Discovering The Real Luke

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Getting through to the end of the week is pretty easy, not much happens as it gets to Friday as I decide to head down to the gym to see if I could catch Cam again like last week to just talk to him and fully break down these walls that are there between us even though I don’t think he’s the one who built them.

I get to the gym and he’s in the locker room changing showing off a pretty nice, semi-hairy body as he spots me and smiles a bit as I smile back at him. “Hey man, fancy seeing you here again,” I say as he smiles again, tentative but I think he wants to be friendly with me.

“Oh, hey Luke, I’m running late today want to get the circuit in,” he says to me as he fumbles his clothes, almost trying to get away from me and I can tell he’s feeling guilty about something. “Don’t rush yourself, man, just take your time to get ready and do your workout, if you rush things then you’ll do more damage to yourself” I say to him as he nods and smiles.

Helping Cam work out, I get to know a bit more about him, especially that his family isn’t exactly well off but does alright before finding out mostly about what he likes to get up to in his spare time. I spend the next hour with him and we have good fun together as I keep trying to prove to him that I’m not the big bad wolf.

After we’re done, I give him my phone number to text me any time he wants to chat alone which I think that he does but there is so much going on in his life and head, I doubt that he will. From chatting with him, I quickly realise that there are pretty big expectations on him which I can understand and think that these pressures are getting to him and he’s making the wrong decision not necessarily by choice but more by necessity to prove himself to everyone.

Having seen both sides of Cameron, I want to try and help him build his confidence up the same way that AJ did for me. After all, it’s important to have someone believing in you because it can help you feel as if you’re achieving something.

On the way home, I grab some lunch and stop in at the supermarket to pick up some milk which I used the last of this morning and head home to do some more work on my major report which I’ve decided to do about Franklin. As I get home, AJ is chilling out on the couch surprising me because he told me that he didn’t think he would be home until 4 or 5 at the earliest tonight.

“Sup bro, thought you were in meetings all day?” I ask him as I come in and put the milk in the fridge as well as what I bought to cook for dinner tonight and sit down next to him as he opens my Fried Rice and picks out the corn in it.

“Yeah, well so did I, but turn up at the office wait for half an hour, an hour, hour and a half then find out that the meeting was cancelled all along because the guy isn’t even in the fucking country this week,” he says getting annoyed a bit before taking a deep breath.

I just roll my eyes as I sit there trying to avoid the scavenger trying to pick all the good bits out of my lunch “Oi, you’ve got two legs to go and get some yourself” I say as he keeps trying to pick. I end up getting up and going over to sit at my desk to do the work on the project.

AJ sits there watching something on Netflix, moaning that I won’t share my lunch with him but as I tell him “If you told me, you were home then I would’ve got you something”. My retort gets just a shrug and AJ eventually relents to make his own lunch here at home using the leftovers we didn’t eat.

“How was your morning?” he asks as he gets his lunch organised, with even though he’s in the kitchen, the whole living space is open planned so we can just talk pretty much anywhere. “It was alright, hit the gym and was talking to a friend,” I say as AJ hits the nail on the head that I must be talking about Cam.

“Oh this is your mystery friend from College right?” he says as I nod and tell him everything about Cam and what he was telling me today. I let AJ know that I want to help him because he feels trapped about everything and AJ has this concerned look on his face about the situation.

“What’s the matter? You have that look again” I say as he quickly tries to change his facial expression but can’t do it as he looks at me. “Nothing is the matter, I’m just worried that you’re getting too involved in a situation that you can’t win at,” he says to me as I shake my head and look across at him.

“I’m not getting too involved, this is a guy who is quite clearly struggling with something ok? I don’t know what it is but I think he is trying to get the approval of others and the satisfaction that comes from that and I don’t want him going about it the wrong way” I say trying to show AJ that it’s not a bad thing to be trusting of people.

He nods “I know that Luke, but this is a guy that is clearly willing to attach himself to someone like Amy which tells you that he will stoop to doing anything no matter how murky it’ll be”. AJ’s words nod as my theory gets stronger and stronger about it being one of Amy’s crew that is sending me the messages threatening to out what I do.

As I get to work on my project, AJ comes over and rubs my shoulders and kisses me on the cheek “I love you so much Luke and you trying to find the good in people is one of my favourite things, but sometimes it’s just too much effort and you’ll get hurt” he says to me as I smile and nod at him knowing where he is coming from.

Sitting there working on my project is tough going because I’m doing my report on how conservativeness in towns has a negative effect on personal development which is something that is close to my heart in particular. It takes plenty of effort to get everything right and over the next few weeks I get it to a point where I think that it is absolutely perfect.

