Prologue
My name is Miles Dawson, I’m a gay man aged 31 and I am here to tell you about a time in my life where I had received the ultimate punishment for my wrong doings. I was 19 years old at the time, still trying to find myself and there was a time where I was beginning to suspect something about myself although I didn’t want to believe it. The thought was that I may be gay but I refused to acknowledge it. At the time I believed that being gay was a sickness and that anybody who was gay should be attacked for it, physically or verbally I did not care. In fact, I engaged in the behaviour of attacking gay people myself.
I was not going to have myself “turn gay” as I so poorly phrased it back then and I told myself that I am straight and that I love women. I was a homophobic piece of shit, I hold my hands up and I bet when you read that I had a hand in attacking gay people, you’ve now decided that you hate me too.
Whether you choose to forgive me or not after reading this is entirely up to you. I would like to warn you first and foremost that there is some nasty homophobic language in this story that was spoken by myself and I want you to know that I am deeply sorry for all of it. I promise you that I am a changed man now. I have donated to many LGBT charities and have helped many members of my community. I do also have my own way of giving back to the community too but I will dive into that as the story goes on.
But for now, I am here to tell you about the day I had received my ultimate punishment which would change my life forever, it was a punishment I could never even imagine getting at any point in my life. It all started on the 13th of November 2013, my birthday. To celebrate, I had this plan of beating up this gay couple just for being simply gay… I wanted to prove that I could wipe the floor with them both so that I could feel superior and be finally convinced that I wasn’t gay like them. I was able to go into 19 years as confident as ever! Don’t worry, the gay couple never got harmed, they remained perfectly safe. They will have gotten to have had a wonderful romantic day together because I never got to carry out my plans. Whilst they were having the day of their lives… I was stripped naked, bound, humiliated, tortured and fucked for all to see. By men. On my 19th birthday I had spent most of the day in my birthday suit.
You probably may be wondering about the title of this story, ‘Violent Dicks’ well… that’s what me and my friends were, violent dicks, however this also has another meaning. This story also showcases how violent a literal dick can be, the way it can be used as a weapon, how people like me were raped…
Here is my story…
Chapter 1
“Happy Birthday Kai! Birthday beats for you!” I then punch gay Kai in the stomach whilst my friend Corey held Kai’s arm back.
“Arrrrr!!! Stop! Please! Please let me go I just want to go home!” Kai cried.
This had taken place around the back of our college after the day was up. “You’re not going anywhere until we’re done with you fag!” Corey intimidated him.
“PLEASE!!!” Kai’s sobs were louder as the tears were streaming down his eyes.
“How about we pull little faggie’s underwear down and expose his cock?” I laugh.
“NO! NO! PLEASE!” Kai cried out.
Corey gave a look of disgust “err no man why would you want to do that? That’s gay!”
“It’s not gay!” I defended myself “it’s to humiliate him!” Did I want to humiliate him or did I actually just want to see his cock? No no! Of course not! This guy is… is a fag! Yes a fag! I just want to humiliate him for the fag he is, yes!
“We’re not pulling his underwear down Miles” Corey had told me firmly.
“Why? Come on Corey think about it, we’re outside right now, we could pull his pants his down and parade him around with his cock on show for everybody to see!” I was loving the idea.
“NOOOOO!!! PLEASE LET ME GO!!! DON’T DO THAT TO ME PLEASEEEE!” Kai begged.
“See Corey? Look how scared he is?” I raise an eyebrow with a grin.
Corey thought about it for a moment and then said “alright… let’s do it!”
“NO! NO! NO!” Kai cried out.
I grabbed hold of Kai’s trousers, ready to pull them down when…
“What is going on out here?!” The college tutor came thundering down the steps towards us.
“Let’s go!” Corey announced as he leg go of Kai and we sprinted away, leaving the tutor to comfort Kai who was crying his eyes out.
Kai was the one I felt guilty about the most. Everybody loved him, he was a sweet lad who just wanted to go about his day to day life, he was kind to everyone and I made his life a misery, I changed him.
Me and Corey got on the bus to go home, there wasn’t people on this bus and we’d taken a seat at the back. “Well there goes my masterplan” I remarked.
“Yeah and now the fag will have gone crying to the tutor and that’s us done for!” Corey felt unease.
“Relax, the fag is many things but a snitch isn’t one of them. He’s smart enough to know that snitches get stitches” I say but I couldn’t help but have a few doubts.
