Ben My New Neighbor

Part 6

The Christmas “Coming out Party”

 It was 6 pm when we finally woke, we took a shower together, we fooled around a bit more, I played “soapy finger” in and around his hole, once again he was reluctant, but ultimately willing to try, we moved back to the bed where I bottomed for my Andy, who fucked my hole like a pro, as inexperienced as we were both actually were. He did me from the rear, and then it was best from the front, with me on my back, as I was able to watch that muscular body pound in and out of my clenching ass, as he held my thighs far apart. Another 5 or 6 squirts of warm hot fluid escaped his shaft deep inside me as his eyes closed, he held inside me tight, as his eyelids fluttered. He then collapsed on me, then I began jerking myself off, he swished my hands away bent way over and replaced them with his mouth, this time he took all of my load swallowing most, we finished in a kiss where I cleaned off what leaked out the sides, yes I tasted my own cum and I liked it, although it wasn’t much different than his.

 That was our first time, but it wasn’t our last, I’m now going steady with Andy, but I think thanksgiving just got tougher, because now not only am I going to come out to my parents, I need to tell them I’m in a serious relationship too. Luckily, I guess Andy’s plans are to go home for Thanksgiving himself. Coincidentally his plans are the same, to come out to his family too.

 Thanksgiving break came (all of 4 days with 2 of the days driving back and forth), so I went home to the joy of family, with aunts, uncles and cousins, the timing itself, just didn’t feel right, I just couldn’t do it and I needed it to go properly.  I spoke to Andy every night from my bed and he agreed that it might be best that I reluctantly put off my news till Christmas break, Thanksgiving was only a mere 2 days of opportunity and I needed to travel back to school on Sunday, there just wasn’t enough time for them to adjust and I wanted to make sure we were all good before leaving them again.

 Saturday I told my parent’s I was going to head over to Jack and Bens to say hi, and I wouldn’t be long. I knocked on the door and Jack answered with a smile and an unusual handshake, a bit on the weak side. Ben was sitting on the couch, they were having cocktails in front of a warm inviting fire. They asked me to join them as Jack prepared a whiskey sour for me, after a few pleasantries and catching up what’s happened in the last 2 months between each of us, it seemed a bit odd between them, but I got down to brass tacks and laid it all out.

 I told them I was gay, to which Ben almost choked spitting out his drink giggling, with a smile on Jacks face, “of course you are, were not blind, you were ogling us all summer, a real horn dog, but why the need to tell us, and why does it matter now”? I told them my story, all about my one night stands at school, my emergence into weird sex learning, both good and bad. Then I brought up the fact I need or my want, to tell my parents, and how I just couldn’t do it this weekend, as time was short and too much family around, I then spoke of Andy and how we’ve grown close and exclusive, even though the time was short, but were really seemed connected. Yes it was fast, and I felt I’ve played the field those first few weeks, but with Andy it was different, a real connection, we spend all our spare time together now and  I need to let my mom and dad know he’s special to me as well.

 After reassuring words of wisdom from each of them, and they were in agreement with me to wait till Christmas break, they both congratulated me and offered any assistance they could, they were anxious to meet Andy as well. I appreciated their help and support but warned them that my parents still didn’t know what to think of them, our gay neighbors. They both laughed and said they defiantly knew, they were always kind of tense whenever they were nearby. We all shook hands and all hugged it out but I noticed Ben was a slight bit cold and withdrawn as Jack walked me toward the door and outside.

Once outside Jack took my shoulder and gave it a hard squeeze, as I noticed Ben peering out the living room window. In all seriousness, as his grip firmed on my shoulder, Jack said “Ben told me what you guys did shortly after you left for school, I guess it was out of guilt.” The fear of my world just came tumbling down with those words, as I felt my knees begin to buckle, and I mustered up a scamp “I’m So Sor….” he stopped me mid sorry and said “that’s enough”. He’s forgiven Ben and admired his honesty, but he just wanted to make sure I knew, and that it was OK, somehow he knew the guilt Ben may have inflicted on me. Oh my God, I thought this guy is forgiving his husband, as well as me, and concerned for my feelings too. My thoughts of these two have just elevated above high, as I asked him “but surely you must have been mad”. He replied “very mad, you just do not know, but we took the opportunity to hash it out a bit too, I was just as guilty, for I was treating him more as a servant or better put belittling him a bit, more than a mate, more than the man I fell in love with. When I think back to our high school days, Ben was my savior and I never, ever, wanted to treat him any other way. Remember sometimes the stresses of life change our tune and sometimes we need a tune up and that’s what we did, I’m sure today Ben feels even guiltier, as do you, now that its out in the open between us, but please put it behind you now, as we have.” I thanked him and we hugged, this time a strong meaningful hug, as Ben still looking out the window gave a thumbs up and a smile.

