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Ruin and Save (ch. 19)

22 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan leaves at ten on the dot, and Jake fills the silence with cleaning, phone calls, and the quiet comfort of people showing up without being asked — Zach with a scrub brush, Ellie with champagne and stories about a four-year-old Duncan conducting meetings, his mother with a pot of something warm. The first week apart holds.

9.2 (4) 106 Reads 8 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 18)

21 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan drives Jake's truck to the club — a small, deliberate act of claiming — for one last night of dancing, sequins, and a run-in with Daisy and Tyler that quietly closes a chapter. Back at the cottage, the night ends on the front room rug, slow and frantic and entirely honest, both of them finally saying it out loud.

8.5 (10) 103 Reads 12 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 17)

20 Mar 2026 comments

The week winds down in small, vivid moments — Zach silently clocking the pillory, Charlotte and Jake finding their rhythm as lab partners, Wednesday's very long night, and Ellie's quiet reassurance in the driveway. By Friday afternoon, Duncan's suitcases are loaded and Jake is home just in time to settle the only question that matters: grey sweater

8.8 (9) 92 Reads 14 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 16)

19 Mar 2026 comments

Jake's first day at university brings a major change — switching to Civil Engineering, a new lab partner named Charlotte, and an accidental coming out he barely notices doing. A visit to photographer Toph Islip ends with an intriguing proposition that Jake brings home to Duncan and Cal, and the evening closes with Duncan and the pillory.

8.8 (8) 178 Reads 14 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 15)

17 Mar 2026 comments

A distress text from Bobby pulls Jake to the cabin, where a quiet conversation about the collar — what it means, what it promises — plants something small and certain in Jake's chest. He comes home to find Duncan packing a week early, and the two spend their dwindling time together the only way that feels true enough.

8.6 (8) 188 Reads 9 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 14)

16 Mar 2026 comments

Jake navigates a tense run-in with Graham Smythe at the main house before returning to the cottage, where the frustration dissolves into an intimate role reversal — Duncan's once-a-year concession. Later, Jake meets his brothers at a brewery to plan their mother's birthday, and the Samuels boys, in their own blunt, irreverent way, fall into line be

8.3 (9) 123 Reads 9 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 13)

15 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan whisks Jake to an exclusive dry nightclub where a chance reunion with cousin Celia, Jayson, and his entourage pulls Jake onto the dance floor — and somewhere in the pounding bass and strobing lights, he finally lets go. The night ends back at the cottage where Jayson puts a willing Preston through his paces in the pillory.

8.9 (10) 159 Reads 11 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 12)

14 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan's visit to his father's imposing office turns into a cold, controlled standoff — Duncan leaving the older man with a quiet threat and zero apology. Back on the road, he shakes off the confrontation the only way he knows how, sending Jake an impulsive 9:39 p.m. dancing summons. Miles away on the estate trail, Jake reads the text and smiles.

8.8 (8) 168 Reads 5 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 11)

13 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan delivers a second correction — nipple clamps and a lesson in patience — before leaving Jake alone for the day with orders to occupy himself. Jake's attempt at self-directed research sends him spiraling into the internet's worst corners until Bobby talks him down with characteristic practicality. A hard sprint through the estate woods finally

9.1 (10) 155 Reads 12 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 10)

12 Mar 2026 comments

Cal sends Jake home with orders to spend his last free week with Duncan, and the two make the most of it — tumbling from bed to a spontaneous arcade outing where Duncan wins an enormous sequined bear and earns Zach's reluctant approval.

9.2 (11) 178 Reads 9 Min

Sundays With George

11 Mar 2026 comments

Davis arrives at George's deceptively ordinary woodland property, stepping across the threshold of a stark cinderblock dungeon where he is stripped, inspected, restrained, and broken down over three hours of methodical, unyielding dominance. What begins as a carefully negotiated scene becomes something far more transformative — by the time George c

9.3 (13) 895 Reads 40 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 9)

10 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan lays out the rules for their long-distance dynamic before school separates them, then pivots to a lazy Sunday morning that ends with Jake making two big moves at once — coming out to his mother and introducing her to his boyfriend. The dinner at Olive Garden is warm, wary, and quietly revealing, as Mrs. Samuels sizes Duncan up.

8.1 (12) 220 Reads 11 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 8)

9 Mar 2026 comments

Jake moves his few belongings into the caretaker cottage, settling into his new life under Duncan's quiet, watchful direction. That evening, the two are invited to Cal's cabin for dinner, where Jake meets Bobby — Cal's collared boy — and finds an unexpected ally. Over roasted vegetables and stolen kitchen conversation, Bobby offers Jake something.

