Becoming a cock sucker for a high school jock

My dad had lost his job and after a few months of unsuccessfully looking for work in the area, we could no longer afford rent in our current neighborhood. Dad ended up finding work in another state and we moved across the country part way through my sophomore year. The area I moved to was quite different from my old neighborhood especially in terms of the racial makeup. My old high school was mostly white students. We only had two black students in the entire school and they were siblings. There was a few Asian students and a couple other racial minorities but very predominately white population. The new school I was joining was the polar opposite; I was now one of only 4 white students in the school and I stuck out so much. I have always been short for my age (don’t remember exactly how tall I was then, but I am only 5’3 now – not sure if I was still growing then or not). I am thin, brown hair and blue eyes and have a nice bubble but. My ass is certainly not huge but it was firm and tight and had a nice shape to it. Being one of so few white students and being short and thin I was a super easy target for bullies. This was made worse by coming to the school in the middle of the year, so I was not even able to make friends with other students who might have been new and looking for their place in the school’s social hierarchy or find their group of friends.

With there being so few white kids, my presence was immediately noticed but for the first couple days people largely left me alone with the exception of a few nasty or dismissive comments made in passing. Those did not bother me too much but within a couple of days I caught the attention and became the target of 3 freshman students. While none of they were too intimidating on their own, were all taller than me and I knew there was nothing I could do. They really seemed to enjoy messing with me and would often seek me out to just to check me into a locker or call me names. One time I was walking through the hall carrying two textbooks, two binders, my pencil case, and a bottle of water (the school didn’t allow us to take our backpacks to class since it was apparently a fire hazard). Well, these three students knocked my books out od my hands, threw me into the lockers lining the hallway, and grabbed my pencil case and dumped at. They were taunting me when another student, Deandre, shoved the kid who was holding me and told all three of them to fuck off. Realizing their fun was over they all left and went on with their day, I didn’t know Deandre well, but knew of him. We had one class together and I knew he was one of the popular kids He was much taller than me, was in great shape, and was quite athletic. He was the only sophomore to be a starter on the varsity basketball team.

He helped me up, asked if I was okay and helped me collect my stuff. I told him I was fine and thanked him for helping me. He asked what I was doing afterschool and I told him nothing so he invited me to grab a milkshake at a popular diner that was nearby. I had no friends in the state so I certainly wasn’t going to turndown the invitation. I accepted, we exchanged cell phone numbers and agreed to meet there after school.

I meet him at the diner and he picks a table way in the back away from everyone else. He told me to save the seats, asked what flavor I wanted, and went and bought the two milkshakes. After about 20 minutes of just chatting and he asking me about where I was from and how my time at the school has been, he leans in close and in a quiet voice so no one else around can hear, he says he is happy to continue helping me out and making sure those kids don’t bother me but he would want me to help him out also. Unsure where the conversation is going, I ask him what he means. He tells me he has is always horny and is looking for someone who can help him when he needs. He also mentioned he was curious what it would be like to fuck a white boy. Trying not to offend him, I tell him I’m not gay and that is not something I could help him with. He told me he is not gay either and that I should not think about it like that; it would just be one friend helping out another. He would help me out by making sure no one messes with me and I would help him out by sucking his dick and getting fucked. I tell him there is no way I would ever do that. He was very nice about it and says that is fine but if I won’t help him out then I can’t expect him to help me out. I say okay and leave.

Well, the next week at school was just miserable. Without Deandre around those three kids made my life hell. One day was especially bad. They messed with me all day and then after school as I was trying to leave, they pushed me over and stole my backpack, which had all of my homework in it. I follow them to try and get it back and they lead me into a change room. They were planning on throwing my backpack in the shower which they just turned on. This would have gotten all of my homework and textbooks wet and would have ruined my iPod which was also in there. Out of desperation and to try to get them to stop I lunge towards the kid holding my backpack and tackle him to the ground. I was able to grab my backpack but my physical provocation just led the three of them to start kicking me while I laid on the change room floor. Trying to get away and create a barrier between them and me, I closed myself in the equipment locker. I didn’t really think it through and was afraid I wouldn’t be able to keep the door shut and they would come in and I’d have nowhere to hide. But instead of following me in there they just lock it and taunted me as I was holding my bruised ribs that were hurting from the assault a few moments ago.

The school has two separate sets of locker rooms, one for the larger gym and the other for the smaller gym. Since we were in the smaller gym locker room and this one was mostly only used for Phys-Ed class, chances were that no one would come back into this locker room that evening and I would be trapped. I could message my parents to come get me out but the move had been hard enough on them and I didn’t want them to know about all the issues I’ve been having in school. Those three kids were still out there taunting me and I decided I could not take another day like this so I decided to text DeAndre. I told him I would do what he wants and begged him to come help me.