As I get closer to finishing it, AJ comes over to me grinning like a school kid getting the lollies he wanted “What’s the matter with you?” I ask him as he looks across at me. “Zak messaged me and he’s got a mate coming over from the states who wants to know if you’d bottom for him,” AJ says really excited as I get interested a bit but then think that maybe this is some random dude Zak thinks I’d let fuck me for a bit of cash.

“I mean, sounds intriguing but I don’t know if I want to let some random dude just fuck me, man, I mean we’ve gotten pretty serious lately and everything,” I say to him as he shakes his head and laughs. “Dude, this is not just some random dude… this is like a massive fucking deal for you,” he says to me as I get confused and have no idea who he could be referring to.

Sitting there thinking about what AJ had to say to me, I don’t know what he means because I don’t want to get into escort work and still think this is what he means. “Luke, this is a guy who wants to fuck you and post it on both yours and his OnlyFans channel,” he says to me still not telling me who this guy is.

“Are you going to tell me who it is or not? I mean there’s not much I can do because I’ve still got to focus on schoolwork and everything else” I say as AJ just shakes his head. “I know we have rules but this blows it out of the water, Zak told me to tell you, that Cody Martin wants to fuck you,” he says as I look shocked.

Cody Martin is only one of the hottest and most attractive porn stars there is in the world right now. He became really popular on a reality TV show in America as everybody’s favourite and then started doing webcam shows before signing up to do porn and sleeping with guys even though he’s straight.

“Holy shit? Seriously?” I say as this is a big deal and get slightly worried that AJ might be upset given the fact that he started doing all this first and I’ve sort of swooped him and outdone him in what I’ve filmed. “Yeah Luke, I know I tell you to put school first but this is a massive opportunity and you should go for it,” he says to me as he is smiling and I can tell he’s a little jealous.

“Are you alright about this bro? I mean it’s just you started ages before me and I’ve got all these opportunities” I say as he shakes his head and looks at me. “Yeah, totally fine man, I won’t admit that I don’t get jealous and this one makes me jealous, but I’m happy with everything right now, especially since winding down the escort work and then doing a lot more behind the scenes,” he says as I smile and hug him tightly.

We text back with Zak to confirm that I’m really interested in working with Cody and he says that he will organise the details. There’s a sense of excitement between the two of us with me filming with Cody because he doesn’t just fuck anyone and arguably, he brings in the cash for anyone who films with him.

The details are all organised that Cody is flying in next week on Wednesday so we’ll do some filming on Friday afternoon when we’re both free which will be good. It’s hard to keep the focus on school with the big scene next week but I managed to do that as I keep doing my report onto Franklin.

Heading to school so that I can do some more work in the library, I keep doing some research and see Cam heading in as I try to gesture to him to come over and talk but when I see Amy heading in with them I quickly realise that there isn’t too much of a chance to come over.

As I sit at one of the tables, one of Amy’s group of cronies comes over and asks if I need to use the textbook that I was going to put away that has to do with the coursework and I nod letting them take it not realising that he is grabbing my USB that has a copy of my project on it. I’m overprotective about things and have my work saved on several USBs just so that if I ever lose it then I’m safe. I go to pick up the USB as I head out of the library but think nothing of it as I can’t find it thinking that maybe I didn’t bring it with me.

Not thinking of it, I head home after a few hours thinking that I have everything perfect for it and go home getting AJ to have a look at it and get his approval on the project. Tidying up around the place, AJ gets home and has a read of my work making a few little changes that make it even better.

I submit my work and think that it is absolutely perfect and then turn focus on getting ready to start filming with Cody. AJ takes me to the gym and to try and get me pumped up and looking as good as possible as I know Cody is very demanding about what he wants the guy he shoots with to look like.

The workouts are more demanding and physical than ever as AJ is less caring boyfriend and more army commander as everything is brutal but I can see the efforts as my abs are so tight with more definition than ever.

It’s a really tough week, with everything I do and eat controlled down to the moment that I go to bed which is with AJ because he wants to make everything perfect. Getting into bed with AJ, I lay there cuddled into him as my cock is so hard that I just want to fuck him so badly as he lays there naked next to me.

I cuddle into him as he rolls over and tuts at me “I know how much you want this and I know how much I want you babe but I don’t want you wasting energy on me” he says to me as I laugh and kiss him. The disappointment in not being able to fuck AJ right now is pretty obvious and he cuddles into me and makes out with me.

“I promise that next weekend all we’ll do is stay naked in bed together and you can do anything you want to me,” he says winking as we kiss and make out for a while as he at least lets me massage his cock and balls. I can feel in his balls how filled they are and I run my finger along his crack as I kiss down the body and suck on his nipples.

