Turning to a friend

After a few years of feeling like I was living a double life keeping my sexuality secret I had decided to confide in a close friend. He lived an hour north of me and we'd planned to catch up on a long weekend. "Alex" and I had been friends since age 5 and been through almost everything in life together so I figured he was the best person to tell first.

When I got to his place he had lunch and beers ready, and we caught up on old times and everything new with a few beers. 4 hours or so after being there I said "I gotta tell you something pretty big man, I trust you not to tell anyone and not to judge me alright?" "Yeah of course what is it?" He replies looking puzzled. "Well I'm gay, have been for a few years and decided it's the right time to tell you". He looked at me with disbelief, took a breath and said "that's awesome man, if you're happy I'm happy" raising his class and cheersing it to mine.

He asked the obvious question of how'd I find out and what's the sex like etc. He was a lot more understanding than I thought he'd be. The night carried on like normal although a few more harmless gay jokes thrown in. I knew his sense of humour and it was never hurtful. When it came time to turn in for bed he asked if I'd share his bed like normal or grab the couch, being he only had a 1 bedroom apartment. "Up to, not scared we'll fuck are you?" I replied jokingly and we both laughed making our way to bed.

Nothing happened during the night and the next day was like any other, we got on the drinks again that night, a lot more than the last. We made our way home around 11pm and stumbled into his apartment. I took my shirt and shoes off immediately and throw them too the side and walked too bed. After grabbing a drink of water Alex joined me, stripping down to his underwear in the dark. Non of this was unusual and we laid there talking for a good half hour when he randomly asked me again "what's the sex like?". "Amazing! Painful the first few times if you receive but it's great". There was an awkward pause, so I say sarcastically "why ask? Just fuck me and find out."

Know I'm joking we laugh it off, roll onto our sides facing away from each other and fall asleep. I wake to find Alex laying very close to me, his cock looked semi hard in the dark room but I could tell he'd taken his underwear off. I looked at the clock and it was only 2am, still plenty of time to get a good rest. I looked back over and snuck another quick glance of his cock before laying back down. I was horny as hell at the time and started to wonder what it would be like, even how to start it.

Temptation got the better of me and I started moving closer towards his cock with my ass. I had moved into a position where my I could run my ass against his cock and try insight something, and as I slowly and gently moved closer his dick rested between my cheeks. It was fully hard at this point and BIG! I never remember seeing it so it was a shock. Now I knew I had to at least try. It was risky but looked worth it. I slid my entire body across so we were perfectly aligned skin on skin and he stirred a little. He murmured and put his arm around me. Perfect right where I want him. I began slowly thrusting his cock between my cheeks using his precum as a lube. My heart was racing.

He stirred again and woke a bit more this time, noticing what I was doing quietly groaned. "Mind if I put it in?" I asked him, not expecting a response. "I'm tired man so be quick" he mumbled, given he was half asleep I asked him again, I got the same reply "I'm tired man so be quick". I leaned over to his side table where I'd seen condoms the night before and grabbed one out, reached back and put it on his cock and applied the lube they come with. Throbbing hard it would've been 11 or 12 inches. Cock still in hand I guided it to my ass and rubbed his nob on my hole a few times, still body to body, and asked on last time "mind if I put it in?"

With one thrust he pushed forward as hard as I pushed back and his hard massive cock was balls deep, I moaned loudly with pleasure. We laid still for a few seconds before I began slowly moving my hips, making his cock slide a little in and out of me. He placed his arm back around me and pulled me tightly towards him as if to get deeper inside. We stayed like this for a few minutes, awkwardly thrusting, pushing back out of rhythm with each other. "Wait, lets change positions, like doggie or something maybe?" He quietly asked. I took his dick out and got on all fours, reached back to grab his dick and put it at my now open hole. I hadn't put it inside me because I wanted to see if he would do it himself. He grabbed my hips and buried his cock deeper inside me than anyone else has been.

He was fucking me properly now, moaning and sweating, rubbing my back and grabbing my ass. I could feel him getting more and more comfortable with it and he began to fuck me harder and harder, his pelvis slapping my ass every thrust, pushing in deeper and deeper. He finally came with an almighty orgasm, shaking and I could feel his cock pulsing out every last drop of cum. He quickly pulled out and went to get up, I grabbed him and laid him down, taking of the condom and sucking his cock clean of any cum he had on there. A few quiet minutes passed and he said "yeah can see why you switched teams" and rolled over to fall asleep.

The next morning was back to normal. No mention of what happened, no sexual jokes nothing. I wanted it that way I didn't want to lose a friend over it. I left early that day and headed home. A few weeks later we had a mutual friends birthday and I would be staying at his again. We organised my next visit and I suggested I'd get a hotel, he made a point of saying "you're always welcome in to stay in my bed". Almost every time I've visited we've had sex, and never told another soul about it.