Ben My New Neighbor

Part 4

Guilt, Remorse, Forgiveness, and More Guilt before moving on

The rain finally stopped, I heard the doorbell ring downstairs, I heard mom talking to someone then she yelled up the stairs for me to come down, as I got closer I realized it was Jacks voice. Shit , he was home, what was he over here for? Could he know? Did Ben admit it? Oh crap, I’m going to die. As I came down the stairs Jack looked up and yelled “hey there’s that stud”! Both mom and me looked puzzled, as he handed me my shorts and socks all dry and folded (who folds shorts?) and a small box of my tools, as he thanked me for helping Ben get back in the house in the rainstorm, then he said “it’s a good thing he such a beautiful hunk of man cause he has no brains”. Again mom looked more puzzled. Still wearing the Cut off sweats, I replied I’ll make sure I wash these and get them back to you, as he looked down and said “oh great he gave you my shit kicking shorts to wear, the least he could have done was give you a nicer pair to wear”. I apologized and said “I didn’t know”, and he replied “no apologies necessary I heard you guys had quite the time”, as my eyes opened wide and wished my mom went away, and I reluctantly just said “yes, I guess we did”, then he went on to explain how not everyone would endure climbing through a 2nd floor window, to my relief. He offered to take his shorts back with him and that there was no need to wash them, I objected that I was not ready to be naked in front of him or my mom and promised to return them (after I was sure all the cum was cleaned out) clean as promised.

A few more days went by and the guilt hadn’t subsided. I did have to eventually explain to mom that I thought they were a couple and not just house mates, in her slight embarrassment she dropped the subject quickly, thankfully for me. I often looked over to the house occasionally seeing Ben, who would wave and I waved back. Then one day I took the clean shorts, waited till Jack was home and rang their front bell. Jack came to the door and insisted I come in. Ben was sitting at the table shirtless and in very old tight blue jean cutoffs as he stood I could see the color worn off right in the shape of his dick, and a round spot from a ball on one side of the crotch and he smiled. He jokingly said if he ever gets himself in that situation again he hopes I’m there to help him out, Jack smiled and let out a giggle. Jack took the shorts and reprimanded Ben on “why those shorts”, as he tossed them on the back of the couch, Ben just explained it was the closest clean thing he could find as he himself had to put on a dirty pair of workout shorts, because he hadn’t gotten to the laundry because of being locked out. Jack then made another reference to Ben being his live in maid and servant and he should fire him, much to Bens disapproval in his facial expressions, I think he even threw him the finger behind his back.

Jack then also apologized for not getting a lawn mower yet, but promised to get one soon, I said it wasn’t a problem and I could continue to help them out, and he then said once again not unless we pay you. I said nonsense and refused and Ben then suggested “I’m sure we can find some way to repay you”. Jack then said to Ben “well babe I guess I better get going as he and Ben embraced in a kiss and Jack squeezed Bens butt cheek, before turning and saying to me “sorry I have to run off” and he picked up a suitcase by the door, saying he was off on a business trip for a few days and suggested I come over and keep Ben company, especially while he is weight lifting, “I hate when he lifts alone, one day I’m going to come home and find him hurt or dead”. Ben said that’s a great idea with a smile ear to ear. Jack headed out the door as Ben went to the fridge and handed me a beer and said have a seat.

I really wanted to leave to go home, but I reluctantly took the beer and sat as Ben explained I had nothing to worry about, “Jack will never know”. Then he said he was dead serious about working out with him. He said he liked me from the first day he saw me, and thought I might be gay and his gaydar is rarely wrong, then asked if I enjoyed myself the other day. I didn’t know what to say so I gulped another swig of beer. He continued that, we can, if I wanted to, peruse fooling around, but only if I wanted to, he wouldn’t ever pressure me again. As much as I wanted to, I just said “I don’t know” and he said “well that’s OK but I still want you to lift with me”. Was he sincere? I wasn’t sure what I was getting into, but I did know deep down I wanted more, but should I trust him or even risk it? He said “No pressure if you want to lift today come on over this afternoon and wear your workout clothes, otherwise I try to work out every other day after one o’clock religiously”. I finished my beer and went home. In my room I thought and thought about it for the next few hours and finally at about 12:30 I said what the fuck this guy is hot even if nothing else happens I’d love to get back in shape, realizing I was slightly disappointed at the thought of possibly nothing else happening.

As I walked over I saw the basement lights on, I approached and rang the front bell, after a few moments there was Ben still shirtless in those tight cut off blue jeans with a smile on his face. He led me downstairs to that room, where all I could think about was the last session. Today I wore a tight Jock to help contain myself and heavy denim shorts that the legs fit snugly in. I wasn’t going to be the instigator. He went through his rigorous routine and had me try to do the same, with a little less weight and a few less reps, as he explained he wanted me to work up to what he was doing. His instruction was quite good and his routines were intense and fulfilling. It gave me satisfaction that he was serious and we got along well throughout the session. We took a water break as we both sat on the bench and he mentioned he was glad we could be just friends, especially after what happened last time. He asked me if it bothered me, and I said at first it did, but blamed him as much as me, he acknowledged that fact. Then I asked if he ever cheated on Jack, and he said he’s thought about it and has been tempted but no, I asked him what he did with me, was that cheating? He said I would love to cheat with you, but what we did, he didn’t consider cheating, and kind of dropped it and ended the conversation. He asked if I wanted to shower as we were quite sweaty, I passed, and said I didn’t have a change of clothes and then he said well next time bring some.

