My attraction to Gunnar started the second I realized he’s gay. I was 18, and my parents insisted that I get a summer job. My favorite aunt hooked me up with a job in the shipping and receiving department at the plumbing supply store she managed. Gunnar was 26 at the time. Standing 6’2”, easily 220 lbs, pure muscle, all man. His firm handshake, his booming voice, and scruffy-trimmed beard - the entire package was like a wet dream for me. When I realized we’d be working closely together all day, every day, I no longer cared that my summer vacation was going to be working in a dark, cold, stock room.
At this point in my self-discovery process, I hadn’t developed a gaydar, though his always perfectly groomed hair and well put together outfits should’ve been a ping on my gaydar since most guys that look like he does ooze toxic masculinity. I thought he was supposed to dress nicely because he was in charge of our department and often took meetings with “higher-ups.” It turns out he could be dressed in a T-shirt and jeans, just like I do every day.
I found out he’s gay when he was pulling up an email to show me about the 4th of July schedule, and he fat-fingered the screen and it flipped over to his already open Grindr account. He swiped it away quickly with a “Oh, sorry,” and then went on to show me the email. Which, I couldn’t focus on at all because my weeks of jerking off thinking about what he might look like naked or how amazing it would be to lose my virginity to him, it all turned out to be a possibility all of a sudden. It took every fiber of my being to will my dick to stay down through that conversation as I stood there, staring through his phone as if I were reading the email, but I was really inhaling his scent and going through my head to see what I missed that would have outed him sooner. Did I miss him flirting with me?
I’m not proud of myself, but that night I downloaded Grindr to check out his profile. It was tricky; I turned off my location settings and had a blank profile because I was kind of scared of Grindr. I wasn’t out yet and didn’t want Grindr to be how I got outed.
I waited for him to go into a meeting before I opened my account, and was disappointed. He wasn’t online. It took a few weeks of sneaking peaks at my phone at work before he finally popped up on my grid. When I saw what was obviously his torso as the nearest square, I panicked and quickly locked my phone. I realize he couldn’t see me seeing him, but it felt like when you sneak a peek at the guy next to you in the urinal. You can only glance, you can’t stare. I did rush off to the bathroom, though, and started studying his profile.
6’2”, 225lbs, top, hung, “looking for friends and more,” and the pics had my dick bricked up in a lightning-fast reaction. The torso pic was amazing, he is so fit it’s almost offensive. I’m in good shape, I’m on the baseball team when in school so it keeps me in good shape, plus I get to see the rest of the jocks in my school in their athletic cups and…Jesus, I’m a pervert. His second pic was him in a Speedo on a beach somewhere, the bulge in his swim brief was not helping my erection go down. His third pic was him and two guys wearing some kind of hiking clothes, all of their muscles also bulging out of their shirts. That made me feel, on top of the obvious reasons, like he wouldn’t be into me even if I told him I was also into guys.
The following school year, I came out to my friends and then my family. I still didn’t come out to Gunnar, though. I don’t know why. When spring rolled around, I did finally message him on Grindr one night when he was still on my grid, and I was at home in my bedroom. We got to chatting. I’m not proud of this either, but when he asked me for a pic, I sent him a pic of someone else who looked older than me, but not so handsome that it would seem fake. Thankfully, he believed me.
I told him I was in town for work and staying with family, so I couldn’t guarantee a meetup. At first, he was pretty standoffish; his responses were pretty short. Sometime around midnight, though, he seemed to be on the prowl.
Gunnar: Are you able to sneak away from your family?
Me: I don’t think so. I’m kinda stuck here.
Gunnar: damn, that’s a shame.
Me: Why?
Gunnar: I’m fucking horny.
My dick was so hard in my boxers, it snaked itself out of the fly and demanded my attention. I tiptoed to the bedroom door and locked it quietly. Then, I slowly stroked myself while continuing the conversation with him.
Me: Yeah, me too.
Gunnar: You top or bottom?
I hadn’t really thought about it. I hadn’t even jerked off with another guy, how could I know? Do I need to know before I have sex with a guy? I quickly looked at his profile again, seeing that he had prominently displayed himself as a “Top” and responded.
Me: Bottom I guess.
Gunnar: Verse is cool, but I only top.
Me: Cool.
Gunnar: How long has it been?
