Josh
I groaned as I rolled over in bed, the alarm clock was ringing loudly. It was a lovely day, nice weather, clear sky, but there was nothing more dreadful than walking out of the front door. My mind was racing through all the worst case scenarios, all the potential risk of getting face to face with Adam and Caleb after all that happened. Luckily, Peter was here to distract me, dragging me away from my own despair as he rushed in and pulled on my arms.
“Dad! Wake up!” Peter yelled at me, basically jumping on my bed as he climbed on top. “Come on, dad! It's time for school!” I should be proud of Peter for taking the initiative and loving school, but I knew the reason behind it. School was the place Peter and Luke to hang out, and they were inseparable, and that would mean there was no escaping from meeting Adam. I wasn’t ready to talk to Adam, the hangover I was having wasn’t helping either, but I had no other choice but to take Peter to school.
The interaction was as awkward as it could get. Peter and I got out of the car in the parking lot, and Adam was already there waiting for us. He was in his usual sexy outfit, a tight t-shirt showing his stocky body, khaki pants with a visible bulge in front, as much as I was sulking at him for the emotional damage he had done to me, I had to admit he looked great as always, and my body agreed as I stared at him, recalling for the times we sucked each other off in our cars in the morning as a routine.
“Josh! Can we talk?” Adam walked up to me as Peter and Luke ran off to school. He was fidgeting with his fingers, speaking nervously. “I…I want to apologize for everything that happened…please…talk to me…”
I want to forgive him. I really do. Seeing Adam again reminds me of all the good times we had, and how hot he is. Fuck! He is looking cute right now, getting all nervous…I want to wrap my arms around him, kiss him on his lips…I miss his warm huggable body, his musky smell, his soft luscious beard…I miss him…but I can’t forgive him, not right now. I can still feel my heart aching, he betrayed my trust, and my love…
“Please…I bought you a gift, an apology gift…it’s in the car, I can go get it for you…” Adam continued speaking, as I remained silent. I honestly didn’t know what to say, and I was afraid once I opened my mouth, I would give in and accept his apology, and I would get my feelings hurt once again. “Please say something…” Adam begged, “I’m so sorry, I missed the date and…”
“Stop!” I yelled at Adam, “I can’t do this right now…sorry…” I said, before turning around and got back in my car. I looked back at Adam, who now had a frown on his face. I was so close to just getting back out there to give him a hug, but this was the right thing to do, for my own sanity. I sighed, before driving away.
It felt like the longest day ever at the gym. It was a weird feeling to be depressed and horny at the same time, and it certainly made it hard to focus on helping my clients. I was sitting on the floor, leaning against the wall to rest a bit when Corey approached me.
“Hey…Josh, how are you feeling?” Corey said, with a worried look. Corey was one of the people that knew what happened. He was taking care of the kids when I showed up at his place earlier than expected to pick up Peter. I told him everything, he was my best friend and I needed someone to talk to, and he was kind enough to bring Luke to Adam for me. “You know…you can take the rest of the day off, I can help you cancel…”
“No, I need this…” I interrupted, “I have to work… ”
“Okay…let me know if you need anything.” Corey said, “Take a break whenever you need, go for a walk, or take a shower…don’t overwork yourself, please.” He said as he left. I was thankful for his concern, but I didn’t need to be reminded of my own misery. One thing he was right though was that sitting here doing nothing was making me feel worse, I needed to keep my mind busy. I should take a shower to clear my head.
I entered the locker room and started taking my clothes off. It was the middle of the day and the gym was starting to get busy. When I stripped naked and walked to the shower, I was annoyed that none of the stalls were empty. “Fuck!” I cursed under my breath, I didn’t want to go back out there and do nothing, but waiting here it’s ideal either. I was already in a terrible mood when someone opened the curtain, finishing his shower. But before I could get to it, at the corner of my eyes I saw Vinny speeding past me towards the stall.
“Are you fucking kidding me!” I was raging, my blood was boiling seeing Vinny swooped in and stole my place. And it had to be fucking Vinny, the bane of my existence. I was seeing red, I reached and grabbed Vinny’s shoulder to pull him back.
“What the fuck…” Vinny said, as he was caught by surprise. And as he turned around, he lost balance. “Ow…! What the fuck dude, what the hell is your problem…” Vinny said as he rubbed on his ass, he hit the ground pretty hard. “…Josh?” He turned his head and looked up, I could see his anger through his eyes, but as soon as he realized it was me, his gaze softened.
“You are my problem! I’m not letting you cut the line and take the shower that I was waiting for! I’m sick of you, and everyone treating me like shit!” I yelled, my body was shaking.
”...You are right. I’m sorry.” Vinny murmured, as he pushed himself up, and proceeded to walk away.
