Finding myself and more

by Mr Bill

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During my senior year of high school, when I was eighteen, I had fucked several females I had dated, but I began to wonder what it would be like to have sex with another male.  I loved jerking off and wondered what it would be like to jerk off another guy and have him jerk me off.

I had gone for a jog one Saturday at a local park , and stopped at one of the restroom along the trail to take a leak.  I went into the restroom and found a man I judged to be in his late twenties, standing at the urinal trough also wearing jogging gear.  

As I stepped up to the long trough next to him, I glanced over and saw that his cock was completely hard and he was very slowly stroking it.  It was the first time I had seen another male completely hard much less stroking it.

Immediately, my own cock began to stiffen as I pissed and all that time the man was looking at my cock and smiling.  After a moment, he looked up at me and said, “Nice piece of meat you got.  May I feel it?”

“Uh, yea, I agues so,” I replied nervously,

He reached over and gently grasped my cock and as he did he said, “You can feel mine if you want to.”

While trying to steady my hand, I reached over and grasped his cock and  began stroking him as he did the same to me. It wasn’t long until his cock exploded and I watched as volley after volley of thick cream shot out into the trough.  As it did, my own cock reached it’s climax and shot out numerous volleys of my own thick cum.

Smiling, he said, “I enjoyed that. If you want to do it again, I’ll be here next Saturday at the same time.”

“Uh, Maybe,” I replied as I put my cock away before walking out.

All week, every time I thought about having his cock in my hand my own cock became rock hard.  By Thursday, I couldn’t wait for Saturday to arrive.

Finally it was Saturday and I headed out for my jog, checking my watch to make sure I was at that particular restroom at the proper time.

The restroom was just barely in view when I saw the man enter from the opposite direction.  My cock began to stiffen and by the time I stepped into the restroom, it was rock hard.

Glancing around, I didn’t see the man then slowly the door to one of the stalls opened and there he stood, totally naked, his hairy muscular chest and belly showing above his hard cock and thick bush.

He smiled and motioned me to step in.  I did and immediately he began lifting up my tank top and removed it then shoved my shorts to the floor.  It was then that he stepped up onto the toilet then squatted down and said, “If anyone should happen to come in they will only see one pair of feet.”

He began fondling my cock as he leaned over and begin liking first one nipple then the other.  Then, without warning he bent further forward and swallowed my cock.  

I gasped as he did then realized how utterly awesome it felt.  He worked his head up and down and soon my cock exploded in his mouth and as it did he swallowed every huge volley of my cum.

After milking me dry, he smiled and said, “That was fucking awesome. Thanks.”

“I never had that done before,” I said.

“I didn’t figure you had.  I gotta run, but here is my address.  It’s a small house right on the edge of the park I’m home after five every day and pretty much all day Saturday and Sunday.  Stop by anytime. By the way, I’m Josh.”

“I’m Mark,” I managed to say, as I looked at the address.  

As he stepped off the toilet, he said, “Please, Mark, stop by.” 

With that he opened the door and left.  I was stunned at what had happened but knew I wanted it to happen again. I had just experienced my first blow job.

I had fucked several girls from school, but nothing gave me the sexual satisfaction that the blow job had.  I knew I wanted it again but began to wonder what it would be like to give one.

My big question was wondering what the cum would taste like. I decided to find out.

I lived with my dad, who was a state police officer and often worked a private security job after getting off patrol.  He had called me mid afternoon and said he had received a call to work security at a private party and wouldn’t be home until early morning. 

I enjoyed the freedom that nudity afforded me so after knowing dad wouldn’t be home, I stripped down and roamed the house nude, thinking of Josh and the blow job he had given me.

I pictured his muscular hairy body in my head and my cock quickly reached it’s full hardness.  I lay back in dad’s recliner and began jerking off.  It didn’t take me long to climax  and when I did I shot my load in my left hand.  I looked at the huge puddle in the palm of my hand and took a deep breath.

