Padded Love

Chapter 1

Hoodwinked

The panic didn’t set in at first. Everything was comfortable like being embraced by a warm cloud on a sunny day. When I opened my eyes all there was to see was a white saturated light. While my mind struggled to keep up with thoughts, I laid there motionless attempting to figure out what and where I had gotten myself into. I tried to move the realization of my predicament slowly dawned on me. My mind was groggy and body slow to react to the bondage that entrapped my body. I closed my eyes attempting to focus on my body. Both my arms and legs couldn’t move when directed as I continued to give myself a forced hug that felt odd but not unwelcomed. My legs trying to stretch in opposite directions but the chain connecting them stopped them from going to far. Making an attempt to open my eyes again, the white light persisted, realizing that the scattered light was cause by a hood that encased my head. My breathing started to increase as I continued waking up. Every sense now catching up with my mind. Laying down on a floor it felt like a wrestling mat that was firm but comfortable to sit on. My head and upper torso were at an incline like a bean bag or sorts. Pulling at my arms the jacket I am wearing showed no signs of unwrapping itself from its forced embrace. I tried to speak, wondering if someone was there who could help me and give me some indication as to where I was or what was going on. My mouth was closed shut with what felt like duct tape. With the hood over my head, I could barely see in front of me, the light that penetrated the hood allowed me to see between the fiber to what looked like comforters lining the walls in front of me. My breathing becomes labored as I struggled to move. No words came out only muffled cries for help.

“Mmhheelpmm”

“Mmmhss ammyhhmmd mher?”

Twisting and turning I come to find out that the straitjacket I am wearing stayed in place and would not give me the freedom that I begged so hard for. Every movement from my struggles indicated that the jacket was locked in placed with padlocks as each pull and tug clunked them together. The chain connecting my ankle restraints stayed firmly in place. Struggling to turn onto my side I managed to sit up bringing my legs in, I could see though the hood that my legs were locked in restraints. The brown tanned leather like in the movies and T.V. shows where they held patients from a psychiatric ward contrasted with the pure white floor mat. My vision obscured by the hood allowed me to gather little information but enough to piece together that I was trapped. Looking around the white florescent lighting showed that the walls were covered in white padding soft and plush apart from one side. Getting onto my knees, then slowly onto my feet I get my bearings and walk to the wall with a small window. Pushing my face onto the glass I can see only darkness through the hood.

“Mmhellmmo?”

I push with my whole body against the door, but it feels solid like metal under all that padding. The firm mat on the floor felt good on my soles.

“WAIT WHAT?!” Matt thought.

Noticing for the first time that I wasn’t wearing any pants just my black boxer briefs. Now standing I take a survey of my surroundings with what vision came through the hood. I was inside a small room with high ceilings where the white lights bathing the entire room in hospital sterile light. In the left and right corners, I could see black circles.

“Is that a camera?” Thinking to myself.

“Is there someone watching me?”

My head is spinning, where was I? How long have I been here? How did I get here? Was I in a hospital of some sorts?

“Ok, calm down. We are in one piece and perhaps not alone. I can get through this.”

Mentally calming myself down I began to pace around my room to try and figure out my surroundings. Feeling around the room with my elbows the room is longer than it is wide. Long enough to lay down and then some but the width is only a bit bigger than the door with the window at the end. At one end of the room there is a small nook that has a eastern style toilet were you have to crouch close to the floor. The whole room is padded in a canvas like material with no sharp corners or hard surface with the exception of the toilet.

“Am I in a mental hospital? How did I get here?”

“Wonder how long I’ve been here?”

As he wondered about his new surroundings he continued to pull and tug at the straitjacket that snugged closely to his body.

*BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZ*

The noise startled the captive patient. Quickly turning to the direction of the sound, now facing the door with the window, it looks like light is now coming through. A feint figure is standing on the other side of the door looking in, but the hood is prevented from seeing who it was.

“Hello? Hello hello?”

The voice was static and sounded a bit robotic from the speaker. Like from a really poor quality door buzzer.

“Hey Matt, can you hear me alright in there?”

I nod eagerly, unable to speak but enthusiastic that someone is finally here to help me.