“I hope you’re right” Corey replied.
The next day arrived and I was back at college. My lunch break was coming close to finishing and I was on my way to my next class when I overheard Kai and his friend talking in a nearby corridor.
“Kai you need to report their behaviour, if you don’t then they will keep doing it” the voice seemed to have been coming from a young lass.
“I can’t Abi it will only make things worse!” Kai replied.
“How much worse can it get Kai? I saw them hitting you and I went away to go and a tutor, I can’t believe you made a cover story for them! Telling the tutor you had a breakdown and that Miles and Corey were trying to keep you under control but got scared and ran off, I mean honestly! I can’t help but feel they did something else and you’re not telling me what!” Abi was losing her patience.
We got scared and ran off did we? We won’t be made out to be wimps like you fag! Were my thoughts at the time.
“Just leave it Abi! I don’t want to talk about it anymore please!” Kai pleaded.
“Okay! Okay! Look I just think you should tell somebody though that’s all, if either of them give you any more trouble you tell somebody straight away and get help! It’s my last day of college today and I just want you to be safe!” Abi told him.
Kai’s voice went quiet “okay” he simply said.
“You promise?” Abi asked him.
“Yes… I promise” Kai replied.
“Good… you mean the world to me Kai and nobody is going to hurt you, not so long as I’m around! Come on let’s go and grab a coffee” and with that, him and Abi left.
Bitch. She can act as tough as she wants but she knows she can’t always be at his side, we’ll get him. At college I study Sport and today we were to do a fitness class, I made my way to the changing rooms. My lunch break was still ongoing but I decided to arrive to get changed early, Corey was here.
“You took your time” he remarked.
“Hello to you too” I reply.
“Did you get distracted by checking out Kellie again?” Corey joked.
I can now safely tell you the reader - I was checking out her boyfriend, not her.
“Shut up man” I responded and we both laughed.
Corey stripped down to his black boxer shorts and I couldn’t help but admire his fit body. I stare a few moments, beginning to feel but he catches me. He flexes his muscles and says “you jealous?”
I laugh and shake my head “yeah… wish I could look like a scrawny git as well”
“Fuck you!” Corey laughed.
Close call.
Fitness class was an intense one, I had never felt so tired after it. We were all sweating like hell and the only solution for getting rid of this body odour was a refreshing shower straight afterwards. This was too much. I just couldn’t take my eyes off all the naked guys around me, big thick cocks swinging loosely as the guys were walking in, muscular bodies and some had such nice big smooth arses. I admire them as they rub the soap onto their bodies, the way their hands glide up and down the smoothness of them. I felt myself going hard.
“Dude? What’s got you all excited?” Corey was washing next to me.
“What do you mean?” I asked him.
He pointed to my rock hard cock and said “is there a naked woman here that I don’t see?”
“No I think… rubbed my hands down my cock a bit too much and enjoyed the sensation” I lied.
“Don’t lie to me man” Corey said sternly.
I could feel myself going red now. Corey laughs and says “my bad I shouldn’t have mentioned Kellie earlier, now I’ve got her in your head”.
“Ahh… okay guilty!” I lie again. We both laugh and I then find myself saying “how is it you happened to notice it was hard then ey?”
“Well I had to bend down didn’t I? I couldn’t help but notice it as I was getting back up” Corey explained.
“Why were you bent down?” I was puzzled.
Corey’s answer was “I dropped the soap”.
I bet you are now wishing that this part of the story had played out a bit differently at that moment now aren’t you? I would have loved to given you that version of the story but I’ve got to keep it true to what really happened and not go twisting things to make it sound more erotic for the sake of it (as tempting as it gets at times), I’m sorry. Don’t worry though, everything that is to come will all be worth it!
I felt very horny for the rest of that day and I couldn’t wait to get home to unload. When I got home, I closed my bedroom door, got out my laptop and I did what probably most of the guys at my class would be doing right at that moment, watching porn! I pull my underwear down and grip my 8 inch cock in my hand. I had lesbian porn my screen, two babes were naked and kissing each other. Next thing they were fingering each other and eating each other out and yet throughout all this, my cock remained soft. I was coming up with all sorts of excuses in my head. Maybe I’m just tired. Maybe this is too vanilla and I needed to watch something a bit more rough. Maybe the women just aren’t hot enough. They are good looking women though, I don’t get it? Maybe I am just tired after all, whatever I will make do.
