The broom handle

A while after I had my first sexual experience, I started playing with my ass. Putting small things in there to feel the penetration. 

One day I was alone and I played with the broom trying to see how deep I could take it and kinda fucking myself with it. My older cousin came in and saw me. He was pissed off yelling calling me a faggot and he punched me twice. Then he pushed me against the wall and yelled "dont fucking move" he grabbed the broom and he forced it into my ass and roughly started fucking me with it and moving it all around and yelling "take it faggot" and asking if I like it still. 

He finally stopped and threw it on the floor and told me to clean up the mess. I looked down and I was bleeding all over down my legs and the broom had streaks of blood on it. I wasn't really hurting so I just got cleaned up and he came in the bathroom and asked if i was ok. I told him I was. He apologized and he helped me figure out how to put a tampon in my ass. He cleaned the kitchen floor and the broom. 

He begged me not to tell anyone what he did to me and he would never do it again and never call me a faggot again or tell anyone I was gay. I agreed. The only thing he ever did was a while later he asked me if I would give him head. And I told him no and he just said ok. So I guess he knew I could get him in trouble easily and he didn't want that.