“Oh man, I am glad that you’re awake.”

“The doctors said that you had a really bad episode and they had to sedate you. Are you feeling alright in there?”

Did he not know that I can’t talk? Quickly I start pulling at my jacket trying to form words, but all my attempts are in vain ending in frustration.

“Sorry man I can’t hear you, but it looks like you’re still having a bad episode. I need you to calm down there buddy cause I can’t help you when you’re like this.”

LIKE THIS?! Suddenly my excitement is turned into anger.

“What do you MEAN LIKE THIS? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND WHY AM I STUCK IN THIS TINY ASS ROOM?!”

My muffled words don’t seem to do anything but prove that maybe I was having a bad episode.

*CLICK*

“Listen Matt, I am speaking with the doctor in a few and I’ll see if we can get your family down here to get you out, but I need you to be on your best behavior or they’ll never let you leave here my guy.”

“I know that you’ve been having a rough time with school, and I am here to help. Just trust me I will get you out.”

“Oh yes, please get me out of this place!” I think to myself.

My resistance is subdued as I gain my composer knowing that at least someone is on my side. Then it occurred to me.

“Who the hell was that guy I was just talking to?” Thinking back to all my friends at Uni I couldn’t match a face to the voice. It didn’t help that the speaker makes him sound like a conductor at a cheap carnival. The voice was familiar but with all that has been happening I couldn’t think straight.

*BUUZZZ*

The noise shook me back to consciousness as I started drifting back to sleep waiting in my padded room for what felt like hours.

“Hey Matt, it’s me again. I spoke with your mom, and she is coming down here tonight to arrange you a transfer to another hospital.”

“OH, THANK GOD! THANK YOU!” Matt thought to himself

A wave of relief and comfort came as I heard those words. I would be out soon.

*Click*

“By the way, this is your Boss Simon from work. I am not sure if you remember but Katie, the night shift manager, said that you had gotten into a fight with a few customers and cause a huge scene!”

“Honestly, I am very disappointed in your behavior especially with customers, man. It’s bad for business and now here we are.”

I started to feel really bad, how could I have caused all this trouble for Simon. He has been such a kind mentor giving me a place to work while I went to school.

*Click*

“I know that you’re a good kid which is why I am out here putting my neck on the line for you. Hope you appreciate what I’m doing for you.”

I nod yes, thinking to myself “Thank you so much for this. Please help me get out of this situation!”

“Oh, and do you need to pee?”

Weird questions, but in fact I did need to pee. I nodded yes.

“Cool, I’ll get a staffer to come help you out just wait a bit.”

I nod yes again, acknowledging that I understood. Then a few moments later the door opened, and a voice tells me to drop to me knees. Obeying I get to my knees as best I could under the restraints. Through the hood a man in all white enter my room and say “Head DOWN”

His voice boomed in the padded room and quickly I did as told. The nurse that came in had his face obscured and through the hood it was hard to make out any details. Looking down I see that he isn’t wearing any shoes as he circles around me. Grabbing me by the collar he starts cutting off my boxers. Instinctively I try and jerk away, but he has me firmly by the collar as he cuts off my underwear and pulls them off me without removing the straitjacket. I felt so violated as he spreads my legs to get the rest of the underwear that didn’t come off with the initial pull. Lifting my head was met with a swift push of my head down again. Holding my collar, I hear him take a deep breath as he lets go and heads out of the room. I hear the door lock with a loud but muffled click of the metal door. The voice in the speaker tells me that its ok use the bathroom now. Sitting for a few seconds I am collecting myself from the experience I just had. What kind of hospital was this? Why did Simon call the nurses staffers? Where was the Doctor and why was Simon talking to him on my behalf? The need to pee overwhelmed me as I slowly got up and waddled to the toilet. While I squatted, I thought.

“Simon had always been there to advocate for me whenever I’ve had a rough time. Ever since we’d met, he has treated me like a son. I can’t believe I acted like a fool at the restaurant.”

“But something seems wrong here, who was that nurse? His voice sounded so weird too. What exactly did I do to land myself here?”

As I finished my bathroom break, I wiggled a little trying to get all the piss off while I air dried.