I stroke my cock up and down to where it gradually starts getting a bit harder, that’s it I’m getting into it now! I had a semi erection but I just couldn’t quite get it hard enough and then a bad thought came to me, was I actually getting hard because of the women or was just the motion of me stroking cock alone that was doing it? I tried to focus on the lesbians, their moaning sounds of pleasure and then a sudden thought just popped into my head uninvited of Corey standing there in his black shorts, my cock began to get harder.
“No!” I called out loud and I forced my mind to focus back on the lesbians. Yes I’m in the zone again now, the lesbians are kissing so passionately again but my cock begins to get a bit softer. Another uninvited thought pops into my head, the naked guys in the shower and then their cocks, their bodies, their arses and now my own cock is rock hard. My mind wonders and another thought pops into my head but this one isn’t even a memory, it’s a thought of something that never even happened! The fictional thought is me being back where we started, Corey is holding back Kai while I’m there hitting him, except in this version of the story, I pull down Kai’s underwear but he’s not crying in this version of events, he’s not begging us to stop, he’s actually begging us to do it!
“Come on guys, you know what to pull them down… pull them down and reveal the treasure” and Kai would lick his lips and wink at me.
“STOP!” I yell at myself for having these thoughts.
The next thought I have is the 3 of us naked in the shower, Corey drops the soap Kai is licking his lips at the sight of Corey’s arse and he’s about to….
“Ohhhh!” Back to reality, the orgasm arrives and the cum erupts from my cock like a volcano, going all over my laptop screen and keys.
After some time had passed, I just laid on there on my bed staring at the ceiling, feeling disgusted and ashamed of myself for getting off to such thoughts. Why were they entering my mind? This is what I had asked myself. I needed to blame somebody, there had to be an explanation to this, at the time I felt that it was unnatural and I thought that there had to be an unnatural explanation to it so I convinced myself that homosexuality was a disease that was passed around and I had been in close contact with Kai. I wondered about Corey and whether he might have caught the disease too, what if him dropping the soap was an excuse and that he really was checking out my cock?
“You’re going to get it Kai, you and every other fag!” I said out loud.
I hear some laughing from outside my house and I go straight to looking out of the window. I see a gay couple holding hands, laughing with each other. I feel intense anger build up inside of me “laugh all you want fags, I’m coming for you! I know you always go up to that park every weekend, I will see you there and I will make you bleed!” I cuss. The weekend was tomorrow, my birthday. My anger turns to sudden happiness, yes… that’s it. On my 19th birthday tomorrow, that is when I will teach those 2 fags a lesson, once I’ve beaten them both up, that will further prove that I’m not one of them! I will do worse to them than I’ve ever done to Kai! Corey and my other mates will love it! My 19th birthday will be a new era, I had a weak moment but that will all be gone after tomorrow! Whenever those disgusting gay thoughts come into my mind, I will remember how I beat down a pair of fags all by myself and I will be rid of this disgusting sickness!
The next day came, my 19th birthday and the day I would receive my punishment. The morning started off with me going downstairs where my mum, stepdad and sister all wished me happy birthday and gave me my presents.
I later informed my mum that I would be going out to get beers for the house party that me and my friends for the party we were going to have tonight to celebrate.
“After I’ve got the beers for tonight, me and my mates will then set off to the cinema and then we’ll get ready for the party” I say.
“Sounds great enjoy your big day Miles!” My mum told me “we’ll be out for the evening so you’ll have the place for yourselves, just stay out of trouble!”
My first mistake which led to my punishment was not taking my mum’s advice.
Everything I said to my mum was true but the part that I didn’t tell her was that I would find the gay couple and beat them up straight I’ve got the beers so I’d be able to take photos of them and brag about it to my mates afterwards.
“Relax honey he’s a sensible lad and he can take care of himself” my stepdad assured her.
“Please! Miles is the world heavyweight champion of getting himself into trouble!” My sister argued.
It would seem that parents like to see the good side in you whereas siblings see more of the real you.
“Don’t be silly Michaela!” My mum barked “off you go Miles, have fun!”
I bid farewell to them and I made my way to the shop to buy the beers and that was when I caught sight of him. “Ohh well well! Fancy seeing you here!” I remarked.
Kai tries to run from me but I grab him and say “not so fast there now Kai, I still have a bone to pick with you!”
“Let me go please!” Kai pleaded.