Two days later I rang the bell. He said great Jack is still out of town till tomorrow, and he was just getting ready to work out, I was wearing my gym clothes, but I tossed my gym bag with a change of clothes as he suggested on the couch. We went through the routines again and this time I noticed Ben was commando in Jacks loose fitting shorts, yes the ones he had me wear last time. Many times I got to see that dick today. It flopped out while I spotted him on the barbell, and I got a full view when I held his ankles during high knee sit-ups, damn, my Jock strap was stained to the max and I was hornier than hell.

After we were done he asked if I wanted to take a shower and I of course agreed as I grabbed my gym bag and followed him up the stairs into the bedroom, he offered me to go first, as I hesitated before stripping down in front of him, off came my shorts which I had to peel off, leaving me standing in my jock strap as I was about to head into the bedroom, Ben commented on my sexy body in that jock, especially those ass cheeks sticking out of those rear straps, I giggled and stepped into the bathroom, slid out of the jock and climbed into the shower. A few minutes later I heard Ben come inside saying he forgot the towels and said he laid one on the counter for me, I don’t know why, but jokingly I said “you sure you don’t want to help me?” with that the curtain opened and Ben stepped in naked saying “I thought you’d never ask”. Damn a naked man in with me, showering just inches away, and he was hard, and I was hard and I touched his chest as he faced me and he grabbed my ass with both hands as he pulled me in till our hard dicks touched in the cascading water. The two dicks slid alongside each other as some soapy shampoo drizzled from my hair down onto them and we wiggled just enough to make them feel good. I looked up to Ben’s face who’s eyes were focused into mine as he raised one hand to the back of my hair and pulled my face into his for a long but satisfying kiss culminating in a tongue exchange. I melted in his arms as my whole body went limp (well almost my whole body) as he held me upright with that statuesque muscular body. My arms went to his back as I hugged him in, I was basically a virgin, never did anything until I touched him a few days ago, and now I’m showering naked with this man I’ve been dreaming about since he moved in a few weeks ago.

We finished showering, and we dried each other, Ben looked at me different it seemed he was looking right into my soul. We dropped our towels and looked in the full length mirror at each other as he then grabbed my hand and led me to the bed. Yes their bed, boy I feel guilty, but why can’t I stop? I followed along as he lay down, and I took my place beside him face to face as he ran his fingers over my cheeks, then my nose, neck, ears and whispered quietly that it’s all OK. He’s now in charge, as his fingers slide down my chest and he lingers a while in that ticklish spot between my navel and abdomen, never looking away from my eyes. I look at his face and I see great satisfaction just in the smile alone. His fingers move south as they encircle my manhood never touching just following the outline across my legs down in between and over my other leg, each circle getting closer and closer, until I felt his gentle touch on my dick bursting out of its skin, and my balls contracted tightly within as the warm touch just grazed the skin. His gentle caresses turned to a soft 2 handed massage as he began telling me how I can fulfill his dreams and provide something only I could provide. I gently whispered “but what about Jack”. He stopped and that blank loving look disappeared, as he began telling me his rather sad story of Jack and their first love, sure he feels deeply but they’ve grown apart, as he begged me for companionship lost. Who was I to argue I was naked with a gorgeous man in his bed, and he wanted every part of me, from top to bottom.

We spent hours exploring each other, touching, licking, smelling, sucking we played into the darkness, I was never so free. He gave me the best oral, oh hell the only oral I’ve ever had, but it was surely the best, it couldn’t get any better. Yet he held me back kept me from completing my task, somehow he suppressed my adolescent desire to cum., he knew how to handle me from beginning to end. I tried to reciprocate as I followed his lead, and we enjoyed each other immensely. Then he grabbed some lube and slicked up his ass and wiped my dick all over, and instructed me in. I was such a novice, I pounded away with the greatest ecstasy there could possibly be, my balls slapping his ass as he moaned with delight and began jerking himself as our nakedness meshed together all sweat and lube, I thought to myself such a great workout, as he lifted his legs up onto my shoulders and I seemed to go in deeper and he began shooting his load that sight alone caused me to brake, I dumped a whole slew in him as I had to collapse.

But he wasn’t done yet, he switched positions and lubed me all up, began with his fingers, while he sucked my withering cock back to life Damn this can’t be happening, the feelings so great then he added fingers opening me up, I felt the great pain but the pleasure was there also, he gently stood behind me and began to apply pressure as the lube let him in, I let out an initial scream where he stopped and grabbed me around my stomach, he began very slowly sliding in and out until we were both banging away on each other. My ass was quite sore but I needed him to keep going like an un-itched itch that he was starting to sooth. He fired his second load deep inside me and we embraced once again so warm and tight, his positioned his hand to stroke me so gently I came with such force once again as he sucked on my mouth in an embracing kiss. We fell asleep together both happy as can be, when suddenly his phone rang, yes it was Jack.

I was so sad at that point that he acted quite normal as he got up and stepped away saying he just woke from a nap, they talked so lovingly, yet I felt so guilty and dirty, but as he hung up the phone, he rejoined me and we went for round 3.

He and Jack finally bought a mower, I continued to work out with Ben whenever I could, Jack took many business trips and I often spent the night, they both saw me off to college when I left, and Ben even came out to visit me once in my dorm. Ben and I wasn’t just a one night stand, but Ben was my first and I’ll never forget him even though I’ve moved on, he taught me a lot he brought me out of my shell, I have a steady boyfriend now and am ready to bring him home on winter break to meet my parents, and maybe even Ben and Jack.

Hope you enjoyed this short little tale. it took quite a bit to pump out these 4 short chapters one per day, forgive me while I go back to twice a week or so for the next series of stories, LOL.

The End.