“I whispered underneath my breath, but you heard it…darling, you look perfect tonight…”
— Flynn —
“Kyle this is my big brother Bryan, Bryan this is Kyle.” I introduced them.
“Yes, yes we have already met, but nice to see you outside of the hospital setting for sure.” Bryan responded shaking hands with Kyle. “Likewise.” Kyle smiled at me and Bryan. “You sure have made quite the impression here on my brother Kyle. Haven’t seen him this happy in a while.” Bryan smirked and I just rolled my eyes and chuckled. “He has made the same on myself actually.” He smiled that beautiful toothy smile I’ve grown to love in such a short time. Bryan smiled “Well I’ll let you two go, have fun you two.” We waved goodbye and headed out the door.
“Well he sure is nice for someone who just met his little brother’s boyfriend…” Kyle replied. I smiled a huge smile. “Boyfriend huh?” I replied back. Kyle got quiet and shy all of a sudden. “I’m I…well…” he started stuttering and it was so cute, this big bad cop was nervous around little ol’ me. “Kyle I’m just messing with you…” “Good. So on that note…” We had got in Kyle’s truck by this time and we were sitting in my driveway. “Would you do me the honor of officially being my boyfriend Flynn Jacobs?” I smiled and got all flushed. So this is what it’s supposed to feel like. “Yes Kyle Roberts I would love to be your boyfriend!” I leaned over and gave him a kiss. But this time it wasn’t the little sweet kisses we had shared before. It was full of passion and lust. I was falling for this sexy stud of a man. A man who saved my life and is showing me how it really is to be loved and doted on by someone, and not just some play toy. It was amazing. I pressed my lips to his and our mouths were battling who could get their tongue in the other’s mouth first. Kyle reached up and cupped the back of my head gentle, but firm at the same time and a chill ran down my spine and to my buddy downstairs. “Mmmm Kyle. This feels amazing. But if we don’t stop I don’t think we will ever make it to dinner…” Kyle put his forehead against mine and looked at me with those beautiful hazel eyes into my blue eyes, piercing me with his gaze. “I think you’re right Flynn…it’s just…” He let out a breath. “It’s just that I love kissing you and this just feels so right….” I smiled. “I feel the exact same way…who knew we were out there apparently just waiting for one another…” Kyle gave me one last deep kiss and we leaned back into our seats and he started the truck. He grabbed my hand and held it in his big strong hand. “You ready? I’ve been waiting for this day forever it seems like and you look so handsome tonight Flynn!” He cracked that smile again, that made me feel so many things at once. “You bet I am!” I answered and smiled back.
We arrived at the restaurant on the other side of town. I had been to it plenty of times growing up and we both ended up saying it was a favorite of ours…funny another thing we had in common. I wonder how many times we both were eating here at the same time and never knew it and walked right by one another? I’m sure I would have remembered seeing him and how damn sexy he is. Oh well just another thing to laugh at about having in common. I wonder how much more, if anything else we do?
— Kyle —
Flynn looked so damn handsome and sexy tonight. When we made out for the first time in the truck in his driveway, chills ran down my spine and to my cock and he stood at attention. I’ve never had that reaction to anyone before. He was special alright. Fuck I was falling and falling hard for him. I don’t care that he’s about 7 years younger than me, I love the thought of protecting him if he needs it, even though I could tell by meeting his brother Bryan again, that he wasn’t short on people protecting him. But what I did notice picking him up is that no parents were any where. Maybe they live somewhere else or out of town? Hmm I thought to myself.
We arrived at the restaurant and I hoped out and opened his door like the gentleman my dad taught me to be. “Oh Kyle you really didn’t have to…” I pressed my lips to his soft lips brushing our stubble together. “It’s no problem at all. Only the best for my boyfriend.” I smiled at him and he got out and we headed inside.
Once inside we were greeted by the host and he instantly recognized both of us. “Flynn? Kyle? You two know eachother?” He asked smiling. “Yeah George we do…” I answered throwing a knowing glance Flynn’s way. One that was not lost on George. “Oh…you two…are together?” “Yes sir we are. Flynn here is my amazingly handsome boyfriend.” I kissed Flynn on the cheek and watched him turn a shade of red that was adorable. “Aww how perfect! Two of my favorite customers are together and in love how amazing! Here let me show you to your table!” He lead us to our table and gave us our menus and smiled back at us. “Have a good evening you too!” And he walked back to the front.