“That’s it? That’s all you gotta say?” I was dumbfounded by his reaction, this wasn’t the same Vinny that I knew. He would have shoved me aside and ignored me instead of saying sorry.
“What do you want me to say then?” He turned around and said, “If it makes you feel better to yell at me, then go for it.”
“Fuck you! I don’t need your pity!”
“I’m not…I don’t want to argue with you.” Vinny said, “You can have your shower.”
“I’m not getting in that fucking shower.” I grunted, “You can have it, I’m not taking your charity.”
“What are you doing, Josh?” Vinny sighed, “What is going on with you? You are trying to argue with me, for what?”
He was right. I wanted to argue with him, I wanted to let loose, and just yell at somebody. I stared at Vinny, I wanted to keep yelling, but nothing came out of my mouth. We both stood still, not saying a word, and it dawned on me that we were both completely naked. Even in my angry state, I couldn’t help admiring Vinny’s muscular physique. His olive skin was glistening, sweat rolling down his neck down his black fur covered chest. My gaze followed his trail of black hair down the middle to his six pack abs, and below that was his neatly trimmed bush, his huge and thick penis resting on his large hairy sac.
Vinny seemed to notice my attention on him, he was checking me out in return, looking me up and down. I swore I could see his dick stirred as we stared at each other, my horniness slowly creeped up inside me, my cock grew slowly and steadily, as I watched Vinny’s thick cock twitched and pulsed, nodding and expanding.
“I…I should go…” Vinny gulped and said he tried covering his crotch with his hands. As he was turning away, I reached and grabbed his wrist, pulling him back.
“You know, we can share…it’ll be quicker.” I said.
“I…I shouldn’t…” Vinny muttered.
“Isn't this what you want?” I whispered, “You are the one that kissed me in the hospital…”
Vinny’s eyes widened in horror, his body tensed up as he stuttered, “You…how do you…you were awake?”
“Come on, just…get in there…” I said as I dragged him in the stall. He didn’t resist, he was still in shock, we entered the stall and closed the curtain behind us.
“I’m sorry…” Vinny finally broke his silence, “I…I’m so sorry…I shouldn’t…”
“Just shut the fuck up…” I whispered, as I started lathered myself up with body wash. Vinny stood there awkwardly and watched, his hands covering his obviously growing cock. “Don’t just stand there…or do you need some help?” I smirked, ogling at his body. I didn’t wait for a response, I reached my hands and started rubbing them on his broad shoulder. His body shivered with my touch, I could feel his muscles getting tense in my hands.
Vinny took a deep breath and closed his eyes, letting me run my hands across his sexy body. I roamed along his strong bulging arms, squeezing his pecs and teasing his hardening nipples. I could feel his heart pounding in his chest, pumping his warm blood around his body. I turned him around, pushing him against the wall. I traced my hand along his muscular back, sliding down his spine to his round ass. His excessive work out routine did him a favor, his butt was firm to touch, and it bounced as I squeezed and kneaded it.
I stepped forward, closing the distance between us, I reached around feeling his pecs with one hand, while the other slid down to his thick thigh. Our bare skin was pressing against each other, my chest rubbing against his back, as my throbbing cock lodged between his cheeks. I was breathing heavily, truth to be told I had suppressed lust towards Vinny, it was only stopped by how he treated me. But now he was in the palm of my hand, I was in control, mixing with the rage and anger I had, I wanted him more than. I wanted to feel my cock inside him, fuck him hard until he begged for me to stop.
“Do you like it? Do you like my thick cock grinding your ass?” I whispered into Vinny’s ear. He didn’t say a word, I could feel his body shaking. I glided my hand under his hands, brushing them off and grasping his stiff cock. It throbbed in my hand as I held it tightly. That was all I needed to confirm my suspicion. He enjoyed it.
“I’m going to shove this big dick up your ass…” I whispered, as I rocked my body. My hardened cock slid across his crack, I could feel my cock head rubbing on his hairy hole, his cock pulsed in my hand as I pinched his nipples and thrusted my hip. I was leaking precum, a lot of it. His crack was now slick and slippery, I was grinding harder and faster. I couldn’t wait, my cock was burning, eager to penetrate his private backdoor. With that, I aimed my leaking cock against his tight hole, feeling his tight resistance as I slowly pushed in.
“Ugh…fuck…” Vinny grunted, he was biting down on his teeth, trying to muffle his voice. He clenched his fist as I entered, his head leaned against the wall, his whole body was as tense as it could get. My hard cock slowly plunged in, his hole hugged around my shaft tightly, it took me some force to slide in little by little. My hands embraced him from behind, roaming across his torso and stroking his thick cock. I could feel his cock soften a little bit, but it was still hard enough to point straight up as I pump up and down his shaft.
