Mandelbrot Story

I was walking across the quad to my Classical Dynamics class when my cell phone beeped. I dug it out of my pocket and saw I had a text message:

“12:57pm - Mandelbrot Active”

It was from that script I’d written last night. Seth was running the program! It made sense for him to choose a time he knew I would be in class. I wondered if he was conditioning Taylor further, but I knew Taylor’s schedule pretty well, and I thought he had Organic Chemistry now. What was going on?

I’d never skipped class before, but I was pulling a strong A in Dynamics, and I knew we were having a test. I was far too interested in knowing what Seth was up to, so I doubled-back and headed for the dorm. I went back to that study nook by the lounge, booted up the old PC and quickly tied-in to my computer in the room. I saw that, as I programmed it, my computer had started recording audio since the moment—at 12:57pm—that Seth started up the Mandelbrot program. Good.

But strangely there weren’t any sounds coming from the room! I eavesdropped for a full minute, but I still couldn’t hear anything. Typing a couple queries into the computer revealed that the visor and the Mandelbrot program were still engaged. I shut down the PC and headed to our room. My heart was pounding. I wasn’t ready for a confrontation with Seth, not yet.

I listened at the door for a second but everything was still silent, so I slowly turned the handle. If Seth caught me I would just tell him I forgot some papers I needed for class. Although I never seemed unable to lie successfully to Seth, that would be believable enough. I silently opened the door and peered inside.

Seth was lying on my bed. He had the visor on, and he also had ear-buds in his ears, connected to his iPod. I closed the door, figuring out what I should do next.

“Seth?” I called out in a regular voice. “Can you hear me?”

He didn’t respond at all. I put my hand on his shoulder and shook him a little bit, expecting him to jump through the ceiling, but still he didn’t respond. I was beginning to get a little freaked out. I shook him a little harder, and then I gently pull the ear-buds out of his ears.

“Seth? Seth, it’s Zach, can you hear me?”

“Yes, I can hear you.” He voice seemed so very distant.

“You’re in a trance, aren’t you?”

“Yes.”

He did seem very relaxed and at peace. I couldn’t help but stroke his hair.

“Seth, I want you to relax for a few minutes. I’m not going to talk, but I want you to know I’m right here.” I took one of his hands in mine—I imagined it might get awfully lonely falling into the swirling patterns without someone’s voice to keep him company—and then I placed one of the ear-buds in my ear to hear what he was listening to.

It was Seth’s own voice: “… when you watch the video you will identify one of the men and imagine it is you. As you watch someone suck his cock, you will feel a warm, wet mouth around your own cock. It will feel so good! As you watch that character suck someone else’s cock, you will imagine what it feels like to suck another guy’s cock. You will remember how good it feels every time you suck Zach’s cock when you’ve got him in a trance.”

What!? I tried as hard as I could to remember my sessions, but I simply had no memory of it. The thought that Seth had performed fellatio on me without my remembering it…

I hit pause and asked Seth, “You’ve sucked my cock while I was in a trance?”

“Of course. Many times.”

“How often?”

“Almost every time I put you under. I do it at the end of each session, when I’ve got the time.”

My heart was pounding and my face felt flush. I didn’t know how I felt about this.

“Did you suck on Taylor’s cock too?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“I’m not in love with Taylor.”

In shock I let go of Seth’s hand, and it dropped to the bed. My brain couldn’t process this, any of it.

“Are you in love with me?”

There was a pause, and then “Very much so.”

“In the sessions where you’ve hypnotized me, did you encourage me to become a sort of sexual predator? Was that your doing?”

“Yes.”

“Why would you make me have sex with other men if you’re in love with me? It doesn’t make sense!”

“It’s the greatest gift I could give you.” Seth answered simply. “You’ve got a great body now, you’re no longer shy and awkward. You have a newfound power among other people. I believe you are happier.”

I was in a stupor. I just sat there. I took Seth’s hand again, and then played more of the recording.

Seth’s recorded voice was leading him through a series of visualization exercises. He was to watch gay porn (from my personal collection) and personally identify with the sexual acts going on. Furthermore, whenever he saw an attractive guy in person, he would remember those various acts and become sexually excited. I couldn’t be sure, but I suspected he was conditioning himself to be gay.

I paused the recording again.

“Seth?”
“Yes.”

“Are you straight, bisexual, or gay?”

“Now?”

“Yes, now.”

“I’m gay. I’m very gay. I’m completely gay.”

“Were you gay when we first met each other?” I asked.