“Oi let him go!” A customer in the shop calls out to me.
“Relax man, he’s my friend!” I lie.
“He’s not!” Kai called out.
“You shut your mouth” I whisper into his ear.
“You let him go now or you’re going to be in big trouble” the customer threatened me. I estimated him to be about in his early 20’s.
“Ohh what are you going to do?” I wasn’t going to let him get the upper hand over me.
“We are friend’s of Kai’s” he points to himself and 3 other guys in the shop “we are all on our way to the gay pride event and if you don’t let him go, we will report you!”
So there I was in a shop surrounded by at least 5 gay guys who had it in for me.
“Gay pride” I laugh and I had a new idea pop into my head, I will beat up that couple and after I’ve beaten all these guys up first, even better! “I’ll take all you fags on!”
“Whoaaa!!!!!” They all said. “Who does this guy think he is?” One of the other guys said.
“Hold him Jasper!” The shop keeper said “who should we call?”
The guy who was called Jasper went to grab me, I tried to get him off me but he had a very strong hold over me “get off me!” I shouted.
“He’s clearly a danger to us, we need the gay gang for this one!” Jasper replied.
I had laughed and said “the gay gang? Are you serious? What are they going to do? Hit me with their handbags?” My laughter stopped suddenly when I felt a needle stab into the side of my neck.
I woke up on the floor in a bit of a daze, trying to figure out what had just happened. It didn’t take me long to come to my senses. “You… you knocked me unconscious?!” I shouted.
“Shit! Kai he’s awake! You said he’d be out for at least an hour!” Jasper called out.
“I’m sorry that was what the guy told me!” Kai said.
I turned to Kai in shock “you did that?! You carry a needle on you to knock people unconscious?!”
“It was for self defence in case you and Corey came after me again! I have another one for Corey too!” Kai pulled out another needle to show me.
“Oh you’re really going to get it now you dirty little fudge packer!” I was so angry.
“It’s okay they’ve texted me, they’re right outside!” The shop keeper said.
“Who’s outside?!” I barked.
I then heard it. The shop door opened and before I had a chance to turn around, somebody had wrapped my hands behind me and handcuffed me.
“What is this?” I tried to act tough but I also felt a bit of panic come over me. The cops were here and I was getting arrested. The cop who handcuffed me grabs hold of me and takes me down to the floor. I catch a glimpse of the cop’s face, a man who looked to be in his late 30’s, I feel his hands go onto my t-shirt and he rips me off me. “What the fuck?!” I call out. What kind of cops just rips your shift off? When I got a proper look at my captors, I realise that they weren’t cops at all but they were a group of guys all dressed in black. The guy who ripped my shirt off looked to be in his late 30’s with dark hair and tattoos all on his arms. A tough looking guy to say the least.
“Steve hold him down!” The man called out to another man.
“On it Terry!” The man who was called Steve replied, who was also in his late 30’s. This guy had a beard and also had arms covered in tattoos. Terry had pulled me back so I was now laid on the floor and Steve shifted his body weight on my legs to hold me down in place so I couldn’t move.
“We need to make sure this shop is closed” Terry said.
“On it sir” the shop keeper replied, he walked over to the door, locked it and changed the sign on the window to show as CLOSED.
“Yeahhh he looking fineeee!” Another muscular guy came over to me who looked to be in his mid 20’s.
“What the fuck do you mean I’m looking fine? Are you all fags too?” I asked.
Terry gave me a big slap across the face which stung “Ow! Fuck!” I called out in pain.
“Don’t you use that word you disrespectful little prick!” Terry barked at me.
“I use whatever fucking words I wanna call you scum!” I bark back.
“Ooooo! He’s got a temper on him!” Jasper remarked.
“We’ll soon see to that!” Steve replied.
“The guy who says you look fine, that’s Eugene and that other guy there is Jason” Terry introduced them. Jason looked to be about in his early 20’s, the youngest of the group. “And we are the gay gang!” Terry announced.
“I don’t care let me go! It’s my fucking 19th birthday and my mates are waiting for me!” I shout.
“Ohh it’s your 19th birthday is it?” Well you’re about to have a birthday you’re going to always remember boy!” Terry said and he and everybody else in the shop laughed.
“What the hell do you mean?” I ask anxiously.
“We’d here to teach you a lesson boy and us… fags… as you like to call us! Are going to have so much fun with you!” Terry grinned and said “let’s get him in his underwear!” Everybody in the shop cheered.
