tongue."
I had watched rimming videos so I spread Colin's cheeks, his hairy crack looked so hot and his pink hole was winking at me so I laid on my stomach and moved up and began to lick his ass cheeks.  I licked his hole with my tongue taking in his scent, musky, sweet and I became stoked, licking, sucking, slurping and getting my face buried in his ass...."Oh fuck, yes, yes, don't stop Cole, please eat that ass."

After moisturizing Colin's delicious manhole with my saliva, I was ready for anything.  I know I did my assignment well by the outbursts Colin made as I munched on his quivering asshole.

"Ahh, lube up Cole and stick that big cock of yours in me."

I leaned down and whispered in his ear...."You're my first and I am going to get another A+ from you, teach." 

I aimed my swollen, dripping cock at my target and pushed in just passing his tight muscle.  His ass clinched and then opened welcoming me in.  I pushed forward and slowly made my way inside him.  The feeling was more than what I ever imagined.  His velvety ass walls wrapped me with erotic sensations that I never wanted it to end.  I fucked him with deep thrusts almost pulling out of him and then back in to the hilt.

"Cole, fuck me man, fuck me hard! 

As sweat dripped from my body I continued to pound his fuck hole and hit his sweet spot non stop.  My libito was rageing and I was about to blow a jizm bomb in his welcoming cum hole. 

I told Colin I was close....

"Fuck me and fill me up Cole."

"Oh shit, I'm there, fuckin take it yeeeeeeeees."

I blew my load deep inside him collapsing on his back.  Never had I felt anything so powerful.  I laid across his back until our breathing returned to normal. 

"Cole, man you are fire in every sense of the word.  I have never been fucked like that and you should be proud of yourself."

"Colin, never in all my horny dreams did I expect it to be so powerful.  Your ass sucked me in and I will never forget my first time."

"I have to say Cole, I have never cum handsfree before so yes you definitely get an A+ from me.  I made a mess of the bed."

Colin got us each a bottle of water and we cleaned up.  I helped him change the bed and he started laughing.."What? Why are you laughing?"

"Is this what it would be like to be in a relationship?"

"I don't know Colin, but I bet it would be nice." We sat and talked and we were both on cloud nine because somehow we clicked.  My first time and I felt manly and powerful the way Colin submitted to me.

"Hey, my parents are going away this weekend and I was wondering if you could continue my tutoring?"

"In that case, I think it will be a full weekend of tutoring.  Can you handle that Cole, you have much more to learn?"

"I promise you that I can handle any kind of training techniques you can teach me.  I am an avid student, willing to go the distance so I have a full understanding and awareness of different maneuvers one might participate in."

"Well said Cole."  as we laughed...."Be here first thing Saturday morning, we can go for a run and then I will make breakfast and we can continue working in the yard and hopefully finish. Later I will make us dinner and plan on staying the night."   

Another Saturday arrived but this one I knew was going to be special.  There was something about Colin and me that clicked, not just sexually but what manifested was a deep friendship.  I could talk to him and he could talk to me and I needed that in my life and I think he did too.
As I pulled into the driveway, the door opened and Colin was smiling waiting for me.  I walked in and he hugged me and said...."I'm glad you're here Cole."

"Me too Colin."

We went for a three mile run and when we got back he made a delicious breakfast and as we ate we talked candidly about me leaving for college, then about confronting my parents and also his parents.

"Cole, I am going to miss you and I want to thank you for helping me take the yard from blah to beautiful.  Here is your last payment for what you have done for me."

"I am going to miss you too but I will only be fifty miles away so I can come home on weekends. No Colin, I don't want the money, consider it a housewarming gift from me.  Maybe you can buy something that will remind you of me."   

"Thank you Cole, you have become special to me, much more than just sex, even though the sex is more than I ever expected with you.  Have you thought about telling your parents?"

"I have been contemplating telling them before I leave for college and the thought of it makes me sick in my stomach, but I know it's something I have to do."

"You always speak highly of your parents and the close bond you have with them.  I think they will understand."

"I hope you're right.  You have never mentioned your parents."

"I came out to my parents when I graduated from college.  I wish I could say they accepted it but they didn't.  We were not close the way you are with your parents and things became strained and that's when I moved out and tried my best to make a life for myself with the thought and hope that maybe someday they would accept me.  I don't think that's going to happen.  I have an older brother and a younger sister.  My brother talks to me but not often and my sister doesn't talk to me at all.  I have accepted it but no matter what, they are my family and I love them."