“I… I’m not sure. I can’t remember. I… All I can remember is wanting to have sex with men… with… you.”

“What sex have we had already, apart from your sucking my cock?”

“None. Anything more felt like it would be a violation.”

What a weird sense of morality! Mostly I was touched by his actions. It was a little weird having him poking through my brain without permission, but he never did anything malevolent. And to hear him use that word… that four-letter “L” word.

I turned the recording back on and listened to Seth’s self-conditioning program, taking some mental notes on how I would alter it in the near future. Meanwhile I pulled his shorts down. His cock was flaccid, but I took it in my mouth and it began to harden quickly. It seemed appropriate for me to suck him off while he was in a trance; it was nicely symmetrical.

I had never really looked at Seth’s cock before. Sure, I’d see him briefly naked whenever he got dressed in the morning, but I was still always shy around him so I wouldn’t stare. I’d also never seen it erect before; I had no idea it was so huge! He wasn’t a tall guy, maybe only 5’ 9”, and his frame was fit but wiry. Emerging from those boyish hips, growing out of a tuft of blondish-brown pubic hair was at least nine, maybe ten full inches!

I wasn’t expert enough to have suppressed my gag reflex yet. (Now that I knew I was under a hypnotic regimen, I added that to my future training program!) I did what I could, licking the length of the shaft, sucking gently on his balls, going down as far as I could on his head. He groaned and bucked while I went at it.

After ten minutes I had to come up for air. I lay down with my head on his stomach, panting. Then I had a thought.

“Seth?”

“Yes?” came the tranced, obedient voice.

“Seth, as you feel me servicing you I want to you focus on how you feel about me. Whenever you imagine us having sex you will feel these sensations play through your head. You like what you feel, don’t you?”

“Oh God yes!”

“One more thing. You are going to think about me doing these same things to Taylor, or to any of my other ‘conquests’ and it’s going to make you feel jealous.”

“But I want you to be happy…”

“No Seth, jealous. You want to be the one seduced. You want my sexual attention. This experiment has been a success, and you will keep me improving my body, and I can be charismatic and flirtatious, but wouldn’t you like me for yourself?”

“Yes,” he answered hesitantly.

“It’s time to change my programming, isn’t it?”

“Yes,” his answers were becoming more and more enthusiastic.

“Now, as I continue sucking you off, you’re going to focus on how much you want me, right?”

“Zach?”

I was taken aback a little. I didn’t think it was typical for hypnotized person to initiate a question. “Yes Seth?”

“Would you fuck me instead?”

I could feel my cock jump at the thought. My face felt flushed, my muscles flexed in anticipation.

“Have you ever been fucked before?”

“No.”

“If I fuck you, I’ll want you even more committed to the task. I want you searing with lust and desire and jealousy.”

“I promise.”

I gently removed Seth’s pants and took off my own clothes. While he was still in the trance I instructed him to completely relax his ass. I told him that he would feel no pain, and that any sensation resembling pain would in fact be the most mind-blowing magnification of pleasure. (I hoped he wouldn’t feel a lot of pain anyway, but this was a virgin ass!) I spent plenty of time sucking his ass, playing with it with my fingers. I massaged his prostate with my middle finger while I sucked his cock a little more.

I applied a huge amount of lube and pressed myself into him.

I fucked him in long, slow, incantatory motions. I felt like I was in a trance myself. I held his legs in my arms, closed my eyes, and in a slow rhythm drove in and out. All the time I was instructing him, telling him how completely turned on he was by men, by male genitalia, by the thought of male sexual acts. I was wiring his brain, building his libido and creating a voracious sexual hunger.

Then I “walked him” through his first incantatory orgasm, building it up in his mind as I continued to fuck him, making him feel his own skin sweating, burning. I had him envision the most massive build-up of sexual energy in his pelvis. I told him to feel the energy begin to explode and surge. He wouldn’t be able to contain it much longer.

Just then he started shooting. The first shot of cum shot up and hit me in the neck. Another stream cleared over my shoulder completely. His entire body was bucking, and for at least thirty seconds he was emptying himself everywhere—it was spectacular! I drew my cock out of him and with a couple pumps of my hand started emptying myself onto his chest.

I fell into the bed beside Seth, laying my arm around his waist. We breathed together, in sync, and I just lay there. I was in heaven. I remembered that other night I had wakened in his arms, so much at peace. I pulled him in a little tighter to me, feeling the infinite softness of his skin against mine.

Then I proceeded with the “obligatory” talking-him out of the trance and mentally prepared myself for the adventures ahead.