The Exploratory Years

Hey there gays,

I've been reading stories on this site for years, and I'm going to college for writing so I wanted to see what I could come up with for this site. This is just an experimentation, a run-on sex-capade, a writing exercise, and some good old fashioned plot development. If you like the story, leave a comment or email if you think I should keep going or end it all now;)

thanks for reading//hope you enjoy

xoxo

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College feels like a new chapter to a book I started years ago, but never finished. It feels like I’ve been talking about every moment of moving into my dorm, picking classes, and finding a good roommate every day since I got accepted into college. I look at my entirely still packed dorm room with a sense of relief—I am finally turning the page on this chapter; it’s really happening. “Are you sure your ready for us to leave?” my dad said. “Yes, dad. You guys can go! I’m a college student now, I got this.” My mom fought back tears as she opened her arms and yanked me into a hug. “You be good, Colton. Just be good,” she said. I rolled my eyes and promised her I would. “Now go, you have a long drive home. I promise I’ll call every other day like we said. Maybe more if I need money.” My parents laughed and gave one final big hug before heading downstairs to the car. I was their only son so I understood why my mom has been crying for the last week. I think my stoic dad even shed a tear.

They have to drive five hours back home to Philadelphia from Pittsburgh. I’m an official all moved in student at Bloomfield University. It’s a funky little liberal arts school that has all the amenities of a major university and the interesting majors like interior design—that’s what I want to do. I want to take over New York City redoing every millionaire’s penthouse. The college is nestled right in Bloomfield which is a cool thriving neighborhood in Pittsburgh that’s not too far from the other major colleges in the city so I can party with them when I need to get away form this campus.

I start opening cardboard boxes and putting clothes away and pictures on the wall. The stack of pictures I printed has everyone important to me—my parents, my dog, my best friend, my high school squad, and Henry. I crumple up the first picture I see of him. He’s my ex-boyfriend. But he made it clear that I was leaving him for the big city and that I was changing into a slicker before I ever left our small town Philly suburb. Suburbia isn’t really the right word either, it’s all rural farmland and little towns where we’re from and that’s where he wants to stay. He wants to live on his family farm and take it over when his dad retires, but I always told him I could never. It was a toxic relationship from the start, but the attraction kept us together for two years. It was raw and pure and just fucking sexy. The sex we had rocked the foundation of the barns we frequented. 

My parents have known and accepted that I was gay since I was three years old—but I fit the bill: tall, skinny but filled out, practically hairless, blonde, and I did it all with a swish in my step and glitter in the corners of my eyes. Henry is built like a tractor. He’s tall enough to intimidate most, but not taller than me, he has a thick muscled trunk of a frame, and he keeps a short military haircut. He’s never seen the inside of a gym, but he’s been lifting hay and wrestling calves since he was five and that creates a delicious well-tanned hunk of a man.

I put the pictures down and found the box that had my sheets and pillows and made up my bed, the rest of my room could wait till my roommate got here and decided where he wanted some of his stuff to go. I couldn’t be the overbearing roommate right off the bat. I only knew his name, he didn't have a Facebook for me to stalk so it'll be a surprise. I picked up my pile of pictures and started flipping through them again. Jenny and I are taking shots in the first one, then graduation pics, early ugly middle school pictures with my girls, and then Henry again. I pause and look at him. It's an absolutely stunning picture. He’s shirtless leaning against his black pickup truck, his head turned to the left and the biggest grin painting his face with radiance. I touched his chiseled chest like it still belonged to me. I remember this day very clearly, it was our first anniversary and we had the loudest and roughest sex in the tri-county area, but no one could hear us because he drove me to his favorite secret overlook in the woods and parked his truck. He filled the bed with blankets and sleeping bags and pillows and we laid in the cloudy mess for hours just holding each other.

I set the picture down and leaned back into my pillows and put my hand into my shorts. My dick was getting hard just thinking about being with Henry again. I closed my eyes and stroked my long cock slowly thinking of that night…

***

“Baby, I love you so much, thank you for doing all this for me.”

“Colt, I’d give you the world if I could. I was going to buy you a star, but that shit is crazy expensive. I figured you could just pick one out while we can see them all, whichever star you want babe, it’s yours.” I looked into his radiating green eyes and chose the star I wanted. He reached his hand out to my face and stroked my face slowly, then he grabbed the back of my neck and pulled my mouth to his and deftly used his other hand to pull my waist so I was on top of his warm body. I kissed his lips gently while he felt my back underneath my shirt slowly working his way up and up till I sat straight up and yanked my shirt over my head. My bare skin tingled against the cool summer air, the night sky the only being watching us. He put both of his hands against my skinny boy abs and felt each ridge, slowly feeling his way to my nipples where he caressed them gently and really started getting my sex drive going. We start so gentle and easy because it builds into this incredible crescendo of sexual energy that’d leave the gods satisfied. Every. Single. Time.

