A New Beginning for Christmas

December 3rd marked one year since my husband Cody was killed in a horrific car accident. His life was taken by a drunk driver leaving me in an altered state of mind, depressed with no interest in doing anything or going anywhere.  Christmas was just a reminder of what I lost.  My faith in God was gone, my prayers stopped, nothing mattered because my soulmate was taken from me.

I own a specialty train shop in a busy area of town. It was all I could do to drag myself out of bed and head to the shop each day. Specializing in all types and scales of trains along with all the accessories, my shop was a dream for the train enthusiast. I couldn't decorate the shop so I asked a friend to come and do it for me. It all looked beautiful but for me it was just a reminder that this Christmas I would be alone.

My name is Aaron, 36 years of age, 6' tall, blondish hair and blue eyes. I have a toned muscular body which I attribute to Cody because he loved to be physically fit and he was the one who kept me in shape. Cody was the most handsome man I ever laid eyes on, over 6' tall, dark hair and deep blue eyes, but what set him apart was not just his looks but it was his heart. He loved life and he loved people and most of all he loved me. We were married for five wonderful years, and his image and his scent still is with me everyday. I haven't been able to go through his things yet and the thought of it makes me cry uncontrollably.

It was an extremely busy day at the shop with Christmas rapidly approaching. I tried to be as cordial as possible wishing everyone a Merry Christmas but it was not from my heart, I was just going through the motions. It was almost 9 PM and it had slowed down so I told Mathew, my assistant, to go home. I was finishing up and getting ready to close when I heard the bells on the door jingle. A tall handsome fella walked in..."Am I too late, are you closing?" "Was there something in particular you're looking for?" "I'm looking for a Sante Fe train set HO scale, but I can come back tomorrow, I didn't realize it was this late." I just stared at him.... "Are you alright pal, it seems you are not in the present." "I'm so sorry it's been a long day." "My name is Joseph Harrington." as he stretched out his hand to shake mine. "Aaron Hamilton and it's a pleasure to meet you." "I'm sorry I'll just come back tomorrow." "No, no, I'm going to lock up, you look around and if you have any questions, just holler."

I began checking all the receipts of the day when Joseph approached me and asked me if I had the Santa Fe train set. "I do and you're in luck because this is the last day of the sale and you will enjoy a 25% discount." I showed him the set and it was just what he wanted. "I'll take it Aaron." "Would you like it wrapped or is it for you?" He started laughing and I couldn't help but see his personality through the laughter. "It's for me, I'm a crazy train junkie." "Stand in line because there are many including me, or I was." "You're not into trains any longer and you own a train shop?" "I'm not into much these days, I lost my husband a year ago." "I'm so sorry, I don't know what to say." I rang the sale up and he was thrilled with his purchase. He left wishing me a Merry Christmas and for the first time I felt something....something other than grief.

The next day I was surprised to see Joseph walk in again. "Hello Joseph, don't tell me you are buying another train set?" "No, no I'm here on a social visit." "Oh, okay, how can I help you?" "Well I was wondering if you would like to go to dinner with me.?" I didn't know what to say. I just stood there. "I'm sorry, forget that I asked, it was silly of me." "I would love to go to dinner with you." "Really, okay I'll pick you up at 7 PM, if you will give me your address." We exchanged cell numbers and I gave him my address. After he left, I was trembling, man I'm really doing this.

The doorbell rang and I nervously opened the door. "Hello Aaron, I don't know why but I feel like a high schooler on his first date." "I understand but this is not a date, this is two new friends having dinner together. Whatever you want to call it, I'm glad you decided to join me." Joseph, I am looking forward to our dinner together." "Well let's go then." We walked into the restaurant, one in which I had never been too. The atmosphere was charming and the waiter seated us next to the fireplace. The glow from the fire cast a glow over his face and I was mesmerized by his manly features. For the first time I was able to feel something and the stirring in my crotch made me aware that I was still alive.

We talked through dinner and it was like we knew each other for a long time. "Aaron, I can't even imagine what you have been through, but I do know what it's like to be hurt." "Do you want to talk about it?" "Its been two years since by boyfriend of four years cheated on me....I walked into our house early from work and found him with our best friend, fucking each other's brains out." "I haven't been with anyone for two years and the only sex I've had is with my hand....sorry for being so blunt." "You're not alone, but do you find that when you're pleasuring yourself at times it makes you more lonely." "Yes Aaron, because it brings back the memories, the feelings and the hurt." Joseph, is that what everyone calls you?" "Most people that I work with call me Joseph, but my Mom and my brother call me Joey." "I like Joseph so if you don't mind that is how I will address you." "That's fine." We ate dinner and talked and talked and at one point my eyes filled with tears. "Aaron, are you okay?" "I'm fine, it's happy tears because I have been so lonely and this is wonderful, thank you Joseph." "I'm glad I was the one to get you out, maybe we can start enjoying life and become good friends." "I would like that."