Thankfully he was working out in the school gym (as he did most days after school) so he was close by. He came in as the three were leaving and punched one of the guys in the face and threw another against the wall in the change room. He told them not to fuck with me again, and if they did, he would beat the shit out of them. Now DeAndre probably could have beaten all three of them himself but even if they thought they could win since there was three of them, they knew DeAndre was popular and since he was on the basketball team, he was friends with a lot of the biggest guys in school. That was not a feud they wanted to start, so they left.

I was happy to see Deandre but then also nervous because I knew what I promised and now it was just the two of us in an empty locker room that wasn’t commonly used after school. I asked him if he was going to make me do it there. He was so nice about it and said “no man. I just want to make sure you are alright” as he opened the door and helped me up. He said he wasn’t going to force me to do anything but if I wanted to help him since he helped me, that I should come over to his house the next day. Knowing I would not survive the school year without him, I agreed. He told me his mom worked until 8pm and since he normally worked out right after school, maybe I should stop by around 5. He told me he would order a pizza we could hang out a little and then I could return the favor for him helping me today. I agreed but was super nervous. He sent me his address and said he would see me tomorrow at 5 the next day if our paths didn’t cross during earlier than that during school.

I went home that night and told my parents I was invited to a friend’s house the next day. They were happy I was making friends and seemed to be fitting in so they had no problem with it. I tried all night to forgot about it but it was on my mind. I tried to watch some porn to get my mind off of what I was going to do but as I watched the chick suck a dick and get fucked, I kept thinking that DeAndre was going to treat me like the girl in that video and make me do those things. After the first video ended, the next suggested video had a black dude fucking a white chick. I was not really into interracial porn and had not watched much of it before, this but curiosity got to me and I had to watch it. I keep focusing on the man’s big black cock and really hoped the guy in the video was an exception and had an abnormally large dick because he was in porn. This made me a little nervous but also as I was watching this black guy get his dick sucked, I became extremely horny and had such a hard-on I had to jerk off. I came pretty quickly and it was one of tbt most intense organisms I’ve had up to that point.

I went to school the next day nervous about that night and kept thinking about excuses I could make to get out of it, but knew if I was going to survive the school year it was going to happen eventually and putting off the inevitable would just make me more anxious. The school day went by extremely slow as I watched the clock closely knowing that every minute that passed was one minute closer to me being used by my black classmate. During the class we had together, I tried to keep my eyes up front and not look at him at all. After school I went home tried to do some homework before heading over to DeAndre’s house but I couldn’t concentrate so I had a shower, got cleaned up, brushed my teeth, and found a pair of boxers that I thought would look best. I got to his house right at 5 as we agreed and texted him to let him know I was there. He replied telling me to let myself in. He said he was going hard and lost track of time at the gym so when he realized how late it was, he rushed straight home and showered when he got there instead of at school as he normally does.

I nervously entered the house and said hello. He called down to me and told me to come upstairs. I did and he met me in the hallway wearing only a white towel. He looked really good still wet from the shower and I admired his six-pack abs and his muscular arms. I would have killed for a body like that, so muscular and tall instead and short, and scrawny like I was. I also noticed his chest was smooth and I wondered if he shaved it. Seeing him with just a towel on I thought for sure he would make me start doing stuff immediately.

I was extremely nervous knowing I was about to have my first sexual experience and it would be with a black guy and not a white girl like I always imagined. He was so nonchalant about it standing there wearing only a towel and asked how my day was and asked if those guys bothered me at all. I told him it was good and that they left me alone but he could hear how incredibly nervous I was. He told me to relax and that we weren’t going to do anything right away and that I should just try to make myself at home and get comfortable.

At that moment the doorbell rang and it really startled me since I was already so on edge and wasn’t expecting it. He told me that must be the pizza he order for us before he jumped on the shower. He asked if I could grab the money off the table downstairs and pay for the pizza while he got dressed. He told me just to give it all to the pizza guy since the money included the tip.

I paid for the pizza and DeAndre met me downstairs. We ate pizza and chatted and I almost forgot the reason I had been summoned to his place. It was like DeAndre and I were actually friends just hanging out and it felt good to have a friend that was so popular and so cool.