Simon is of Greek descent and has a small accent that you could tell that he was second generation immigrant. He owned his own restaurant here that I was able to get a job as a bus boy and dish washer while I attend University. Although it was strange that he was here I am glad to have Simon helping me out. OH MAN, what AM I GOING TO TELL MY MOM WHEN SHE GETS HERE?!

The thought of seeing his mom like this made me blush under this hood.

Sitting on the floor, thinking.

“Why did I get into a fight with a customer and why don’t I remember what happened last night?”

The day before and even some of the past was murky and remembering became concerning. How out of it was I to not remember what happened?

*BUUUZZZZZ*

*Click*

“Simon here again, how are you feeling now?”

I stayed quite knowing that I couldn’t speak. Why would he ask questions like that?

“Looks like you’ve calmed down, that is good to see my boy.”

“Hope that relieving yourself also helped too.”

I nodded yes, “Thank you for telling the nurse” I thought.

“I tried to get the doctor to let me see you, but it doesn’t look like they’ll let me. You look cold in there are you feeling alright?”

I nod yes again. Feeling a bit ashamed that I was naked in front of him like this, however the room wasn’t too hot or cold I felt comfortable despite being held captive here.

“Theres no need to be ashamed of yourself, you look amazing and much better them most.”

WOW, WHAT A WERID THING TO SAY! I started blushing hard under my hood desperately trying to cover myself with my legs to no avail.

“Are you hungry or thirsty?”

I nod my head, yes.

“Let’s see what we can do.”

Things went quite again.

“WHAT IN HELL IS GOING ON IN HERE. Where is the doctor and when is my mom coming to get me?” Matt pounders.

Becoming more frustrated I start becoming impatient.

*Click*

“Head Down,” Said the male nurse.

The door clicks open and the same guy who came in to let him pee is standing in front of me.

“I am going to remove your hood and duct tape so that you can drink something and eat something. Are you going to give me any kind of problems?”

With my head down I shake it side to side. “No, I’ll be a good boy and not cause any trouble.”

He starts by pulling at the hood that is tucked under the collar and lifts it halfway up above my nose exposing my taped mount. The added thickness from the hood is obscuring my vision even more and its hard to keep my eyes opens with the fabric so close to my eyes.

Slowly he removes the tape as my skin breaths for the first time. I take a deep breath through my mouth. WHAT A RELIF!

“Now, I am going to give you some water. Open your mouth and start sucking when I give you the command.”

I nod. “Give me a command? What kind of nurse is this?”

He grabs my mouth with his hand under my jaw pinching my cheeks slowly to open them.

“Open” he says calmly by firm.

I open my mouth and feel a plastic teat on my lips then on my tongue. Greedily I began to drink feeling the cold water rehydrate my dry mouth. “Thank you, Mr. Nurse.”

Without warning he pulls the bottle away and wipes my mouth. Without taking his hand off my jaw I hear him pull a chair close to him as he sits in front of me. Grabbing my collar, he says.

“Scooch closer to me, boy.”

Siting on the floor I shuffle closer until I hit the legs of the chair. Realizing that I am right in front of this man’s crotch! He puts his feet on my legs pinning me down.

“Alright, I am going to feed you now. You are going to open your mouth and I will put food inside. When I say, Eat, you may close your mouth and start chewing. Understood?”

I nod, thinking “if you would just unlock this jacket, I could feed myself. I’m not going to do anything stupid. This is so weird, man.”

I open my mouth and without warning I feel cold oatmeal and a metal spoon rest on my tongue.

“Eat.”

I close my mouth around the spoon slowly and scoop up the cold oatmeal. It wasn’t bad but it wasn’t good either. The food was bland and there wasn’t any flavor. I open my mouth to speak.

*Ahem* clearing my throat.

“Could I, um, get something else to eat besides that please?”

As soon as I finished my sentence, I felt a slap hit me across the face. Because of the hood I couldn’t see it coming or brace myself for the hit. I leaned towards one side as his feet held my legs down, I brought myself back up.

“YOOO, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT YOU CAN’T HIT ME?”

“WHAT KIND OF WACK HOSPITAL IS THIS? THIS IS ABUSE!”