That's exactly what happened because we began seeing each other almost everyday and I looked forward to it. It was nice to have someone to talk to, someone to share my pain with and Joseph listened to me, he really listened and I could feel the power of his presence. He would also pour his heart out to me and tell me about the loneliness he felt and how the betrayal affected him.

I stopped by my Mom's and she asked about Joseph. "How are you son and how are you and Joseph doing?" "We are great Mom, we see each other everyday practically and we have come to depend on each other, I guess you could say he has become my best friend.' "Son, did you know that the best relationships start off as friends?" "Mom, we are just friends, nothing more."

I thought about what Mom said and I guess there was some truth to it because if you are friends, then get romantically involved, you know that person so well. As I drove, thoughts were dancing around in my head, thoughts of Joseph and what it would be like for him to make love to me. I know deep in my heart that Cody would want me to move on and find someone.

I just walked in the door when my cell rang...."Aaron, what are you doing?" "I just walked in the house." "Do you want to go to the gym and workout with me?" "Yeah I do and after that we can go for something to eat." "Sounds good, I'll pick you up in half an hour." "See you then."

We arrived at the gym and changed into our workout gear....the sight of his body in his workout shorts with a huge bulge had me dazed. Joseph began laughing...."why are you laughing?" "You either have a huge cock or you're aroused by my awesome body." "No, its just that these days I get horny easily....lack of sex I suppose." We went through our workout and then headed to the showers which was an open room with about twelve shower heads. I began to panic at the thought of seeing Joseph naked and me springing a boner. The site of his body and his very large cock and low hanging balls did it for me. I turned around with my back facing him and no matter how I tried my cock just had a mind of its own. "Hey Aaron, turn around." I turned around with my manhood now at full erection. To my surprise so was Joseph. We both started laughing and he said...."Looks like we are both horny." "We better get rid of these hardons before someone walks in here." "Agreed, let's hurry and finish up....oh by the way, nice cock Aaron." "Thank you, and you should be proud of yours ahh, 8"?" "Try 9" my friend." 'Okay, now let's get out of here before we get caught" giggling as if we were two kids.

We finished up, got dressed and went for something to eat at a pizza joint that Joseph recommended. Joseph was so easy to talk to and then he asked me...."I don't mean to bring this up but I was just curious how you loose your husband?" "A horrific car accident....a drunk driver speeding, went through a red light hitting Cody on the drivers door. He was killed instantly." "I'm so sorry Aaron, I will not ask anymore questions." Hey bud, what are you doing on Christmas Eve?" Well my parents live 3000 miles away and I have no siblings, so I'm not doing anything." "Would you like to come to my parents Christmas Eve for dinner and after you can come to my place and we can celebrate." "Yes, sure I would love to." Okay this Friday night, I will pick you up at 6PM."

Christmas Eve arrived and I picked up Joseph, when he got in the car his essence was incredibly sexy. "Umm Aaron, you're staring, is there something wrong?" "No, not at all, you just smell divine." "Thanks, you smell good too." We were quietly driving to my folks and then he said...."I brought a change of clothes in case we have a few drinks , that way you won't have to bring me home." "Okay that's fine, you're more than welcome to stay the night."

We had a grand time with my folks, we all gathered around the piano and Mom played carols in which we all sang. Mom began playing Silent Night and we were singing but then listening to Joseph's voice we all stopped. His baritone voice echoed through the room and tears filled Mom's eyes. We were all stunned at his beautiful voice. When the song was done everyone was complimenting him. "You're full of surprises my friend." "You haven't seen anything yet Aaron." We had a wonderful dinner, opened gifts and then we said goodnight.

We got to my home and I started a fire, got us a bottle of Champagne and said...."are you ready to relax." Yes, but do you mind if I change first?" "No not at all, in fact I'll get comfortable too." I put on a pair of sweats and a T-shirt and sat in front of the fire. Joseph came out and I looked at him and burst out laughing. "What, don't you like my loungers?" "Yes I do, but all those Santa's are just too funny, are you expecting something good?" He paused and just looked at me then said...."Yeah, I'm hoping for something good." I stopped laughing and just looked at him. He sat down and turned sideways facing me, we looked at each other and he reached over and kissed me. I pulled back...."I'm sorry Aaron, I shouldn't have done that." I reached over and kissed him and within seconds the kiss became fueled with passion, a longing that we were both craving. The warmth of his mouth and hot breath set me off and I couldn't get enough of him.