Reluctantly, AJ lets me play with his body but won’t let me do anything more despite me pouting and I can feel our hard cocks rubbing against each other as we leak pre. It is really hard not being able to either suck his cock or roll him onto his back so that I can ride his massive hard cock.

As we lay there, I look across at AJ deeply into his eyes “Why did you quit Escorting and step back on doing the OnlyFans filming?” I ask as he looks across at me and just smiles. Laying there, he looks across at me and points into my chest “Having you in my life that’s why” he says to me as I smile and realise how much having me in his life meant.

I smile and now kind of feel guilty that I’m doing all sorts of filming with other guys especially Cody right now as I mention it to AJ “Do you want me to stop shooting?” I say as he almost looks offended at me even mentioning it.

“If I had a problem with it then I wouldn’t organise your schedule or find watching you having sex with other guys hot would I?” he says to me with a smirk as I get turned on even more by him as he tells me how much he enjoys watching me in the videos.

Talking about my first oral video with Nath, AJ had clearly watched it more than just as the video’s editor but more as a fan. Eventually, we go to sleep and both wake up with the biggest morning wood possible as AJ slaps me as I slightly jerk my cock.

“Only a couple of more days, ok?” he says to me as I groan and reluctantly get up and head into the shower. Getting dressed, AJ has breakfast organised for me before we head out because he wants me to get waxed completely even though I’m mostly smooth even if I have let my body hair grow a little bit without filming.

Even though I’ve stayed smooth since I moved to Westvale, it’s all been through shaving and using hair removal products rather than full-on waxing. Getting waxed is an interesting experience and something that I didn’t really expect to be as painful as it was.

The end result is as good as I expected with not a single hair on my body below my neck which is a weird experience but feels good as AJ looks at me and smiles turned on by how smooth I am right now. After taking a couple of selfies, teasing my shoot tomorrow I head to the gym and run straight into Cam who is halfway through a routine. My mind must be off because there were a few more messages from my friend this morning that were cryptic as all hell.

“You’ve been quiet, unfortunately, maybe you were actually listening”

“Sometimes people don’t know what they’re talking about when they say they know what they want to do and they do it”

The last message, in particular, is one that I don’t know whether it’s the person telling me that they don’t know if this is really what they want to be doing or it’s directed at me but it’s got my mind into a constant jam.

I offer to work out with Cam who looks a bit distracted about things as I talk to him about school in particular about the project which he feels confident on and says that he appreciated me helping him during our duo presentation the other week.

“Without being too pushy and overstepping the boundaries, why are you friends with Amy? From an outside view, she really doesn’t seem like that nice of a person” I say to him as he looks at me and shrugs as and doesn’t really know what to say about her.

Cam stays silent as he doesn’t really know what to say about her because I get that she has a hold on her “She’s not really as bad of a person that it looks, I wish that she could let people see that” he says as I look at him and nod almost implying that I wish there was the same thing.

“You don’t need to lie about her at all man, it’s the same about me man if you find me annoying then just tell me,” I say to him as he sits down on the bench and lets out a sigh. “It’s just super complicated you know, my Dad works for her Dad and he told me to stick around with her because we know each other and he tells me that it’ll benefit me in the long term to be with her because it opens up the opportunities,” he says to me as I realise that he isn’t necessarily hanging around her by choice but realising that family connections have put him in that position.

I nod, I can’t say that I understand where he is coming from fully but realise that it’s not that much difference between my situation battling the expectations of the family. “Look, I get that but you’re an adult and you can make a difference by yourself as you are,” I say to him as he smiles at that bit of a confidence boost.

“Look at you, you’ve managed to get a great body, you’re a good-looking guy and you’re extremely smart so there’s nothing that should stop you from being you,” I say to him as I try to help him get a confidence boost which I can see he is getting it. “Look, I might be overstepping my boundaries but you can do so much better than being friends with someone like Amy,” I say to him as he nods reluctantly about things.

I think Cam has finally realised that he is on a hiding to nothing as he shuts down and doesn’t talk to me as I don’t know whether he was on the brink of having a mental breakdown but he has just completely shut down on me. I sit there and put my arm around me as he shakes me off and wanders back to the locker room and finds a corner to sit down where he’s alone as I give him some space.

About 30 minutes later, Cam has only just taken his shirt off as he still sits there as I come in and head towards the shower as Cam comes past me and sees me as I haven’t bothered to close the door right now and he has a good look at me. I smile as he gets into the shower next to me and sadly, he closes the door which means that I can’t see too much of him.

Getting out of the shower, I wander back to the locker room and get changed with my towel wrapped around me as Cam comes out not long after I do and gets changed. I get a good look at his furry ass which is well muscled and looks really good and I would love to just bury my face between the cheeks.