I couldn’t take my eyes off of Flynn. His blue eyes and that cute blonde hair of his styled so effortlessly. He just looked so damn perfect. “So…your brother seems like a nice guy. Must have been nice growing up with him watching out for you.” He smiled and responded. “Yeah Bryan has been a real savior my entire life. Even though he’s only four years older than me, it’s like he’s another dad for me, since my dad…” I noticed he stopped and he got a little teary eyed. “I’m sorry Flynn did I strike a nerve asking?” Knowing myself how I react still after losing my dad. “No it’s just…I..” I could tell he was holding back. Like he was trying to decide if he wanted to tell me something or not. So I decided to put his mind at ease. “Flynn you don’t have to tell me anything you don’t want to. I’d love to learn more about you and you learn more about me but, in our own time. If you don’t want to talk…” He stopped me. “Kyle I want to tell you everything. You make me want to open up like never before.” I smiled at that. “Bryan is more than just my big brother to me, he’s like another dad to me becuase he was thrust into it. You see….” Flynn took a deep breath. One that I quickly understood… “My senior year in high school, right before I was to graduate valedictorian of my class… both my mom and dad were killed in a plane crash right outside of Denver and well I’ve never been the same ever since…..” I grabbed his hand. “Wait…I remember hearing about that….a freak snow storm out of no where…wow…Flynn I had no idea. I’m sure that messed you up bigtime…” Then it all hit me right after those words left my mouth. That’s what caused this handsome once promising man to spiral out of control. His whole world was smashed in front of him. He just sat there holding my hand, tears slowly streaming down his face. “Their deaths…well that’s what caused to me to spiral out of control, I was already using during school from all the pressure to be the best, be number one in my class, be the best on the tennis team, the pressure was so intense. So when they passed like that…. My entire world collapsed all around me. I was numb and Bryan had to pick up the pieces. Ugh that loser ex of mine Lewis took advantage of me during that time. I was hurt and lost and he just fed me drugs and alcohol and I’m sure used me how ever he saw fit. Telling me that ‘oh take this, it’ll help numb the pain’ and then fuck me. I finally couldn’t take it anymore. And then I found out he was cheating on me the entire time. I had kind of cleaned myself up but the day I found that out, I went on a heavy drinking binge. Bryan was already tired of my shit. He couldn’t get through to me and I didn’t care. I wanted the pain to go away.” I just sat there in awe of this beautiful man. He was only 21 about to be 22 and his whole world crumbled around him and he lost it. And yet in another strange coincidence, we had yet another thing in common. We lost a parent/parents. “Flynn come here and he moved closer to I could take him in my arms. I hugged him tightly and kissed the top of his head. He continued talking. “That night I found out was the night of the bridge and the night we met. I had finally had enough and went to the bar. I was 5 drinks deep and wasn’t planning on stopping when Bryan’s best friend Adam showed up and I thought he was being nice and brought my drunk ass home.” I was sitting there and I already didn’t like where this was heading. I could just tell in the tone of Flynn’s voice he wasn’t done yet and it was only going to get worse. “So he drives me home and helps me up to my room. He goes on about thinking I’m cute or something and I tell myself fuck it. And we start making out and everything on my bed. Bryan busts in all pissed because I was once again drunk and I was also making out with his best friend. That didn’t hurt as much as this next part did. Adam abruptly gets up and pushed me away and yelled at me and ran out of the room. That caused Bryan to kick me out as the last straw from my idiotic behavior. So I grabbed my bag and left the house. Then I ended up on that bridge and well you know the rest…” He finally stopped talking and I could see it took everything in his power not to completely fall apart right there. I hugged him tight and kissed his forehead as his tears kept coming down. “Flynn…oh my poor Flynn. It’s going to be ok. I’m here now and no wonder you were at wits end it makes sense. But I’m so glad you lived through all of that and are here with me now!” He hugged me tight. “Thank you Kyle. I was hoping you wouldn’t run away once you found out how big of a mess I actually am.” I chuckled and told him “no chance man, I’m here for the long haul….thats if you want me…” I smiled at him and he smiled back. “Kyle I would absolutely love that. By this time the waiter had arrived and took our orders. We continued dinner with lighter conversation topics. But I knew I had to tell him my story now. Damn we have so much in common it’s scary but I want it so bad.
We finished dinner and I took him to my spot in town that I always go to that’s not the bridge…and we parked and got out of the truck and opened the tailgate and sat holding hands just looking out over the ledge and the lights of town in the distance. Right then I knew I absolutely was in love with Flynn Jacobs and it was my turn to reveal my truth.
— Flynn —
Dinner was incredible. I enjoyed Kyle’s company so much. He just sat there and was so supportive while I was telling him about my past. He never once tried to interject or anything but offer kind supportive words when he could. It felt so good to get that off my chest and have everything out in the open with him. I could tell there was something weighing on him also at dinner but he didn’t lead much on that subject. Another time for sure.