With only a slight hesitation, I lifted my hand to my mouth and sucked the puddle in.  Swirling the creamy liquid around, I immediately realized I liked what was in my mouth.  The taste was slightly tangy and delicious and after several moments I swallowed .

Then later, once in bed and before going to sleep, I sat on the side and jerked off, again collecting it in my hand, before licking my hand completely clean.  I knew  I would never waste my cum loads again.  Then I wondered what another mans cum would taste like.

On Sunday after lunch, I told dad I was ‘going for a jog,’ and my jog led me straight to Josh’s house.  Nervously, I knocked on the door and after a moment the door opened.  

As Josh looked into my face, a big smile developed on his face and he said, “Well, hello, there. I didn’t think you would be by so soon. Come on in.”

I stepped in and immediately noticed that he wore only a pair of short gym shorts.  I wanted to have sex with him but being the son of a police officer, I wanted to know more about him for my own peace of mine.

He offered me a soda and I said I wanted top get top know him better.  He agreed and we talked.  I found out that he was a construction supervisor for a home remodeling company owned by his dad.  He was twenty-eight and single, and was originally the northern part of the state.

Looking at me, he smiled and said, “Mark, this is all new to you isn’t it?”

“Yes, it is, but it is also something I have been curious about for a while. I want to experiment and see if I want to continue it or not.”

“How much time do you have, Mark?”

“As much as I want.  I told my dad I was going for a jog and he will be leaving for work soon, and won’t be home until later.”

“Well, then, why don’t you watch a movie I have then you can tell me what you want to try.”

“There is no need for that,” I told him.  “I have seen pictures and I want to get sucked again, I want to suck a cock to completion and I want to fuck a guy in his ass.”

“Well, you certainly do know what you want and it is all things I love and enjoy.  First off, why don’t we get comfortable,” he said.

Leading me to his bedroom, we entered and as he removed his shorts, I quickly removed my shorts, jock, tank top, shoes and socks.

He stepped up to me and said, “This is something most men do when they have sex,” then he leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine and as he did, he parted his lips and offered me his tongue. I had kissed girls that same way and immediately parted my lips and accepted his tongue.  I immediately knew that it was another thing I liked and it was so much more passionate than with a female.

As we kissed, both our cocks became rock hard and as I reached down and grasped his, he did the same to mine.  After several moments, our lips parted, and he asked, “Do you want us to do each other one at a time or do each other at the same time?”

“Josh, when you sucked me in the park restroom, that was the first time I had ever been sucked.  This is all new to me.”

“Well, then  why don’t you just lay back and watch what I do.  Then if you want to try it you will basically know what to do.”

I agreed and watched as he lovingly licked my hard cock, licking the precum off the tip, then swallowing my cock completely.  I noticed that he made sure not to scrape me with his teeth.  He sucked me steadily and lovingly, soon bringing me to a roaring climax.

After he had eaten my entire load, he lay next to me and we kissed passionately.  Then, as the kiss ended, I moved down between his legs as he had done to me.  

Gently lifting his hard cock, I licked the large drop of precum off the tip then closed my lips around the head.  I slowly lowered my face and took more in my mouth, not believing I actually had another man’s penis in my mouth, but I did and liked it.

I began to piston up and down on it and as I did, Josh looked at me and said, “Damn, baby, it’s hard to believe that you’re sucking your first cock. You are a fucking natural.”

I took as much as possible down my throat and repeated the movement numerous times, swirling my tongue around the cock head as I did.  It wasn’t long before josh stopped moaning and said, “Get ready, baby, because you are about to get a mouthful.”

Just moments later, I felt the head of his cock swell, then a flood of delicious cum filled my mouth.  I collected it all and looked into his eyes.  As I did, he smiled.  I smiled back and swallowed the huge load.

“Damn, Mark, most guys gag the first time they suck another guys cock to completion.  You are a fucking natural.”

“Well, I have to admit that when I have jerked off I have eaten my own loads so I kind of new what it would taste like.”