I notice Cam looking over at me as I smile at him which makes him feel good as I smile at him “You are absolutely hot man… if it doesn’t offend you” I say to him not really sure if he would like a compliment like that.

He smiles and gets embarrassed a bit “Seriously? You think I’m hot?” he says to me as I nod at him and he blushes as we get dressed. Stopping at the café that sits just inside the gym, we both grab a juice as we stand there chatting before I look at the time and realise that I’ve got to get ready to shoot with Cody this afternoon.

“I’ve gotta run man, got to work this afternoon and I’m running late,” I say to him as he nods and tells me that it’s not a problem because he has to go anyway. “Have a good shoot today” he says to me which doesn’t twig to me at first because I’ve had a few messages today from my friends who know what I do and are excited for me.

It’s not until I get in the car and start to head home that it twigs in my brain that Cam said to me “Have a good shoot today” which he said to me and realise that’s odd because I’ve made sure that nobody knows about my OnlyFans shooting.

I drive home and have a look at the profile of the person sending the messages, even though they’ve been slightly different on occasions and look at the main one @CH_2458342 which I quickly make a surprising realisation that CH stands for Cameron Hampden.

As I sit there looking at the messages, AJ gets in ready to pick me up as I’m barely ready to go because he wanted to get there early. “Are you not fucking ready yet? This is a major shoot man, your reputation could break on it if your late” he says to me as I quickly realise the time.

“Sorry man, but I realised who the messages are coming from,” I say to him as his interest quickly piques at knowing who it is. AJ can sense when something is bothering me and he realises that it’s somebody close to home that is doing these messages “Fuck… it’s someone that you know right?”

Sitting there, he rubs his hands over his face as he looks across at me “Please don’t tell me it’s one of the boys or your family” he says as I shake my head as I get up and get ready to meet up with Cody.

“CH stands for Cameron Hampden, he gave it away when we were at the gym together because he told me good luck on the shoot today and nobody knows about it other than my premiums subscribers,” I say as AJ looks across at me almost with an I told you so look on his face.

I get changed and put on a tight black CK t-shirt and jeans and grab a bag so that I can change later at the suite where Cody wants to film at. “I told you not to get too involved with them, it’s only going to hurt you,” he says to me as I nod understanding where he is coming from but at the same time hardly agreeing with him because I think there is much more to learn underneath Cam’s surface than what I know and what I’ve told AJ so far.

We head out to the car as AJ is slightly annoyed at me as I look across at him trying to calm the situation down “Look, I’ve gotten to know him quite well and I don’t think there is meant to be any malice from all this and I think he knows that it’s wrong” I say as AJ sighs but then pats me on the leg.

“I trust you Luke and if you think that this situation is going to be ok then I guess I have to trust you because you’re into the situation a lot more than what I am,” he says to me as I smile and we drive across to the hotel suite.

Texting Cody who I’ve only chatted to through text over the past couple of days makes me nervous to a level that I haven’t been since I met AJ for the first time in the hotel room. Coming downstairs and letting me in, Cody is everything that I thought he was and more, he’s wearing a loose black tank top showing off his totally smooth body and muscular legs sticking out from under his shorts which proves that he isn’t wearing any underwear.

Cody looks at me and we head upstairs as he invites AJ to come up with us, heading up there we sit out on the balcony with a view over the bay and the city which is absolutely amazing as he grabs the three of us a drink.

Sitting there, my nerves are very slowly calming because I realise this god of social media is really a pretty down to earth human that is treating me like a best friend rather than just some guy he’s gonna spend time fucking and then never see again.

As we have a couple of drinks, AJ who’s just been having Orange Juice looks at Cody “So what does a straight guy like you that has everything and a babe of a girlfriend doing fucking guys on OnlyFans?” he asks as I was curious too but didn’t want to bring it up.

Cody looks at us “Well find a straight guy and ask him” he says winking as I can’t believe what I’m hearing right now about him not being straight.  “Come on, you think reality TV is totally real?” he says laughing at me as I cannot believe that he isn’t straight.

“All my friends know that I’m gay in real life, it was just thought that it would be better that I played the straight bachelor type of guy which is what I do until my contract ends,” he says as everything is more complicated than expected.

After a little while, Cody looks across at me “Well you ready stud?” he says to me as we nod and head to the bedroom and start to get ready to film our hot fuck session which AJ is going to help film after Cody tells him he can.

As soon as we get into the room, straight away Cody kisses me, feeling his tongue going down my throat as our tongues wrestle, nothing being filmed right now we are just embracing each other as I rub my hands over his shoulders before we finally pull apart and start to get ready to film.

I hope this chapter is ok, I was struggling with a bit of writers block trying to set up for the next few final chapters and the events that are about to come so I hope that it's ok for everyone.