My first time

My first gay experience was when I was 17 (legal in my country by a year), and was with my best friend Geoff 20 years ago.

For along time I had been obsessed with sex, I liked girls but my fantasies always involved me having sex with other guys, always the same fantasy, being face down, bum up and him entering me. i wasn't even sure why I had those fantasies, but I knew what gay sex meant, and it just kept coming into my mind, maybe 20 times a day!

I had no idea whether Geoff was gay, but for about a year the fantasies started to revolve around him as my partner. He had several times said pretty positive things about gay people , but I didn't know if that meant he might be that way too. I used to visit him at his house at his weekends, with his parents usually away. One weekend they were away the whole weekend, and I just could't wait anymore!

I went over, and took some Vaseline with me, and I cleaned myself before hand so I was ready as I could be. while he was in the bathroom, I went into his bedroom, stripped naked, went into my fantasy position of face down on a pillow, butt raised, closed my eyes, put my arms by my sides and waited. I had no idea what would happen next! either I'd lose a friend, or FINALLY have sex!

A couple of minutes later I heard him moving about looking for me, then he found me. for maybe 20 seconds I heard nothing but breathing, then I heard him undoing his fly, and taking his clothes off! He got in close behind me without saying a word but his breathing was very hard. He gently felt my butt for a minute or two, then I felt the tip of his finger putting a blob of Vaseline onto my anus. I was almost passing out with excitement and my penis was rock hard. I felt a light pressure as the tip of his penis touched my anus, then a slowly growing full feeling as he penetrated me. He stayed deep, then began slowly thrusting, which lasted maybe 3 minutes before he shoved deep and groaned loud, as he came inside me. He withdrew, and my butt felt warm and wet, he had shot a lot of semen inside and it felt GREAT. 

And that wasn't the only time! although we drifted apart over 5 years, it was the most exciting experience sexually then or since.