“Well, I know you are new to all this, but there is something else I want to eat.”

“What’s that?” I asked.

Getting between my legs, he lifted my feet up over my head and had me hole them there.  As I did, he spread my ass cheeks and drilled his tongue into my virgin hole. I gasped in sheer pleasure as he tongue fucked my ass.

After several minutes he stopped and we started a hot kissing session, after which he suggested we take a break and fix some sandwiches for lunch.  Staying nude we went to the kitchen and prepared each of us a sandwich between quick kisses.

As we ate, he smiled and said, “I can’t believe how lucky I was to meet some one like you.  Most of the guys I have met are either old men or prudes that turn their head away from my boner at the urinal.”

After lunch, he said, “How about a hot sixty-nine?”

I quickly agreed and we headed back to the bedroom.  Then after getting in bed, he flipped around and together, we swallowed each others cocks.  

Lovingly, we took our time sucking, enjoying each others cock and not rushing toward a climax. After a while, I felt him speed up and I did the same, and moments later we climaxed in each others mouth simultaneously.  

Somehow, he managed top say “Don’t swallow,” and quickly flipped around and we had our first cum kiss, mixing our loads together, before each swallowing half.  As we parted, I looked at him and said haw unbelievably hot that had been.

“I love mixing the loads in a kiss then swallowing my share,” he said. 

With a smile, I said, “So do I, now.”

We cuddled and talked for a while before I said I should probably head home. Looking into my eyes, he said, “There is just one more thing I want on our first time together.”

“What’s that?” I asked.

“I want you to fuck me,” he replied.

Moments later he was on his back, legs raised, and my cock and his ass lubed.  “Start in and go balls deep then fuck the hell out of me,” were his instructions.

I did as instructed and buried my cock in his hot ass and fucked him like a whore off the street, and he loved it, eventually filling his ass with my cum load.

As I slowly extracted my cock from his ass, he smiled and said, “You learn fast and you can fuck me any time you want.”  

As much as I hated to, I knew I had to get home and act normal in case dad stopped by, which he did from time to time.

After Josh repeatedly told me how much he had enjoyed our encounter, I headed home, already looking forward to our next meeting.  With me was a slim life like dildo Josh had given me to let me get used to having something up my ass.  I looked forward to using it the first time, but I knew from Josh’s reaction, nothing could replace the real thing.

I had been home about an hour when dad called to check on me.  I knew then that he probably wouldn’t be stopping by, and I was looking forward to using the dildo in my ass.

I headed for dad’s room thinking I might find some lube there.  I started looking around in the bedside tables with no luck.  I started checking the dresser drawer by drawer and when I got to the bottom drawer I found some.  But in the same drawer was several different size and shape of dildos.  Since they were in the bottom drawer, I assumed that they had been for mom before she passed away.

There were three partial tubes of lube and I took one and returned to my room.  I lubed up the dildo, and lay on my bed, pulling my legs up.  I put the dildo in place and began the insertion, gradually getting it in all the way.  I began working it in and out and found that I loved the feeling.  Then I began working it faster nd the next thing I knew I was climaxing out onto my stomach.

Exhausted, I lowered my legs after slowly extracting the dildo.  Then, I scraped up the cum on my belly and chest and ate it.  Later, I fucked myself again nd dreamed if feeling Josh up in me.

I was tempted to get one of the larger dildos out of dads dresser but was afraid he might notice one missing.  It would have to wait.

I went on to bed and didn’t hear dad some in and go to his room. The next day after dad went to work I slipped into his room to get one of the dildos. When I opened the drawer and looked in, they were not as I had left them.  I didn’t know what to think but decided to use the one I had.  Four times that day I fucked myself with the dildo, wanting the real thing.

On Tuesday, I lied to dad and said I needed to stay late and work on a project with a classmate.  Instead I went to Josh’s and once inside I kissed him and said, “I want you to fuck me.  I want to see what the real thing feels like.”

