Straight, drugged, bound and taken

I have always been a shy person. I never go outside, showing off my body. I do look at other guys who do. Looking at tough muscled guys wearing speedos and spandex makes me horny. I am married, but my wife and I don't have sex that often. I still love her, but I notice that my body wants more. So after realizing muscled men in tight pants makes me horny, I started looking at gay websites. I got rock hard when I saw this tough muscle stud taking a big cock into his own ass. Both men, fully naked, having rough gay sex. My mouth almost dropped on the floor. I was hooked, and almost every night, when my wife went to bed, I started looking at gay porn.

Later, I decided to take it one step further. I was already running outside, but in my widest clothing I could find. Now, I bought some spandex, wore a thong underneath and started running 10 miles. I was afraid to, but at the same time if made me feel horny... feel good. My wife supported me and complimented me on my new looks. Later, I decided to abandon the wide board shorts when my wife and I went to the beach or the swimming pool. I bought some tight dark blue speedos and decided to wear them all the time, no shorts for me. It felt like everybody was looking at me. At the same time it made me feel good.

The next step was logging in to a gay website and chatting with other guys. Hot! I decided to put on the cam and show my body. In the beginning, fully clothed, showing everything but my face. Some hot guys started talking to me, encouraging me to take off some clothes. It was an older guy, showing his face and entire body, who was kind and sweet to me. It felt good, so I took of my shirt, only wearing my thong and my sweat pants. I told him I was wearing a thong (with a cockring underneath) and he wanted to see. My heart was racing down my throat... but I thought, what the heck, why not. So I showed him a bit. It felt so good, I decided to take off my sweat pants, only wearing my bright yellow thong. Before I knew it, I was naked, in front of a cam. Oh my god, this felt good!

I had this friend, a friend I knew since college, Peter. I always liked him, we had a click. He worked out, like me, and had this great body. He did not wear speedos on the beach yet, but noticed that I did. So on our weekend with the guys, we started talking. He wanted to know why I decided to wear speedos all of a sudden. He admired my action, and admitted he wanted to do that too, but he did not have the courage. I decided to confide in him.

Look, I said. I think I am attracted to men. I notice that I am looking at all men who wear tight speedos, spandex and stuff like that. I get aroused. I look at gay porn sites and put on my webcam sometimes. I think I am bisexual, but I am not sure. Does that make any sense? He was silent for a while. "Okay"... he said. "Do you like me as well?", he asked. "Well... if I am honest... I always thought you were an attractive guy. But I did not want to ruin our friendship". Suddenly Peter was sitting beside me and put his arm around my shoulder. "I thought you never would admit it" and with that, he frenched kissed me, sticking his tongue deep into my mouth. I was in complete shock.

He pushed me down on the bed and continued kissing me. I was in heaven but in shock at the same time. I was always looking at Peters ass. He had a nice one, but was hiding it all the time. He must have noticed. To my great shock, Peter started to unbutton my blouse. I let him. He took it off me and threw it on the floor. Same with my shirt. He undid his and got rid of his jeans as well. He was wearing the tighest thong I had ever seen, with a hughe boner in it. "Oh waw!!!", I shouted, immediately shocked by the words which came out. He snapped out of the thong and was completely naked. He had the most beautiful cock I ever saw. Cut, shaved and hard. Peter climed on top of me, kissed me all over, touched me with his hands, and worked his way down. He opened my jeans, and began to take them off slowly. I was wearing my yellow thong. I was rock hard. "Look, I knew you were gay, brother... " he said with a wide grin. "Nice thong and nice hard cock. Let me help you...". And with that the took my thong off and were both butt naked. He took my cock in his mouth and I was in heaven. Waw....

Then he said... "your turn!". Am I really going to do this? I thought for a second. But then I knew and I felt... I had to do this. It was now or never. I had dreamed about this for years. Now, with this good friend and hot stud, I had to take my chance. So I let go of my doubts and fears. I got on my knees, grabbed his ass with both hands and started to suck on his cock, as if my life depended on it. His cock filled my mouth completely, almost chocking me, while his balls were banging on my chin. So hottt...

Suddenly he took over. He threw me on the bed and raised my legs. As if he wanted to fuck me. "He listen, Peter..." I started... "Being fucked right away... I don't know...". Then the door suddenly opened and Peters friends came in. "WOWWW!!! PETE WHAT IS THIS??? WHY ARE WE NOT IN ON IT??" and before I knew it all hands where all over my body. Suddenly I was afraid and I wanted to back out. Having sex with my best friend, step by step was one thing. But having an orgy and being fucked on my first fuck...

The friends must have felt it, because within seconds they put a ballgag on me, which locked behind my head. My hands and feet were handcuffed and before I knew it I could not do or say anything. Peter did not say anything and let it happen. I was afraid and shocked at the same time. Completely naked, bound and gagged.

Peter was hanging over me. "Did you really think I did not know you had the hots for me? That I did not know that you are gay?". (But I am not gay! I thought). "I really like you, dude", Peter said. But you have to come out of your shell now. Let go of your fears, let go of the breaks and just go. I am going to help you. You will thank me later". With that he took off my ballgag and said... "If you scream I am going to kiss you deeply...", I wanted to scream, but no sound came out. Peter kissed me deeply, while fondling with my cock. Other guys raised my feet and began to play with my hole. "OH NO!!!", I thought.

"Hey wait guys", Peter said. "He has already sucked my cock, so you can have him suck yours now. All of you." (NOOOOOO!!!!!! I thought). "I am going to be the first guy who will fuck him. Hard and rough, haha !!". I was keeping my mouth shut, but Peter decided to ram his dick in my ass with only one push, so I screamed.. causing another stud to shove his dick right into my mouth. He had his hands on my head, so I could not back off. Secretly this was my passion. Being fucked and sucking cock at the same time. Waw...!

That night I sucked more than 20 cocks. From no guy at all to 20 men in one evening. From never fucked to being fucked hard, deep en rough by my best friend. I was angry at first, but when I let go that night... I felt things I never felt before. Now I did not have to keep my secret any longer. Peter knows. His friends know. The entire week we were either walking around in speedos (something we decided as a group to keep on doing from now on), or we wear completely naked, fucking and sucking each other. My first introduction into the gay life.

Now I am confused. I love my wife. I also love the guys. After having gay sex I feel dirty sometimes. Maybe there is some resistance to my new life. But when I get aroused, I can only think of having hard,deep and rough gay sex with Peter and his friends. Our friends.

Maybe I am... gay after all. Or...?