He slowly lifted my t- shirt off and began sucking on my nipples as I gasped from the sensation. I took his lounger top off and we held each other, our warm skin setting the stage for loving foreplay. He grabbed the waistband of my loungers as I lifted my body so he could pull them off. Now being totally exposed and naked, he looked at me...."Aaron, you are a beautiful man." I took hold of his waistband and pulled his loungers off. His cock was at full attention, huge and thick. He laid me back on the sofa and spread my legs and in a flash he took my cock in his mouth and began licking and sucking me...."Oh man, fuck Joseph please don't stop. He stopped and looked at me...."Do you like me sucking your cock?" "Are you kidding me, I haven't had my cock sucked in a long time, Cody didn't like oral sex." He went back and took my 8" all the way to my pubes. "Yes, yes, oh fuck it feels so good." I ran my hands through his hair and pulled him in deeper and he took every inch. After only a few minutes I told him...."Stop, stop Joseph or I'm going to cum."

"We can't have you cum yet, the best is yet to be had...turn over on your stomach and spread your legs babe." I did as he said and what he did next put me in a state of euphoria as his tongue licked and prodded deep into my tight hole. "Oh my God, yes, never felt anything like this." He continued eating my ass and he was moaning, but he had no idea what he was doing to me. He stopped...."Aaron you have never been rimmed?" "Never, but don't stop." He went back to eating me like I was his favorite dessert. "Joseph, fuck me, I need you in me." "Do you have lube?" "Yes, in the end table draw." "He lubed up, then placed his cock at my rosebud, sliding it up and down my ass crack. "Do it, fuck me." He pushed in passing my sphincter and I cringed in pain. He stopped and began kissing my neck, telling me to relax. "Okay, do it slowly." He inched his way into my hole of manliness stretching me to the max due to his thick cock. I body began to awaken and my sweet spot was being hit with every stroke. "Yes, due it babe, fuck me to the moon and back." We were sweating, precum oozing out of my cock as he lifted my legs and began deep thrusts into me. I began stroking my cock and I was ready. "Now, fill me with your spunk, I'm going to cum." "Fuck your ass is so warm and tight, I'm cumming oh fuuuuuuck yes, mmmmm." "I'm cumming, keep fucking me." as I exploded in an orgasm like never before. I was surprised when he began to suck and lick all the remnants of cum off my dick and then inch his way up my stomach devouring my man yogurt. He continued his feast and looked at me with a grin and stuck his tongue out covered in my thick white cum. What happened next got me so aroused again as his lips met mine and we shared my man juice and I loved it.

He rolled over with his arm around me and said...."Aaron, so tell me what your sex was like with Cody, if you don't mind." "Well, Cody only liked to fuck me, there was never any oral sex, and definitely never any rimming....I have only seen what you did to me tonight watching porn flicks and I have to say I was somewhat naive." "If your game I will teach you what man love is all about, that is if you're willing." "I am ready."

Fast forward one year, Christmas Eve....the house was decorated in a festive array of garland, lights and of course a beautiful Christmas tree. Joseph came out of the bathroom after showering with just a towel around him. The site of his strong muscular body always aroused me and I couldn't get enough of him. He taught me about man sex from oral, frotting, sounding and every position of fucking possible. I had developed an insatiable desire for his cum, whether it was anally or orally. Joseph was versatile but he preferred the dominant roll which was fine with me. Seeing him in just that towel with the outline of his huge cock was all I needed. I walked over to him, kissed him, and removed the towel. He knew me so well and he was already semi hard. I got on my knees, cupped his balls and swallowed him down to his pubes. I had become an expert cock sucker taking him deep into my throat then all the way out and back down over and over and within a few minutes he gave me what I craved....a huge load of his delicious cum. He pulled me up and kissed me...."I love you Aaron. "I love you too Joey." "You have never called me Joey." "It's my playful name for you especially when you so deliciously satisfy me."

That Christmas Eve after we had made love for hours, we sat naked talking and he got up and got a box out of the amwoire. He handed it to me and I unwrapped it. My eyes lit up when I opened it to find two matching wedding bands. "Aaron, you have brought so much joy to my life....will you marry me?" "Well, can I think about it?" I could see the look of disappointment on his face....."Of course I will marry you, I was just playing with you."

In June we were married and now eight years later we have found love that a lot of people only dream of. Cody will always be a part of me, but Joseph and I are soulmates sharing an abiding love that is safe, enduring, permanent and sacrificial. God has blessed us and I'm so thankful.

Quote for Thought....
Do I love you?  My God, if your love were a grain of sand, mine would be a universe of beaches....

Merry Christmas and a Joyful New Year to all the authors and readers who have read and commented on my stories. You humble me with your kindness....Butch