Me: What do you mean?
Gunnar: Since you last got fucked.
My heart was thumping out of my chest. I don’t know what the correct answer is. I have no idea how often guys have sex. I jerk off every night, multiple times in a day if I have the house to myself.
Me: Last night
I sent, hoping that was the correct answer.
Gunnar: Oh, how was it?
Fuck, I don’t know, was it shitty? Was it great? What’s the answer that keeps this conversation going?
Me: It was ok.
Gunnar: lol, not all tops care if their bottom is satisfied.
Me: Do you care?
Gunnar: Depends on the bottom and what they are looking for.
Me: How so?
Gunnar: If he just wants to be a hole for me to throw it in, I’ll just nut and leave. If he wants to get fucked and wants to cum, I’ll fuck the cum out of him lol.
That was it, I was shooting my load onto my stomach, and it was already my second load tonight, but it was still a big one thanks to Gunnar. I cleaned it up as quickly as possible to get back to the conversation.
Me: I think I’m the second guy hahaha
Gunnar: did the guy from last night fuck the cum out of you?
Me: No
Gunnar: Come over to my place and I’ll make sure you cum 😉
My raw dick was getting hard again.
Me: I wish, but I can’t.
Gunnar: Still sore from last night?
Me: sore?
Gunnar: lol, oh, was he small?
I didn’t understand why I would be sore. What does size have to do with soreness?
Me: Yes.
I fired off my response, hoping it was the right thing to say.
Gunnar: Can you handle big dicks?
My heart was pounding as I typed out my response.
Me: How big?
Gunnar: 8.5” cut, hbu?
Another drop of precum oozed from the head of my cock as I slowly jerked myself off, again.
Me: I’m almost 7”
Gunnar: Trade pics?
I jumped out of bed and took a pic of my dick, I was about to send it when I realized I shouldn’t, just in case he sees it at th urinal or something since I have a noticeable birthmark just below the tip that’s shaped like a bean. Plus, my body is a bit more like a twink than the pic I already sent him, so it wouldn’t match. I quickly found a pic on Google that looked like it could be attached to that body and sent it to him.
An anguishing minute passed before he double tapped the image for a fire emoji, and then, the greatest thing that could happen in my life happened; he sent me a dick pic. 8.5” of muscular looking dick in my screen. In the pic he was so hard, he was oozing precum, his dick had visible veins that were bulging and he looked to be in that state of horniness where it would be painful to push down on your dick. I was in awe. Precum was oozing from my dick looking at it. My brain was melting with this information, I mean…Gunnar’s dick was in a pic in my hand…how could I possibly handle this CIA level intel? I double-tapped the image and waited for his response.
It didn’t take long.
Gunnar: Can I see your ass?
Fuck. I went on Google again, finding a pic that looked about right for the body I sent him earlier, and fired it off to him.
Gunnar: Hot!
Gunnar: I love a smooth ass!
Gunnar: You like getting your ass eaten?
Another question I didn’t know the answer to. The closest I’ve had to getting my ass eaten was when I dropped my finger down below my balls during a masturbation seession. It was pretty good, but…what is that compared to getting my ass eaten?
Me: Yeah
Gunnar: Can I eat your ass?
My heart was about to explode in my chest.
Me: Yeah
Gunnar: After I eat your ass, can I push the tip of my dick in?
This mental image was almost enough to send me over the edge for a third time tonight as I continued to stroke my dick.
Me: If you want to
Gunnar: Oh, I want to. Might want to push in a little deeper too 😉
Me: That might be ok
Gunnar: Might be? How deep would be pushing the limit?
I didn’t understand, but I made a guess.
Me: A few inches?
Gunnar: Mmmm, a few inches would be nice. How deep can I get before you make me wrap up? Or do you like to play bare?
I kind of understood this one. I have been secretly watching gay porn online since I was 12. I know what bare means. I also took Health class and understand the need for safe sex. This was just fantasy, and with Gunnar.
Me: How deep do you want to go?
Gunnar: Well…if I get to choose, I’m going 8.5 inches deep lol
Me: And then?
Gunnar: And then I’ll pull out to the tip and thrust balls deep again, and again, until you tell me I have to pull out and put on a condom lol
Me: What happens if I don’t?
Gunnar: 👿 You know
I thought about it for a second.
