The journey to discovery

It was in school. My cousin, Edward, straight and older, introduced me to porn and masturbating. I did it quite often. Inevitably, I ventured into gay porn. I loved it! I felt ashamed, so i woukd suppress my sexuality elsewhere. But in my personal time, i was all about growing and learning

Well, school ended for the summer. And i used to have friends stay over. One of my friends, Joe, was a big black football player, and two years older than me. Despite me being Puerto Rican, he was much darker than me. And just perfect. He would grab my butt, because its always been impressive, especially after my surgeries. I thought it was just play. Boy was i wrong...

One day, joe came over to spend the night. We went swimming in my back yard. Suddenly joe says "i gotta pee". "Go behind the shed " i respond.

He goes behind the shed, and the calles me. I go back there, to be welcomed by his growing dick. "I know you like this. If we are gonna keeo being friends, i need something out of this." He says. I respond by dropping to my knees. "I knew you were a faggot." He laughs. And with that, i close my eyes and open my mouth. But instead of his dick going in, it was hot pee. He was peeing on me. When he finished, he grabbed my head and made me suck his dick. Back and forth. Making me lick his balls, slapping me with his dick. Spitting in my face. And surprisingly, I loved it.

After about 20 minutes, he came in my mouth. "Swallow it. You know you want to" he says. And i listened. He put himself away and jumped in the pool.

3 months later

That the only sexual experience, other than regular masturbation, I had the summer. When I returned to school, I had a good friend named Donte. He, much like Joe, was larger than me and darker. I still wasn't out of the closet, but I was more female than my str8 counterparts, and so I still stood out. One day, I asked to go to the restroom during class. I went in the bathroom, and was peeing, when donte walked in. He stood at the urinal right next to me and started to pee. I, without noticing, looked at his impressive package. "Like what you see?" He asked. "Uh, no. I'm not even gay." I defend. "Cut the bullshit. We all know, so just, be honest. Lick it. " Donte responds. "You wont tell anyone?" I ask. "Hell no! I don't want this getting out" he yells. I lick the tip, wet from his pee, and am in heaven. I lick down to the base and back up. I put the whole thing in my mouth, and start to suck it. I swallow it whole. And start practicing the moves I learned from watching porn. I lick his balls, and start to rub them with my hands. He grabs my head, and shoves his dick down my throat. I was choking, which made him go harder. "Suck it like you mean it!" He says, as he starts face fucking me. He goes harder and harder, and starts to moan, and cums in my mouth. He slaps me on the face with it, and says "dont tell anyone, and we are never going this again."

Well he was wrong. It ended up becoming a regular thing. I'd get a pass to the restroom, and would give him head in the bathroom, until it became more than head.....