I’m a normal looking guy end forties guy in a normal monogamous relationship.
But secretly I was watching and reading porn of fags being used, humiliated, trained for service. It aroused me most when the dom told we’re doing really humiliating things with there fags. And breaking their will and mind until they totally submitted to their dom and his will and kinks.
Naturally at a certain point reading and watching wasn’t enough anymore. I set up a profile on a gay dating site. Turns out, it’s not so easy to find someone who’s into this as well. And who’s attractive at the same time.
So I chatted with tops around the country fantasizing about a live meeting.
One I particularly liked was Master Michelangelo. He’s from another town but I can travel on business regularly so this wasn’t a problem.
We clicked early. He was also regularly looking, manager type, very masculine. His also not single but was looking for a fag to use and abuse. Ideally regularly so he can train him according to his needs, kinks and desires.
We were exchanging fantasies and it was very clear that it’s a true match. Although he leaned more into punishment then humiliation but he liked humiliation just as much. Sometimes it even felt like he was getting more and more into it.
I got scared after a while so I deleted my profile. But I wondered what it would be like with him all the time. So I set up my profile again just to delete it again.
But I kept coming back. There was something magnetic I couldn’t deny. Against my better judgement I set a date with him. I booked a hotel in his town and we agreed to meet on the street.
He gave me precise instructions for preparation:
- no solid food for 48hrs before our date
- be thoroughly rinsed and shaved otherwise punishment
- Bring several dildos und plugs in several sizes up to xxl but with soft coating
- Bring lots of lube, cock cage, nipple clamps, jocks, mask, collar and anal beads, a bowl and a pen
- If I need poppers and chems but nothing extreme
- Drinks and snacks for him
- A laptop to watch porn
He was very clear that he does not believe in stopwords. It’s his decision only when to pause or stop. This frightened me a bit. But he assured I will not get bruised or harmed and my health won’t be compromised.
I prepared myself and everything like he asked me to. As the date came nearer I was getting nervous. He could sense it and textet me:“I know you’re about to chicken out and delete your profile again. We both know you crave to serve me. This is your last chance. Be there as agreed or I will block you and we never speak again. You want this. You’re born for this. Give in. I’ll expect you at the meeting point sharply at 1pm“
I felt busted. And strangely more drawn to master because of it.
We met at a coffee shop. He looked me up and down and said to me:“so you came fag. Finally. Good for you. you will only adress me as sir no matter where we are. Get me a black coffee to go and meet me at this table. That’s where we discuss some final guidelines and then we go up to your room.“
My heart was beating fast. I ordered his coffee and brought it to the table like he asked me to.
„My shoes are untied. Kneel down and tie them for me. Look down while doing it and do it in a way that doesn’t draw attention.“
I looked confused and nervous. Here? In public?
„This is the first test. The longer you wait the more you fail“
I immediately put his coffee in front of him, kneeled down as discreetly as possible and tied his shoes.
„Good, fag. In the future you don’t hesitate. Every hesitation will be punished with 5 leather belts. Nod if you understand.“
I nodded.
„Good. Have you prepared everything like I asked you to?“
„Yes I do“
„That’s yes, sir. You only address me as sir. And only if asked. Is that clear?“
„Yes sir“
„Good. I‘ve invested quite some time in you. I expect a return on my investment. Once your room door closes you have no opinion, no right to disobey. Sometimes you can beg to turn me on. And You can cry but you have no right to pause or stop. Understood?“I gulped. Hesitantly I said „yes, sir“
Master started grinning. „You’re afraid. That’s cute. No worries, I won’t harm you. But I will train, abuse and use you. As I said I want my return on investment. When I snap my fingers and point you immediately attend to where I am pointing.“
„Yes sir“
My face went pale.
Master liked this. „You‘re a born fag. You know this. You crave to serve and be humiliated.ylu shared all your fantasies with me, you travelled here, you clearly want this. It’s about time that you accept your position. When I’m using you will answer all orders with „thank you sir, I’m your 2 hole fag sir.“ Understood?“
I turned bright red.
„thank you sir, I‘m your 2 hole fag Sir“
„Very good, you learn fast. When we‘re in your room you handover your key and stand in the middle of the room and will place your hands behind your heady. I will inspect you and undress you. Then I will put on your collar and cock cage. I will put the key around my neck. Then you’re mine until I say we’re finished. What do you say to that?“
„Thank you sir, I’m your 2 hole fag, sir“
„Good fag. So we‘ve clarified everything. You lead the way. I follow. Let’s go.“
„Thank you sir, I’m your 2 hole fag, sir“
Master grinned and I felt like I’m about to make a big mistake. And so we left to the hotel room.
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