Me: You’ll pull out and jerk off on my dick, like in porn?
Gunnar: lol, if you want, but if I’m fuckin you bare…I’m probably going to bust inside you.
I blew my load all over my stomach for a third time tonight. Most of it pooling in my pubes and dribbling down my fist, but my nuts were drained for the night. I quickly cleaned up, tossing my cum rag into the wash bin and pulling up my boxers.
Me: That’s hot.
I must have taken too long to respond in my cleanup process because he didn’t show as online and didn’t respond. I eventually passed out.
I spent the next couple of weeks fantasizing about him and the pics he sent me. It was tough at work, knowing what was under his clothes, knowing intimate details about this stallion who could toss around boxes as heavy as me with little to no effort.
School started back up in the fall, and I had to stop working my job per my parents' rules, and I wasn’t able to keep in touch with Gunnar. When summer rolled around again, I begged my aunt to take me back on for summer help, and she did. Unfortunately, Gunnar had transferred to a management position in a different department, so I only saw him in passing and never saw him online anymore. I did see him at the company barbecue with his boyfriend. Which made sense, a stud like Gunnar wouldn’t be on the apps for long. Of course, his boyfriend is gym-fit, just like he is, with at least a hundred pounds more muscle than I have. I never felt more like a twink than when Gunnar introduced me to his guy.
When I turned 18 in the summer between high school and starting college, I started looking at the apps more seriously. I had some guys offer to take my virginity; I even met up with some for “fun.” Which at first was just jerking off in the woods close enough that our dicks sometimes bumped into each other. Then I moved on to jerking them off and letting them jerk me off. I did stop for a while when I let a guy jerk me off from behind; he said it was a better angle for him to stroke me, and he stood behind me, reaching around to stroke me, which did feel really good at first. When he started sliding his bare cock up and down my ass crack I got so nervous that he was going to try and push it in that I quickly pulled up my shorts and ran off. When I got home, I jerked off furiously, blowing my load all over my abs, but then scolded myself for putting myself in a position like that where a stranger could’ve forced himself into me.
I did find a friend my age who was into jerking off together, but then when I tried to take it a step further and jerk each other off, he let me stroke him, but as soon as he blew his load he had a bit of a freak out, pulling up his pants and underwear without even cleaning up and ran away. We never talked about it again, but he also never let himself be alone with me after that, which made me feel kinda shitty.
I had all but given up on losing my virginity, but at the company barbecue this summer, I snuck a beer and poured it into a cup and got myself pretty tipsy off that beer. I never drink or smoke or anything like that. I was having a lot of fun, and when I saw Gunnar across the park, I went to say hi, barely got a handshake and a smile out of him before someone important came up and stole him away from me. I went and planted myself at a picnic table and sipped my second beer for the night. I was feeling pretty horny, which wasn’t new for me, but what was new was this confidence I got from the beer I had in my system. The beer was like magic in a way that it turned down that voice in the back of my head that told me all the ways it was dangerous to meet up with guys on Grindr, and the even louder voice that kept telling me I should wait until I found someone special to lose my virginity to.
I changed my profile pic to a photo of my actual headless torso, which I’ll admit was pretty good compared to a lot of the guys on here. I have defined abs and a muscular ass that pops out. Not much hair though, which makes me feel like it might be a little too feminine for some guys. I only had hair in a trimmed bush around my cock, bairly any on my balls, mostly hairless on my ass too. I post one pic of me in my boxers and one in my athletic cup to emphasize I am a jock and not a femboy. Then changed the header to “4Now” and put “mostly virgin looking to change that” in my description.
Scrolling through, I tapped every guy on my grid that looked to be under 30 and hot enough that I didn’t think it would matter that I don’t have an emotional connection with them to lose my virginity to them.
I chugged the rest of the beer and walked back to the table where I was sneaking them from. There were a few people around, no one policing the beer, though. But when my aunt walked up, I decided it was too risky.
“Jonathan?” A booming voice called out from behind me, making me jump as though I were caught with a beer in hand.
I turned to see Gunnar, “Oh shit man, you scared me,” I chuckled, reaching out to shake his hand.
“Sorry, I got pulled away earlier and didn’t get to say hi. How are you? Your aunt told me you just graduated?” He smiled at me as he looked down at me. I forgot how much taller he is than I am. He must be at least a foot taller, and his muscles are even bigger than the pictures I’ve been jerking off to for the last two years.