After we had a couple slices of pizza he asked if I was ready to do this and I told him I was, getting nervous all over again. I told him I’ve never done anything like this before and didn’t know what I was doing and he told me that was okay and he would teach me. We went into the living room and he told me to have a seat on the couch. He came and stood next to me and put my hand on his cock through the basketball shorts he put on after his shower. It felt so big and super thick, but couldn’t really tell how big it was since it was through his clothes. He told me to lower his shorts down and I did. The way he was standing over me his cock was at eye level and I that is when I really freaked out. He wasn’t even fully hard; it was just dangling there between his legs and it was so huge. Thinking back to the porn video tbt night before, DeAndre’s dick had to be just as big and thick as the porn star’s. I freaked out thinking there is no way that will ever fit inside of me and I told him I was really sorry but I couldn’t let him put that in me. I apologized profusely for agreeing to it and now backing out and begged him not to fuck me. He told me to relax. That we would take it slow and tonight he wouldn’t fuck me. He told me all I would have to do is blow him and that he wouldn’t even make me swallow his seed yet. I would just suck his dick and he would give me a facial for tonight and that was it. He said we would slowly work up to me swallowing his cum, deep throating his dick, and getting my pretty white ass breaded.

I felt relieved and grateful to him in that moment. It’s funny that I felt grateful that this man was making me suck his dick so I wouldn’t get beat up at school but that’s how I felt in that moment. I felt grateful and felt like I owed him something. I wanted to do a good job blowing him to say thank you for him not fucking me today.

His dick was still dangling in front of my face and he said to go ahead and grab it. I did and it was the first time I touched a dick other than my own. It was surprised how soft and warm it felt inside my hand. I stroked it a few times and DeAndre told me to kiss the head of it. I bright it to my lips and did as I was told. I kissed the head as instructed and could feel it starting to stiffen up in my hand. He told me to lick it from the shaft up to the head and again I did as I was told. He encouraged me to keep going and I felt his cock become fully erect in my hand as my tongue ran the full length of it. He laid it across my head and it was longer than my face. He then directed me to lick and suck his balls as his cock rested on my face. He instructed me to stoke his dick with one hand and massage his balls with the other. After a few minutes of playing with his dick and balls, licking the shaft, and kissing the head he asked if I was ready to actually suck my first dick and become a cocksucker.

This really made me freak out because while it was not worse than anything I was already doing, I didn’t like the idea of being a cocksucker. Once I sucked his dick I could would forever be a cock sucker because I knew I couldn’t un-suck his dick. It also made me freak out a little that I would be in school with someone who knew this about me and we even had a class together. I asked him if he would tell anybody and he swore he wouldn’t. I told him one day I’d like to have a girlfriend and get married and have kids etc. and didn’t want this to ruin all that. He promised me outside of the time we spent fooling around, he would never mention it and the two of us would just be friends. I would be just one of the guys. He told me he was not gay and would never want to date me or tell anyone about this or even mention it when we were hanging out... our arrangement would be just sex with no conditions or strings or emotions or anything like that. Our little secret! I could still date women and this was just the physical act of me helping him out. He said every other time we hung in groups or even the two of us, it would be as if this never happened. This made me feel better as I really wanted to be friends with him but didn’t think I was gay; I told myself I was doing this because I had to.

I decided to take the plunge and put his dick in my mouth. As I did, he moaned a little and it made me want to make him moan more. At first I just put the tip of his dick in my mouth and then slowly started to slide my head back and forth. I went a little deeper and gagged but wasn’t sure if I was gagging because I was grossed out by having another man’s cock in my mouth or if it was because it hit my gag reflex. After a few seconds of doing this I had to readjust my position and that is when I noticed how rock hard my dick was. I was so turned on by this. I kept doing what I was doing and he told me that I was doing a great job but sucking cock was more than just my warm mouth sliding up and down. I actually needed to suck and create some suction. I did so and he moaned in approval. I readjusted my position again because it was become uncomfortable as my own cock was impossibly hard. He noticed and told me to go ahead and take my dick out and jerk off as I sucked him. I dropped to my knees to create a little room for my dick to come out so it wasn’t poking me in the stomach. Once on my knees I undid my pants and pulled my dick out my dick over my boxers. As I did it, I felt a little embarrassed about how much smaller my cock was compared to his. I don’t have a micro dick or anything like that, but my cock certainly appeared to be tiny relative to his huge member. Thankfully he didn’t seem to pay any attention to my dick. He just looked down at me on my knees and admired the view of his massive cock in my mouth. I continued to suck him and jerk myself off. I could taste his precum and decided I actually liked the taste a little but was glad he said he would just give me a facial because I was not ready to swallow an entire load of it. As I continued to suck how massive cock he ran his fingers through my hair and while he never forced me onto his cock or aggressively tried to shove his cock down my throat, he used his hand on my head to gently guide my mouth up and down his shaft.

