“You texted me right before this date that you wanted to feel like a real fag, so how is it?”
Was he serious asking me that question? I must have looked really angry and defeated at the same time.
Master chuckled: „tell me how you feel or I’ll get the belt“
My anger was quickly replaced with fear. I answered immediately: „I feel very low, angry, humiliated, exhausted. And sick because my stomach is full with acrid pungent piss. Sir.“
„Good. Then you’re feeling like you should. Although you shouldn’t feel angry. You should feel pride. Or horny. It’ll come to you. Your mind is still fighting. The next two exercises will help to break it. And then we can rebuild your new mindset. That’s the best part. Your transition. Well at least for me.“
He laughed at his own joke.
He moved back to the couch and sat behind the kiddie pool. He grabbed three different sized dildos, lube and restraints and put them all next to him.
„You said there’s too much piss in your belly? Then Get over here fag. Back in the pool, like before, with your back facing to me. Put the leg spreader on again and put your hands behind your back.“
I hesitated because I had no good feeling about this.
„Unless you want me to get the belt and start with 12 strokes…“
I immediately jumped in the pool and did what he asked me to.
He restrained my hands behind my back and then pushed my head back and stroked my throat.
„You’re a two hole fuck faggot, a service whore for real men. Lots of bottoms give up too fast and can’t take a proper pounding.“
He pulled my head back and automatically my mouth opened. He grabbed lube and poured it into my mouth.
„This is not your mouth. It’s your upper pussy. And it needs training. I like to pound hard, deep and long. And my friends too. So we need to widen your throat and train your breathing skills. And your gagging skills. Don’t mind if you puke, just let it flow.“
With that he slowly pushed a dildo in my mouth and down my throat. I gag and choke hard. He pulls it out and immediately slams it in again. My body spasms and he pulls it out again. Then right back in again. This time he keeps it in.
„Hold it, hold it, breath through your nose. Concentrate.“
My eyes widen and I nearly panic. Then he pulls it out again.
„Nice start.“
He puts the dildo to the side and starts fingering my mouth. He talked gently and stroked my throat.
„relax. Suck my fingers. Nice and slow. Yes like that. Relax.“ then he pushed them down and teased my gag reflex. And then his piss came shooting up my nose and throat. It all went down my body into the kiddie pool.
„Yeeeees. Exactly like that. Let’s get that piss out of you.“
And he grabbed the dildo again and pushed it in and fuckrd my throat with it. Not too long not long enough to make me puke.
Then he reached down and pushed that dildo in my ass and fuckrd it, this was a weird sensation. It kind of made me horny until he pulled it out of my ass and directly into my throat again. Fucking it until his piss came up.
„Goooood fag. You’re learning fast. Let’s switch to the next one.“
The next dildo was longer abd wider. Was exhausted and closed my mouth. He pulled my head by my hair hard. Then he gave me poppers. And then he slowly slid in the bigger dildo. It was significantly wider. And larger.
„It's important you open that throat fag, when an alpha requests your oral services, it's your job to provide the utmost pleasure to a man that is superior to you. Now, here it comes faggot, open up!” Master barks, and pushes the large toy down my throat, then back out, then back in. Over and over
He uses the head of the dildo to open my throat slowly and then
forces it fully down my throat. Then my ass. And my throat again. It was also wider and deeper there and he fully fucked my ass. Hard. Because of the piss and puke in the pool my ass was naturally lubed. Again he pulled it out and fuvked my mouth and throat again. More intense with every thrust. He gets a steady rhythm going.
I’m still gagging, there are some sobs, tears rolling down my face, my eyes slowly roll back into my head. Master looks deep into my eyes.
„Concentrate. Breath through your nose. Like that. Good boy“
I‘m starting to get the idea of breathing along the rhythm.
And he pulled it out again. Then he pushed it in my ass. And fucks it viciously until I nearly faint.
I interchanged from catching my breath, puking, being fucked hard in the ass by a big dildo and then gagging and puking again. He kept fingering my mouth when he wasn’t using the dildo like he wanted to make sure that all of his piss was fucked up and either on me or in the pool. It was overwhelming. Exhausting. Degrading.
„Please sir, a break, I need a break. I can’t….“
Master laughed.
„Good fag. I think we either have fucked all my piss out again or your gag reflex is getting better.“
I was breathing in and out hard.
„Only one way to find out about your gag reflex, head back and hold still. Open. OPEN.“
I thought he‘d fuck my mouth again but he filled my mouth with more piss. „Keep it in until i say flush, like you’ve learned.“
At this point i gave in. I did as he told me. He fills my mouth, i wait until he says „flush“ and then I swallow. This time he only empties half the bottle inside me.
„Time for the last dildo fag, look at this beast of a fake cock. It’s just over 35cm in total length. 5 cm wide. And look it has a handle. it is my favorite toy for training subs.“
My eyes get big, I can’t handle this but I also have no defeat in me left. I whimper because I know I have to take this.
Master puts poppers under my nose and then the tip of the dildo on my mouth abd simply says“open up fag.“
He pushes the dildo in slowly. It’s very wide for my throat. My eyes get big. „Breath through your nose fag“ I try but it’s hard. As soon as he’s full in he starts fuckkng my throat and I immediately start puking up his piss.
Then he pulls the dildo out and starts fuckkng my ass even harder. I‘m not even screaming I’m squirming and kind of make a wailing sound. He fucks my throat again, I puke, he fucks my ass, I’m wailing. The longer it takes the less I’m puking and wailing.
Then he suddenly stops.
My throat hurts. My ass hurts. I’m drenched in piss and puke.
„Very good fag! you’re starting to accept your position. Remember: way down here.“
I look at him. Defeated. Degraded. Used. Abused. Raw holes. No fighting left in me.
Now tell me what you are.
„I‘m a dirty two hole fuck faggot sir.“
„Exactly. Told you. It’s in you.“
He removed the restraints and leg spreader.
„kneel in front of the pool in fag position and show me your ass“
I did what he said and he inspected my ass.
„Nice and open. Looks a little raw“
He touched it, I winced.
Then he went in doggy position behind me, started to fuck me and pushed my head into the piss / puke pool. He placed one foot on my head while he fucked me hard. It only took a few minutes and he came in my ass.
He got up, went to the bath and cleaned himself up. I was just lying next to the pool. Used. Emotionless.
He Came back and said: „push my cum out of your ass, lick it up and thank me for it.“
I just layed there. So he took his belt and whack repeated his request.
I squatted, pushed his cum out, licked it up with a full tongue and thanked him for it.
„Better. But you still need to learn. We‘re done for today. I’m taking your stuff with me so you can’t leave. Collar and cock cage stays on. Clean up this room and yourself. You’re not allowed to sleep in the bed. That’s for people. You can sleep on the floor. I’ll be back tomorrow morning. Then we continue your training. We made good progress today fag. You can be proud.“
And with that he left me alone.
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