“Oh yeah, finally moving on to bigger and better things,” I joked, looking around at the group of people I had been working with all summer.
He chuckled, “Yeah, what are you going to school for?”
“I’m thinking business management, maybe economics, not really sure, but I’m going to GW and they have a lot of great options,” I crossed my arms, trying to flex my biceps subtly as I did.
He reached into the bin and pulled out a beer, cracking it open and taking a sip, “Well, that sounds like fun. When do you ship out?”
“In three weeks,” I shrugged, staring at his beer like a thirsty puppy.
He looked around, his eyebrows knitted together, and he lowered his voice, “How many have you had?”
My eyes went wide, “Huh?”
He grinned, “Uh-uh, don’t play dumb, I’ve seen that look before,” he chuckled. “Are you drunk?”
“No, I’ve only had two,” I admitted.
He chuckled again, shrugging his shoulders, “Well, it’s free…and not my problem,” he shook his head. “I’d stick to the light beer though, don’t want to lose those abs your freshman year, you’ll never get them back,” He winked.
“Is that how you’ve kept yours?” I heard the words slip out of my mouth before I remembered there was no way I could know what he looks like shirtless. But, how would he know what I look like shirtless?
His eyes fixed on me, he cocked his head to the side and then slowly brought it back to level and I saw his face go from thinking to trying to pivot out of this conversation and it softened, “I’ve seen it happen to too many guys, the freshmen fifteen goes right to the gut,” an eyebrow went up as he looked me up and down slowly. Then sipped his drink, and I swear he licked his lips in slow motion.
“John,” I heard my aunt call my name from across the park, and she waved me over.
I turned back to Gunnar, “I’m being summoned.”
He chuckled, “I’ll leave a beer accidentally on that table in the corner for you,” he whispered before giving me a bro hug that nearly melted my brain. He pulled me into his muscular chest, his manly scent filled my nostrils, I didn’t want to let go, but if I didn’t, I’d have sprung a boner, so I let go and pulled away.
“Thanks,” I said as I started jogging toward my aunt.
Once I was done chatting with her and the head of my department, I tried to find Gunnar again, but he was gone. He did leave a beer for me, so I chugged it down.
I pulled Grindr back out and had a few messages, a few of them just dick pics, but some asking for details of what I wanted to do tonight and where. I also noticed my pinned conversation with Gunnar had a green light for the first time in a while. I looked around the park to make sure he wasn’t around me and then clicked on his profile. He was 300 ft away. He had an updated photo, showing off his pecs.
“Hey, long time no talk to,” I said, not expecting a response.
“Sorry, I deleted my messages a while back. Refresh my memory, who is this?” Gunnar responded.
I felt a rush. Mostly to my dick, but my heart was pounding pretty fast as I typed back. “Oh, no worries, it’s been a while.”
“You’re 18? And a virgin?” He asked, the bubble popping up to let me know he was the most recent person to check out my profile.
“Lol, yeah,” I forgot I hadn’t talked to him as myself.
“Well, we definitely didn’t meet up, I would’ve remembered not taking your virginity, especially wearing that jock strap,” he said.
“It’s the cup I wear when playing baseball, but, yeah, we never met up,” I said, feeling relieved my virginity didn’t scare him off. Though I was growing increasingly nervous that he was going to pop up behind me as some sort of “gotcha” because I’ve been perving on him for the last two years.
Gunnar: I see that, makes it hard to tell how big you are underneath 🍆
Holy shit, was he asking me to send him a dick pic? Ok, play it cool.
Gunnar: Though the bulge in these boxers is a good indicator you’re above average.
That made my dick hard in my pants, I looked around again, making sure he wasn’t around and seeing me message back.
Me: Well, you’ll have to pull my boxers down to find out 😉
Gunnar: Are you asking me to take your virginity?
Oh fuck, is he offering? What if he finds out it's me and…rejects me?
Me: Are you offering?
My heart rate must have been at dangerous levels, even with the beer calming the rest of my nerves. I thought I was going to faint from anticipation of his response.
Gunnar: It would be an honor and a privilege.
I nearly blew my load in my pants reading that.
Me: When and where?