“I assume you have been using the one I gave you,” he said.

“I have, and now I want the real thing,” I demanded.

“Come on, then,” he said heading toward his bedroom.  

Once there, I stripped and got in bed while he got the lube and lubed his cock up, then my ass.  As he began his entry, he slipped in with no problem and he smiled and said, “Man, you have been working that hole over, but it’s still tight.”

Looking up at him I said, “Just shut the fuck up and fuck me, damnit.”

He smiled and began fucking my ass and I was loving the real thing, and eagerly waiting to feel him cum in my ass. We kissed passionately as he fucked me then before long he smiled and said, “You’re about to get my load.”

“Shoot it, Josh.  Shoot it up in me.”

His cock erupted and as it did, I cried out, “Oh fuck yea! Shoot that cream up in me.”

Once he was drained he pulled out and began sucking my cock and quickly brought me to a wild climax. Once he had me drained, we kissed and shared it.

Now that I was sucking and getting fucked I wanted more. I started going where ever I thought I could get cock.  I was either sucking cock or getting fucked daily, and sometimes both at the same time.

I graduated and went away to college.  I had frequent sex while there and it was awesome.  Then between my junior and senior year I got a summer job working for the power company and was assigned to work with Brad Davis, a thirty year old divorced man who was built like the proverbial brick shit house.  And besides that, he was damn good looking.

Brad and I hit it off almost immediately. We found that we both enjoyed sports, especially baseball.

We had been working together for two weeks and discussed baseball frontward and backwards, when he asked if I would like to spend Saturday at his place watching two games during the afternoon. I was all for it and he gave me his address.

I arrived right before the first game started shortly after noon. He had everything out to prepare sandwiches, along with beer and sodas.  I was now twenty-, so I grabbed a beer and prepared myself a sandwich.  After adding some chips to my plate, I headed for the den and found a seat on the sofa.

I had finished my sandwich and was working on some chips when I knocked my plate off the arm of the sofa.  I got down to pick them up and as I did, I noticed a magazine under the edge f the sofa.

As I mentioned it, I began pulling it out and I noticed all the color drain out of Brad’s face.  He froze where he stood and as I looked down at the magazine, I knew why.  It was a gay magazine with a stud on the cover with a cock in his mouth and another in his ass.

Looking at it closer I said, “Damn, Brad! You into this shit?”

“Mark, I never intended for you to find out.  Please don’t say anything to anyone.  It could mean my job.”

“Hey, man,” I began as I stepped toward him, “I have no plans of saying anything to anyone.  I’m into the same thing.”

“Are you fucking serious?” he asked.  “Are you really into other men?”

“Would you like me to prove it?” I asked as I stepped up to him.

He smiled and grasped my shoulders and leaned in and pressed his lips to mine.  Immediately, I parted my lips and offered my tongue and instantly, he accepted it and offered his.  

We kissed for several moments before parting at which time he said, “I’ve wanted to do that ever since you started working with me.”

“So have I,” I replied.  

We kissed again, more passionately and as we did I reached down with my right hand and felt his rock hard cock through his shorts.  A split second later, I felt his hand on mine.

When we parted, he smiled and said, “We can sit down and watch the ballgame, or we can go to the bedroom and have sex.  Your choice.”

“Fuck the ballgames,” I replied.  “I’d rather we fuck each other.”

“Sounds good to me and from what I felt, I want to taste that awesome cock of yours.”

“Nothing like a good ole sixty-nine,” I replied.

He took my hand and led me to his bedroom, and in an instant we were both totally naked and on his bed, making out.  After a few moments, he flipped around and we began a slow, loving, passionate sixty-nine.  We took our time and after what I judged to be about fifteen or twenty minutes of slow loving sucking, we began to speed up, eagerly bringing each other top a roaring climax.

Suddenly, his big thick beautiful cock exploded into my hungry waiting mouth and as it did, my own cock erupted into his hot wet mouth.  Hungrily, we both collected the love juice being fed to us and simultaneously swallowed each others load.