Henry moved his hands from my chest up to my neck and carefully wrapped his calloused hands around it and pulled me back down to him. We started making out harder, my tongue shooting down his throat and back up slowly and him biting my lower lip and this endless cycle of saliva and biting and tongues that was orchestrated perfectly. His soft lips always felt like they found a home against my sensitive neck. He flipped me over with ease and pulled off his shirt in the sexy way that I like—hands criss-crossed at the bottom hem and a slow pull upwards like the sexiest drag of a cigarette, each inch he revealed was a satisfying rush of nicotine to my lungs and a rush of blood pumping my cock. His huge frame towered above me, his perfect olive skin defined a thick chest that puffed out and tapered into rippling abs all with a light dusting of his soft brown hair that leads down to my favorite part of his body. I never know what those V muscles are called but his were a very obvious arrow down to the treasure. I reached up to his crotch that was stretching deliciously in his old Levi jeans. I felt his nine inch cock underneath the denim and undid his belt with my other hand.

He pushed me back down and stood up, making him look like a giant in the truck bed and he stepped back to the edge of the truck. He kicked his boots off and threw them down to the ground and slowly teased me while taking off his belt the rest of the way. He turned around and showed me his ass that bubbled perfectly from years of squats around the farm. His thumbs played with the back pockets and pulled them down slowly, his naked ass popping out because he didn't even own a pair of underwear. I got onto my knees and crawled over to him as he turned around, his massive dick fully erect and ready for me to devour.

I pulled his jeans off the rest of the way and grabbed his dick but I could never get my hand the whole way around the girthy member. I used both of my hands to slowly jerk him off before I opened my mouth and started rubbing his head on my tongue. I held tight at the base and moved up and down while I started sucking on the head. His dick was truly beautiful, it stood straight out and was the same olive color as his skin, his head a pink perfect for slobbering on. I slowly take inch after inch into my mouth before I hit my hand and I start going up and down, in and out making sure to slither my tongue the whole way around his cock each time it came out of my mouth. Henry was caressing the back of my head and combing my hair through all of this, very sweet and comforting, but he pushed my forehead back so I’d look right into his eyes. That’s when I know the fun can begin. He combs through my hair one last time before he grabs tight and yanks my head back. His cock is in his hand and he starts slapping it against my porcelain cheeks and I open my mouth and stick my tongue out for him. He shoves two fingers into my mouth and I suck on them and start deep throating them.

He gets a better grip on my long blonde hair and quickly shoves his entire cock into my mouth. It took a full year to get this down because it was just so big, but on our anniversary I finally took all nine inches down my throat. He took a tight grip on my skull and started pumping his dick into my throat I was gagging a little but the worried look in my eye just turned him on even more. I put my hands on his ass cheeks and felt the muscled mounds in my palms. I smacked them twice, which was our signal to stop. “Babe, you were doing incredible why the fuck are you stopping?” he sounded pissed, but I stood up and kissed him. “Take off my pants, Henry.” He looked confused but he did, he felt my throbbing seven inch dick outside of my pants and smiled. He pulled my pants off, but left my bright red briefs on. “What’s your plan?” I smiled a devilish smile and told him to get off the truck and onto the ground. I laid on my back and positioned myself so my head was off the edge of the bed of the truck slightly. “My throat is yours again.” The look in his eyes went from annoyed to in lust in a second. His cock was at the perfect level to slip into my mouth and down my throat. He pressed down on my throat and said, “This is so fucking hot, I can see my cock, that’s so hot.” I knew the outline of his cock would show perfectly in this position, I wanted to say I told you so but I just let the horny boy go. 

He grinded his hips into my skull perfectly, it felt euphoric having him pump into my throat like that while choking me and feeling his way around my nipples and chest. After five minutes of hot and sweaty deep throat action, he lifted my almost naked body to a sitting position and climbed back into the truck again. “I need to taste you right now.” His perky lips pushed me down on my back and into the pillows, he made his way down my body licking every sweet spot he’d discovered while dating me. His teeth bit down on the thin waistband of my briefs and pulled with his teeth till they were off my legs, my cock finally free. His hands always felt incredible around my dick because they were so rough, he jacked me off for a few seconds, just to keep me on the edge. He started kissing above my dick and then put my balls into his mouth and let them go with a popping sound. He licked the base of my shaft and spread my legs apart while he kept working his magic tongue down farther.