“Your hole is so tight…” I kept pushing forward, forcing my cock in, it was the tightest thing I’d put my dick in, and it felt amazing. “Is this your first time?” I asked.
“Mhm…” Vinny groaned, and nodded his head, it seemed like he was slowly adjusting to it. I kept pushing and pushing, and soon I could feel his ass pushed against my hip, my balls rubbing against his thigh, my whole length was inside him. I rested inside for a moment, taking my time to enjoy the tightness around my cock as I played with his muscular body. It was fun to see him squirm as I fondled his hairy balls and twisted his perky nipples, and with time went by, I could feel his muscles begin to relax a bit. His cock was rock hard, precum was dripping down, coating his shaft as I jerked it intently, his breathing gradually became heavier. I gently pulled back, before slamming all the way in.
“Fuck!” Vinny released a sharp exhale, he was trying his best to hold down his voice, but the thrust caught him by surprise. His cock pulsed as dollops of precum oozing out of his tip, his ass was clenching as our bodies collided. “What the fuck…” Vinny moaned softly, “my ass feels…fuck!” He grunted as I slammed my cock in once again. I could tell he was in pleasure, he could hardly stand up as I slowly increased my pace, I was holding him with my hands while his body pressed against the wall.
“Oh…Ugh…” Vinny moaned as I pounded harder and harder, the sound of our flesh slapping could hardly be covered by the shower.
“Keep your voice down…people gonna hear us…” I whispered, “or you want people to know…the big popular stud is getting plowed in the ass by me…” Vinny growled, I wasn’t sure if that was a protest or a groan in pleasure, but either way he couldn’t keep his mouth shut, as soft moans kept coming out. And I couldn’t care less, I didn’t give a shit about people judging me anymore, they could watch if they wanted. I continued to thrust harder and harder, feeling his warm hole stretched and stretched again and again.
“Are you getting close?” I asked, I could feel his balls contracting, his cock twitching as I fondled, I had known these signs for all my life. Vinny didn’t respond, I didn’t know if he could hear me as he was in a state of lust. He began to move back and forth, thrusting his cock into my tightly wrapped hand, before pushing back and slammed into my hard cock. He thrusted a few times, and as he threw his head back, his cock started pulsing, strings of cum flying out and painted the wall as I pumped his cock.
“Fuck…I’m…I’m cumming too…” I groaned, his tight hole clenching was too much to bear, I thrusted hard and deep inside him, again and again, and finally I erupted as I pumped inside him, filling his ass with waves and waves of my hot cum. It took a moment to come down from the high, as we both leaned against the wall for support, I rested my head on his shoulder as I caught my breath.
“That was great…I needed it…” I said, still panting. I slowly pulled out my spent cock, watching my load dripping down his used hole as I pulled out. “That’s so hot…” I said, and I leaned in, trying to kiss him. Vinny immediately turned his head, avoiding my kiss, he pushed me aside and started cleaning himself.
“What the fuck was that?” I asked.
“What?”
“The kiss. You avoided me.”
“I…I don’t want to kiss you.” Vinny whispered. “I’m not gay.”
“We literally just fuck. My cock was in your ass…”
“I said I’m not gay! Can you leave it? Please.”
“I don’t understand…”
“I don’t want to talk about it…”
“Fine! I thought we were having fun…do you hate me so much you just can’t accept we had a good time?”
“I don’t hate you…Josh.” Vinny paused for a moment, “I wasn’t lying when I said I’m not gay…I just…I don’t know, you are the only man I found attractive.” Vinny turned to me. “I’m sorry I treated you badly, there is no excuse, but I was scared. I didn't know why I suddenly think a guy is hot, I still don’t understand…” He sighed, “I pushed you away, thinking it’ll go away, but it never did. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoyed it, a little bit too much…but I want to go back to my life, this is not who I am…”
“Then why would you let me fuck you…” I asked, “you didn’t stop me, you can ask me to stop anytime…”
“I owe you…” Vinny shrugged, “I felt guilty, I caused you harm. If I can make it up with you by letting you fuck me, I’ll do it in a heart beat. And I did enjoy it, just…not again.” He said as he cleaned himself, getting all of the cum out of his ass and scrubbed his body clean. “I’m sorry again, for everything.” With that, he walked out of the stall, and disappeared into the locker room.
“I…I don’t know what to feel…” I whispered to myself, it didn’t make me feel better that Vinny basically forced himself to satisfy me, I felt like I used him even though he said he enjoyed it. First Caleb, now Vinny, they both ran away from me after sex. Maybe the problem was me all along, I could feel a void in my heart, that no matter what I do, nothing could fill it.
