The bully

"Just kidding" the cabby assured me. "They paid in advance I'm just taking you home". "In a v-van?" I asked. "Discretionary measure, where do you live?"  I gave him my address and after telling me about his plastic cum resistant seats he coaxed me into the van.

He dropped me off home without incident. I snuck in quick and went right to the shower. I started crying thinking over what I just went through as I cranked the hot water. I was going over all I had just endured moment by moment as I scrubbed soap as hard as I could, everywhere I could. Eventually I remembered how I was moaning so embarrassed and the feeling that made me moan. I was replaying that part in my head over again when I noticed I was touching myself.

As my cock hardened in my hand I started caressing my nipples with the other. I was thinking about the cock I tasted and I reflexively replayed it by touching the back of my throat with 3 fingers. As I gagged on my fingers I started full on cranking my cock with the other hand. I moaned audibly just to hear myself then I opened my eyes and looked down at my small hard cock. I rubbed the head of my cock all on my fingers to get some taste. Just as I was about to cum I penetrated myself with a couple fingers. After lunging in for a few deep finger thrusts I came on to the shower floor.

What came after was the deepest shame I ever felt. What happened before was against my will, even the pleasure but this was the first time I did something like this to myself. Never again I told myself. It was so gross but I convinced myself it was the psychological product of being raped even though I didn't really feel traumatized if I'm being honest.

School was different after, Chris wouldn't even look at me anymore. Not that I wanted any attention from that mother fucker. He more then ignored me though he avoided me as did everyone now. It was a little bit of a relief that I wasn't being bullied but the loneliness was even worse.

4 months went on this way, no one talking to me outside the occasional teachers instructions. Long boring lonely days at school and the same at home. The only time I was happy was jacking off, but I made sure to only think of girls no matter what and watch women only porn. I also never did anything with my mouth or but again.

Then one day ok out of nowhere Chris sees me and says he wants me to meet in the bathroom after the bell rings to start the final period of the day. I wish I could have ignored him but truth was I needed any attention I could get. I was ecstatic with anticipation until the time came and that bell finally rang.

As I entered the agreed upon bathroom, (Chris chose it because no one ever used it especially staff because it was up a steep hill on the far side behind the building) I looked around and saw Chris peaking out a stall. When I walked over he abruptly pulled me in. "Listen here, I have been telling my uncles you where being my 'prison slut' all this time". "Okay?" I replied kinda confused I could smell his breath we where so close in that bathroom stall. "Well i got into it with them and to get to the point I need to take a video of you sucking my dick and swallowing. "Okay" I whispered to him. "Don't worry I am not sending it I will show the video to my uncle's then delete it right away." "Thanks" I replied but could barely get out.

I dropped to my knees and glanced up at him, he was already recording so I unzipped his pants and took them down to his ankles along with his underwear. I looked at his flaccid cock and lifted it with the palm of my hand. I started licking him hard under his ballsack and slowly made my way towards his asshole with my tongue across his gooch right at his hole I brought it back to the balls and sucked and licked each one, then I went for a few more passes until he was hard. Which was about 30 seconds after me.

I took his cock halfway into my mouth and ran circles around the head of his cock with my tongue, then I would make a tight seal with my mouth and take his whole cock deep into my throat. I couldn't help but touch myself. As I repeatedly licked and deep throated his penis I did everything the girls I loved to watch would do to dildos in their bedrooms but unlike them I got to use a real cock.

As I touched myself I slowly slipped out of my own clothes. Chris was recording everything but his eyes were closed. As I sucked and slurped I began stroking my cock slowly. Chris would moan and I would gag in return. When his hips started bucking I knew he was gonna cum. I went all in and he came hard in my mouth. As my mouth filled with 4 large throbs of cum Chris put the camera in my face and let his penis fall out of my mouth. I looked right into the camera and winked showing my mouth full of cum before I swallowed it all in one hard gulp and open my mouth as proof.

I started to cum myself, tasting my reward for this, all over the floor of the stall. "What the fuck?" Chris said "you are fuckin weird" Chris then saved the video on his phone and stormed out. I felt the shame I felt earlier but way less, I was more sad Chris left. As I cleaned up I thought to myself maybe I would adjust my porn rule. Suddenly I realized I was late for class.

After being yelled at I was able to finish most the class without punishment. That is until I got a principals summons in the last few minutes.

In the principals office (he is only principal of our delinquent program) I could see Chris being talked to by him. Eventually the principal opened a drawer in his desk and pulled out a phone. He said a last few words and handed the phone to Chris who promptly put it in his pocket. Chris passed by me with his whole head down staring at the floor. Very unlike him to look so down and defeated.

The principal gesture for me to come forward and take a seat. Instead of sitting at his desk he leans his butt on the front. My chair has to be pulled further back from his desk to allow this intimidation tactic. "Late to a class? It's a small school I could understand being late in the morning but the last class of the day? No." He shook his head. " listen you have to come in an hour before school Monday we will discuss it then" he gestures for me to leave but as I stand he says " oh and uh how old are you?" "I'm 19" I reply. "Oh yes you where held back twice right? Just like Chris?" He chuckled the last bit out "I guess yeah" I mumbled the words but he had already stopped paying attention to me.