9.2 (12) 288 Reads 11 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 7)

8 Mar 2026 comments

The morning after Cal's caning finds Jake tending Duncan's wounds with sandalwood oil and quiet reverence — care flowing in both directions for the first time. Over coffee, they negotiate the cottage arrangement on Jake's terms: a partnership, not a handout. Eleanor arrives, assesses Jake with warm precision, and delivers her verdict. That night J

9.2 (11) 241 Reads 10 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 6)

7 Mar 2026 comments

In the quiet aftermath of Cal's punishment, Jake finds his footing in a world that has shifted completely beneath him — fielding a phone call from his mother with one foot still in the dungeon, and tucking a broken man under a duvet with the other. The math of his old life and the pull of this new one are already doing the calculation without him.

9.6 (14) 268 Reads 6 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 5)

6 Mar 2026 comments

The arrival of Cal Whitfield — Duncan's BDSM mentor and a man who commands a room without raising his voice — shatters the domestic peace of the cottage when he makes clear that Duncan's no-show to their appointment won't go unpunished. Jake, still finding his footing in this new world, is pulled into the ritual hierarchy as a silent, kneeling witn

9.1 (14) 268 Reads 15 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 4)

5 Mar 2026 comments

After a grueling shift at the taproom — including a charged, stolen moment with Duncan in the back hallway — Jake shows up at the cottage early, exhausted and worn down to the bone. What begins as a tender act of care quickly turns into a raw, unguarded confession of love, forcing both men to reckon with what they actually mean to each other.

9.6 (9) 353 Reads 17 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 3)

4 Mar 2026 comments

Duncan and Jake put Jayson through an intense, punishing afternoon at the cottage — nipple clamps, a ball spreader, the pillory, and finally a raw, dominant spit roast that leaves all three men thoroughly spent. Over scotch and a quiet debrief, Duncan reveals the unlikely, almost cosmic twist of fate that brought Jake — his childhood target turned

9.4 (13) 523 Reads 22 Min

Ruin and Save (ch. 2)

3 Mar 2026 comments

The morning after brings a tender, unguarded moment between Jake and Duncan as they navigate what they've become to each other — and agree that what happened between them is far more than a one-time thing. But the arrival of Jayson, a nervous novice Duncan had already invited, forces the two men into a new dynamic, with Jake stepping into the role

9.1 (12) 514 Reads 12 Min

Ruin and Save

2 Mar 2026 comments

When Jake logs onto a hookup app to find an anonymous dominant to work out his frustration after a charged run-in with his old rival Duncan Smythe, neither man realizes they've matched with the very person consuming their thoughts. What begins as a carefully orchestrated power exchange explodes into something far more raw and revelatory when Duncan

9.6 (28) 1279 Reads 30 Min

The Ladder Down

13 Aug 2025 comments

The Ladder Down – A hustling videographer takes one “discreet” job too many and finds himself sliding into a world of fat envelopes, blank faces, and a hole he barely climbs out of in time.

8.1 (8) 221 Reads 8 Min

Jack's Journey

31 Jul 2025 comments

Jack finally seeks what he needs, and finds it two doors down.

9.8 (21) 1762 Reads 25 Min

The Long Surrender (ch. 5)

28 Jul 2025 comments

A confidant. A kind of godparent to the life we’ve made. And sometimes—on special nights—we go to the club. We dress the part. We perform. Publicly. Purposefully. Francis often joins us—sometimes as stagehand, sometimes as audience, sometimes simply to laugh and drink and toast what we’ve become.

9.2 (14) 353 Reads 2 Min

The Naked Machine

28 Jul 2025 comments

That part I expected. I’d been through regular physicals before. But this one was in the open, right there in the locker vestibule, not even behind the partitions. Just me, the guy with the clipboard, and Coach off to the side chewing gum like it bored him.

8.2 (12) 2061 Reads 29 Min

The Long Surrender (ch. 4)

27 Jul 2025 comments

I woke to darkness. No noise. Just the shifting sensation of the room around me, cloaked in night. I had no idea what time it was—late, early, somewhere in between.

9.6 (12) 453 Reads 14 Min

The Long Surrender (ch. 3)

26 Jul 2025 comments

Curiosity. Hunger. The knowing that what I’d tasted wasn’t just a fleeting moment—it was the beginning of something far bigger.

9.8 (13) 477 Reads 20 Min

The Long Surrender (ch. 2)

25 Jul 2025 comments

When he suggested I return the following Friday and stay until Sunday morning, I felt the pull before I even responded. It was both an invitation and a test. The space between the words said more than the messages themselves.

9.1 (19) 805 Reads 20 Min

The Long Surrender

24 Jul 2025 comments

The house was set back from the road, barely visible behind a row of untrimmed cypress trees. Porch light on. Door slightly ajar. He was waiting.

9.5 (30) 1426 Reads 21 Min