We got to Kyle’s favorite spot on the outskirts of town, this ledge off the main road out north that looked down on the town and lights. We got out and sat on the tailgate of his truck. He had pulled a few blankets out and laid one down for us to sit on. He grabbed my hand and kissed it and smiled at me. Damn how is this handsome man still single and what the hell did I do to deserve someone like him? Someone that didn’t haul ass running after telling him my past? He really must be falling for me as much as I am him. I smiled at Kyle and kissed his cheek. “This is such a beautiful view and I’m not just talking about the sky and town…” I winked and he giggled. Oh how I loved that sound. “Flynn. It was so brave if you to tell me about your past and everything. If it’s possible it’s made me…” Kyle trailed off and I knew what he was getting at, so I finished his sentence for him. “Fall in love with me even more?” I smiled and leaned into his strong arms. “Yes. I’m falling for you hard Flynn and I can’t explain it. I know we’ve only known each other a short time but all of this feels right.” Kyle hugged me back. “I know I’m falling for you hard too Kyle and it’s exciting and scary all in one.” Kyle shook his head and grabbed me by the cheeks softly and pressed his lips to mine. We started kissing and like a switch flipped we both were tearing at one another like starving animals. I knew I didn’t want to go all the way tonight. I was not ready for that yet but…I wanted Kyle so badly that I had to give in a little bit. I pushed Kyle down and crawled on top of him and he wrapped his strong arms around the small of my back. Fuck how I loved that. “Kyle. I want you to know I want you so badly but I’m scared. My last relationship wasn’t the best and I’m….” He pressed his lips gently to mine. “We will go at your pace Flynn. Whatever you want to or don’t want to do that’s how this goes. I don’t just want you for your body…” Kyle chuckled. “Even though do you even realize how fucking sexy you are blondie? Like you make me so hot and your personality just makes you even more perfect!!” Mmmm fuck this man! He was perfect!
I laid on top of Kyle and we were slowly making out. Hands all over one another like an octopus with all its tentacles everywhere. I couldn’t get enough of him and him the same with me. We broke apart long enough to move positions and he looked at me and he had tears in his eyes. “Oh Kyle! What’s wrong?” My big strong sexy cop was getting emotional. I want to be there for him just like he’s been there for me tonight. “Are you ok did I do something?” “No Flynn….you’re perfect. It’s just…” He had me worried. “Flynn you were so open and honest with me earlier at dinner and I feel like I need to be the same with you now.” My stomach dropped. “Oh…is everything ok? Oh I need to go…” I started to get up. Kyle gently grabbed my hand to stop me. “No it’s not that. I love what we were doing and where we were heading. But I fell like I should tell you more about me since you told me about you.” I smiled. “Ok boyfriend. Tell me about you.” He chuckled and he pulled me close between his legs where I was sitting back to chest in his arms.
“It seems like we have yet another thing in common.” He tells me. “Oh?” He grips my hand tightly. “You aren’t the only one that’s lost a parent/parents and it cause you to lose control.” I sat up and looked at him in the eyes. “Kyle? Your dad?” “Yes my dad. He was an officer like me. He was the reason I became a cop in the first place. He was my hero and one night about 12 years ago or so, I was woken up late one night by two of my dad’s fellow officers. Ones that I had seen all my life growing up, standing there on the other side of that door. And I immediately knew why they were there and that my dad was gone.” Kyle sighed but continued. “He was killed on duty…by a drug dealer… he was shot but didn’t make it to the hospital in time…after that I tried to be the man of the house. Be strong for my mom and younger sister. I hid it well and finished the academy with flying colors but my drinking was bad. Real bad. Then one night I ended up on that exact same spot on that exact same bridge that I found you on. I was you years ago. And I for some reason felt the urge to go by there that night you jumped. I didn’t go through with it…my dad spoke to me from beyond I guess and told me that I needed to be there for my mom and sister. That he was proud of me and I had way more life to live.” By this time tears were streaming down both of our faces. I grabbed Kyle and squeezed him tight. Oh how my brave sexy man hurt like I did and do. How did we find each other? I’m not sure but by god I’m so happy that we did.
We sat there holding one another for hours. Just enjoying the quiet and the time we were in each other’s arms. Kyle started to kiss me and I responded back. We laid back down in the bed of his truck and our hand slowly started to roam freely on one another picking up where we left off earlier. The fact that we both aired out our biggest secrets to one another was so freeing and I felt so close to him. He was laying on his back with my laying on top of him, looking into my eyes, my soul and we both smiled. I knew I was in deep and if something was to ever happen between us I would be broken beyond repair. He must have sensed something because Kyle caressed my cheeks and said “I promise I won’t hurt you as long as you can promise me you will not hurt me also.” I shook my head yes and we kissed. I slid my hands under his shirt and felt his abs and hairy chest. Just the perfect amount of fur to rub my fingers through but nothing crazy. Kyle grabbed my ass and pulled me tight into his body. We practically were trying to climb inside one another. I stopped kissing Kyle long enough to look in his eyes and then I slowly started sliding my hand down and grabbing a hold of his aching love stick in those sexy as fuck black pants he was wearing.
“Flynn….you don’t…” I put my finger to his lips. “Kyle…I’m not going to do anything that I don’t want to do…and with you….”
I smiled looking at his handsome face.
“You make me want to do everything, again.”
