1.
I’ve been wearing mom’s panties and other stuff forever. And it seems like no sooner was I bold enough to pull on one of her stretchy Playtex girdles and longline bra, I was looking for some way to tie or bind myself too. For me, those two activities were one and the same.
The tighter the rubbery bra and girdle fit, and the more secure I could tie myself up, the harder I would cum all over myself. This was my obsession.
Long after I moved away and made my own life, the more elaborate I could get with the lingerie and bindings. Soon I realized unless I was in some sort of lady’s vintage foundations, and secured to a bedpost or kneeling with my legs strapped together and a pair of worn panties taped into my mouth, I just couldn’t enjoy myself.
Of course, eventually I graduated into using a scary looking black and pink rubber dildo up my ass. Squatting on it, bouncing up and down like I was being ass raped while bound, gagged and helpless.
The idea of being discovered as a sissy crossdressing faggot scared the shit out of me, and excited me to no end at the same time. My mind raced through different scenarios of being caught, kidnapped, taken, forced to suck a big hairy cock like a slave, as I was pleasuring myself.
Then along came Jake. He was like a brother to my. We were great friends in high school. We reconnected when he moved back to town. He spent a few nights when he was looking for an apartment. After a bit I decided to invite him to stay. We still got along well. I never asked what brought him back home. I had room and he was glad I asked. So here we are.
After a while we realized neither of us were dating. We ended up hanging out watching TV together a lot. His presence did stifle my jerk off time a little bit, but it was nice having a friend around. Well, as you may have guessed, he did walk in on me one time. I had my hands wrapped together with a leather belt and a pink pair of panties stuffed in my mouth and tied in with one of my neckties. I was so into my stroking I didn’t notice him there in the open doorway. Of course, when I did, I almost peed myself. He just laughed and turned away.
A few days later he asked me about it. There was a lot of uncomfortable silence. I’d hoped he had forgotten about it or had the decency to leave it alone. But no.
“I guess I like the feeling of being helpless and vulnerable. Like a submissive.”
I wasn’t even sure that was the right explanation. But it was all I had.
“So you’d like to be bound up more than that? That makes you enjoy jerking off even more?”
The lights were off in my room. He was right beside me sitting on my bed.
His hands took off my shirt. I was cold and shaking. My jeans were pulled down and off. I hoped he didn't notice I was wearing some pink lacey panties under them. But, of course, he did. "Cute undies."
His hands slid down from my shoulders to my arms and around my wrists. He gently pulled my arms out in front of me. I allowed it. My wrists were crossed. Something was wrapping around them. I wiggled. His breath was in my face.
“ Relax, Billy”
The strap around my wrists tightened.
2.
Jake was inspecting my bindings and talking to me. "While I was away, I discovered I am gay. Not just any gay, though. I'm a top sort of gay. I like to treat other guys like sissy sluts. And there you are! A submissive sissy slut. Right here in my own old home town. Who knew?"
I shyly replied: "Well, I'm not sure what sort of gay I am. I'm really very new to all of this. I've never done anything with another guy... Oooof!
A big wad of something stuffed my mouth full! A towel or a washcloth or something. He pushed it in until my mouth was full and my cheeks were puffing out. "Fuck!"
"Shut the fuck up, bitch!"
I got hard.
He pushed my hands into his crotch. He was naked. He was hard too.
"Stroke it, my little fuck toy."
Like I'd been stroking cock all my life, my fingers wrapped tightly around his huge hard cock. It felt good. It felt natural. He was licking and kissing my neck. It was getting hot in here.
"Don't stop until I tell you. You got it, bitch?"
I nodded. I kind of like being called a bitch, I thought to myself. That felt natural too.
Jake's hands were all over me. He was squeezing and punching my 'tits' like I was a drunk prom date. Soon one hand slipped under my panties, over my butt cheeks, then down between them. A wet, slippery finger invaded my tight little butt hole. I jumped, and in spite of my mouth being gagged fully, I let out a surprised little squeal, like a schoolgirl.
Jake pushed two fingers up inside me, then deeper inside me. He was working my ass pretty hard. He whispered in my ear. "You better fucking get used to this, bitch."
:Mummphh!" I nodded.
"Good bitch."
My cock twinged when he said it. Bitch? What am I now? His bitch? What does a bitch do, exactly? I guess I'll find out, I thought to myself. The panties I was wearing were soft the lace felt great against my skin. His cock felt nice in my hands. Hard, warm and manly. I wanted to suck it. What the fuck?
Jake was getting horny. He was grabbing me and pulling at the panties. Before I knew it, his face was in my crotch sucking at them. He pushed a couple of fingers up my ass again, then my cock popped into his waiting mouth, still wrapped in the panties. 'Holy fuck!"
I leaned back, enjoying the moment. I was trying to push the gag out of my mouth. I was getting my cock sucked my a hot, horny guy. I was being violated in my ass and I didn't care. I loved it!
Just as I was about to peak, he stopped. Everything stopped. I was breathing hard, gasping for breath, waiting for the best orgasm ever. Jake crawled up on me, pulled the rag out of my mouth, and said:
"You're all hot and gay for me , aren't you, Billy?"
I slowly nodded. Realizing that this might be a real point of no return. But he had me. Hot, horny, hard and ready for anything.
"I want to suck your cock, Jake."
"Good, bitch!"
He straddled me, shoving his hard on if my face. My head was back against the headboard with a couple of pillows under it. I was in a perfect position to take it. He wiggled up closer to my face. My hands, still bound in front of me, were under his ass. All I had to pleasure his cock was my shy, virgin mouth.
"I'm going to cum all over your face if you don't suck it right now, bitch."
I opened and in it went. I only sucked for a moment before he filled my mouth with a hot sticky load. "Oh, fuck yes, my bitch!"
3.
coming soon
Billy
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