The One

I never really believed that I would be sitting next to the hottest guy in school having a conversation about my sexuality, but here I am.

My name is Jordan, Jordan Watson. I'm 23 and I would consider myself a cross between a jock and nerd. I'm 5'10" and 190pds. Tanned olive skin,  black hair and blue eyes and an ass to die for finished my look. I was one that should be a star athlete but I prefer to stay away from the spotlight. Patrick Hawn was a friend by mistake, or maybe just luck. Patrick was my dream guy standing at 6'4" and weighing 270pds he was a behemoth of a man. Light blonde hair and green eyes with a body sculpted of granite, but never the less he was the unlucky lad to be roomed with me. We are total opposites. He loves sports and partying, while I like romantic movies and long walks alone on the pier. You see I'm an all natural Michigan boy. I love my home state, but things really took a turn when I left home to go to college here at Florida State University. I needed the change, but I digress.

Patrick was the type of guy you would never expect to want to be associated with someone such as myself, which he made sure not to talk to me unless he was telling me about how much he hated practice. Patrick  usually kept his private life pretty private that was until one day, 2 months after meeting I walked in on him and his "friend from home" Jacob. I acted as though I saw nothing and walked into the bathroom by the entrance. Patrick and Jacob scurried around getting their clothes on while Jacob yelled about how this was a "fucked up way to be outted" and Jacob seemed to be sobbing stating his life was "over" I hear the door to the entrance open and slam close then on the other side I heard Patrick explaining what happened and begging me to keep quiet about what I saw. I opened the door and looked at Patrick, turns out he was the one sobbing. I asked him what was wrong and all he said was "he left me" 

To make matters worse Patrick didn't know why. Then he asks me "Jordan, why didn't you tell me you were gay" I stared at him in shock and then stated "I don't know what I am right now. I'm still trying to figure it out." Patrick replied "you're gay. I watch the way you look at me when I walk in from practice. I also found these." In his hands were the magazines I had purchased from the adult book store a few weeks back. I asked "where did you find those?" "They were tucked under a binder on your desk, and I got curious about what it was" he matter of factly stated. "Why were you--how did you--" "I saw you put something under the binder before going into the shower one day, so I figured I would see what it was" he stated. I decided to go for broke and told him about my curiosity and he shocked me with the fact that he had been trying to get Jacob to come out with their relationship but with them both being on the basketball team they had to wait, that was until I walked in on their "party". 2 months. It took 2 months for us to have a conversation. But what scared me was what happened next....

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