 I had a lot to think about as I drove back to school, I exhausted my brain trying to figure out just what to say in less than a month when Christmas break comes around. I got a call from Andy while driving, who was back at his apartment already, hoping to pass some of my drive time away while we talked. He came out to his mom and dad then his brother and sister, he said it went so well that they shared the news with his aunt and uncle. He sounded much relived, like a huge weight off his shoulder, I wished I felt the same way and he had me a bit depressed. Then he told me his parents would be away for Christmas on a cruise but would be back before the Christmas break was over, and they wanted to meet me, and he asked me if I could go to visit his home after new years for a few days before we had to head back to school.  

 Without thinking I immediately said yes, but then I invited him blindly to my house for the week before, so he could spend Christmas with me… uh… I mean us, uhm my family. Then it dawned on me again I’m still not out to my parents and I want to come out at Christmas break, but I just invited Andy without permission from them, and now this is going to be even more awkward. After we hung up I called my mom and explained that my “friend” from school,  Andy’s parents would be out of town for Christmas and I’d like him to spend Christmas week with us, and then we’d drive to his house for New Year’s week, before heading back to school. She of course said yes, and told me how thoughtful I was to invite my friend so he wouldn’t be alone for Christmas. OK I thought, one situation is avoided or at least put off till next month.

 The month of December Andy and I grew closer, a lot closer, I was spending most of my time at his apartment, his housemate was rarely there himself, as Andy explained “he was boning his girlfriend as much as I do you”, and we laughed at the similarities. My dorm mate was also fine with me spending less time there as well, as it was, he wasn’t too keen on living with me “a gay guy”, oh yeah that came out the first time he accidentally walked in on me and a very early hookup, he acted cool about it but I knew otherwise.

 Christmas break was upon us and we drove my prized mustang to my house, I already filled in Andy on all of the Family and of course Ben and Jack and our brief encounters. We got to the house about 9pm Mom came running to the door with outstretched arms. “And you must be Andy, welcome to our home” dad shook our hands as mom tried to fill our guts with food and leftovers from the fridge.

After our long winded stories, mom escorted us upstairs showed Andy the guest room and insisted he just ask if he needed anything. Of course Andy knew the situation and didn’t make a big deal of it as he closed the door behind us, as we left the room. Suddenly I felt bad and empty, my boyfriend was in the next room without me, and I without him. I made up my mind I was going to tell them tomorrow morning first thing.

 Now somewhere around 1am, I couldn’t sleep, so I snuck down the hall quietly, and climbed into Andy’s bed. At first he got startled and let out a yelp, but soon he felt my familiar touch and knew it was me. I shushed him to be quiet, as I began to feel that tickling sensation in my tummy once again realizing we were sneaking in my parents’ house unbeknownst to them. I slipped out of my sleep pants and nestled up next to him, as he pulled his off too. Our nakedness entwined in each other, feeling so warm and my hand grazing his manhood ever so soft as Andy just silently moaned back in my ear. He rolled over with me now, just reversed, as we gently perused each other’s bodies as quietly as we could. The bed springs did squeak a bit, but he managed to work his dick into my crack with one of his free hands, and one of mine just to help guide, we forced that sucker inside me, ever so slow as to not make a sound. Once he was in, we lay there in silence for a bit, I felt full of this warm sensation as I gripped back at his ass. He began slowly withdrawing, only an inch, then slid back deeper as he repeated those very short shallow strokes. I lay there in pleasure as I hoped the sounds would dissipate, and then he gradually extended his strokes out further and longer, then back in. We were rocking quite steady and getting louder then we realized that suddenly I saw the hall light from under the door. I dug in my nails into his ass and gave a quick but subtle shush, as we both stopped dead in our tracks. I saw foot shadows walk on by and suddenly realized I left my bedroom door open before coming over. A few moments later I saw the shadows walk by again and the hall light went out.

