My First time - A raw, rough fuck

As I am writing this I am stroking my erect cock and thinking about what I have become. About two months ago I had a long and passionate night with an older man that I know and since then there has not been a day gone by where I haven't thought about cock I feel need to share. Before this experience I have only ever been with girls.

My interest in cock began when I was skinny, hairless 19 year old a few months before the following events occurred. I had joined the men's soccer team and this meant that after matches and training the whole team would go to the changing rooms to shower naked. I had never had exposure to so much male nudity in my life as the showers in those changing rooms were communal where as the showers with my underage teams were all private. At the beginning I was extremely body conscious but that began to fade as I became more comfortable. As we are taking these showers it was hard not to look at all the different penises around me. All were different, some were very hairy, others not so much and they all varied in length and girth. This quickly became an obsession for me and I also loved to stare at the testicles. At this stage I did not desire cock but was merely interested. My interest began grow as I would go home and look up pictures of penises online and this resulted in exposure to gay porn. Gay porn quickly became an addiction for me as I much preferred it to straight porn. and only few days into when I started watching gay porn it seemed like it happened overnight but I knew that I wanted to try cock and to have a sexual interaction with a man. This made the changing room situation so much better but also more difficult to spy because even the sight of some of the flaccid penises would sexually arouse me and result in getting a boner, to tackle this I thought of puppies dying in an attempt to remain soft.. I began to visualize all the different penises and rate each of my teammates cocks. I would rate them out of 10, write what I liked and disliked, unfortunately I never saw any erect penises in the changing room so I just presumed everyone there was strictly straight.

My favorite cock belonged to one of the oldest teammates David (38). He had was about 6'3 with a great beard, beautiful toned body and perfectly trimmed pubic hair. David's penis was a beautiful nice dark color with a thick girth and good length. He also had large, low hanging balls which to me looked delicious and I had often dreamt of slurping them and sucking his smooth scrotum. David's penis looked pretty large while soft so at the time I estimated it would grow to maybe 7 inches or so while erect. I quickly developed an extreme longing for David's cock and would fixate on it whilst showering. many times David has met my eyes and I would begin to blush and have to face the wall in fear he may call me out. David was extremely aggressive and has often been involved in physical altercations with other teammates over menial things. Every night after I would lie in my bed and furiously masturbate to the thought of David pinning me down and ramming his huge, raw cock inside my tight, hungry asshole. I would imagine his large testicles slapping my ass cheeks and then him exploding inside of me and coating my walls with his seed. One night after masturbating to some muscle on twink porn (imaging it was me and David of course) I decided that I was gonna tell David how I feel. The next day when training finished David began to run his cool down laps while the rest of the team hit the changing rooms. I said I would join him. As we ran we talked about our match that weekend and the opposition and what to expect. My voice was shaky as I was extremely nervous and he asked me several time was I okay. After asking me the third time I said no and he asked what's up. I ended up just blurting out that I am sexually attracted to him and that I want his cock so bad. I was expecting him to knock me out be he just sternly said that 'What the fuck and jogged off'. I was utterly disappointed and left terrified at the thought that David would tell the rest of the team and I would be alienated. A week passed by and I had skipped a few trainings and our match thinking that all my teammates knew about my lust for David's cock but I had not received any messages about it so was unsure. About 10 days after my confession to David I was sitting on my bed at home reading a gay story on literotica when I received a WhatsApp message from a number that I had not saved saying 'Still want my cock?'

It was David as I recognized him in his profile picture. He had gotten my number from the team group chat. I replied yes and he told me he will collect me at the pitch in one hour. I sprang up from bed and rushed from the bathroom to begin to douche. I got more nervous as it approached 11pm and at around quarter to I told my mom I was going for a drive with some friends. As I walked to the pitch my whole body was trembling and several times I was thinking of calling off the whole thing but I convinced myself that this was the number 1 thing in the world I have wanted the last few weeks. When I got to the pitch David flashed his lights at me and I knew it was him because it was a black Audi. I approached his car and slowly got into the passenger seat and could not speak at how nervous I was. David knew this and placed a reassuring hand on my thigh and to my surprise leaned over and kissed me using his tongue. I had never really thought about kissing guys as all I was ever only interested in was cock but I have to say it was one of the best kisses of my life, it made me feel so small and feminine (I am 5'9, about 150lbs and David is 6'3, about 230lbs of muscle). He then told me that he is taking me to a hotel in a further over town where 'we will have passionate but also rough raw sex' his exact words, he assured me was clean and using PrEP and I took his word. My penis leaked of precum at the thought of what was in store for me. I texted my mom and told her that I was staying at my friends house as David also informed me that I would be staying the whole night. David was very firm speaking to me and said that I could only call him Sir or Daddy for the night and I definitely wasn't comfortable with Daddy so I opted for Sir. When we arrived at the hotel David held my hand walking in which was another surprise and also quite embarrassing for me as I was in no way public to anyone but anyone about my interest in men but it was a town where I knew nobody so I relaxed. David purchased a room for two and referred to me as his partner to the receptionist.