Gunnar sent his address and added: When are you free? I’m stuck at a work thing for another hour, but I’ll be home by 7.
My hands were shaking as I typed out: 7 it is.
Then I closed out the app as if being offline somehow made it so he couldn’t change his mind. I reached down into my pants, pulling my 7” cut dick up into the waistband, chugged my beer and looked for the best way to sneak out without anyone realizing I left early.
I made it home and took a good shit and hot shower, soaping myself up the best I could. The beer was making me feel weird, but in a good way. I slipped on some clean boxers, a tight black T-shirt, and some skinny jeans, then put on my Vans and did some push-ups and sit-ups to make sure I looked my best. I even put on some cologne I was gifted for Christmas that I never use. I tossed some microfiber paste into my hair, giving it a tousled, purposely look, with my natural blonde highlights becoming more prominent as the paste darkened the sandy brown hair underneath.
I opened the app, but he hadn’t said anything new and wasn’t online. I looked at the address, it was a thirty-minute walk, but if I took my bike, I could make it in ten minutes easily. I jumped on my bike and peddled across town, taking every shortcut I could, and decided to park my bike at a rack not far from Gunnar’s apartment building. I didn’t want him to see me ride up on a bicycle like I was some sort of child.
I walked up to his building, nervous as fuck and terrified he was going to open the door, see its me and get pissed. I had to try, though.
I knocked. Heard the massive man walking to the door, opening it in just a towel, with damp hair. He grinned, looking me up and down, shook his head, and said, “Ok,” and held the door for me to walk in. I didn’t hesitate.
My tight t-shirt was sticking to my torso from my ride over, my red plaid boxers riding up out of the top of my jeans, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable in my clothes as my dick started getting hard from the smell of his apartment. It was like a concentrated version of his scent; I was in heaven. I didn’t know if I should sit or what, but when I heard the chain lock slide in the bar, I turned to see his naked, jacked torso as he slowly walked toward me.
“I had a feeling that was you,” he smiled, putting his hands on my hips.
“You did?” I squeeked out, looking up at him.
He huffed and grinned. “Yeah, you’ve been checking me out since I met you. It wasn't subtle,” he said, grinning.
“It wasn’t?” My smile grew, and my face flushed.
He pulled me into him, my crotch pushing against his as his hands groped my ass and he leaned in to kiss me. It wasn’t my first kiss with another guy, but holy fuck, it unlocked something in me that could never be put back in the box. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, standing on my tippy toes as I practically hung from his neck like a monkey. He wrapped his toned arms around me, feeling up and down my back as hit tongue explored my mouth and his hands felt every ridge of my body, focusing on my ass.
He broke our kiss and grabbed my hand, leading me towards his bedroom. I kicked off my shoes as we went. His bedroom had dim lighting, a very warm glow, and his manly scent only grew stronger. He closed the bedroom door behind us and spun around, grabbing the hem of my shirt and pulling it up and off my body in the smoothest motion. His mouth was back on mine, his tongue wrestling with mine as his hands worked the buttons on my jeans and pushed them down. He got them halfway down my thighs, almost pulling my boxers down with them, but the tent in the front kept them from going down.
He pushed me down onto the bed on my back; I propped myself up on my elbows to watch as he worked my jeans and socks off. I could see his muscled leg sneak out the slit in his towel which to my frustration was still tightly wrapped around his waist, as he dropped to his knees between my legs. He hooked his fingers in my boxers, “Is this ok?” I nodded quickly. He pulled gently down and I lift my ass to help, my cock sprang free from the elastic waistband with a thud of precum and hard dick hitting my abs as my boxers pooled at my ankles.
His hands massaged my legs, up my thighs, and then my crotch, barely letting his thumbs caress my balls, teasing and massaging me, helping me relax as I watched unblinking, waiting for him to touch me.
He grinned, kissing my thigh from the knee to my crotch, his five o’clock shadow tickling my ball sack. The heat of his head was sending waves of pleasure through my body. Then to frustrate me some more he skipped my cock and went to the other leg, again kissing my thigh from knee to crotch. I felt precum forcing it’s way out the head of my painfully hard dick as I made it bounce for him, hoping to draw his attention to it. As he sucked on my inner thigh and his scruff rubbed my soft, mostly untouched skin I couldn’t help but let out a soft moan of pleasure.
