“I just wanna love somebody….Who won't leave a hole in my heart…I just wanna love somebody…That don't want me fallin' apart”
— Flynn —
I took a deep breath and began.
“Hi I’m Flynn.” “Hi Flynn” everyone responded. I continued.
“Hi. I’m Flynn…” and words I never thought I’d hear come out of my own mouth ever… “and I’m an alcoholic..”
The weight that lifted off of my shoulders and the pain in my heart…lifted…not fully but it got so much lighter finally saying those words out loud. Like when I came out to my family when I was younger, I felt that same relief wash over me, as I began telling my story and how it has affected me and as to why I was standing there before them. When I was done I didn’t realize I was crying small tears. I was looking at Kyle in the audience looking at me with tears in his eyes but the biggest smile plastered on that sexy face of his. Everyone clapped for me and I got down and went to sit back down. I let out a huge breath and relaxed. For the first time in I can’t remember when I felt good about myself.
We walked out of the meeting and outside of the building. Once we got into Kyle’s truck, I gave him back the keys and we got in. As soon as we closed the doors he grabbed me by the back of my head and gave me a huge kiss. “Mmmph… Kyle…that was good…” I pulled back after it was finished. He was just looking at me. “Thank you Flynn. Thank you so much for stopping me today and thank you for coming with me. I was actually afraid to bring AA up because I wasn’t sure how you’d react. I’m so happy you went and I’m so happy that it looks like you feel better after finally getting that off your chest to others.” He was smiling back at me. Those damn sexy eyes with that three day old stubble, his pearly white smile and that messy dark hair. I grabbed his face and we sat there forehead to forehead. “I am glad I came with you. It felt good to get that out and open to someone else besides you and Bryan. Thank you for not pushing me because until recently I have not been ready to admit it to the world that I had/have a problem.” I kissed him again. “Hey do you mind us going back to my place for a bit? I haven’t been home in a bit and need to check on mom and do some stuff.” Oh wow…I might actually meet his mom finally? If I do I have to thank her for raising the most handsome and caring man ever! “Yes I would love to!” We put our seatbelts back on and Kyle drove us back to his place.
— Kyle —
I was so glad that Flynn agreed to go with me to a meeting. I needed it more so today than I have in a long time. And I knew he was possibly getting closer to going but I wanted him to want to go and not force him by asking. I was so happy and proud of him. Watching that sexy blonde Adonis with those sparkling eyes and that sexy smile up there telling other people about his story and how he came to be there today. Ugh. I just loved him.
When we got to the truck I had to lay a big fat kiss on my man. I needed to kiss him so badly. After that I asked him to come back with me to my house. I know we had been spending time out and then back at his place but if I truly wanted this man in my life there was one last person I needed to introduce him to. I delayed this part, even though it’s only been a few weeks. I feel like I’ve known and loved Flynn for years now. I also didn’t want him to meet my mom and it set him off remembering his late mother and father. So when he agreed to come with me I was ecstatic!
We pulled up and I saw my mom sitting out front like she always did this time of the day enjoying the sunshine and breeze.
I got out of the truck and walked around to Flynn’s side. “Are you ok?” I asked him. He smiled at me and kissed my cheek. “Yes. I am thanks for asking. I can’t wait to meet her.” I grabbed his hand and we started walking up the sidewalk to greet my mother.
