Still curious after all these years

I probably first realized that I was bi curious in university in the late 70's.  I always wondered what the attraction was in the adult book stores in my town in upstate NY.  My curiosity got the better of me one day and as I did not have a girlfriend at the time decided to to see what all the mystery was about.

I could see men walking around the shop looking at the girly magazines and I tried to be as nonchalant as I could but made sure that I did not get to close to any of the other patrons.  The assortment of dildos, doll sized ladies and lubricants had me looking like a tourist that was new to town.  But when I got to the gay section and saw the cover where a muscle guy was standing behind a clean shaven teen doing a wrap around on a huge cock the blood rushed to my own, up to now, soft tool.  It was about this time that I noticed men going in and out of a curtain in the back.

Totally self conscious and thinking that everyone was looking at me, I kept walking around the store acting as if I were looking at the merchandise, but in my head I was working my way to the curtain, making sure that I did not make eye contact with anyone.

It was as if I were in a sci fi movie where you walked through a portal and came into a totally different dimension.  There was a long hall way and on either side there were doors, some open some closed and men wandering around as if they were waiting for something to happen.  As I walked near one of the doors it suddenly opened and out came a man in his 60's or 70's zipping up his fly.  I could see what looked like a tv screen with a movie still playing so I walked closer to the door and my jaw must have dropped.  On the screen was a guy laying on his back with his legs over another guys shoulders getting fucked.  I don't remember moving but the next thing I knew I was inside with the door shut behind me.

I was so mesmerized by what I was watching that it was like an electric shock when I felt a hand brushing my pants.  I looked down to see a hand that had passed through the wall and a guy was stroking my thigh.  My dick had never been so hard before and when I heard a voice say, "let me suck your cock" I froze, but it did not stop me from moving closer to the hole.  My "neighbor" obviously took this as permission because his hand went to my cock through my pants, and he must have liked what he felt because he was soon pulling down my zipper.  I am not the stereotyped black 12 inch cock but the few women that I had been with seemed happy enough with my 6 1/2 incher.

By now all the nerves I had were gone and I quickly undid my pants and let my underwear fall to the ground and without thinking stuck my cock through the hole.

I had had blowjobs before but the combination of something new and the excitement of not knowing who was on the other side of the wall was incredible.  For the first few seconds a dry hand stroked me and played with my shaft and head and then the hand was replaced with the wettest warmest feeling EVER.  I felt no teeth only lips and tongue and in about 15 seconds I blew the strongest load of cum I had ever blown before.

By now the movie had finished and I quickly pulled my pants back up and rushed out of the stall, but that was not my last attempt at M2M.