He pulled back, rubbing my thighs again, deep tissue massage, it felt so good, never had anyone massaged me like this and it damn near made me burst. He smiled at me, “What do you want next?”
“Umm…” I squeaked, “Whatever you want to do?”
He chuckled, leaning in he licked the drops of precum on the tip of my cock, barely letting his tongue touch my skin but getting a taste of my brand, licking his lips with it and swallowing it down with a satisfied hum. “You taste good,” he whispered.
“Yeah?” I said with a bit too much surprise.
“Yeah, you don’t know?” He asked.
I shook my head.
He grabbed my cock, giving it a few good strokes and squeezed out a drop of my precum, used his finger to wipe it up and leaned up to me to smear it on my lips and pushed his finger into my mouth, sliming my tongue with my own juice. I instinctively closed my mouth around his finger as though it were his cock and sucked my essence off his finger. “That’s it,” he groaned, “How’s it taste?” He asked in a gravelly voice.
“Good,” I breathed out as his finger left my mouth.
“You taste sweet, Jonathan, I want more,” he said and dropped his mouth down to the head of my cock, holding me in his hand like a microphone as he licked the head like a melting snow cone.
“Mmmfffuck,” I moaned.
He licked and sucked the tip, then licked up and down the sides, getting me nice and wet before he deep throated me with ease. I was in heaven. If I died in this moment, it would be worth it. He slowly sucked my dick, his mouth worked out every ounce of precum my balls would give him, swallowing me until his chin was tickling my balls, then sucked the tip again, repeating the motion intil I felt my balls starting to tighten.
“Oh my God, I’m gonna cum,” I thrashed under him, but he held me down and took me deeper into his throat, forcing me to unload in his mouth. “Oh fuck,” I groaned and moaned as my balls pulsed and my cum shot out into his throat, wad after wad until I couldn’t handle his mouth on me anymore. He recognized the signs and pulled off, quickly climbing on top of me to kiss me and share the cum that coated his mouth that he hadn’t already swallowed. It was something I never thought I would be ok with, but since it was Gunnar and I was still coming down from my orgasm, I licked the inside of his mouth and swallowed. I swapped spit with him until I realized he no longer had a towel around his narrow, defined waist, and my legs were instinctively wrapped around it; heels resting on his toned ass and his massive cock was grinding into my softening dick.
He moaned into my mouth, and I returned the moan. He broke the kiss and started kissing my neck, almost biting me, then back up to my mouth, with a groan as his hand reached up and he fist my hair gently but firmly pulling my head back to break our kiss again and he kissed down my chin to my Adam’s apple, then back up where he teased a kiss leaving me without the pleasure and then stuck his tongue out for me and I instinctively sucked on it. I was in heaven; this was a fantasy come true. No, it was better.
He wrapped his arms around my back and up to my shoulders, pulling me into the thrusting of his hips while massaging my shoulders and neck as he kissed in a triangle between my mouth, my neck, and my ear until he eventually broke the pattern and started kissing down my chest. He licked down my abs until he got down to my dick which was again hard. I was expecting him to take me back into his mouth but he skipped my dick, grabbed my legs below the knee and pushed them up towards my head, and the most amazing thing happened. His mouth settled on my ass. He spit on my hole and then used his tongue to smear it into my tight pucker. I moaned and wriggled; the pleasure was something otherworldly.
“Oh shit, Gunnar, don’t stop,” I moaned, my legs on his shoulders and rocking my hips up and down on his tongue. I had heard of getting your ass eaten, I heard it felt good, but the reality of it was mind blowing. I started jerking myself off, riding his tongue and letting him force it into my sphincter, the overwhelming amount of pleasure that came from it was so much I already felt myself getting close to cumming again. I didn’t want to blow my load too soon, I didn’t want any of this to end so I pulled my hand from my cock and spread my legs wide, holding my ankles so he could get his tongue deeper. “Mmmm, fuck,” I whispered.
He moaned into my hole, just adding another sensation to this fantastic experience.
After what seemed like twenty or thirty minutes, he stopped munching on my hole and let me rest, crawling back up and kissing his way back to my mouth. I wrapped my arms and legs around him, I was in a state of bliss that I never saw in porn or on the faces of my friends when they described their first time experiences. This was light years better than I had fantasized it would be.