The nurse put down the bowl and grabbed the collar of the straitjacket with one hand and reached down to grab my balls with his other.

“Oh, I AM SORRY, IS THIS NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR A CUM SLUT LIKE YOU?!”

This time the voice changed; it wasn’t the nurses voice anymore it was SIMON!

Wincing from the pain Matt’s head is spinning. “What the hell is going on?”

“Damn, why did you have to do that you little bitch? So ungrateful for the food you are getting.”

“Please what is going on? Where is the doctor? Why are you here?” Matt pleaded.

“Ha” Simon chuckles wickedly as he begins to massage Matts balls between his hands. Holding his collar high with this finger hooking the front buckle and firmly pressing his feet on top of Matts legs.

His Greek accent comes through clear.

“Honestly, I was hoping that we could keep this little game going for a bit longer before you realized what was going on here. But you had to ruin the fun.”

Caressing and fondling Matts balls his voice got lower.

“You see, Matt, I have wanted you for a very long time now. You’re so beautiful. Your ass and body are perfect. Everyday I have wanted to make you mine, but I am married and well I have no plans on leaving my family. Life is cruel like that, don’t you think?”

Slightly squeezing Matts balls, he squeals like a pig.

“Every day seeing you was torture. You are such a tease.”

Leaning in Simon begins to kiss and suck on Matts ear.

“Please let me go, where am I? Why are you doing this?” Matt whimpers

“Oh, that’s right, let me bring a few things into clarity for you now that you know. First, this is not a hospital. You were never admitted to a psychiatric ward. I was hoping that making you believe that you were in hospital that your transition would’ve been easier for you. However, that didn’t work out as well as I had hoped. You would have eventually figured it out, so I guess now is as best of a time as any.”

“Where is my mom?” Matt said meekly.

“Who knows?” Simon shrugs

“I sure as hell don’t know. Your mom was never coming here in the first place. In fact, no one knows that you are here to begin with. Well, except me for course. Now, I know how all you little whores think. You probably want to know, where you are, right?”

I nod my head, “Yes”.

“You’re home! This is your homecoming my little pet and this is where you will live out the rest of your life as my pet to play with and train. I want you all to myself, so you better get use to this. There’s no one coming for you, and no one knows that you are here. In fact, you haven’t even been reported as missing yet!”

A tear rolls off Matts eye. Tenderly Simon leans in and licks the tear and nuzzles his face.

“Come come now my little pet. This will be fun, well, mostly for me. For you it maybe the worse thing to have ever happened to anyone.” Simon laughs as he leans back into the chair letting go of Matts collar.

*Picks up little black box*

“Got this little toy off the internet, it lets you change your voice. I wanted to change it so you thought I was a nurse. But then you went and insulted my food and I forgot to change my voice. I guess that’s on me. You on the other hand better learn to appreciate what I give you because this is all you will eat from now on. There are going to be a lot of changes and its going to be hard for you, but you will learn.”

Matt begins to open his mouth to speak. Quickly Simon reaches out and covers his mouth with one hand and grabs his hair with the other.

“I think that this is a good time to lay down some ground rules. Since we are now officially starting your training, you will have 5 main rules.”

1.)     You will never speak, ever again, unless you are given permission. Unless there is a serious problem. Cause if you speak out of turn your punishment will be severe.

2.)     You are not a person anymore and will never be treated like a person again. I will refer you as an “it” and call you whatever the hell I want. You no longer have any agency or rights. You are my toy and pet to play with.

3.)     You will always be locked away in bondage and will live your life inside this room when I don’t need you. I don’t want a lover just a possession that I can control and play with as I see fit.

4.)     You will be punished, not just for breaking rules but because I feel like it and want to see you suffer. You deserve to be punished and you will learn to become my pain pig.

5.)     You will service me sexually every day, whenever I want and however I want. Your training will consist of how to pleasure me and how you can be the best toy you can be.

“I know that this is a lot to go through but trust me you will learn as we continue.”

Gently Simon sticks his finger into Matts mouth and plays with his tongue and lips.

“Forget about your old life, you’re mine now. Better get used to it.”