“Hey mom.” I smiled holding Flynn’s hand while he was quiet. “Hey baby. Now who do we have here?” She smiled and stood up to give me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Mom I have someone really special that I’d like you to meet. Mom this is my boyfriend. Flynn.” I smiled. “Flynn, this beautiful lady right here is my mother, Georgia.” “Hello ma’am nice to finally meet you. Kyle speaks about you all the time.” Flynn said. My mom reached out and hugged Flynn tightly and Flynn looked at me like he wasn’t sure what was happening. “Thank you! Thank you, you sweet sweet boy!” We both looked a little confused. “You’re welcome?” Flynn questioned. “Thank you for bringing me back my baby boy. Before he met your handsome face, he’s been miserable and I was afraid I was going to lose him like I lost his father, god rest his soul.” She smiled and grabbed both of our hands and I was so happy my mom loved Flynn already and I could tell Flynn was already under her spell as well. Georgia Roberts had that effect on people. And I couldn’t be more proud to call her my momma. “Come inside and let’s get something to drink. You boys hungry? Let me make you something to eat!” She ran off into the house headed for the kitchen. “Your mom is amazing Kyle. And I see where you get your sweetness and kindness from!” Flynn told me giving me and hug and kiss. “Thank you for coming and helping me turn this crappy day around!” “Anytime babe! It was my turn to take care of you!” We smiled and shared a sweet kiss again. “Now you boys come on in this house. You can kiss later!” And she laughed. We went inside and had a wonderful evening with my mom. By the end of the night Flynn was my mom’s new best friend.
We went upstairs to my room and Flynn sat on the edge of my bed and just looked at me. Tears forming in his eyes. “Are you ok babe?” I asked him. He just looked at me and smiled. “Yeah I’m ok. It’s just been so long since I’ve had a big mom hug like that I almost broke down when she hugged me earlier. I’ve missed that.” I knew he was trying to be strong earlier and I sat next to him. “I’m sorry about that Flynn. If it’s any consolation she’s about ready to adopt you!” I chuckled and that made him smile and chuckle too.
We just looked at one another. We had seen eachother bent and broken to the end and it’s been only a few weeks. But we loved each other so much already. I could tell and I know he could tell as well. “Do you want to spend the night here tonight with me?” I asked him. He shook his head yes and smiled. I went to go to the bathroom and clean up and he followed me. We both took a shower together. We washed eachother gently and made out. We didn’t want to let go of one another. Finally when the water started to run cold we got out and dried off. We brushed our teeth and went back to the bedroom. I dropped my towel and Flynn did the same. We just stood there. Looking at each other’s hard bodies and how similar yet different they were. His tight six pack abs and his tan smooth skin with little patches of blonde hair here and there and slightly covering his pecs. His wet blonde hair looking cute all messy. I was watching him look at me. Looking at my slightly larger frame. Hairy pecs and happy trail going to my cock. My messy brown hair just as messy as his. We crawled into my bed and he just snuggled up to me with his head on my chest. We held eachother like that for the longest. I never was this close to anyone. Damn you Flynn Jacobs don’t break my heart.
I slowly started to slide my hand down his back and cupped his tight ass. I heard a small moan escape from his lips. He looked up into my eyes with his and we kissed. I scooted up and let my hand wonder places it hadn’t been to yet on his body. Was he finally ready to take the next step? I pulled him on top of me and grabbed both ass cheeks in my hands and squeezed tight. He moaned into my mouth. Both of our cocks were hard and at full attention. We were humping ourselves on one another and getting harder and hornier by the minute.
“Kyle.” Flynn said. “I’m ready.” I looked and him and scanned his face. “Are you sure?” He smiled at me still laying on my chest. “More than anything else I’ve ever been sure of my entire life. I’m ready to take that next step. I know you won’t hurt me like I’ve been hurt in the past. And I love you so much already Kyle. I want you to fuck me.” He kissed me hard and deep and my cock throbbed thinking of sliding inside Flynn’s hot tight ass.
— Flynn —
That night laying in Kyle’s arms in his bed, I knew, I knew I was ready to take that next step with him. I knew he wouldn’t hurt me ever and I was ready to take that step with him. I know it’s only been a few weeks since we met and started dating. But what’s that old expression? When you know, you know? Well. I know. I know I love Kyle so much it hurts when I’m not with him and I know he feels the same way. We were destined to meet and get together. I just know it. So when I told him I wanted him to fuck me sexy hazel eyes lit up with lust and fear. He was so sweet asking me if I was ok and I was sure I wanted it.