 Andy was scared for me, but we lay perfectly still for a while, him still deep inside me, but I could tell his dick was softening, I began pushing his ass cheek back into me and he was almost instantly hard again as we continued our silent quest. He took his free hand and began jerking me off as he was getting closer himself. We were now out right bouncing back and forth on our sides and my ass was soon being filled with shot after shot, the thought of him Cuming in our guest bedroom, in my ass, had me start shooting my own load, when I said out loud “Oh FUCK…… the sheets”. With that the hall light came on, a brief knock on the door from mom saying “Is everything alright”. It was such a quick downer getting caught like that. With that, the door opened and she asked if I was in here with Andy. I sadly and quietly said “yes mam, I’m sorry”. But then she realized what was happening, panicked, and apologized profusely and quickly closed the door. Andy then whispered “what should we do, you better go back to your room? I told him ahhh what the heck, the cats out of the bag now and we were going to come clean in the morning anyway, so we fell back asleep and I put it out of my mind, as there was no turning back now.

 Morning came and Andy and I came to breakfast in the kitchen, Dad just reading some mail as he sat there in silence. Andy and I took a seat, as mom asked if he had any preferences in cereal as she hurriedly delivered several boxes to the table, then added explaining “Andy, we usually eat light breakfast, but tomorrow is Christmas and well have pancakes and eggs after church, you do go to church don’t you Andy”? she added, she was avoiding the elephant in the room and so was dad. So far no mention of last night, with that I looked at Andy and said “Mom, Dad?” I have something to tell you, as I reached for Andy’s hand. Mom stopped in her tracks, and just said “OH Stop it, I don’t want to hear it, I’m sure the neighbors next door heard you.” With that I felt like it was time to be reprimanded, but instead mom said, “I don’t give two hoots, you could have told us before last night so we didn’t get worried, we thought someone was sick and dying in there”. So she was mad that I didn’t tell her, but not about what had happened, then Dad said something like “Are those two next door responsible for this”? Suddenly the sadness came over my body, it felt as if he was he rejecting me now, but just then he giggled saying “You are our son, and always will be, if you make each other happy so be it”, thank god he was only joking about it.

 I apologized for not filling them in sooner but explained my concern, and how I wanted their acceptance. I also revealed more about myself than I ever thought I would, with today feeling closer to my parents than ever before. Their acceptance of me and the situation that I so over blew in my mind it seemed like the weight of the world was off my shoulders this morning.  I even went as far to ask if it was OK for me to sleep with Andy tonight, but Mom gave a snickering look of dissatisfaction as Andy came to the rescue saying, “that’s not necessary” and we left it at that. I guess I just pushed it too far now that I was feeling over confident.

 Christmas morning came and we all attended church, we came home to a huge breakfast feast that Dad had prepared, while mom started pre preparing the Christmas dinner. We finished in the kitchen by about noon and went to football and opening presents and played a few games before settling in for a Christmas feast about 7pm.

 The past few days went well and we all got along, Dad and Andy talked of sports frequently and they seemed to hit it off. Mom commented to me in private that he was very nice, and wanted to reassure me that first crushes may not always last, and I should be prepared for heartbreak and be willing to move on, she assured me she was only a phone call away. How could she be so optimistic and pessimistic at the same time, I thought. As Andy later told me “she didn’t want her boy to get hurt and really wanted to reassure you she would always be there for me, take it as being positive”. Oh yeah, I snuck back into Andy’s room that night and gave him my present and he gave me his, oddly enough they were the same thing just good old loving sex

 The next morning dad had to head back to work, and mom had some errands, and there was no mention of our sleeping arrangements. I looked out the front door and saw Ben and Jacks cars and told Andy we were going to try to visit them. I texted Ben he said absolutely, but they had some errands top run and come over about 2, and plan to stay for dinner, then he insisted was Jacks idea.