a secret admirrer uses me like a girl slut

So an email comes through this site calling me by my real name. He knows who I am. But he won't tell me who he is. He says I'm a bad sissy and I need to be punished. He says I better obey or he will spread my profile everywhere. I'm not ready to meet someone for real, but I'm not ready to come out as a crossdressing faggot either. Not like that anyway. 

I tell him I'm not gay, I've never been with a guy. I tell him I only dress for fun and to tease old men. He said that was fine. He will be happy to start from zero with me. (Whatever that means?) But it made me even more nervous.

I put on the red corset he told me he liked. And my red leather choker and black lace gloves. The hotel is pretty nice. He says he is already in the room and I better hurry. Hanging on the outside door handle is a large vinyl blindfold. He texts me and tells me to put it on before I come in. This is really a bad idea. I'm shaking as I pull it over my eyes. I reply that I'm here. The door opens and I'm quickly pulled inside.

The door closes and locks. He instructs me to get on my knees. His hands help me down. He pulls off my shirt, exposing the pretty corset I'm wearing. I feel myself blushing.  I can hear him mumbling approval of what he sees. He tells me to put my hands on my knees. 

"I love the way the corset fits you. It makes you look like a whore. A whore with nothing but sucking men off on your filthy little mind."

I frozen. I can't believe I'm here! But I shyly nodded my head. I feel him sitting in the chair in front of me. His knees are against my shoulders. He slowly slides his hands up and down my arms. Then around to the front of the corset. He is touching my body, feeling me up like I'm a girl in the sexy corset. I'm shaking!

"Do you know who I am yet?" 

I try to tell him no. But my voice is cracking. I'm so nervous. 

"You're going to suck my cock now, sweetie. If you move your hands or try to stop me, I'll tie you to the bed and fuck you just like you owe me money. You got it?"

One of his hands slips behind my head. He gently takes a handful of hair. I feel him wiggling closer to me. He takes my hand, wrapping my fingers around his hard cock. 

"Open your mouth, baby."

I'm shaking and whining a little. I let the tip of it slip between my lips. It tastes ok. Better than I expected. I suckle the tip for a minute. I wasn't sure I was ready. He told me it was ok, and I could take my time. But the grip on the back of my head didn't loosen. When I finally took the plunge and opened for it, he moaned and reached down, grabbing one of the corset's bra cups. 

"Don't you ever stop doing that, my little whore."

I liked him calling me a whore.

My instructions continued for what seemed like hours. Up and down. In and out. Sucking and licking and trying to get it down my throat. One little variation after another. When was this going to end? My jaw was sore and my mouth was drooling. Breathing through my nose. Finally, he told me to suck real hard. I tried my best. His breathing got faster. The grip on the back of my neck was firmer.

"Keep it up, bitch! Just like that."

I liked him calling me his bitch.

When he stopped, I knew what was coming. I choked on it and tried to drool it out of my mouth. It was warm and nasty. Like a big load of snot. "Fuck." He didn't care what I did with it. It was everywhere. My corset is ruined. I let it all just run out and all over me. He finally let loose of my head and pushed me back. I was just kneeling there, covered in his nasty cum load. 

He rested for a minute telling me to stay put. He quickly showered and got dressed. As he was leaving he told me I have the room until the morning. I can jerk off or whatever.

 "Next time I'm expecting you to do it for me twice. I will text you in a couple of days. In the meantime, keep an eye out for me, I'm around all the time." 

The door closed. I removed the blindfold and looked for a towel. The taste of him was in my mouth, and probably would be for days. I lay on the bed and took his advice. Today I'd been used as a girl slut. What will I do tomorrow?

Billy