I had began to relax in the car as we drove for about 40 minutes in silence listening to the radio but when we entered the hotel room my heart begin to throb again and the voice inside my head screamed 'Is this actually happening?' David commanded me to strip and this is when I got really nervous, I was visibly nervous. I slowly took off my clothes revealing my hairless body, my plump ass and my painfully erect cock. The sight of me cowering naked on front of David made him smirk and his moustache twitched. He told me to go take a shower and leave the bathroom light off. I sponged myself down in the wet room style shower still shaking but increasingly less so convincing myself that what I was doing was okay. Then David joined me and embraced me from behind and began to whisper sweet nothings in my ear as he cupped my ass cheeks with his large hands. I could feel his penis sticking into my back. He told me turn around so he could kiss me, I spun around and finally I did not have to imagine anymore as I was presented with David's erect penis. It was more magnificent then I could have ever imagined, he had all his pubic hair removed, his testicles were hanging low and there was a beautiful, bulging vein running up the underside. I know I estimated earlier maybe about 7 inches erect but it had to be at least 8.5" with the girth of a deodorant can, comparing to my own penis which is barely 6" inches. David wanted to kiss but I immediately squatted down where I was eye level with this gorgeous manhood and began to run my tongue along his dark shaft. David appreciated my eagerness and told me to put it in my mouth. I had purchased a 6 inch dildo online which I was able to deepthroat at home so was pretty confident but I quickly learned that the sheer girth of David's throbbing cock was much larger and I even struggled to get my lips around the monster. As the shower soaked my face and Davis's cock I began to get used to his cock and started to swallow more but after 20 minutes or so of David face fucking me and saying what a gay little bitch I was, I was still only able to slide my mouth down half his enormous cock.

After a solid 40 minutes of sucking cock in the shower and David spitting in my mouth and verbally abusing me I was picked up and thrown onto the king sized bed. A pair of handcuffs was fitted to my wrists where I was locked facedown to the bed post and I was told that is where I will remain until the morning, this made me nervous. David spread my legs so my tight, shaven asshole was presented to him. He immediately began to tongue fuck my booty which felt AMAZING, sometimes I felt his tongue enter my hole and lick my walls. Earlier I said how I had preferred to call him Sir but now I was moaning like the little white bitch that I am calling him Daddy and begging him for more and his penis had not even entered me yet. After David decided that my hole had gotten enough tongue he began to lather me with lube and assured me how his cock was going to penetrate me raw and fill me with multiple loads of his cum. The thought of another mans sexual fluid entering my body and coating my internal walls was heaven.

The initial entry of David's penis into my body was torture my hole burned with pain but I bit the pillow and powered through cause I knew this pain would soon turn to pleasure and it quickly did. The first half an hour of this raw, homosexual fuck session was slow as my hole needed to get used to his massive joystick. Every few minutes I gradually began to accept more and more inches inside me until eventually I felt David's pubic area touch me and once this happened the thrusts became so much quicker. The weight of David's body matched with the length of his cock was like a freight train entering me at high speed over and over. Some of the thrusts were shorter and faster whereas others were long and deep, so deep that at times I could swear that the tip of his fat dick was in my stomach. It wasn't until about after an hour that David's first cum load washed into my body and at this stage I had been called every name under the sun by him, screamed 'Daddy' about 200 times and we were both slippery in our own and each others sweat. David took a 15 minute break, straw fed me some water and told me that if I needed to pee just do it on the bed where I am but I didn't because all that came out out of my cock was seminal fluid, whenever David needed to urinate he just did on my back (which I loved). After his break David was rejuvenated and started to work on my asshole again, this time stroking my tiny cock and fondling my testicles. I closed my eyes and listened to the slapping of his large meatclackers against my cheeks. During this fuck David would stop every now and then to tongue my asshole and then spit in my mouth or shove his cock in my throat to taste my own ass juice. The first time he did this he managed to suck out some of his own cum and I was more than happy to have it deposited into my mouth. As our fuck session progressed we both got sweatier, exchanged fluids and a few times David even released me to make love after fucking but always cuffed me each time. After about round 5 of fucking it was 7.30am and David opened my handcuffs and congratulated me and told me having a shower. The smell in the room was thick with sweat, urine and sheer man fuck to most it might have smelled putrid but I inhaled deeply and found it intoxicating When I got off the bed I was like Bambi on ice as my legs were completely numb. David carried me to the shower where we washed together and made further love whilst fondling with each others cock and balls. David drove me back and dropped me near my house and told me he had a great night tormenting my holes and would add me to 'the group chat' in a few days. I asked him not to tell anyone on the team as we live in a small village where everyone knows each other and my parents are complete homophobes. He just smiled at me and said bye.

A few days later when I was going to training I walked into the changing where about 15 of the lads (including David) were in a corner watching something on David's phone. When I entered they all stood up and started clapping and cheering and I was so confused and immediately began to blush and wondering what this was about. David showed me his phone and it was a video of me face down on the hotel covered in sweat and piss moaning Daddy bed cuffed to the bedpost being raw-dogged by David's thick cock. I could have denied it was me only for the fact that I have a small love heart tattoo on my left ass cheek that I got on a drunken night out. I was mortified but also wondering as to why David showed them this and one of the lads must have read my mind because he assured me that David loves fucking gay, tight virgins and this made all the lads laugh. I said I wasn't gay but they told me say that to David's cum up my asshole. Long story short it turns out that David is openly bisexual as are a few others in the team and that most of the team already knew this. The lads assured me they would tell nobody outside the team and this eased my nerves but I have since been given the nickname 'David's bitch' which I secretly like. Since then I have had many more sexual experiences with David and others and he has added me to a group chat with about 9 other hungry tops and submissive bottoms like me where I have had a few fun nights. I have also been made suck David and a few other of the Bisexual guys on the team cocks in the shower on front of the straight guys which I think is so hot. I do not feel an emotional attraction to guys as much as girls to this day but I definitely only want cock from now on so unsure what to do. I still think of myself as straight but I know that is definitely not the case.

I am sorry this story was so long for those of you who have gotten this far but I feel I just needed to get me know me and my story so far and I am happy to share more of my sexual experiences that will be straight to the point and filled with graphic details. Please feel free to DM me!!!!!