I slid down and took Kyle’s throbbing cock in my mouth in one fail swoop and he moaned and arched his back while I began my assault on him. I had him squirming around the bed and on edge a few times. I wanted this cock inside me bad so I wasn’t going to make him cum. Not yet. I wanted him to cum from being inside me and I wanted it now. I looked at him and it’s like he read my mind. He immediately rolled me over onto my back and kissed me while his cock was rubbing at my entrance. Fuck this man fuck I want him something horrible. He slid down my body licking me from my lips to my abs, which made me tingle all over and then just like I did to him he gulped down my hard rod and sucked me good. Kyle took my cock out of his mouth long enough to smile at me and he moved down to my hole. “Ohhhh ohhhh fuckkk…” I let out once I felt his tongue hit my pucker. Fuck this felt good. “Yes baby…mmmm” I was in heaven. He slowly rose up and looked at me. “How do you want to do this? I know we’ve only been together a short time but I know I’m clean and haven’t been with anyone in a long time. I smiled. I knew I was clean and checked regularly as well. “Well if you’re clean and all clear. And I’m clear and all clear….I want you to fuck me, no barrier between us, I want to feel my boyfriend’s big cock filling me up…” I said and bit my bottom lip after. “Your wish is my command Flynn!” Kyle said. He reached over to his nightstand and took out a bottle of lube. “Let’s do this right babe. And gently kissed me again. I loved kissing this man and how he tasted. Fuck. “Mmm ok!” I replied still laying on my back and opening my legs wider for him.
Kyle applied some lube to his fat cock and generously lubed my hole up and slowly started to finger me one by one until he had three of his big fingers inside me opening me up for him. “Are you ready?” He asked me. I shook my head yes and kissed him. “Fuck me Kyle. Make me yours. I love you so much.” He slowly removed his fingers and lined up his cock to my hole. I felt the head knocking on the door and finally with one slow, hot thrust…he slowly began to slide inside me. My back involuntary arched and my eyes rolled back. He was perfect Kyle slowly started to rock back and forth until
I got used to his size. “Are you ok?” He asked. “Yeah I’m more than ok! Fuck me Kyle. I won’t break I promise!” With that he started to go to town. His cock going balls deep slapping my ass. Hearing his grunts and seeing his hazel eyes burning with desire and love. I pushed back into him and we finally were fucking. Fucking like animals and I was loving every minute of it. He grabbed my legs and kept up his assault on my love tunnel. The sweat was dripping down his hot toned body and I was sweating so much it looked like I had just walked out of the shower.
Kyle was picking up the pace and I could tell he was getting closer to climax. He moved ever so slightly and fuck! “Fuck! Mmmm. Yes!” He grinned knowing that hit had hit my spot inside me. He kept fucking me. Harder and harder and harder. My toes were curling and my hands were digging into his back. He was fucking me and I was loving every minute of it. “Flynn. I’m getting close. Really close.” He kissed me and was laying one me now pounding my hole while I had my legs wrapped around his back and held on for dear life. “I want you inside me.” He looked at me “are you sure?” “Yes. I want you to cum inside me. Please….” “Ok…mmmph fuck!” and with that he pounded harder and after four more strokes and him hitting my spot inside me he pounded in one more time and fuck! “Fuck Flynn! I’m cumming inside you baby I love you!!!” And at that same time I started to feel his cock pulse and throb inside me I started to shoot my load no hands in between our bodies and mixing with our sweat.
Kyle finally collapsed on top of me and kissed me. I grabbed him and didn’t let go. We laid there like that his cock still inside me until it finally deflated and slid out.
“Kyle. Thank you. Thank you for saving my life that night. Thank you for loving me as is damaged and everything. But most of all….thank you for waiting for me to be ready. I couldn’t have imaging it being any better than it just was right now.” I smiled and pulled him into a kiss. He smiled back at me. “Flynn. Thank you. I don’t know what I did to deserve you but fuck I’m glad I saved you too that night. This was the best sex I’ve ever had and this is just the beginning sexy.” He grinned and we kissed again. We didn’t bother getting up. We laid there a sweaty cummy mess. Falling asleep in each other’s arms.
I love this man and I never want to let go…
