It has been 40 years since I first got on my knees in front of a mature black man and sucked. There is a story behind the origin of my love of black cock and cum but I am posting this because for the past 40 years, I have relished every second I spent orally massaging black dicks and taking loads in every conceivable place. Dick size never matters to me, I am only attracted to black men, the darker the skin, the hotter it makes me. I have had more black men in my mouth than any person could ever hope for and most are not even 8" but I cherished the 4" black dicks just as much (and maybe even a little more) than the few 10" ones that I have had. I am 8" and happy to offer my dick to my black lovers from behind its panty curtain.
I am bi-sexual, I have been married to a woman and I do love sex with women but I have never been able to stop sucking older black men, especially dressed in panties, stocking and heels. Those men, like me, that love serving black men dressed like their little sissy slut will understand this. It makes me feel so good to make my subject climax. That is my only goal - their climax. I have had every type of black man - straight, openly bi, openly gay, older, younger, thin, heavy - you name it, I have joyously gotten dressed and been used as the vessel of their sexual enjoyment. I have drained black men everywhere I could, usually in my home or hotel but I have been used in gloryholes, adult book stores, alleys, woods, cars and never once did I shy away when I was being watched by others enjoy that black dick.
At 55, I do not get to suck as many black men as I would like. In my formative years, I sucked quite often as I lived alone and happily entertained many married black men that needed that sweet release. Over 40 years, I cannot even try to compute just how many men I have relieved of their loads, but saying that I loved being a cumdump for almost four decades with hundreds, maybe a thousand of happy friends is an understatement.
Every man likes his dick sucked differently and I pride myself to know how they like to be served. Most want to get swallowed and I love doing it (although I am not a big fan of the taste, I swallow every time they tell me to). Some like it wet, some dry, some like it fast, some slow, maybe they want to get their balls and ass licked, or stroked as I work their balls. Finding the way they enjoy it is all I want because I want that load. I do tend to enjoy watching my man cum and then suck it dry but any way that I get that cum is fine by me. I have enjoyed many men that sucked me, fucked me and enjoyed me being a submissive sissy but it is all done so that the goal is met - their pleasure and climax. I have fucked my black lovers dressed in heels and that was a great pleasure for me. Although I would rather be dressed in sexy lingerie, stockings and heels, I only dress when my master gets off on it, to my great joy, most men are either turned on by me dressed or like me to dress so I am more eager to do what they ask.
I guess I just wanted to post that all that matters is their pleasure but there are things that get me off (and yes, some men provided such an incredible experience to me that I came in my panties). My favorite men are usually heavyset, much older black men that "need" my mouth more than most. The vocal men are the best. The men that call me names, tell me that I am a good cock sucking sissy turn me on so much. Get me a black man in his 60s, over 250 pounds, big, heavy balls full of cum that calls out loudly when they cum - those are the men that make this sissy cum in my panties. I just love sucking black cock so much, I hope you all do as well.