Taking it a little to far

I found out that I liked wearing girls clothes at a very early age, in fact I really wanted to be a girl. Growing up, I would take every opportunity I got to get dressed in my older sisters clothes. I started out with just wearing my mothers pantyhose, that satisfied my desire for a while but after a month or two, I found the need to wear more, so I added a pair of panties to go along with the pantyhose. That is how my dressing got started, by the time I turned sixteen, I was wearing complete outfits & experimenting with makeup. On my seventeenth birthday, I remember shaving the little bit of hair I had on my legs off & polishing my toenails a bright red for the very first time. By now I had shoulder length hair & I would practice setting my hair with my sisters electric curlers & styling it into a feminine look. When Halloween came around that year, I knew what I was getting dressed up as.

I had the house to myself the night I got dressed, I put on my sisters blue panties with a matching bra, suntan pantyhose, her blue, long sleeve, velvet, mini dress along with her blue, platform heels. I loved the way my bright red toes shown thru the pantyhose in these heels, I styled my hair in a girly look & polished my fingernails the same color as my toes. I put on my sisters necklace, some bracelets & a pair of my mothers clip on earrings, then put on my makeup. I sprayed myself with perfume & found a purse that matched my dress. I put on one of my sisters coats & left the house. I walked all around our town that night, I couldn't believe how normal I felt being out in public dressed as a girl. I knew that night that I needed To go out dressed a lot more often. I didn't go home until after midnight that night, I had to be sure everyone was in bed & asleep, when I entered the house & seen that I was safe, I sat on the sofa, never wanting to remove the clothes & makeup I was wearing & return to being a boy. Since that night, I started to get urges to dress as a girl & be seen that were close to impossible to ignore. I started putting all of my girls things in a bag & walking out to the woods & getting dressed there, then go walking around during the day time, I would even go to the mall dressed as a girl. The desire to look more like a girl was getting uncontrollable, I began taking supplements to grow my fingernails longer & I began wearing panties, bra & pantyhose 24/7 under my boy clothes, I even started sleeping in nightgowns at night. The next time I was to have the house to myself was three weeks away, but I would be alone for four days, I was planning on living completely as a girl the whole time I was alone. When the time came & everyone left, I was ready to become Joanne, I had been shaping my now noticeably longer fingernails into nice, feminine ovals, they made my hands look very girly. I took a long scented bubble bath & went over my body with the razor, when I got out of the tub I put on my panties & bra then went & set my hair. I went over my fingernails & toenails with bright red nail polish & when my nails dried, I put on a pair of really shiny pantyhose.

I put on a white, turtle neck sweater to go with the black, belted mini skirt I chose to wear, I got a pair of black, open toed, heels that had an ankle strap on them to wear. I then started on my makeup, as I put on my foundation, I looked in the mirror & decided to pluck my eyebrows, I got carried away doing this & was left with super thin, highly arched lines but they did make my face look more feminine. I finished my makeup then did my hair, I wound up wearing my hair up in a bun, that's when I decided to pierce my ears. I wore a silver necklace, silver bangle bracelets, a silver ankle bracelet, a black ladies watch & silver, oversized, hoop earrings. I put on my perfume & checked myself in the full length mirror, I couldn't believe how much I actually looked like a pretty woman, I got the strongest desire I ever had to never go back to being a boy & to go out & find a man to be with. That's exactly what I did, I went out & caught the bus to an adult book store, I just hung out in front of the store, it didn't take long for a guy to ask me if I needed a ride, I told him I did & got into his car. I told him that I was really a guy who wanted to be a girl & he said he didn't mind, he then asked me if I sucked dick, I told him I have not done that yet but I wanted to so he said I could suck his dick while he drove me home. I leaned over & undid his pants & zipper then pulled out his dick, I started kissing & licking it all over. I started licking his cock up & down its shaft before I finally eased the head into my mouth. It didn't take him long to become fully erect as I started bobbing up & down on his hard dick, he placed his one hand on my head & started pushing my head all the way down in his lap, this caused his cock to go deeper into my throat & made me gag. After a few times I stopped my gagging & was taking the length of his dick all the way into my mouth, my nose hitting his pubes is what stopped me from going further. He soon picked up his pace pushing on my head & soon he was saying he was going to cum, I couldn't wait for his cum, I wanted every drop of it in my mouth & down my throat, he let out a yell & felt his cum hitting the back of my throat, I tightened my lips around his shaft, I didn't want to lose a drop, stream after stream filled my mouth & throat, just when I thought I couldn't hold anymore in my mouth, he let go of my head. I bobbed on his cock a few more times before letting it slide out from between my lips, I looked up at him & opened my mouth to let him see all of his cum that I had in my mouth, he smiled at me & said, good girl. I swallowed his load then took his cock back into my mouth, making sure I got every drop of his yummy cum into my belly. When he pulled up in front of my house, I invited him in to fuck me but he said he couldn't, he kissed me long & hard on my lips before leaving. I walked up the walk to the front door not even caring that some of the neighbors were seeing me dressed as a girl. I planned to go out all day & night until my family returned picking up men to have sex with, I found out that I really loved cock & cum & I was going to let my parents see me as the girl I needed to be.