After more kissing, he asked how I got started.  I filled him in on everything so far and then asked how he got started.

“I was in the Marines and we were out on maneuvers.  One of my closest buds and I were together an d got to talking about being horny.  He said that if I promised not to say anything to anyone, he could solve my problem.  When I asked what he meant, he said he would be glad to give me a blow job and that he had been wanting to.  I agreed and felt guilty and returned the favor.  

“We started blowing each other every chance we got and I found I totally enjoyed it.  Then, when we got leave we got a hotel room together and he introduced me to fucking. That first weekend together, we must have fucked each  other five or six times plus did some sucking.”

“And you  have been at it ever since,” I stated.

“Oh, yes, and love it more every day.  If I remember right, the last time I had sex with a female was when I was eighteen, before I went into the Marines.”

“Brad, you’re like me. I can’t get enough male sex. If I can’t have male sex, I don’t have sex at all,” I commented.

“I agree.  If no males are around that want sex, I satisfy myself and enjoy eating my own load.”

“Same here.  I have eaten my own for years.  One reason is that I love cum, my own and others.  The other reason was to keep my dad from accidentally finding dried up cum rags.”

“Would he have said anything?” Grad asked.

“I doubt it, but I didn’t want to take the chance,” I replied.

I ended up calling dad and left him a message that I wouldn’t be home that night.  Brad and I stayed nude and had sex most of the night. I had never had my ass eaten as thoroughly as he ate it and it was fantastic.

During the week, Brad and I did our work, but on our lunch breaks we fed each other our hot thick cum loads.  There were also several weekends that Brad invited one or two of his buds over to join us in sex.  On those weekends I frequently had a cock in my ass and mouth at the same time, and loved it.

I graduated college with a degree in financial management and got a job with a local financial investment company.  Brad and I still saw each other a couple of times a week after work and on occasional weekends.

One Saturday afternoon I was at the mall, cruising the men there, an d stopped at the food court to get a burger.  As I ate, I looked around at the other men there.  

About four or five tables away was a hot stud in shorts and tank top. I noticed that he frequently looked my way. I smiled at him and he smiled back, and I wondered if he played.  

He appeared to be in his mid twenties and obviously worked out due to the muscles he displayed.  Then as I glanced at him again, he smiled and slightly licked his lips.  I responded the same way and moments later he got up and headed toward the restrooms.

I quickly finished my burger and followed and when I went into the men’s restroom, I saw him step into the handicapped stall, leaving the door open.

I stepped up to the door and he motioned for me to join him.  I did, knowing we had privacy, due to the fact that all the partitions between the stalls and the doors went all the way down to the floor.

I stepped in and we kissed and fondled and did some sucking but not to completion. After a short while, he said he had to go because his wife would be expecting him but asked me to meet him at sunset in Meacom Park.  I agreed and he left.

I was at the park at sunset, and saw him arrive and followed him as he jogged down the trail.  After a ways down the trail, he exited and went into the brush.  I followed and found him in a small clearing, his shorts down and him casually stroking his hard cock.

I stepped up and dropped my jeans to my knees as we kissed. Then, he dropped and began sucking my cock like a starving dog.  It didn’t take long for me to reach my climax and feed him my load.  He eagerly swallowed and milked me dry before standing up.  

As he stood, I dropped  and swallowed his hard beautiful uncut cock.  I lovingly deep throated it before working hungrily to get his load.  Soon, he began to breath heavily and I knew he was close.  Seconds later, his cock erupted and fed me a huge load of thick, creamy cum.

Just after swallowing the last drop, he pulled up his jogging shorts and as he did, we heard, “Both of you, stay where you are.”

In a flash he was off and, still on my knees, I turned as best I could to see a county deputy sheriff in uniform approaching me.

“Stay just like you are, buddy.  Don’t make a move,” he said as he stepped up to me.

My jeans were still around my ankles and as I squatted there, he stepped closer, smiling, and said, “So, it appears you like sucking cock, right?”