Gunnar again wrapped his arms around me as our tongues explored each others mouths and Gunnar rubbed his massive cock up and down my body. He let it slip down between my ass cheeks, the head dripping precum all over my crack and my hole. The tip kept gently rubbing my pucker, whispering to it to open up, but Gunnar didn’t push in; he just kept teasing me, driving me insane. I wanted it so bad. I wanted to get my cherry popped by Gunnar. I had fantasized about this so many times, I think I would literally die if he didn’t fuck me tonight.
He started kissing my neck while his dick rubbed my hole and I let out a moan followed by, “Fuck that feels good, I want you to fuck me,” I thought it might have been too burried in my moan but he kissed and nibbled my ear and said, “Are you sure?”
I moaned, “Yeah, I’ve wanted this for so long,” I rocked my hips to slide my ass on his dick.
“You want my dick in you?” He stuck his tongue in my ear.
“Oh God, yes, fuck me,” I groaned.
He sat up, reaching over to the nightstand, and he pulled out some lube. Wasting no time he squirt some onto his big dick and smorthered it. I took a few deep breaths and let him squirt some lube onto my hole, gently fingering it into me. I had fingered myself a few times, but his fingers were considerably bigger than mine, and it stung a little, but quickly became a sensation I loved. He kept alternating which fingers he pushed inside me, but it was so gentle I almost forgot that he was about to fuck me. Until he pulled his fingers out completly and started rubbing his lube slicked dick on my hole.
He kissed me again, nudging his crown into my ass until the lube eases him into my hole. It was so slow, pushing so gently, I almost couldn’t tell he was pushing into my hole until there was a stronger nudge and the head breached my outer ring.
“Oh…holy…ungh,” I grunted, there was an ungodly pain that shot through my anus as my sphincter tigtened around his flared cock head. I pushed against him, trying to push him back, “Wait, shit that hurts,” I groaned.
“You’re ok, just breathe and push out,” he said, not letting up.
“Ungh, fuck man, wait…it’s too big, I don’t think I can handle it,” I wreathed in pain, trying to push a man twice my size and weight off of me.
He dipped his head down and started gnawing on my neck, then my chest, his arms reaching up to my shoulders, gripping me so he could pull me down and slowly impale me on his cock. His hips rocked, and another inch pushed into me.
“Oh fuck,” I felt the wind get knocked out of me, my legs left his hips and spread wider hoping to ease the pain shooting into me. I thought this was supposed to feel good, but it hurt like hell. I grunted and groaned as he continued to sink yet another inch into me. At least half of his cock was in me and it was the most searing intense pain I had ever felt in my life.
His mouth came up and kissed me deep, sensual, loving; there was an intensity that felt so right, something I had wanted for so long. He broke the kiss and whispered, “Jonathan, you’re so tight, your ass is sucking my cock in, you feel that?”
I grunted, “Fuck, man, you’re too big, you gotta pull out,” I winced.
“If I pull out now, it will hurt worse. You need to relax, just breathe and relax,” he whispered and rocked his hips into me, shoving another inch into me.
“Ahh…shhh…fuck,” I hissed and struggled. I pulled his broad, muscular back down, pushing his defined chest into mine. I felt his abs contracting every time he tried to thrust deeper into me.
“Ummm, shouldn’t you be wearing a condom?” I asked.
He kissed me again, “No, babe, you don’t want that on your first time,” he thrust into me again. “You want to feel it, trust me,” he said.
I did trust him, though having unsafe sex with him scared me a bit, I trusted him. “You don’t have…anything right?”
He kissed me again, “No babe, just relax and enjoy my dick in you, you want to feel what it’s like to have a man fuck you, don’t you?”
“Mmm, yeah,” I wrapped my legs around his hips again. He wrapped his arms around me tightly and started thrusting deeper into me. The pain was a little less and his cock was starting to feel good inside me. Knowing he was in me without a condom was turning me on. Knowing he wanted to feel me, wanted to fuck me, was such a turn on.
He kept sensually making love to me, pushing ever so slightly deeper with each thrust, and I was going insane with pleasure. My hands running through his hair, pulling him into my neck as he kissed me and nibbled on the tender skin of my neck. With my legs wrapped around his waist, I could feel his hips pull out before I felt his dick thrust deeper into me and I moaned each time he did it.
