my life

 I awoke slowly as has been the case tied eagled to the bed breast cups attached to my boobs.  my breast ached along with my arms. I kept my eyes closed trying to sortout my thoughts I have been abused, molested. made to suck dick and eat pussy. dressed as a girl.  wiped and beaten when I did something that john disapproved . I looked for the plus parts I was alive. I looked ok dressed. it actually turned me on somewhat. with that last part I felt my dick stir. I had only been able to cum a few times. unlike before when I stroked off evere private moment. another plus is with these cups on my boobs I had produced small very sensitive breast that when touched gave me great pleasure.

 out of nowhere I sensed someone in  the room, opening my eyes and turning my head I saw john sitting in a chair across the; darkroom. it was John, I said good morning master he smiled got up and walked to the bed. he removed the breast cups. I looked at them, they fascinate me for some reason. then he started caressing my face my cheeks and chin then  kissing me deeply I gave a meek response and he .started to rub my boobs and squeeze my nips. this brought moans from me. 

he continued this for a few minuets till I became rock hard, he spoke telling me that he sees I like that and I am going to get a special treat today he will allow me to cum but only when he tells me to otherwise there will be consequences. I am moaning and he kisses me again I return it as his tongue penetrates my mouth  ,this time I meet it with mine and attempt to satisfiy what he wants he pulls his tongue out and I put mine in between his lips .this makes him happy he stops and drops his touch to my belly.; 

I moan again sorry that the hand has left my boobs. he pets and rubs my body not touching my dick. I am so close to Cumming its unbearable. he tells me not yet and goes to my feet he touches my toes then takes a finger and touches the bottom it tickled and it and me over the edge without him touching my dick I shot a huge load on m flat belly, john smiles and says you are slutty but I did not tell you to cum now you must pay for being disobeying me .

 he scooped  s goo of my belly tasted it then stuck his finger in my mouth to clean it off. I  took it gladly the he wiped out his dick and said no here is part of your punishment I am going to piss in your mouth and you are going to swallow all of it, not spilling any.my eyes got wide and I pleaded please no, but his command to open wide was followed he started going and in my prone position it was hard to swallow I took it  in all mouth and was not really repulsed by the taste swallowing in little gulps ;li managed to take it all with just a bit dribbling out of my lips onto my chin and neck he pulled out and said good slut, but you leaked a little  he turned me loose and I thanked him he told me to shower then come back to him I did as told feeling relieved about shouting a load and a little unsure about the pee and how easy I took it didn`t have a bad taste but I hope i do not have to do this much. i was let up to was and get ready for the day. i used a lot of mouth wash