I just looked up into his handsome face.  He appeared to be in his thirties and was nice looking, and well built.  I never said a word.

“Yes, from what I watched, you like sucking cock,” he said.

I  could only assume that he had watched me suck the other guy not only from what he said, but from the bulge I had quickly noticed in his pants.

“Well, you have a choice.  You can either stand up and get cuffed and be carted off to jail, or you can reach over to me and unzip my pants and take out my cock and service me like you did the other guy.  The choice is yours.”

Nervously, I reached over and began unzipping his uniform pants, and as I did, he said, “I was hoping this would be your choice.  I’m horny as hell.”

With that, he removed his utility belt, containing his firearm and lay it on the ground.  Then, after unbuckling his pants, he dropped them to his kneed then lowered the jock he wore.  There before me was a beautiful almost eight in cut cock with a rosy pink head, and a drop of precum on the tip.

“It’s all yours, my friend. Do what you do best.”

I swallowed his awesome cock and sucked the thick tool dry, devouring the huge load he fed to me.

Then, after milking him dry, he said, “I have never had a blow job that good.  You are a pro, and if you ever want it again, be here any evening at dusk.  I patrol here daily and if I see you head down the trail, I’ll know you want it.”

His name badge said ‘Officer D. Baker’ and I definitely wanted him again.  I was at the park at least once a week and sometimes twice and sucked him dry every trip.  It was a great turn on to me to suck a cop in uniform while he was on duty.

One weekend when I was spending the weekend with Brad, we had just finished a hot sixty-nine, when he got a call that his dad had been rushed to the hospital.  He hurried out and I returned home.

When I arrived, I noticed a strange car in the drive and all the lights out except in dad’s bedroom.   Curious, I eased in noiselessly, and eased to his bedroom door.

It was partially ajar, and gave me a clear view of what was going on.  There on dad’s bed was my dad and his best bud from work, Clay Evans.  Both men were totally nude and as they performed a sixty-nine on each other, they were fucking each others ass with the dildos I had found in dad’s room.

Instantly, my cock was rock hard as I watched the action.  I was shocked, yet excited at the fact that my dad loved cock as much as I did.

I slipped into my room and stripped, deciding to join them.  I eased into dad’s room and was next to the bed before Clay spotted me.  Pulling off dad’s cock he just said “Oh, Shit!”

Dad stopped sucking and turned and saw me, my hard cock sticking out in front of me.  Looking totally shocked he said, “Mark, what are you doing home?”

“Well, my man had an emergency so I came home, not expecting to find this but if I could I would love to join you.”

“What?” Dad exclaimed.

Without saying a word, I moved closer and before dad could react, I had his cock buried down my throat, hungrily sucking him as I stroked Clay with my right hand.  After a few minutes, I switched and started sucking Clay as my dad watched.

The dildos in their asses had worked their way out as I alternated between their cocks.  However, before either climaxed, I watched as my dad swallowed my cock and began sucking me.  

Clay, being respectful, moved aside and let my dad and I enjoy our first sixty-nine.    We soon climaxed and devoured each others cum load, before kissing passionately.  Afterward, dad watched as I sucked Clay dry then kissed my dad and shared the load.

Later, after fucking Clay while dad fucked me, Clay departed and left dad and I to enjoy each other.  

We talked for hours, telling each other how we each started enjoying male sex.  Then, later, dad had me fuck him and said it was the best fuck he had ever had.  We spent the entire weekend in bed, sucking and fucking.

The following weekend we invited brad to join us and the weekend after that we had a three way with Clay.  Both men said how hot it was to have sex with a father and son team.

I even went to the park and gave Officer Baker ,y address and invited him to join dad and I after he got off duty and was still in uniform.

Dad and I now frequently share cock, taking turns on guys cocks and whoever gets the load kisses the other and shares it.  Some of the best sex I ever experienced was with my own dad. Every son should have that pleasure