"I'm so sorry Colin, I had no idea and that could happen to me too but I know for me to be happy I have to tell them."

"I have a feeling that it will all work out for you.  Do you realize we have been talking for two hours after breakfast?"

"Come on Cole, let's go lay by the pool and relax."

"I have to say Colin, the pool furniture is awesome making it the final touch to a beautiful yard." 

As we laid on the loungers we continued talking about all our hopes and dreams.  Colin got up and took his shorts off and jumped in the pool naked as a jaybird.  I laughed and dropped my shorts and joined him.  We wrestled and I loved the feel of his body.  He wrapped his arms around me and for the first time he kissed me, but it didn't take long for the kiss to become fueled with passion.  It was something that I never felt before, a longing, a need to be with him.  He looked into my eyes and said...."God you're beautiful Cole."

"Let's head inside, I'm in need of some attention."

We dried off and walked into his bedroom, laying on the bed holding each other, I felt that Colin was taking me to where I belonged, in his arms igniting an urgency in me."Colin, I want you in me."    

"Are you ready for that step?"

"Yes, I am."

I turned over on my stomach and spread my legs, giving Colin a full view of my virgin hole.  I was ready for him to take me.

"Damn Cole, your ass is perfect."

He spread my cheeks and his tongue touched my quivering hole and like magic he took me into a dark place where man sex was raw, and erotic with no limits.  I knew I was about to be deflowered and I was on the edge but ready.

Colin's cock peeked into my hole and as he pushed in it became painful and I tightened up.  He stopped and whispered in my ear...."You have to relax, the pain will soon be gone."

"Fuck it hurts, please go slow."

He pushed into me, popping through my sphincter and as he did I was feeling pain but also strange sensations.  As he continued he hit a certain spot and the pain was gone.  He began a slow rhythm touching my sweet spot and I became unhinged.

"Colin, ahh, that spot, fuck it feels good."

His thick cock was stretching me open and I grabbed onto the sheets, my ass lifting to accept all of him.  His thrusts became harder and deeper and I wanted it all.  The bed was squeaking as the fuck became more and more intense.

"Get on your back Cole."  

I turned around and he placed my legs on his shoulders and he was back inside me.  This was more than I ever anticipated and I was delirious as Colin fucked me.  He dropped my legs and laid on my body.  Sweat poured off of us and the smell of his body had me begging him for more.  Something was happening, moments filled with intimacy as his lips met mine and our mouths became caverns of lust.  

" Ahh Cole, I never have...."

"Cum in me Colin, give me part of you."

"Ahhhh, oh fuck, Cole, I'm fuckin cumming, fuuuuuuuuck!

"Yes, yes, me too, fuck me, fuck me hard, ooooooooooooh yeeees!

I could feel Colin filling me and as he laid on me our bodies slick from sweat and my cum.  I knew I had found a guy that could curl my toes and make me want him every hour of every day.

"How was it for you Cole?"

"I am speechless but one thing I know is your cock is going to be in me again and soon."
The rest of the weekend we fucked like rabbits and we could not get enough of each other.  I got my first taste of Colin's cum and my tutoring was over.  I had now passed mansex 101 and we laughed talking about it.  

After we showered we sat and talked and Colin became serious.  I could tell something was wrong so I asked....

"What is it Colin, you're quiet."

"You're eighteen and I'm twenty nine Cole.  I think we need to cool off and not let this get complicated. You're going to college and you will have many experiences.  You're infatuated with me because I'm your first." 

"What are you saying?  You don't want to see me anymore? You think this is just an infatuation for me?"

"This has been great and I appreciate the time we have spent together plus all your help making my yard look amazing, but I think I'm at fault here and should have been more responsible."  We will see each other from time to time and once you're away at college you will forget all about me."

"I think I understand what you're saying and I think I should leave."

I got up and got my things together and I was holding back my emotions.

"Thank you Colin, I have to go"

Colin didn't say a word, he just stood there.  I left and as I drove away my eyes began to rain and I had to pull over.  How could this go so wrong and how will I face him in class?  My last week before graduation was going to be difficult....


Quote for thought....The heart is like a compass, it either leads you closer to a person or it shows you another way.  If it's meant to be it will be.....

To be continued.... 

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