“Fuck this feels so good,” I moaned.
“You’re so tight, I love it,” he thrust deeper.
I held on and did my best to relax as he started building up a rhythm. Each push went a little deeper, opening my hole in ways I didn’t know I would enjoy. It took at least ten minutes of humping into me for him to give me one hard thrust and I finally felt his pubes tickling my ass. His hips started smacking against my ass as he really started to fuck me.
“Fuck that feels so good,” I groaned.
He grabbed me tight and rolled us both so he was on his back and I could ride his dick. I did my best to lift a few inches up on his big dick and slammed myself back down. He reached out and started stroking my soft dick back to life, the added pleasure was incredible. I started moaning, deep, gutteral moans as I impaled myself on his cock. The feeling of his head swelling inside me, I felt him from the edge of my hole all the way into my guts. It was better than I imagined. I can’t believe something that started out so painful turned into something so fucking good.
I took over stroking my dick, rocking back and forth on his cock, stirring up an orgasm deep inside me. I no longer was riding his cock to please him but to focus on my own orgasm. He started thrusting up into me, holding my hips, matching my rocking on his cock. “Oh yeah, Jesus, that feels good,” I rode and stroked myself. His cock was hitting something inside me that was quickly bringing my second orgam to the edge. “I’m so close,” I said. His grip on my hips got tighter as his hips slammed into my ass. I rocked to let his cock hit my insides just right as I stroked my cock furiously. I was getting fucked by Gunnar, riding his massive cock and he was about to fuck the cum out of me, my mind was blown. “I”m gonna cum,” I warned.
“Do it,” he said, trying to keep in tuned with my now erratic rhythm as my ass clenched down on his massive tool and my body started spasming around his cock and his relentless thrusting, “Oh fuck,” I gasped as my balls tightened and I shot a rope of cum onto his massive chest. Continueing to rock on his cock I shot my next wad of cum, then the next pooling in his belly button. “Fuck..ungh,” I groaned as the most amazing orgasm shot from my body, my legs shaking, my ass twitching on his cock as I jerked out the last few ropes of cum onto his stomach.
He let me ride out my orgasm and then rolled me onto my back, where he pinned my legs to my shoulders and started hammering my hole. The pleasure was quickly turning into a burning as his cock thrust harder into me. His cock seemed to be swelling to an even bigger size. He held me tighter and grunted and breathed heavily into my neck, “Fuck, I’m gonna cum,” he warned. I didn’t know what to do, but I did know I wanted it.
“Yes, cum for me,” I said, wrapping my legs around his neck tighter, trying to power through the intensity of his thrusting.
“Fuck, ummm,” he said, his body stiffening as he thrust hard into my ass, his cock twitching as he unloaded into my guts. “Mmm, fuck,” he twitched, then kissed me. His cock throbbing inside my hole, the warmth of his load giving my raw hole a soothing relief that I desperately need. “Shit that felt good,” he relaxed on top of me. My cum smeared between us.
I wrapped my arms tighter around him, holding him as the last drops of his load pulsed into me. “That was…amazing,” I whispered, my hands rubbing the back of his neck and running through his hair. Feeling his cock softening inside me was a sensation I never thought I’d feel.
He rested for a few minutes and then rolled off of me, his cock sliding out of me too quickly and leaving me feeling empty. We just cuddled until we both drifted off to sleep.
I woke up around 3 am, the dried cum on my stomach cracking like paint in an itchy way. The heat from Gunnar’s body next to mine was intense. I quietly got up and found my boxers, slipped them on, and snuck out. While that was the most extraordinary night of my life, I was terrified of him waking up in the morning and reacting poorly to finding me in his bed, so I got my bike and rode home. Getting into my bed and falling asleep around 4 am.
The next morning, I checked my messages and had one from Gunnar: You snuck out? I hope you’re ok. Last night was amazing and I want to fuck you again before you leave for college.
I read and reread it a few times. I even jerked off to the pictures of his dick, knowing he was balls deep in my hole and his cum was 9” deep inside my ass. It took me the better part of the day to respond to him. “I’d like that too.”
The entire thing was incredible, but confusing. We ended up having sex a dozen times before I finally left for college. The last time was so intense I nearly cried from the pleasure.