After several minutes of sucking my jaw started to get sore since his dick was so thick. I decided that I needed to make him cum quickly before my jaw got too sore. Since his dick was so long I could only get about half of it into my mouth before gaging so I left one hand jerking my cock and used tbt other to jerk off the base of his dick while I sucked the other half. I worked at it and tried really hard to make him cum. I sucked his dick, jerked the shaft and brought my second hand up to massage his balls as I did so, and eventually he was about to cum. He grabbed a handful of hair and pulled my mouth of his dick with one hand and grabbed his dick with his other hand and stroked his massive cock a few times over my face. I knew he was about to cum and I didn’t know whether to open or close my mouth or leave my eyes open or close them. I didn’t want to get cum in my eyes but also wanted to watch him as he came. While I was thinking about these things it became a moot point as he shot his load all over my face. It was the biggest load I ever saw. Five or six massive squirts. My entire face was covered in what he referred to as his baby batter. I was about to cum myself when he guided his dick toward my mouth again and said “be a good girl and clean off daddy’s cock”. This made me so freaking hot I shot my load right then as I sucked his dick clean and cleaned off the cum that was on his shaft and around his balls.

Immediately, after cumming I felt really guilty about what I had just done and had some self-loathing. He told me I could go to the bathroom to get cleaned up if I wanted. As I got in there I saw the reflection of my cum covered face and felt a wide range of emotions. I felt disgusted and disappointed in myself for letting him do that to me, but also felt a little turned on from seeing myself like that. Finally, I felt accomplished that I made him cum so hard and shoot a big load all over my face. I felt proud that I satisfied this man who was objectively very attractive and could have gotten nearly any girl he wanted. I was confused by all these things I was feeling.

After rinsing my face, I came back out and saw DeAndre pulling up his pants. He asked me how it was for me and I told him not as bad as I was expecting. I asked how it was for him and he told me I did really good for my first time and he was proud of me. Weirdly it felt really good to hear him say that. He told me he doesn’t really like his cum getting wasted but we would work up to me swallowing his seed and we he would work with me to train me to deepthroat his massive cock. He also said he was excited to one day fuck my tight little white ass but told me not to worry about that for now. That would come later.

I asked if he ever fucked anyone before, mostly because I had a hard time picturing anybody being able to take that massive cock inside of them. He told me he had. He said he fucked a few girls from our school and still has a couple of them he hooks up with occasionally but he is happy he has me because the girls always want to be wined and dined and want a relationship or develop feeling and other girls he has been with can be prudes. Sometimes they will blow him and something they don’t want to. Also, it’s a lot of work to get them to do anal which was his favorite position, and even after doing everything they wanted, they still rarely let him fuck them in the ass, and when they do, they only let him put in the tip and only go for a couple minutes. Since they so rarely let him do it, they never get use to it so he never gets to fully fuck a tight ass. He told me, he would work me up so I could eventually take an anal pounding, but again told me not to worry about it for now.

He said he would go slow with me once we reach that step and get me use to it before fucking my Barbie boy brains out. He told me he knows how to do it and slowly work it up so that it can eventually be enjoyable for both parties but the girls can’t get past the first part of a little pain and discomfort to get to the enjoyable part. I asked him how he knows he can make it enjoyable if the girls never let him and that is when he told me something that surprised me a little. He said in grade 7 he and another boy started fooling around. Just typical kid curiosity and experimenting. He said they eventually worked up to him fucking his friend and it worked out great and he continued to fuck him until his friend moved away at the end of freshman year. He said his friend didn’t really like it at first but once he got use to it, he couldn’t get enough of his big black cock. DeAndre told me he thinks I will be the same way, but I seriously doubted that. DeAndre said since his friend moved away he has been able to get girls pretty easily but he missed always having someone around who learned to love getting fucked in the ass and having someone who could service his cock without any drama or requiring any wooing and without emotions getting in the way etc. He said he missed having a bro he could fuck secretly on the side and someone who would be there whenever he needed to cum. He said that when he saw me on my first day, first from behind, he instantly thought I had a great ass. He said he thought his cock would feel so good sliding between my ass cheeks and fucking my tiny hole. Then he saw me from the front and thought I was super cute and he knew his cock would look great between my lips. He said he was right about the latter and was excited to see if he was right about the former. He said when he saw those kids messing with me, he figured he’d take his shot and see if he could get me. He said that worst-case scenario I said no and tried to tell everyone about what he proposed, but he knew no one would believe me over him; but he told me he was glad I didn’t say anything.

He asked if I had any plans for that evening and I told him I didn’t. He asked if I wanted to catch a movie or something. I agreed and we headed to the theatre. It was kind of weird because it was just like DeAndre said it would be. Once we were clothed again and out in public, he acted as if we were just two good friends and not like I was someone who just sucked his cock and had his cum all over my face or like someone whose ass he was going to tear apart with his massive dick sometime in the near future.

There are other stories of our meetups but I will save that for another time.