Everything started getting wet and he sucked on my body as he inched closer and closer to my hole, my body shaking from being so turned on. He bit gently in every right spot and then he suddenly flipped me over and got me on all fours. His hands massaged my bubble butt, “God damn, I’ll never get over this ass.” I looked back at him licking his lips as he massaged my fat ass and slid further and further into the crack and opened my ass up with each stroke. I was in ecstasy already and then I felt a warm tongue start rimming me. He wasted no time going to town, he shoved his long tongue deep in and kissed around my hole and whispered sweet nothings as I quivered with each breath I felt on my ass. He licked and put just one finger in, then two, then three and he kept getting my hole ready. He fingered my tight hole for a few minutes then went back to massaging my ass and eating out my hole. He could never get enough and my soul left my body as I screamed out in heavenly joy. There was no greater feeling than my entire lower half going numb from the sexual energy pouring into my ass hole as he ferociously ate me out. My cock dripped with precum and I just yelled his name over and over again each time his tongue dove into my guts. He dragged his fingernails down the length of my back then easily fit three fingers in my ass for a few strokes, “Are you ready for me, boy?” I shook in anticipation, “Yes, Henry, please, please fuck me.”

I turned over and kissed him passionately and tasted my ass on his mouth, I circled his lips with my tongue and whispered to him, “please, please fuck me, I want you to destroy me and cum deep inside of me, I need you, please Henry, fuck me.” And with that final word he very gently laid me on my back and held my legs up and spit on the head of his throbbing cock. I felt the big head push into me and he kindly slid each inch and waited for me to get comfortable. But Henry always knew when to switch gears, and there was still five inches for me to get accustomed to that were suddenly inside of me. I felt his cock deep in my guts and he pulled out the whole way and slammed the entire length back in. Henry did it over and over again till he found a rhythm that couldn’t be stopped, he just kept pounding his fat cock deep into me. He grabbed my neck and choked me with enough pressure for me to feel dizzy, but the ecstasy I felt was unlike anything I had ever felt. His hand wrapped around my neck, entirely able to kill me right there, but with his cock deep inside of he pulled me up to him by the neck. I'd never felt safer.

He started kissing my neck that was already bruising from his grip and started biting and sucking. He knew that’s what drove me crazy and I was riding his cock going up and bouncing down. I tightened my hole when I had all nine inches touching my guts and kept it tight while I slid up the rod. Henry was grunting and screaming like an animal while my moans had turned to a choir of moans. My neck was covered in hickies from Henry attacking me in my favorite way, I was getting close to exploding all over Henry’s chest when He flipped me onto all fours and he wanted to pump hard and fast doggy style. His dick was becoming a part of me, it felt like something was missing every time he took it out. “I’m gonna cum, I’m gonna breed the fuck out of you.” And I felt his cum hit my insides soon after as he let out the loudest grunts and caveman moans, it was the sexiest sound I had ever heard. He was panting out of breath, he leaned back and pulled me with him, his still-hard dick was still stroking just slightly as we leaned onto our backs together, me directly on top of him, my dick now standing straight up to the moon. “Can’t let that go unfinished, now can we?” He said into my ear as he stroked my cock in unison with his hips, his other hand massaging my ravaged neck.

I was so turned on and in love with Henry in that moment that I could have lasted forever. But he started biting my ear and pumping his hand harder while moving his hand around my neck tighter and tighter. His sex brain worked like an conductor creating a musical masterpiece. I felt my orgasm right below my sternum first and it was like an earthquake in my body that rumbled it’s way down my stomach—I moaned to God to make it stop, the intensity was something I almost couldn’t handle—my body so connected with Henry’s I didn’t want it to end, I felt the cum shoot out of my throbbing cock and land on my face like rain, it kept coming and poured onto my chest and Henry’s face and my stomach. I felt Henry push harder into my ass with his dick when I heard him whisper in a weak voice, “Oh my god, again, I’m cumming—“ He couldn’t even finish as his tender cock released another huge loud into my hole. I leaned up and straddled him and bounced my ass for him as his cum poured out of my ass. I moved onto my knees and finally let his dick fall out of my ass. I couldn’t let it end there, so I backed my body to Henry’s face and put my ass onto his smiling mouth. He sucked his cum out of my hole for a few minutes and kept licking my sensitive crack all over, getting me clean again. I finally laid down next to him and he wrapped his arms tightly around me. “Colton, you are the absolute love of my life—"

***

I had pushed my shorts completely off and was jerking my cock so hard at the memory of that night that I didn’t hear anyone coming down the hall. I was shooting a massive load all over myself and yelling out for Henry at the same volume I was moaning that night when I finally heard the door to my room open. “Oh dear Jesus!” a woman’s voice screamed out, cum was still pouring out of my dick and all over my hand and bed. “Hey, I’m your roommate for the year. Interesting way to meet.” but the handsome man was grinning as his mother fainted into the hallway.