“NO! NO! DON’T!” I plead but I’m powerless, I struggle in my handcuffs, trying to twist my body around but Terry is holding me down securely by shifting his body weight on to my upper body. Jason held my legs down and Steve began to take my trainers and socks off. “NO GET OFF!” I call out. Steve now removes the belt off my jeans and pulls them down, I am now lying on the floor, handcuffed with nothing but my white underpants on. “HELP ME! HELP!” I call.
“Nobody is coming for you boy” Terry grins. Everybody in the shop is laughing at me, this is the most humiliating day I have ever experienced in my life. At the time I swore that I would get them all back for this.
“Give me my fucking clothes!” I shout.
“You don’t deserve them” the shop keeper said.
“Fuck you I’ll have you closed down for this!” I snap.
“Can’t do much when you’re handcuffed and in your underpants can you?” The shop keeper raised his eyebrows at me with a cocky grin. I wanted to hit him hard. I thought about how I was going to get out of this situation I was in but I was locked in the shop with 9 guys and I had no way to escape. Looks like they all just want to humiliate me, handcuffed me in my underwear, let me take in the humiliation and then they’ll let me go. There’s nothing else they can do with me really is there?
“Well now that you’re acquainted with the gay gang, I think it’s about time we introduced ourselves” j said “you’ve heard my name being called out, you know Kai, this is Jake, Thomas and Liam, the shop keeper is called Dylan.”
“Why the fuck are you even introducing yourselves? How long do you plan on keeping me?” I ask them. I then realise that Jason had my phone “hey… what are you doing on my phone?!”
Jason was typing something into my phone, he looked at me and said “you say that you were meeting with your mates ey? I’ve just messaged them in your group chat saying that you’re feeling unwell and that the party is cancelled, it’s had some mixed reactions to it but oh well! This is all on you!”
“WHAT?! NO YOU HAD NO RIGHT!” I couldn’t believe it.
“And to answer your question from earlier… we plan to keep here you as long as it takes” Jason winked.
“What are you going to do to me?” I was feeling very on edge.
“Wait…” Jason cut in “look at his google searches, he’s been looking up different ways on inflicting pain on others and he’s even made notes on his phone about his plans to beat up a gay couple in the park today!”
Everybody in the shop gasped. “Lucky we called you guys!” Dylan told the gay gang.
“He would have beaten us up too!” Jake said.
“He won’t be a danger as long we’re around!” What do we say we take his pants off and get him in his birthday suit?” Terry asked them. Everybody in the shop cheered in agreement.
What? They can’t be serious? Take my pants off? No they can’t do this “NO NO NOOOOO!!!!!!” I pleaded “NOT MY UNDERWEAR NO!”
“Who wants to have the honour?” Terry asked them.
“I say we let Kai do it” Jasper announced and everybody cheered in agreement.
Kai nodded and said “I’ll do it” and everybody’s cheers grew louder. Terry and Steve held me down and Kai gripped hold of my underpants. I was now shaking. “No… Kai… don’t do it… don’t do it! Please!” I begged.
Kai shook his head “that’s exactly what I said to you Miles and you would have done it if the tutor hadn’t turned up… now you’re going to know how it feels.”
Oh my god he’s actually going to do it, he’s going to take my underpants off right here for and I’m going to be naked in this shop in front of everybody, I felt myself shaking more, I knew that he made his mind up and that nothing was going to stop him. “NO! NOOOOO!!!!” I yell.
“Take them off! Take them off! Take off them!” Everybody in the shop chants.
“Get him naked Kai!” Jasper encouraged him.
“Let’s see him naked!” Liam called out.
“Go on mate you’ve got it!” Dylan said.
“DON’T LISTEN TO THEM KAI!” I shouted. Everybody was against me, I was bracing myself for the humiliation that was about to come. The humiliation came. Kai took off my underpants and now I was now completely naked in front of all these guys. Steve and Terry continued to hold me down so I couldn’t shift my body weight at all, I was forced to lie naked whilst everybody cheered and laughed.
“OH GOD!” I call out. I now see that they’re all taking photos of me and filming me “NO DON’T FILM THIS NO!” I shouted. It was clear that they weren’t going to give me what I wanted. I fucked up big time.
“Right… let’s get to work on him!” Terry announced and everybody cheered.
It was this point, I knew I had fucked up big time.
And so my punishment begun…
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